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My Heart's Last, Bitter Goodbye

My Heart's Last, Bitter Goodbye

Author: : Hua Jian
Genre: Modern
The doctor told me I had weeks to live. But the real death sentence was seeing my fiancé's hand slip into my best friend's outside the hospital room. They thought I didn't see. They had already turned my little brother against me, the boy I raised. He called her "Mom" now. At their engagement party, held in my house and paid for with my money, he looked me in the eye. "I hate you!" My own family praised her for being a "natural mother," while the world celebrated their love story. They saw a weak, dying woman, too broken to fight back. They thought they had won. So I gave them everything they wanted-my company, my fortune, my blessing. But I also left behind one final gift, a dead woman's last words. When I die, they will inherit my empire, but they will be forever branded by a legacy of eternal shame.

Chapter 1

The doctor told me I had weeks to live. But the real death sentence was seeing my fiancé's hand slip into my best friend's outside the hospital room. They thought I didn't see.

They had already turned my little brother against me, the boy I raised. He called her "Mom" now.

At their engagement party, held in my house and paid for with my money, he looked me in the eye.

"I hate you!"

My own family praised her for being a "natural mother," while the world celebrated their love story. They saw a weak, dying woman, too broken to fight back. They thought they had won.

So I gave them everything they wanted-my company, my fortune, my blessing. But I also left behind one final gift, a dead woman's last words. When I die, they will inherit my empire, but they will be forever branded by a legacy of eternal shame.

Chapter 1

Juliana Salazar POV:

The doctor' s words, "terminal," echoed in the sterile room, but it was the image of Dalton' s hand slipping into Debbra' s outside the glass pane that truly sealed my fate-and theirs. If I was dying, I would make sure they inherited everything, including a legacy of eternal shame.

I watched them through the one-way glass in the doctor's office. Dalton, my fiancé. Debbra, my best friend. They stood too close, her head resting on his shoulder. He stroked her arm, a gesture meant for me. My stomach churned, not just from the disease chewing away at me, but from the raw, ugly truth unfolding before my eyes.

It hurt more than any tumor.

My brother, Elwin, was there too. He leaned against Debbra, his back to me. He didn' t even look in my direction. Debbra had her arm wrapped around him, a picture of maternal comfort I had worked my entire life to provide. He looked at her like she was the only one who cared.

He looked at her with the love he once reserved for me.

My heart, already weakened, felt like it was tearing apart. Every single person I had sacrificed for, loved unconditionally, and built an empire to protect, was outside that room, betraying me. In that moment, I knew what I had to do. I would give them everything they wanted. And then I would make them wish they never wanted it.

The doctor cleared his throat. I turned, a forced smile on my face. "So, weeks, you said?" My voice didn't waver. It was a practiced calm, a CEO's calm. But inside, a blizzard raged.

He nodded, his eyes full of pity. "Yes, Juliana. The progression is rapid. The experimental treatment offers a slim chance, but it's highly aggressive, and frankly, risky." He paused, looking at me with a concern I hadn't seen from my own family in years. "Are you sure you want to pursue it?"

I thought of Dalton, of Debbra, of Elwin. My company, InnovateNext, a billion-dollar empire I' d built from nothing after our parents died, just so Elwin would never want for anything. My youth, my dreams, all poured into that single goal. And for what? For them to stand outside, plotting my demise, or at least, eagerly anticipating it?

"No," I said, the word a whisper, yet firm. "I'm not pursuing it."

The doctor looked shocked. "Juliana, this is your only option. Without it, you know..."

"I know," I cut him off, my gaze distant. "My decision is made. I will dedicate this treatment to someone else." My voice was flat, devoid of emotion. I was already a ghost, planning my final act.

I had loved Dalton since college. We built InnovateNext together, or rather, I built it, and he rode my coattails, basking in my success. I believed he loved me. I believed he respected my drive, my vision. I believed he was my rock.

How naive I had been.

