My Hidden Scars

Lily slipped into the girls toilets she had to get away she knew that they were coming for her why did they hate her so much? School had begun only two hours ago now break she knew they'd be after her she had many scars over her body from he many encounters with them. Arron was one of her friends, though he never acted like one. This time he was with them he'd helped her to get to her feet all of the other times, but not this time they'd roped him into it. She'd slipped into the toilet locking the door.

Hoping that they were going to just go away, she knew they wouldn't be allowed in here hoping that there were cameras in here she sad cradled on the top of the toilet.

The door creeped open. She looked under the door the dc Martines choked across the newly polished floor. She sat shaking they strode around and left. Her heart racing, why did these guys hate her so much that they needed to torment her? She unlocked the door Stepping out she opens the door and there they were, she stepped back they grinned evilly, stepping to to the girls bathroom invading her personal space. His hand touched her face. His eyes cold. 'You can't avoid us Lilly.'

'W..w.. what do you want?'

'Mm let's see.' He got closer nerving her. His cold breath pricked the hairs on her skin god she hated this guy he'd targeted her since year seven now he was making it known to her what he exactly wanted out of all of this.'

His fingers touched her face going over the gagged scars he'd given her. 'I just want to give a little more to my pretty little bunny.'

'Just leave me alone Joshua.'

His hand tightened around her neck. 'You know I can't do that.'

''Please.'

'And you begging won't stop it either you're in my debt till I say otherwise.'

'What did I ever do to you?'

'Of you don't know that by now you never will.'

'Please.' She said tears slipping down her face.'

'Tears are for the weak Lily how many times do I have to tell you?'

She looked nervously at him.

The bell echoed through the school.

'Don't forget lunch Lilly I'll be waiting and if you try and run I shall find you.' He said kissing her softly loosing his grip from around her throat.

Her breathing fast her hear beat even faster.

The door opened and they all walked out laughing. She felt suffocated She'd never been so scared in her entire life until she came here. All she wanted to do was change schools, but no one would listen to her she'd made friends with Arron in year seven. By year eight he was hanging around with these douches He called friends. They were feared by everyone in the school and more by her, she had no idea why Arron wanted to be friends with such pricks. They'd bullied everyone there but him. He and Joshua had come to heads at the end of year seven and when we returned to school in year eight they were friends along with Callum, Dominic and Ty they were almost towering over everyone in the school even the teachers most of them had been warned with explosion, but yet they were still here hade they got something on the head or were they just lucky?

She walked to her last lesson before lunch she had to find a way to avoid them but would they find her.

She'd decided to eat lunch in the library been as she had a big project to hand in by the end of the week. So that's where she stayed Til she'd ate, venturing out of the library she headed in the direction of the girls bathroom to refresh before she decided what her next move would be in avoiding these guys.

She stepped out of the toilet un-aware that she was not alone she washed and dried her hands m the door creaked as it opened. He strode in she tapped back. He snuck his head.' Tut tut Lilly. We had a date I waited for you for almost thirty minutes where were you?'

'Library I had to..'

'I told you if you missed our date I would come and find you.'

'What are you going to do me?' She asked stepping back but he was not alone , his friends stood behind her, shoe bounced into them. They grabbed her wrists.

'Let me go!'

'You disappoint me Lilly we could've been friends and yet you go running agian and try and hide away from me.'

'I'm sorry I..'

'I don't do apologies Lilly.' He said the blasé slicing her face.

'We do this my way from now on either you meet me or I will take what I want from you.'

'Like what?'

They let go, she fell to the floor her head hit the floor the crack to her face almost knocked her unconscious her blood pooling the floor. As she struggled to reach the door. He pulled her back. 'shall we break the a little virgin in.'

'No please.' She begged.

He thrust in, she clenchedM tears falling off her face as he thrusted deeper. He finally pulled away, she felt relieved but it wasn't over she'd have to endure it all over again by his friends. 'Come on Arron We've already had her it's your turn.'

'I think you've done enough damage.'

'Are you our friend or hers your dessision Az.'

He knelt down his zipped went down he held her close to him thrusting in she felt so numb she couldn't feel any inch of her body. He pushed slowly as his friends go added him to go deeper and faster. She cringed as his thrusts began harder and faster. He pulled away. Zipping up. 'Come on Az.' He said tapping him on the shoulder.

He looked at her. 'Shouldn't we.'

'No someone will find her.'

They all walked out the door slamming behind them tears fell to the floor, her eyes couldn't focus as the room began to spin and her eyes closed.

Lily walked through high school this year was a new start a new year ahead her and Aaron were best friends despite being around Joshua and his cronies. She had high hopes, that this year would be different she'd feared every day going into school and being bullied by these guys what had she ever done to deserve this?

