I had died 99 times for Ethan Lester, my sacrifice healing him with our family's ancient elixir, believing his promises of a future as his First Lady.
But when I lay in my hospital bed, pregnant with our child, the truth exploded around me like a bomb: Ethan and his manipulative lover, Nicole, had meticulously planned my family's massacre to steal every last drop of our elixir and now wanted it from my unborn baby.
My world shattered as I heard Ethan coldly declare my family's extermination "necessary" for Nicole's healing, plotting to "rescue" me later and lie about the gang who "took" me, while I was trapped, starving, and tortured.
How could the man I loved, the father of my child, orchestrate such an unspeakable horror, sacrificing everything and everyone I held dear for a mere scar on his mistress?
As the surgeon's scalpel touched my skin, with my last breath and a mother's furious love, I poured every ounce of my life force into my son, making my 100th death my final act of defiance, ensuring he would never bring me back.
This was the 99th time I had died for Ethan Lester.
My body felt like a hollowed-out shell, the familiar ache of life force being drained away settling deep in my bones. I lay on the crisp white sheets of the hospital bed, the sterile smell of antiseptic a stark contrast to the scent of pine and damp earth from my mountain home.
Ethan sat beside me, his hand holding mine. His grip was firm, possessive. He looked every bit the powerful governor he now was, his suit immaculate, his face etched with a carefully constructed concern that didn't quite reach his eyes.
"Jocelyn, my love," he whispered, his voice smooth as polished stone. "You did it again. You saved me."
He leaned in, his lips brushing my forehead. It was a practiced gesture, one I had received 98 times before. Each time, he brought me back from the brink, his own vitality a temporary loan until my own replenished. It was our secret, the foundation of his brutal, unstoppable rise to power.
"They almost got me this time," he continued, his thumb stroking the back of my hand. "An assassination attempt, right on the steps of the capitol. But now, it's over. I've won, Jocelyn. We've won."
I managed a weak smile. For him, I had faced down bullets, knives, and bombs, my family's elixir, our shared lifeblood, pulling him back from death's door each time. In return, he promised me everything.
"Now, I'll make you my First Lady," he said, his eyes finally gleaming with something that looked like sincerity. "A wedding at the mansion. Everything you deserve."
My heart gave a small, hopeful flutter. This was it. The final reward for all my sacrifices. I had a secret of my own, a reason why this promise meant more now than ever. I placed my free hand on my stomach, where a new life, our child, was quietly growing.
I opened my mouth to tell him, to share the one piece of news that would make our future complete.
But before I could speak, the door to my hospital room burst open.
Two men in dark clothes, their faces hard and unfamiliar, rushed in. One grabbed Ethan, throwing him against the wall. The other came for me.
I felt a sharp prick in my neck.
The world dissolved into blackness.
I woke to the gut-wrenching pain of a boot connecting with my ribs.
I was on a cold, concrete floor, my hands tied behind my back. The air was thick with the smell of dust and decay. A single bare bulb hung from the ceiling, casting long, menacing shadows. My body screamed in protest, weaker than ever after giving so much of myself to save Ethan.
The men who took me were laughing. They were rough, their hands calloused and cruel as they searched me, looking for the small vial of elixir I always carried. They found nothing. The last of it was gone, used for Ethan's 99th life.
I curled into a ball, trying to protect my stomach, my baby. The thought of my child was the only thing keeping the terror at bay.
Then, I heard a phone ring.
One of the men answered it, putting it on speaker. "Yeah? We got her."
A voice I knew instantly, a voice that sent a chill colder than the concrete floor through my veins, answered back.
"Is she alive?" It was Ethan.
"Barely," the man grunted. "She's tougher than she looks, though."
Then, another voice joined the call, frantic and strained. "Ethan, my God, what have you done? I just got back to the county... the whole mountain... it's a massacre."
Sheriff Duncan. A man I knew to be loyal to Ethan, but a man with a conscience.
"It's done, Duncan," Ethan's voice was flat, devoid of any emotion. "Did you get it all?"
"We got it," the sheriff choked out. "Every last drop. But the people... Jocelyn's family... they fought back. We had to... Ethan, they're all dead. Her mother, her aunts, her cousins... everyone."
The world stopped.
My breath caught in my throat. My family. My entire world. Gone.
"It was necessary," Ethan stated, his tone clinical. "Nicole needs it. The acid attack was severe. This is the only thing that can restore her face without a scar."
Nicole. His beautiful, manipulative lover. The coal magnate's daughter.
"An acid attack?" Duncan's voice was filled with disbelief. "This was all for Nicole Lawrence? You wiped out an entire community for her?"
"Jocelyn is resilient," Ethan's words cut through me, each one a shard of glass. "She can survive anything. You've seen it. Nicole is fragile. Besides, Jocelyn's family was a security risk. Their knowledge was a threat that could be used against me. It's cleaner this way."
He paused, and I could almost picture the cold, calculating look on his face.
"When I 'rescue' Jocelyn, I'll tell her they died fighting the gang that took her. She'll be grieving, but she'll direct her anger at the right people. She'll never suspect a thing."
A sob tore from my throat, raw and broken. The sound of my heart shattering was louder than any physical blow.
The man holding the phone kicked me again. "Shut up."
But I couldn't. The betrayal was absolute, a poison flooding every part of my being. My love, my sacrifices, my family... all of it meant nothing. I was just a tool. An inexhaustible resource to be used and discarded.
My 99 deaths had been for a monster.
A new resolve, cold and hard as diamond, formed in the ruins of my heart. I would not let him win. I would not let him use my grief.
I focused inward, on the faint, flickering ember of life force that remained within me, the source of the elixir itself. It was meant for me, to slowly heal and recover. Now, it had a new purpose.
With every ounce of my will, I pushed that remaining essence toward the tiny, fragile life in my womb, shielding my child, giving it everything I had left.
This would be my 100th death.
And it would be my last. He would not bring me back from this one.