Vanilla
It was something wrong but it felt so right back then. Crave, desire and warm feeling that made me forget how much I love my mother and made me see my stepfather, who I used to call dad, as my lover.
We committed the betrayal in her bed, in her house and in her car. Almost everywhere belongs to her. Even the both of us belonged to her but that wasn't for long because something stronger than both of us controlled our bodies. It invaded our souls, blinded us from the real fact that he was my stepfather and I was the daughter he almost raised since I was eight years old until now.
Our life was normal in the beginning. He was a famous football player at his college when he met my mother. He was twenty years old and born to a very rich family. As a talented and handsome football player, he attracted the eyes around him fast but he only fell hard for the most gorgeous reporter, which was my mother. She was twenty-eight years old at the time, eight years his senior but that didn't stop them from getting married after his graduation. She was freshly divorced and everyone was proposing to her. I was eight years old.
My father was an irresponsible man and I admit, he just kicked me and my mother out of his life for other girls. He didn't look after me; he didn't care about me. He didn't ask for any help after they got the divorce and later in life, I figured out that he was only using my mother's beauty and money to be wealthier. He was so greedy and filthy rich but he always wanted more.
This was the way that guy entered our life as well. He was a charming prince; his smile lighted my mother's world and made me happy as well. He treated me so nicely as a real father and the relationship between us was like a normal daughter and father one.
I was more attached to him than my mom. He was a fucking rich businessman and my mom was rich as well but she was only a tv presenter and sports reporter. She should have the time for her only daughter but that didn't happen. I guess because she was relying on Dave all the time.
Yes, he was Dave Green, the most famous bachelor and a playmaker quarterback football player. He quit the games to concentrate on his family companies and to be a good husband and father.
It was hard for me to not fall for him; It was kind of impossible as a young child with no father or mother to take care of me. My mother was always busy and didn't give a shit about me at all.
Everything was moving smoothly and I didn't notice that I was falling at the beginning. I was just too close to him and he was my only best friend. I trusted him so much and always asked him for advice or opinion which was so normal between a father and daughter. However, the fact that he wasn't my biological father and I wasn't his daughter, the relationship between us was taking another shape. But we never figured that out until later.
I guess I was so lucky to have him in my life - A stepfather treating his stepdaughter in a very good way! That was something I had never heard about. I only heard of fathers abusing their own daughters.
But I guess God loved me to give me Dave.
He was freaking good to me and he was always making time to help me in my studies at school or to hang out with me as a father. He did what my real father and mother failed to do with me.
I was on his list of priorities: number one on his list. Whenever I called him, he would drop any important thing he was doing and come back to me.
I remember when I got a fever and my mom was out and the helpers were on their day off. He was in the middle of an important meeting that was like the dream deal of his life and he dropped all of that to hurry up to the house and take me to the hospital. He was too protective, never yelled at me and never punished me for anything. I was also an obedient girl until I reached my last year in high school. Everything cracked and turned upside down.
I was a good girl with average grades. Not so popular but not normal as well. I was pretty but not like my mother; She was breathtakingly beautiful but I was sexier than her. I got bigger boobs and bigger asses. I was hotter and attractive. My body was hellish and the thing that was attracting the eyes around me more was the fact that I have never dated any guy ever. Virgin! Yes sure. But that wasn't the point. The problem was that I realized I didn't date anyone because I wanted someone like Dave. Someone handsome, hot and who cared about me. A real man and not just a freaking idiot guy in my school.
That's when my feelings towards him started to take the unstable path where I started to dream of him kissing me or touching me. I started to wake up so wet. He was only 30 years old and I was 18. I turned into a sexy girl who only needed a dick to become a lady but he didn't change at all. He was turning into a hotter man and this was something I couldn't get rid out of my head.
My mother was ignoring him as a husband and me as a daughter; She only cared about her reputation, career and fame. As a result of this neglect, my relationship with Dave changed to one filled with craving, lust and desire.
I always wondered why Dave didn't give my mother a divorce or cheated on her or something! It was a big question for me because she didn't deserve that man. But I guess he didn't want to ruin our family. For him, we were a family and I was his daughter, so I guess he was more scared to lose me, especially since he didn't get any children from my mom.
I woke up that day horny and wet but I couldn't understand why. I simply covered my head with the pillows and decided to not go to school.
When I heard footsteps and doors opening, I didn't open my eyes. I pretended that I was sleeping. I enjoyed his scent as he leaned closer to me and nudged my shoulder gently, saying, "Vanilla."