She walked through the corridors it was so quiet today, unlike any other day. Colton nudged Joshua he liked the duo and smiled evilly. Great another year of hare and insults. 'Hey look who it isn't Lily James your early sweetheart.'

She swallowed ignoring them as she passed but she wasn't quick enough her back slammed against the lockers she cringed why couldn't they just leave her alone and pry on someone else?

His green eyes were slanted and unrevealing. 'Why are you here so early Lilly?'

She stared at him. 'I asked you a question the least you can do is answer it. So I'll ask you again why are you here so early?'

'I'm not early you are.' She swallowed

He grinned evilly the tips of his fingers trailing down her face the grin had turned into a smile now and it scared her even more. 'I am never early Lily. You should know that better than anyone.'

'Y..y..you are.' She stuttered.

His hand went around her neck squeezing it. 'You dare to question me?'

N..n..no.'

He smiled his grip tightening. 'Your mine Lilly James to do what I please with are we clear.

She stared at him.

Are we clear?' He asked angrily.'

She snuck her head.

'Words Lilly.'

'Yes.'

He smiled getting closer. 'Open your mouth.'

She stared at him.

'Now Lilly.' She inched it open.

'Wider.'

She edged it a little more. He grabbed her mouth pushing it open with the tip of his finger and thumb. He dived forward his tongue going into her mouth and sliding it around.

The bell rang.

He moved away. 'Lunch Lilly.' He turned walking away.

She felt sick she'd been on the brunt of his bullying since year seven and it gradually was getting worse. She'd come home with bruises and cuts ones she couldn't explain. Her parents had informed the school but she had refused to tell anyone who had inflicted them she'd been hospitalised several times yet she had stated her silence.

She entered registration and sat down he smiled. She returned his smile awkwardly. 'Are you okay Lilly?'

'I'm fine Arron.'

'Is Josh threatening you again cause if he is I can..'

'No, it s fine really.

Arron had been the only one that she had confided in but yet he had chosen these assholes as his friends. And I matter what he had said to them they had chosen not to listen.

I hated Monday but every other day was the same it had been like this for four years and nothing was going to change that. I'd been avoiding running it Josh and his cronies all morning most of my lessons had been with Arron till lunch I was hoping to do lunch alone but Arron had invited himself along. I didn't want the company today I just wanted time alone to get away from it all but that wasn't going to happen not today he and Joshua had made eye contact I had chosen to ignore it as I delved into my sandwich. They slipped onto the in-occupied chairs by us Joshua had deliberately sat next to me. I swallowed as he gazed at me. 'What you got nice to eat today Lily?'

I chose to ignore him so he peered into my lunch box to browse over its contents. 'What's on the sandwich?'

I cut my eyes.

'Leave her Josh leave her to eat.' Arron said.

He pushed his hand into my lunch box taking the sandwich.

'Hey, that's mine.' I blurted out.'

'Well, now it's mine.' He said taking a bite out of it. 'Mmh this is good.' He said continuing to eat it 'I looked disgusted at him.

'Haven't you got your lunch?'

'I have but I like yours better.'

I scowled at him and took my chocolate bar out before I could even finish it he took them to stuff them into his mouth. 'Do you want all my goddamn lunch ?' I asked angrily.

'you need to pack more

'Why so you can eat it?'

'Exactly.'

I closed the box and put it into my bag drinking my juice as I felt a hand on my knee. I looked at him and he winked fucking winked. His hand gliding further up to my thigh I suddenly shot up making he hadn't fallen off my thigh they all looked at my sudden moment. 'I have to go.'

'Where are you going lunch isn't over yet.'

'Oh, I erm forget I had something to do.'

'Wait I'll come with you.'

'Stay with your friends Arron I'll see you later.'

He smiled and I rushed off.

I went into the lady's then to my locker putting my bag in it and getting my books out ready for the afternoon classes. I closed my locker he spread his hand over it. 'Why did you up and leave like that Lily?'

'I. I news to be somewhere.' I stuttered.

His green eyes stared straight through me.

'You do not leave unless I permit you to.'

'You don't own me, Josh.'

'Oh, you think you'll find I do.' He got closer. 'Tomorrow you shall make me my lunch.'

'And if I say no.'

'Then to consequences for you will be grim.'

I looked nervously at him.

'You do lunch with us every day and if you don't join us I will find you and punish you are we clear?'

I nodded my mouth dry I could feel my entire body shaking.

He smiled slapping my face. 'Good girl.' He kissed my cheek.

'There you are Josh you shot off we were wondering where you were.'

