My Lycan

Dhario POV

My name is Dhario, Alpha of my beloved pack. I am 35 years old and I've been waiting for my mate, all the meaningless sex is becoming old. Don't get me wrong, all the sluts that throw themselves at me like being used by me. They know my power, they know my strength and they know that being my mistress brings some perks. People respect them while they are seen with me.

Although, I need something more. I am being pressured by my siblings to provide heirs to my throne. All the pack members know that I am getting old to keep being the alpha without an heir. And before you ask. It has to be a legitimate heir. An heir from my mate, none of the she-wolfs that provided me with a child can claim my name or my throne for our pups.

I have 2 pups, James and Leon. James is 17 and Leon is 15. Both my boys know who their father is, they are training to become soldiers and close to their future Alpha (if I provide one). I was reckless while young. I didn't want to be the alpha, I wanted to be free and have as much sex as I wanted.

But.... there's always a but... my father died and my wolf took over my life and claimed the throne. I am feared. I destroyed 3 packs in the last 5 years just because their alphas looked sideways at my sister. She is my Beta. Weird I know. A she-wolf as a Beta. But she is brilliant. She compliments me. While I am ruthless she is caring. When I am explosive she is contained and always calls me out on my shit.

Dani is 28 and got married a few years ago and had her twin pups. Leah and Lua. They are both 5 and gorgeous little girls. They make the packhouse happier when they are around. Edward is my younger brother, he is only 19 and he already found his Mate, they've been friends since young pups and when they turned 18 it hit them, now they are attached to the hip. We can hear her scream his name when she is in the heat... and even when she's not, they are loud and annoying. I avoid their presence as much as I can.

I know you want to know more about my mate, so do I. I just want to find her. I need to make sure I keep being the mighty alpha I am. But I need someone to ease my wolf. I know she is close. I can feel it.

I hear my name being shouted from the garden, so I get up from my desk and drag my feet opening the window, Danni (my beta) is shaking, without thinking I jump down turning into my black and grey wolf. My mind links to hers

"What happened?"

"There's an injured soldier near the gate, someone is sending us a message" - she replies

"Who?"

No answer

I growl "WHO???"

"James"

I don't wait for her reply. I run. My mind links to the entire pack and they can feel my suffering, they can all feel my anger as I shout "FIND THE FUCKER THAT HURT MY SON".

As I arrive changing into my human form I see his mother (Isobel). Isobel is holding James, his injured body. Isobel is shaking and crying. I push her towards me and pass her to Dale. (Danni's mate)

I grab the shorts that are given to me by Danni and I hold my son. I carry him in my arms as I walk back to our packhouse. I can feel his mother's pain. Mine is excruciating. I link my mind to Danni "Get Isobel out of my sight".

My council is already waiting in line at the packhouse waiting for my orders.

As I walk in I look at them with my cold stare "I want you to find the fuckers that dared to touch my pup". As I turned my body to walk into my office and put his body on the sofa I hear someone say "but he is not an heir".

"WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT?" I feel my council's fear. I see all their eyes glued to the floor. I pace in front of them waiting for an answer "ANSWER ME OR I'LL START RIPPING HEADS OFF". Everyone takes one step back leaving Stefan alone. He looks into my eyes and I can smell his fear. Without thinking I break his neck and look at the rest of my council "ANYONE ELSE SHARES HIS OPINION?"

In unison, I hear "NO ALPHA"

I walk into my study and shut the door and allowed myself to kneel before my son and I can feel a tear run down my face. "CALL THE DOCTOR" - I shout - My body gets stiff. I can feel her close but I can't think about that now. I need my son to heal and find the fucker that hurt him. Torture him will be my pleasure. He will be mine. All mine.

One month has passed and no one has brought me my son's attacker, I've asked him what he remembers but he doesn't remember anything, he's got some sort of amnesia. I've been going out looking for clues, talking to other alphas from packs that are allies. They all have been looking for the wolf responsible but he is good, no clues, nothing.

It's September and the beginning of the school year is starting and as usual, the Alpha is called to give a speech at the university that is on my turf. We have one of the best universities in North America. It is the safest in the country as my soldiers guard the turf and no criminal activity has been placed on my turf. Parties are allowed and obviously they deal drugs between them humans and they get involved in some trouble but nothing big. Nothing that can concern me as I have one of my council members taking care of that part of town.