I ignored his calls until he sat next to me in bed: that's when I uncovered my face. He moved his fingers to my cheeks softly and said, "Vanilla, wake up. It's your school time and I'm driving you today." His smooth touch and his sexy sweet voice made my heartbeat drum higher in my chest.
When I didn't move, he grinned. "Well, I see. Then I have to do this." He started to tickle me hard and I laughed and squirmed under his touch. We both laughed hard but I didn't know why I rolled my body over on him and found myself sitting on his lap with my boobs pressing on his chest and our lips almost brushed together.
I glared at him nervously then we both blinked breathlessly. It was an embarrassing and weird situation but it was a different feeling. It wasn't a daughter and father feel. It was a man and a woman feeling.
I pulled myself away from him and nodded shyly, "I will take a fast shower and follow you downstairs." I rushed to the bathroom and locked the door, breathing heavily.
'What was that?!' I asked myself. My heartbeat was drumming harder and louder, as if I was suffering from heart attack symptoms.
I realized that I forgot my towel and clothes. I opened the door of my bathroom, naked searching for my towel and noticed that Dave was still there, now staring at my body. He was checking me from my toes to my hair silently, with eyes filled with yearning.
He gulped nervously and grabbed the towel and stood up to wrap the towel around my body slowly, then he whispered in my ear, "I will always be the one who will cover your body," and left in just a second.
I was glued in place trying to find an answer to his words or to his facial expressions or even to his body language. But I couldn't! What was that?! What did he mean by that!
And what was happening to me for God's sake? Why does he have that effect on my body?!
Later, I realized that it was my first heartbeat for him and for me.
'I think he will be my first everything' I sighed.
Vanilla
I took more than an hour to get dressed in my school uniform. I was late but I was so nervous to face Dave now, especially since he was driving me to school. He had gotten me a car with a driver because he didn't let me drive or take driving lessons. He said he was afraid that I might get in an accident. He was protective, I admit that.
However, any normal father would let his daughter drive especially, since I was 18 years old and not a kid. All my school friends had their own cars and my school wasn't so far. It only takes five minutes to reach.
But I didn't think that he was possessive that much. I didn't recognize that until everything started to bloom suddenly. It was as if I had pressed a button when I touched his body by accident.
Finally, I finished and weirdly he didn't come up to my room to rush me. I hesitantly grabbed my backpack and walked down the stairs. I was hoping that he might have gone to his company or to one of his meetings because I didn't know how I could face him. We didn't do anything but I still felt that I was different and my cheeks were red and hot.
I lowered my gaze but still searched for him. I sighed in relief when I didn't see him anywhere but only to be startled when I felt his hand on my back. "So, why did you take so long?" he asked and I almost skipped a few beats of my heart.
I turned my body slowly and blinked shyly, "I was taking a shower." Fuck! What the hell did I just say to him? I finished the shower an hour ago and he handed me the towel.
For fuck sake, this was an awkward situation.
He narrowed his eyes and chuckled awkwardly, as if trying to figure out what was happening to me. I guess he didn't feel what I felt and that's why he didn't look so different. He was still treating me in the same way as his daughter!
Of course he treated me normally! He loves my mom and besides, he was really my father.
I covered my face from embarrassment, trying to cover my red cheeks. "Let's just go. I'm late." I diverted the subject.
He nodded and said, "Okay, let's go."
He didn't say anything. He just strode to the car and I hopped in the passenger seat next to him. I rolled the window down, quietly staring at the street because I wanted to avoid his eyes.
Once we arrived, I hopped out of the car and waved at him but one of my classmates stopped me, "Oh, vanilla." And out of blue, he kissed my cheek.
I widened my eyes at him. Jack was somehow the jock and the heartthrob of the school. He had asked me before to be his girlfriend but I didn't give him an answer yet. I just ignored him, not because he was intending to take my virginity. I never thought of that because I was sure he wanted my virginity and to taste my sexy body. But I really didn't like the guy. So to appear out of nowhere and kiss my cheek, that wasn't something usual and we weren't that close actually.
But something weird happened. I glanced back to only notice that Dave didn't drive away. He was still in the car and shouted my name, "Vanilla. Get in the car now!!"
It was the first time that he yelled at me and commanded me sternly in that way.
I didn't know what to do except fake a smile to Jack and get into the car.
Once I closed the door of the car, he drove very fast as if racing with other cars. "What's going on? Are you intending to kill us today?" I said to him and he halted the car in the middle of the street.
He didn't say anything but he seemed to be very angry. He rubbed his face with his hands. I dared to ask him, "What happened? Have I done something wrong dad?"