'I had to see a man about a dog.' He laughed winking at me. 'Then I bumped into Lily seems she didn't have to go any after all did you, Lil?'

I shook my head.

'Come on we need a fag lunch will be over soon.'

I was so glad when school was over, I walked out alone but not for long Arron had joined me. 'So what did josh say to you?'

'Nothing.' I lied.

'Come on Lil I know him he's been aiming at you since we began high school and it's not changing it's going to get worse before it gets better Lil you can tell me what he said to you you can trust me.'

I opened my mouth.

'There you are Az why were you leaving without us?'

'I thought you'd gone.'

Joshua laughed. 'The teach kept up behind again, the guy needs to get his end away.'

He was talking about Mr MoreStowe the geography teacher he'd had it in for Joshua and his friends since day one and most of us had caught the brunt of it during that time when we shared classes. Seems like he hasn't changed he was still gunning for them after four years of having the pleasure of them in his class.

'Lil I thought you would be halfway home by now.'

'She would've been if I hadn't caught her up.'

Joshua grinned evilly.

We continued walking away from the school heading home everyone saying their goodbyes.

'I'll meet you tomorrow, okay we'll walk to school together.'

I smiled and nodded I'd rather walk with him than have to face Joshua.

Aaron and I walked to school. I was hoping that I would miss Joshua this morning that want happening he and his friends were waiting for Arron, smoking. 'I'm sorry Lil they didn't mention walking to school with us.'

I smiled nervously god I hated this guy to the pit of my stomach. He looked up looking straight in my direction before dropping his cigarette to the ground and stomping on it.

'I thought you guys would be at school by now?'

'Change of plans we thought we'd walk with you today. We didn't expect to see lily with you.'

'I kinda twisted her arm.'

A grin spread across that ass hole's face. 'Let's get out of here.'

We began to walk away. He leaned over to my ear. 'I hope you doone my lunch too.' He said.

The hairs on the back of my neck prickled. He moved away and we continued walking to school.

Today was not my lucky day at all I had my first lesson with his friends the second with him what did I do to deserve this torture the third was worse they were all there. He sat next to me my nervousness showing as he leaned over towards me. 'So did you do me lunch?'

I slipped my hand into my bag pulled out a full lunch box passing it to him.

He smiled taking it off me and slipping it into his bag. 'This doesn't dismiss you from lunch we eat together every day all of us so you better get used to making my lunch and being in my company till I say otherwise.'

I swallowed as he sat back he grinned evilly knowing he'd got me right where he wanted me. To torment me for another year.

The bell rang and he made sure I wouldn't back out of our dinner date his friends had all hulled around me and now.

Aaron had joined us. We all sat down he took his lunch out.

'So you're not going to take Lily's lunch of her today?'

'Nope, she kindly offered to do lunch for me.'

Aaron looked at me raising his eyebrows as I'd to say what the hell?

He bit into his sandwich.' Mmh has is really good Lilly remind me to thank the chef.'

I grinned I just which I'd put cyanide in it to poison him so I would have to see his face again.

He coughed loudly.' You alright man?'

He tapped his chest. 'You trying to kill me.' He said thumping his chest again.'

I looked at him as he continued to cough taking large swigs of water. 'What the fuck you put in it? I wanted to say rat poison but I decided against it. 'Pepper.'

'There's too much.'

'Sorry I.' I got up and ran he wanted to punish me for this I went onto the lady's tears streaming down my face. Tech door closed I was shaking he walked over to me. His glare was cold. 'Did I say you could leave?'

'No, but....'

'No buts Lil you broke a rule.' He got closer. 'Now I'm going to have to punish you.'

'No please I'm sorry.' I begged. 'I'm sorry about the pepper honey I didn't think I won't do it again.'

He smiled getting closer. 'And leaving the table?'

'I won't do it again I promise.'

He got closer,' I don't want to do this Lil but I have no choice.'

'But I said sorry.'

He bit into my neck I screamed he dug his nails into my face scrapping them down my cheeks as he scratched me my tears full of tears. As he kept biting me the pain unbearable the blood seeping down his face.

He moved away. 'Let that be a lesson for disobeying me if you do it again it will only get worse do you understand?'

I nodded.

He turned and walked out of the girl's bathroom I slid down the wall my tears we uncontrolled as they kept coming. I had to get myself together to finish the day.

I got myself together wiped the remainder of the tears away and headed out of the girl's bathroom as the bell rang for registration and the last and final lessons of the day. I chose not to wait for Arron seeing as he'd be walking home with Josh And his friends so I made a hasty getaway I finally breathed when I got to my house and closed the door behind me I wasn't sure how much more of this I could take.