I get dressed. A black suit with a Light blue shirt opened on the collar showing my Tattoos going down my neck. I brush my hair (something that I hate doing, I don't like to be tamed). As I start walking out of the packhouse Danni Mind links to me "don't forget to smile big bro".

"Get out of my head Danni"

"But I just need you to remember to smile, the new humans arriving have no idea who we are"

I can hear Edward laughing "Him, smiling *laugh*"

"I said get out"

"I said smile" - Danni replies

I shake my head and get into my Audi, put the music loud, and drive to the university, as I am arriving I smell something sweet, honey, and... I can't put my finger on it. I stop the car and I look but no one is nearby. I think I'm losing my mind. I start driving again and find my reserved parking space. I get out and I can smell the arousal from the girls around me. So I smile thinking that I am going to fuck someone today as it's been far too long.

I shake some hands and make some small talk (that annoys me). I get ready to take the stage and I see her. I feel her. I smell her and my wolf grows inside of me, he needs her like air to breathe. I feel myself getting hard down below and I do nothing to hide it. I just look at her. She has her back turned to me. She has a perfect ass. She's got curves for days, oh how I am loving those curves. I always hated skinny girls. I can imagine my hand holding that ass. It would fill my hand.

I start talking and she turned her head to hear my speech and I see those big green eyes. Those plump lips. I lock my eyes on her she smiles while holding hands with a fucker next to her. My mind explodes and I think "he is a dead man".

Dhario POV

I give my speech (the same shit every year, how it is a safe town and no criminal activities have been recorded the year before, how all the women feel safe and how it's not allowed for anyone to wander around the forest at night).

She looks at me interested in everything I am saying. I can see her biting her lower lip, I can feel her heartbeat. She can feel my eyes on her. I can't put my finger on it but there is something off with the bloke holding her hand. He is different and his scent is repulsive. But hers... She smells like honey and cinnamon.

As I finish my speech I walk towards her avoiding some people trying to talk to me. She has her back turned to me. But she feels me, I can see all her body hair getting up. She feels my presence towering over her. Like a scene from a film, she turns around and looks up at me. Our eyes lock and I feel it. I need her. My wolf is agitated. I take in everything about her, her almond shape green eyes and her tanned skin, she is short I'm going to say about 5'5. As I am 6'8. She has curves and her hips are big like she could carry all the pups in the world. Her legs are full and perfect. I can see her getting uncomfortable with my stare and covers her tummy with her arms. I just want her to be confident about her body. I need her to know how obsessed I am with her already.

"Hello, I'm Dhario" - MATE - my wolf screams

As she's about to speak the twat next to her holds her hand again and looks at me defiantly and smiles saying "Hello I am Jack and it is a pleasure to meet you sir" I felt her getting smaller while he talks, but at the same time I see her eyes spark at the sound of his voice and ohhh my wolf wanted to kill him. I ignore his attempt to talk to me and focus on the Goddess in front of me.

"And you are?" - I ask extending my hand towards her (I need to feel her skin on mine). I can feel her body shaking, and I see her looking at him waiting for a signal to talk (I am definitely going to kill him) and he gives her a nod and she grabs my hand saying "Liv, I mean, Olivia Lockwood"

"Lockwood, are you related to Trent Lockwood?" (He was my friend and I took over his pack when he was killed, how didn't I know about her existence?

I see her face get sad "yes sir, he was my father, if I may ask, did you knew him?"

"We shared business together, he was my friend, I am sorry about your loss" - she gives me a really shy smile and moves her attention to her boyfriend.

And I see the dick-face putting pressure on her hand and I can't control myself so I grab her and put her behind me looking him in the eyes and saying "don't you fucking touch her again or I will rip your head out"

I see his face lose all colour and she is scared. I scared her. I feel her fear growing, so I turned to face her holding her face between my massive hands "don't fear my little one, I will always protect you" as an instinct she slaps my face and I growl. Everyone around us is looking at this scene. The guards come towards me and say "we need to leave now" but I can't leave her with him. I just can't. I link with my soldiers "keep her safe, if something happens to her it's your head that will be rolling" and I leave.