Yeah, I was calling him dad or Dave but most of the time it was dad.
He yelled at me, "Don't CALL ME DADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!"
I blinked "What was that?" Seriously, could it be because Jack kissed me?!
He shot me a deadly glance then leaned forward and said, "Who was that guy? And don't lie to me. Is he your new boyfriend? Did you give him your body?"
We have never spoken about this kind of stuff before because I never mentioned that I had a boyfriend. However, he was always asking me to keep myself for the one who deserves to be with me. He was my best friend, so he was sure that if I met a guy, he would be the first one to know. I always used to take his advice on different subjects in my life.
I made an 'o' shape with my mouth. "Nooo, of course not."
He blew out a deep breath. "Are you still a virgin?" he emphasized the virgin word.
I rolled my eyes at him. "Why do you ask?" I didn't mean to tease him.
He slammed the steering wheel with both hands and clenched his teeth. "Just answer my damn question! Are you still a virgin?" he gazed at me angrily.
I gulped and nodded, "Yes, sure." I said confidently but I was trying to process why he was asking me and why he was so angry and annoyed. He didn't yell at me ever. He used to let me have my private life. It was so strange that he interfered this time. Or maybe he used to interfere but I didn't notice that?!
He sighed in relief, started up the car again and turned to my school. He stopped by the gate. "Get out and don't be late and don't let anyone kiss you or touch you ever again. And if I ever found that you lost your virginity with any guy, then you will never see me ever again." He said firmly without even taking a glimpse at me.
"Dad!" I exclaimed in a loud voice.
He gritted his teeth and huffed, "Don't say dad again."
I frowned and opened the door to get out. I only felt his strong grip on my arm. I thought that he would apologize for his bad attitude but I was only dreaming.
I turned my head to glance at him over my shoulder. He raised an eyebrow. "From now on, I will drive you to school and back home. So no more drivers. I will be waiting for you at 3 pm. Don't be late," he said sternly.
"Dad, I'm not a kid!" I huffed annoyingly.
He furrowed his brows. "Exactly! Now go ahead and remember what I have told you. If you lost your virginity to any guy, you would never see me." He repeated what he said to me as if he wanted me to think about why he was telling me those words.
I nodded politely and waved to him, then I hastened to my classes, which I was already late for. So, I stopped by the track to see the practice of the football team. Yes, Jack was there playing with the school team. He was kind of a small version of Dave, I admitted it but in an irresponsible way. He was superficial, a dumbass and very stupid with low grades. However, he was handsome, attractive, rich and was a football player.
Innocently, I waved to Jack only to say sorry about what happened a few minutes ago. He ran towards me. "Was that your boyfriend?! That's why you rejected me. A handsome and wealthy rich guy driving a Porsche and wearing a very expensive suit! I'm impressed, but that means I will cling to you more and stick with you." He winked at me and ran back to his team.
Wow! He thought that Dave was my boyfriend?! And he said he will cling to me more! The rumors and gossip will start tomorrow.
I checked my cell phone to only find a text message from Dave saying Behave, I'm watching you! What the fuck was going on?
I wanted to tease him, so I decided to use Jack the dumbass to do it.
I texted Jack on his cellphone: I will be waiting for you after school to drive me home. Let's make the game begin with both of them.
Vanilla
I finished my school day and I almost forgot about Jack. I finished and lazily walked out of the gate and was stopped by Jack who pulled me to his chest. "Where were you? I have been waiting for you for ten minutes in my car!" Jack narrowed his eyes when he felt that I forgot about him.
I scrunch my nose shyly and coughed "Um, I thought you wouldn't drive me home because you didn't text me back." Okay, I lied and somehow he felt that but he ignored it.
He nodded and placed his hands on my shoulders. "Anyway, let's go baby." He opened the passenger side door for me and then ran to the other side to take over the wheel.
I searched for Dave and yes, he was actually there shooting me a death glare with widened eyes. Suddenly, I heard a screech of his car passing me and Jack as if he didn't care to know where I was going.
I just let it go and concentrated on Jack. "So, you really waited for me for ten minutes?" I bit my lips seductively.
He gulped nervously maybe because he had never seen me acting seductively and nicely to him before. Plus, I was sitting very close to him in his car, so that was kind of an improvement in our relationship.
Which wasn't even close to being a relationship. But anyways, I was deeply in need of someone in my life. Being without a lover until I reached eighteen years old was something bad actually. I didn't feel lonely because Dave was always with me anywhere and everywhere.