I remembered when Debbra came into my life. A scared, skinny girl from the wrong side of the tracks, my childhood best friend. I saw her potential, her spark. I pulled her out of poverty, gave her a home, an education, a key position in my company. She was like a sister to me, more than a sister, she was the family I chose when my parents were gone and Elwin was too young to understand. I had poured my heart into her, thinking she was loyal, thinking she was grateful.

I even had a strange premonition once, years ago, a fleeting thought that she hungered for more than I was giving, that she might one day take it all. I had dismissed it as exhaustion, as paranoia. Now, it was my stark reality.

A knock on the door. Dalton entered, forcing a smile that didn't reach his eyes. He smelled faintly of Debbra's perfume. He always did, lately.

"Juliana, honey. How are you feeling?" His voice was laced with a feigned concern that grated on my nerves. His eyes darted around the sterile room, avoiding mine.

I lay against the crisp white pillows, the hospital gown scratchy against my skin. "I'm fine, Dalton. As fine as one can be." My voice was steady. I watched him, every micro-expression. He shifted uncomfortably, his gaze landing on the doctor.

"So, the doctor mentioned... the experimental treatment." He hesitated, clearing his throat. His handsome face, usually so confident, was clouded with a strange mix of apprehension and... hope?

I gave a bitter laugh, a hollow sound in my chest. "You mean the one Debbra needs more than I do?" My eyes narrowed, holding his gaze.

His eyes widened, then quickly narrowed in defense. "What? No, Juliana, of course not. What are you talking about?" He tried to sound indignant, but his voice cracked slightly.

"Oh, come on, Dalton." My smile was purely sarcastic. "Don't pretend you haven't discussed it. Debbra's condition is so much worse, isn't it? She's weaker. She's suffering more." I watched him, savoring the flicker of guilt in his eyes.

He stammered, "Well, her type of neuropathy is... different. More debilitating, the doctors said. And you, Juliana, you always look so strong. So resilient. People just assume you can handle anything." He gestured vaguely, as if my appearance was a personal affront.

He had no idea. He saw the stoic CEO, the unyielding sister. He didn't see the silent agony, the relentless fire consuming me from within. He didn't see the handful of pills I swallowed every few hours, just to keep my face from contorting in pain. The powerful painkillers were a double-edged sword, numbing the cancer's relentless assault, but also accelerating the decline of my vital organs. They were killing me faster, but at least I could stand. At least I could think.

"You're right," I said, cutting him off, my voice calm, almost serene. "She does need it more. I want her to have my spot."

Dalton stared at me, his jaw slack. The relief that washed over his face was immediate, overwhelming, and utterly disgusting. A wave of nausea hit me, but I swallowed it down.

"Juliana... are you serious?" He still sounded hesitant, as if waiting for the other shoe to drop, but his eyes shone with a sickening triumph. "You're not going to be stubborn about this?"

Stubborn. That was my label, wasn't it? The cold, career-obsessed woman who couldn't be loved. The truth was, it was the only way I knew how to survive, how to protect everyone I loved. And it had cost me everything.

My eyes drifted to the window where Debbra and Elwin were still huddled together, a perfect, stolen family. They looked so happy. And soon, they would have it all.

But not without a price.

Chapter 2

Juliana Salazar POV:

The hospital corridor felt endless, each step a testament to the pain I was fighting. I forced myself to walk, to appear normal. Getting home was a victory, but it felt hollow. The front door opened into a house that used to be my sanctuary, now a stage for their deception.

Elwin, my brother, was sprawled on the living room rug, engrossed in a video game. Debbra sat beside him, patiently watching, her hand occasionally ruffling his hair. He looked up when I entered, his eyes meeting mine for a fleeting second. Then, he flinched, pulling back. He didn't say hello. Instead, he scooted closer to Debbra, almost hiding behind her.

It was a painful echo, because Debbra used to care for me just like that.