My heart is heavy, I need to kill something, my wolf gets lost without her, and he's agitated. As I arrive at the packhouse I see Danni with the twins and I avoid her. I walk straight into my office and I break my desk in half. I throw the chair against the window and I see it flying towards the garden, my wolf wants to come out and I let him, I lost control for the first time in years. He's screaming for our Mate. He wants to be near her, he wants to feel her.

We run, we run for hours and ended at the lake that exists in the middle of the forest. I change into human form and I can hear everyone talking between themselves through our link. "What happened to the Alfa today?" "Why did he leave?" "How did he allowed that girl to live?" "Why am I keeping her safe if she is with her boyfriend?"

Without thinking I shout throughout our link "IF ANYONE SAYS ANOTHER WORD...." they all went quiet. Finally some peace. I can still smell her scent on my hands and my face. I need her, my wolf is unsettled.

Her father was a wolf. How come I didn't feel her wolf? This is unsettling. I need to know why she is hiding her nature. How can she hide her nature like that? Why didn't I know of her existence?

I link to Danni "get Gregory to come to see me in my study in 1 hour, no excuses "

"Yes Alpha" - she knew better than to push my buttons when I am like this.

1 hour later I walk into my study to see everything cleaned and a new desk replacing mine with all the paperwork well organized. A new glass on the window. I sit on my chair and put my feet on top of the desk and wait for Gregor.

"YOU ARE LATE" - I can smell his scent and I shout with the door closed, I see it opening and him walking in with his head bent.

"I apologize Alpha, but I was attending to a lead about your son's attack"

"What did you find out?" I bark

"It was a wolf alpha. Was a loner, he doesn't have a pack "

I stand up and look him in the eyes "ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW?"

"I am sorry Alpha, but we found HIM and he is in our prison, he is scared and he confessed to the crime "

I don't wait for another word and I walk as fast as my legs allow me to the prison. I smell trash, as I walk in all the guards bend their knees and open the cell, I see a boy. Not older than 17 years of age, skinny "YOU ATTACKED MY SON?" I don't wait for his reply and I get closer to him to rip his head off his shoulders but something makes me stop. I look into his eyes "WHO SENT YOU?"

"No-one Alpha, I was looking for a safe place to rest, I-I'm sorry"

"Why?"

"I beg your pardon?"

"Why were you looking for a safe place? Who's after you?" - I bark, he's getting on my nerves and I just want to go find Olivia.

"I left my pack Alpha, my mother got killed for carrying a bastard from another pack"

I look into his eyes and I see the truth.

I link to Edward "come here now"

Edward appears in front of me within Minutes. "Take him to the packhouse, I want him fed and trained"

The boy looks at me "Thank you Alpha"

Edward links to me "He attacked your son and you are letting him live?"

"WHY ARE YOU QUESTIONING ME?"

I see Edward bending his head and taking the kid away.

I look at Gregory standing next to me - "Why didn't I know that Trent had a daughter?"

"She's a bastard, sir, she was conceived when he was 16 with one of his side pieces, she was sent away by his mate when she was 10, she was jealous because she couldn't give him pups and Olivia was a constant reminder of that"

"Does she know she's a wolf?"

"Sorry to ask Alpha, but why the sudden interest in a bastard?"

"If you ever call her that again will be your last words"

"I apologize, sir, she was put under a spell so she could live a normal life, Alpha Trent loved his girl and didn't want her to be used against him, she is only 18 so her wolf hasn't manifested yet"

"SPELL WHAT SPELL?"

"I wouldn't know alpha. I told you all I know"

"LEAVE" I shout pacing in my study. I couldn't think. I couldn't breathe. A spell? She didn't know who she was, so she wouldn't feel ME, she wouldn't feel her MATE.

Olivia POV

I feel Jack's hand tight around my arms while he's kissing me, I don't kiss him back as all I can think about was that man. How gorgeous was he? The way he devoured my body with his eyes.

"FUCKSAKE LIV I AM TRYING TO KISS YOU HERE"

"I am sorry, I've got a headache, and you know I am not ready"

"And I am turned on and your place is to please me, so KNEEL, you are mine so you do what I tell you to do"

"Please no, I am not ready Jack" – I try to reason with him.

