My Ex-husband Doctor

Chapter 1

I am Mrs. Jade Naive Guaren-Sevara, well I had a perfect married life back then, I don't know where or when it started but this is really what happened.

We're high school lovers, well it's funny to think that we're on and off but we still fail at church.

After a years I got pregnant, maybe we were married for three years before I got pregnant, he's the happiest man I know when I told him I was pregnant.

We are here in the garden today while watching the flowers planted by his parents, it feels good.

He hugged me from behind while his head is resting in my arms, I pinched his hand that's why he slightly opened his eyes.

"Why?" He asked before sitting me down on the swing and swinging me there.

I am 4 months pregnant.

"Love, what gender do you want our baby to be?" I curiously asked, he just continued cradling me while thinking of what to answer.

"Hmm, if you ask me. I want a man." I smiled at him after he said his answer, same as mine.

"Well, what will you name it?" I asked again, nowadays I often ask him questions like this, maybe it's just because of the excitement.

"Luke, but if you don't want it, we can change it." He sat next to me since the swing I was sitting on was big, he held my tummy to feel our baby.

"What if she's a girl? Are you still going to be happy?" I rested my head on his chest, he brushed my hair and nodded as an answer.

"Of course I will, besides you are the most important to me, whether we have a baby or not, we can still be happy, you'll always be my baby, Jade." I smiled after he said that.

But it was all a lie.

Month's had passed I am 6 months pregnant when this girl came into my life, she befriended me and after one month, she admitted to me that she likes my husband, she pushed me down the stairs of our house causing my child to miscarry .

Along with the loss of my son, I also lost my husband.

And you know what is the worst part? That girl who pushed me is his mistress.

I was walking in the heat while wiping my tears, I didn't know where I was going, my husband didn't even follow me.

"Taxi!" Even though I'm dizzy because of the extreme heat, I have nowhere else to go now but my parents' house, that's where I'll be returning after 4 years.

Well, after my son's fall, we were still pretty good, there were misunderstandings because we regretted what happened, he always blamed me for the loss of our son.

Little by little I remembered the first fight we had.

"It's late, where are you from?" I met him, he ignored me, in fact he just passed me like the wind.

"Azriel I am talking to you, what are you doing to yourself? Just get drunk at night-." I asked worried, he put his hand on my mouth to shut me up.

I tried to remove his hand before facing him.

"Azriel, rest your liver."

"I'm tired, Jade. Please lecture me tomorrow, just like you said, it's late, why aren't you asleep yet?"

"Maybe I'm worried, it's 2am in the morning and you're going home wasted, can't you just moved on from what happe-" I stopped after he hit the table, I admit. I felt fear.

"Can you just stop bringing up the topic? You don't want to accept that it was because of your negligence that we lost our son, because you weren't careful! It's your fault Jade," A strong slap made him stop, he also slightly tilted his head is because of his strength.

"Yes! It's my fault, Azi, but please! Don't talk to me like you're the only one who's lost! Azriel is my son too! It hurts me too, but I can't do anything but move on!" I shouted at him, I bit my lower lip to stop the tears from falling in my eyes.

"So tell me? How can I move on Jade? Tsngina! That's our daughter, why do you seem so quick to just throw it away and tell me to move on." He shouted back that's why I slightly closed my eyes.

"Azi, if I don't move on, what will happen to us? If we fall together, how can we get up again? It hurts me too, but I'm trying to forget it to help you get out! Because if I don't help you, maybe our relationship will end, right? finally get up!" I let my tears fall because I knew something was wrong, we had a problem, that we weren't okay.

I was silently crying inside the taxi while thinking how did we do this?

If we didn't lose our son, would everything end up like this?

I turned to the driver when he took a sip, he smiled at me before handing me the tissue.

"I'm sorry man." I apologized while wiping my tears.

"That's okay, go live now, crying is not good, it's ugly." He whispered so I laughed weakly, I nodded before forcing myself to stop crying.

What can my husband do now? Is he happy that I signed the divorce papers that he had to sign a long time ago? I just shook my head because of my thoughts.

I shouldn't stress myself, I'm not alone now, if only I had told him that I was pregnant, maybe there would be hope that we would be okay.

The car stopped in front of our house, I immediately reached for the payment before going inside.

I looked around the whole house, it was my unstoppable tears.