I squeezed my eyes shut for a moment, then forced a smile. My mouth felt dry, cracked. "Hi, Elwin. Hi, Debbra." My voice sounded normal, annoyingly so.

Debbra turned, her face a mask of sweet concern. "Juliana! You're home! How are you feeling, sweetie?" She wore the silk robe I' d bought for her birthday, the one I' d admired for months before finally splurging on it for her. It looked better on her, softer, more flowing. It always did.

She moved, not to hug me, but to stand, gracefully, in front of the fireplace. My spot. The place I always stood when I came home, to warm myself, to feel grounded. She occupied it now, completely.

"I'm... better," I lied, my smile fixed. I held a thick envelope in my hand. "Actually, Debbra, I have something for you."

She tilted her head, her expression one of innocent curiosity. "For me? Juliana, you shouldn't have. You always spoil me." Her eyes, however, gleamed with an avarice I was beginning to recognize.

I walked over, my movements stiff, and handed her the envelope. It contained the deed to the Salazar family home, the house our parents built, the one I had saved from foreclosure after their death. The house where Elwin and I grew up. The house where I grew up.

She took it, her fingers trembling slightly. She opened it, scanning the document. Her eyes widened, her breath catching in her throat. "Juliana... this is... the house. Our house. Are you serious?" Her voice was a shocked whisper.

"It's just a house, Debbra," I said, my smile unwavering, even as my heart felt like it was crumbling into dust. "A gift. A special gift for a special friend. After all, you' ve done so much for Elwin, for us. It' s the least I can do."

For a split second, her composure faltered. A flicker of something dark-triumph mixed with confusion-crossed her face. Then, she quickly regained her innocent facade, her eyes welling up with tears. "Juliana, I... I don't know what to say. This is too much. You know how much this house means to you."

"It means nothing to me now," I thought, the words cold and clear in my mind. My future was measured in weeks. What was a house to a dying woman?

I leaned in, my voice dropping to a low whisper, just for her. "I know everything, Debbra. Everything you and Dalton have been doing." Her eyes flickered, but she held my gaze, her acting impeccable. "But don't worry. I bless your union. I bless your future. Just keep Elwin happy. That's all I ask."

Just then, Dalton walked in, fresh from a shower, his hair still damp. He froze, seeing us so close, my head near Debbra's ear. "What's going on here?" he demanded, a nervous edge to his voice.

Debbra burst into tears, dramatically clutching the deed to her chest. "Oh, Dalton! Juliana is so good to me! She's given me the house! Our house!" She sobbed into his shoulder, her voice muffled but loud enough to carry. "She's so kind, so selfless!"

Dalton looked from her to me, his expression unreadable. A mix of shock, relief, and a hint of accusation. He opened his mouth, but I cut him off.

"I'm tired," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "I need to rest." I turned to Elwin, who was still glued to his game, barely acknowledging my presence. "Elwin, listen to Debbra, okay? She knows what's best for you."

He mumbled a noncommittal "Okay," his eyes never leaving the screen. Then, without looking at me, he turned to Debbra. "Debbra, can we get that new game you promised?"

Debbra smiled, a triumphant, almost imperceptible curve of her lips. "Of course, sweetie. Anything for you." She kissed the top of his head.

And then I heard it. A small, innocent voice, my brother' s voice, clear as a bell. "Thanks, Mom."

My breath hitched. The world tilted. I stumbled, gripping the hallway wall to steady myself. The physical pain was a dull throb compared to the gaping wound in my soul. My brother, the boy I raised, the reason I fought so hard, had called another woman "Mom."

I locked myself in my bedroom, the last bastion of my privacy. The tears came then, hot and stinging, blurring my vision. I crumpled to the floor, my body wracked with sobs. The cancer, usually a silent, insidious killer, roared to life, its tendrils twisting through my bones, a white-hot agony. The painkillers, momentarily forgotten, couldn't touch this kind of pain.

I was dying. And they had already replaced me.