As such, I was afraid that I might fall for him and that wasn't something acceptable. He was my dad and I just needed to come back to my senses. I was a teenager and that's normal. I just need a guy to kiss me and care about me, to touch my body. To make me wet and reach my orgasm even, if it was phone sex.
Yeah! Obviously, I have no other option. Dave said sternly and clearly to me that he will get out of my life if I lost my virginity to any guy. Which sounded weird because sooner or later, I will give my virginity to a man! I just couldn't process what he really meant by that, so I just let it go for now.
But deep inside me, there was something pushing me to discover what's hidden in Dave's head and heart. Something was stressing on me to tease him by being in a relationship and who could be better and fit for that position more than the jock and the popular handsome footballer?! Of course no one.
So, I will just use him for a few days and who knows, maybe I will fall for that idiot!.
Jack asked me the way to my house and I instructed him. Finally, we stopped by my house. "Here, this is my house." I gestured for him to stop.
He leaned a bit to take a look through my window which made him so close to my body and my face. "Wow! This is a beautiful house. You are so fucking rich babe." He said, impressed in a stunned tone.
I chuckled. "Yeah, sort of. My parents are rich." I shrugged my shoulders. I realized that I hated his scent and I couldn't tell why. But when my eyes met Dave's eyes at the door of our house, I leaned closer to Jack and whispered in his ear, "Thanks for the ride babe."
Jack cleared his throat and pulled his head away slowly to only glare deeply into my eyes. "Who the hell are you? Why do you have such an effect on me?!" Jack wondered.
I placed a soft kiss on his cheek. "See you later babe." I winked at him then I opened the car door to only be pulled back again. Jack placed a soft kiss on my palm. "Could you give me the honor to drive you every day?"
I don't know what I was thinking when I said yes.
I raised my head to glance at the door again to see Dave watching us like an owl and I said confidently, "Yes, sure. See you tomorrow morning."
I got out of the car and wandered slowly to the door. I didn't want to appear in front of Dave because I couldn't say that I liked to make him angry. But it wasn't me at all. Since that morning when I felt strange feelings towards Dave, I couldn't stop myself. Something else was controlling my head, my body and my attitude and I could tell that about Dave as well.
Once I closed the door behind me, Dave shouted loudly making me stiffen a bit from the hard shock "Where the fuck were you?! I told you that I would drive you back home."
I stuttered and fiddled nervously with my fingers "I_ my friend asked me to..."
But my mom interrupted us. "A friend? You mean a boyfriend? Oh that's great sweetheart, I'm so happy for you." My mom chuckled brightly and trailed off while she was taking off her coat. "Tell me more about him."
I shrugged my shoulders and kissed her cheek. "He is the jock of the school and a football player like dad." I smirked teasingly to Dave.
Dave slammed his wine glass onto the table and frowned. "I was the quarterback, not just a football player. Don't dare to compare anyone to me," he said with a serious tone.
My mom stared at him and switched her eyes back to me. "What's going on between the two of you? Dave, I have never heard you yelling at Vanilla this way before? You always spoiled her."
Dave raised his brows. "Because I don't want her to be a stupid cheap girl. I don't want guys to take advantage of her body and then throw her away like trash. I want her to be a decent girl." Dave said loudly and gulped another glass of wine until the last drop and I was only caught up with Adam's apple, sexy body and wide shoulders. I was totally distracted.
My mom nodded and stepped closer to Dave, cupping his cheeks. "Don't worry, your daughter is not that stupid." And by that, he threw me the most competitive look ever then he pulled my mother's lips into a too long, rough and passionate kiss as if he was eating her lips.
He pulled back his head and my mother was thunderstruck. "What was that?" My mom smiled lightly in curiosity.
Dave licked the corner of his lips and hoarsely said: "that means I missed you and I want to fuck you now." My heartbeats almost stopped suddenly from the words.
I couldn't believe that he did that in front of me and why did I feel so jealous and angry?! He was my stepfather and married to my mother. So obviously, they had the right to fuck each other.
Something different was happening to me at that moment and I couldn't take my eyes off him and the way he was touching my mom's ass. He carried her up by his arms, showing his muscular arms and wide shoulders. He glanced back at me with a wide smirk and hurried upstairs but not to their own bedroom. He took my mother to the third floor. Which means, none of the helpers were allowed to go there. He won't close the door because that floor only has one wing with one door.
I climbed the stairs slowly on my tiptoes like a thief and my heart led me to the third floor. I didn't think twice; I didn't hesitate. I just wanted to see everything.