I sat on the sofa as I remembered the fun things we had done here, I smiled bitterly before standing up and going upstairs to the bedroom.

I leaned my head on the door frame as I watched Azriel and I's room, this is probably the one I will miss the most.

I sniffed and that's when I noticed that my face was wet, I wiped the tears that were dripping before taking my suitcase.

One by one I put all my things there, clothes, shoes, I didn't leave anything. Almost all the things in the room belong to Azi, so it's less hassle to bring my things.

I looked around the whole house for the last time, I was about to open the door but I was stopped when it suddenly opened.

"Where are you going?" Azriel asked, looking down at the suitcase I was carrying before nodding.

"You're leaving." He added, I just nodded my head before continuing to pull my suitcase.

I was about to step out but I was immediately stopped when he spoke.

"Make sure you don't leave a single thing behind, Jade. I don't want to remember anything about you." I almost froze because of the pain after he said that.

Really Azriel? Do you really hate me that much?

"Maybe I didn't leave anything, by the way. I've already cooked for you so you don't have to order your lunch, there's porridge in the kitchen. I'm leaving." I was about to step past him but he immediately grabbed my arm causing me to stop again.

"Take that, Jade. I won't eat it either." He said seriously, I frowned at him before putting down my suitcase.

"Have you eaten?" I asked, fvck this love, why am I still worried about him despite all the bad things he said?

"It's over, Monica brought lunch to the office earlier." I bent slightly to wipe the tears that were about to fall.

"Ah, I have to leave, I can't wrap anymore. Just feed it to the polite dogs." I tried to straighten my voice so he wouldn't know I was crying.

"See you on the next other half love." I said goodbye, he laughed sarcastically before nodding.

"See you never, Jade." His cold response was, love, just call me love.

I took a deep breath before loading my things into my car, I memorized the look of our house- Azriel's before I finally left.

I just cried when I got to my parents house, they know that Azi and I have had problems but I don't mention to them the divorce that he is asking for.

"Mom, I didn't save it, I didn't save our marriage." I said crying before hugging mommy, she's the only people I know that can comfort me at these hours. "Mom, Am I not a good wife?" When I questioned him, he shook his head before combing my hair with his finger to help me calm down.

"Shh, It's not your fault, stop blaming yourself." When he sat me down, he helped me sit on the sofa before the water reached.

"Should I remove this?" I said while looking at the engagement and wedding ring on my finger.

Rings as symbols of love never ending.

I smiled bitterly after realizing that it wasn't true.

"If you want then remove them but if you're not yet ready, you can just stay there until you're ready to set yourself free." Mommy answered, I drank again from the water she handed me because I felt like I was going to run out of water from crying so much.

It was said in the book I read, What went wrong to the love that once was strong?

Right now I'm just thinking about the child in my womb, how can I handle my child growing up without a father? How can I handle him growing up like me without even knowing his father?

Should I have an abortion? Of course not, I've lost everything, my son, my husband and I might go crazy if my child is lost too.

"That's how deep you think." I turned around when mommy suddenly entered my room, she was carrying milk and was obviously getting ready to sleep.

"Mom, of course. You shouldn't have mixed me up, I can do it by myself. You should rest, it's getting late." I said while reaching for a glass of milk, he laughed at me before looking at what I was sketching.

"New client?" He asked while looking at the ball gown I was designing.

"Yes mom, you're too picky and artistic with your designs, you need to stay up late." I answered, he opened the next page of my scetch pad and he was greeted by my unfinished drawing for Azriel, I was going to give it as a gift for our Wedding Anniversary next month, but the case didn't make it.

Mommy took a deep breath before kissing my forehead.

"Don't forget to rest okay?" I nodded in response, he immediately left because he was said to be sleepy.

I handed my phone and started scrolling into my facebook account, I stalked Azriel's account because I felt a sense of missing him, in four years I just can't sleep next to him again, it's a strange feeling, the kind like someone not enough.

"Azi, do you miss me too? Do you also cry at these times?" I asked while staring at his profile picture, it seems like only last year the two of us were still on it, now it's not.

He also doesn't post much because he's too busy with his patients, also he's running their family business that has been passed down to him, I even had a strong heart to think that he won't have another woman because apart from that I have confidence to him, I also know that he doesn't have time to be a woman anymore.

And now here I am again questioning my own worth.