My gaze fell on my closet, filled with designer clothes, meticulously organized. Expensive shoes, glittering jewelry. Everything I had worked for, everything I owned. Soon, it would all be hers. Debbra's. She would wear my clothes, walk in my shoes, sleep in my bed. She would live my life.

I looked at my reflection in the full-length mirror. Gaunt, pale, eyes hollow. A ghost already. "Three weeks," I whispered to the stranger staring back at me. "Three weeks to finish what you started."

I wouldn't let them win completely. They would have the wealth, the power, the family. But I would ensure they would be forever haunted. Tonight was just the beginning. The revelation of their deceit, meticulously planned, would be my final, devastating gift. They would regret every single moment of this. I just wouldn't be alive to see it. But the world would.

Chapter 3

Juliana Salazar POV:

The morning sun, usually a cheerful sight, felt like a spotlight on my pain. I woke with a gasp, every nerve ending screaming. The cancer was no longer a silent thief; it was an inferno, consuming me from the inside out. Each breath was a struggle, a tiny victory against the flames. I swallowed a handful of painkillers, chasing them with water, waiting for the dulling haze to descend.

I had so much to do. So little time.

Pushing myself upright was an act of sheer will. My legs trembled under me, but I refused to fall. I had to maintain the illusion, just for a little while longer. My last performance.

As I descended the grand staircase, I heard laughter from the kitchen. Elwin's bright, carefree giggle, Debbra's softer, melodious one. It was a sound that once filled me with joy, now it was a cruel melody of my absence.

They were at the breakfast nook, a scene of domestic bliss. Elwin sat on Debbra's lap, a children's book open between them. She was pointing at the colorful illustrations, her voice gentle.

"Look, Elwin," she cooed, "the little bunny is going to find his mommy!"

Elwin pointed, his face alight. "No, Debbra, that's the fox! The bunny is hiding!"

Debbra kissed his head, a gesture so natural, so tender. "Oh, you're right, sweetie! So clever!"

My appearance made them pause, but only briefly. Elwin glanced up, his eyes meeting mine, then immediately returned to Debbra and the book. I was a fleeting distraction, a shadow in their sunlit world. I was a stranger in my own home.

My feet felt like lead, but I forced myself forward, towards the warmth, towards the family I had lost. "Good morning," I said, my voice a little hoarse despite my efforts.

Elwin mumbled a quick, "Morning," without looking up. He instinctively clutched Debbra's hand, his small fingers intertwining with hers.

"Debbra," he said, pulling lightly on her arm, "can we go to the park today? The one with the big slide? You promised!"

Debbra looked at me, a show of polite concern. "Oh, Elwin, that sounds lovely, but maybe you should ask Juliana first? She just got home."

Elwin rolled his eyes, a gesture that pierced me deeper than any knife. "But you're always busy, Juliana," he whined, turning back to Debbra. "You never have time for me. Debbra always takes me to the park."

His words hit me like a physical blow. Busy. Never have time. He was right. I was busy. I was building an empire for him, to ensure he never knew the hardship I did after our parents died. Every late night, every missed holiday, every cancelled playdate – it was all for him. And now, my sacrifice was twisted into neglect.

Debbra, on the other hand, had all the time in the world. My time, stolen from my company, from my life.

I forced another smile, a brittle mask. "Of course, Elwin. Go with Debbra. Have fun." My voice was even, despite the tremor in my hands.

He didn't thank me. He just hopped off Debbra's lap, grabbing her hand, already pulling her towards the door. "Come on, Mom!" he chirped, oblivious to the world shattering around me.

"Mom." The word echoed, louder than any shout, in the cavernous space of my chest. My vision swam. I reached out, my fingers brushing against the cold wall, needing its support to stay upright. The physical agony flared, a brutal reminder of my failing body, but it was nothing compared to the desolation in my heart. My heart wasn' t just breaking; it was already broken, pulverized into a million tiny pieces.

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