"I saw him looking at you as if you were his, he touched what's mine so you have to pay for it, so SHUT UP AND KNEEL BEFORE YOU PISS ME OFF EVEN MORE"

I kneel in front of him while he grabs my hair "Open my jeans and suck my cock" - he says.

"Please Jack, I won't ever see him again"

"You are mine, suck my cock and shut up, I know deep down you want it" – I obviously didn't want it. Our relationship had ended a while ago I just didn't have the courage to break up with him.

I undo his jeans and I hear someone knocking on the door, I stiff and I get up running to the bathroom closing the door behind me.

I felt a tear run down my face and I decided to jump from the window.

Wasn't the first time he made me suck him. But it was the first time he did it because of other people, usually is just when he is drunk. I was still a virgin as I always felt I needed to keep my flower untouched. After jumping from the window I walked out of his life. That was it, I couldn't take it anymore. While walking I noticed I was barefoot. But I kept walking, tears falling down my face.

After about 3 hours walking I was lost, I had no idea where I was so I fall on my knees and I am in front of these big gates near the forest. I feel my body giving up on me, so I close my eyes. I can hear 2 pairs of feet running towards me "miss are you ok?" "This is private property". I look at them and they were big. And I cried and I asked for help. I finally asked for help.

"Please" - I cried - "help me". Without understanding how Dhario was right in front of me in just pajamas bottom. I hear him shouting at the 2 men,

"DON'T LOOK AT HER"

I look into his eyes still lying on the floor and I see it, he was scared. He felt pity. I lift my body onto my knees while he kneels in front of me putting a strand of my hair behind my ear. I don't really know why but I hug him. He hugs me back. His warmth feels familiar. His smell is so good, but I am so tired that my eyes are closed.

I wake up but I can't open my eyes. I was scared that Dhario was just a dream and I am in bed with Jack. I am scared he's going to try and fuck me. I am afraid he's going to deflower me and I will be impure. But then his smell hits me. I smell fresh-cut grass and mint. That's him. I open my eyes and I blink a few times. He was staring at me. He looked tired. His face was perfect. His light blue eyes, his jet black hair, and his beard made him absolutely perfect. His hair was a mess, different from the first time I saw him.

"Hello," I say covering my body with the bedding.

"Don't do it, you are beautiful, don't cover yourself "– He says making me smile a little.

I blush and look down at the white bedding covering my body. "What happened last night?" – I ask trying to remember.

"I brought you inside, changed your clothes because they were dirty and I let you sleep" – he says to me.

I blink my eyes in disbelieve - "Y-you changed my clothes?" – I ask stuttering a little.

"I didn't look, I respected you so I just changed it as fast as I could"

"T-thank you, you didn't have to"

"Your jeans had blood on them, did you hurt yourself? Did you fall?" - His voice sounds worried

"I-I can't talk about it" - and I cry. I see his face change, as if he was trying to read my mind. He looked so deeply into my eyes that I felt my body get hot.

"Did he do anything to you? Did he touch you?" – He asked as if he already knew what happened.

My face falls and he stands up, he paces side to side with his fists closed. Without any warning, he leaves the room. I try to follow him but he is fast. I don't know where he went. So I walk back to the bedroom I was in and I sit on the bed.

I sit there looking around. I decide to explore the bedroom a little, so I walk into the door on the left and there's a big bathroom with a big hot tub. There are two sinks and a massive mirror on top. The other wall wasn't a wall, it was all glass looking towards the mountain. It was breathtaking.

I leave and walk back into the bedroom to walk towards the other door and I find a dressing room. All with white furniture and one big sofa on one of the corners. On one of the walls, there was a big dressing table with a light-up mirror. It was beautiful.

I see all his clothes hanging and I walk towards them and I sniff one of his shirts And I feel my heart racing. My mind goes foggy. So I put it down and walk back into the bedroom and look at the bookshelf.

There were so many books, it was a dream. I love to read. I grabbed one of the books and I sit outside on the balcony hugging my legs and reading while I wait for that perfect man to come back to me.