I shook my head while wiping my tears, I didn't notice that I had been staring at his pictures.

I checked his albums, I smiled after seeing that he hasn't deleted our pictures yet, tsk, Am I still hoping that he will come back to me?

He chases Monica.

I turned off the light in the room and immediately covered myself with a blanket, that's where I poured all my tears, risking being exhausted and tired as well.

I woke up because I felt like my stomach was turning, I'm used to it because I've been like this for almost a week, Azriel just didn't know because he was leaving early for work.

I smiled brightly after seeing that I was not in my room with Azi, I'm at my Maidens home.

New home, New beginning.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 2

In the following days I tried to live without him, tried to wake up every day without thinking about him and crying, well it was hard at the beginning but I could handle it, I can handle it, not for me but for my baby.

I won't deny that I'm still crying, because it's not really that easy, but at least, I'm able to accept that this is it, that I have to wake up every day without Azi by my side, without a good morning from him.

Well, you and Azi have been in a relationship for 11 years, who would have thought that everything would end up like this?

Sometimes I even wonder what potion Monica used on Azriel just so I could use it on him and get him back to me.

I'm 2 months pregnant, my belly isn't that big yet and mommy still doesn't know that I'm pregnant because I'm afraid she'll tell Azi, knowing her, she might attack Azriel just to force her to get back with me.

"What happened?" Mommy asked, she was already eating breakfast and she must have noticed that I hadn't eaten yet.

"Why are you covering your nose?" He asked more. "Don't you like the foods?" He said as if sulking, I laughed weakly before spooning food even though I smelled, is this really what it's like to be pregnant? It's a shame that it's my favorite and I can't eat it.

I hold my breath every time I take a bite, I feel like I'm going to throw up because of the smell, I really can't.

Mommy looked at me when I put my plate away, she smelled the food because I didn't let go of my nose.

"Are you okay?" He asked, he came closer to me to check my forehead and neck, my god I'm not sick!

"I'm fine p-" I ran after throwing up, mommy followed me until we reached the sink.

I can see the raising of her eyebrows, I know what she's thinking, my mom is not dumb.

"Are you not telling me something?" He asked, It scares me.

"No mom, you're overthinking I'm just vomiting because I drank last night." When I lie.

"There's no bottle of wine in your room, huh? You went to bed early last night, but you never know how to lie, Jade." He shook his head before taking out his cellphone, I was quick to grab it but he just held it up so I couldn't reach it.

"Okay, jump." He challenged me, I sneered at him then I was about to jump but he immediately stopped me.

"Are you out of your mind do you want to be filmed again?" He said stressed, I laughed at him before the captain's shoulder.

"I'm not." I refuse, she continues dialing to her phone trying to call our family doctor.

"Yes this is Mrs. Guaren, I want to talk to Mrs. Vejasa, it seems like my daughter is sick." When he talked on the phone, I ran until I got back to the dining table.

"Wait for the doctor, Mrs. Vejasa is not around, she is in another country, so let's just wait for their temporary family doctor to assist us, just don't tell the doctor that you are pregnant, I'm telling you Jade! I'll slap you myself your spouse." He threatened, I simply made him suffer but inside me, I really want to do nothing because I'm nervous about mommy.

We waited for a few more minutes, I could feel myself sweating because of the nervousness, of course the doctor will find out that I'm pregnant. I have nothing to lose here.

"Ma'am, Sir Azriel is outside, shall I open it?" When our assistant asked for permission, my eyes widened before running upstairs and hiding in my room.

"Jusko what is he doing here." I whispered in the air while leaning against the door of my room, I took deep breaths to calm myself down, excitement, anger, pain, I don't understand what I'm feeling, all I hear is his name and that's how I immediately react. so when I saw him?

"Jade open this door." I heard mommy's knock, I straightened myself up before opening the door a little, I peeked to see if anyone was with her but there wasn't, I was about to open it big when Azriel suddenly came behind mommy so I tried my best to close it again but Azi is stronger than me that's why he opened the door.

"What are you doing here?" I asked trying to hold my anger and tears.

I thought I wouldn't cry when I saw him.

See you never, don't you? What is he doing here?

He didn't answer my question, instead he just walked closer to me wearing his serious expression.

I couldn't do anything but retreat, because I might just slap him if I didn't stop myself.

"Azi please get out." I said calmly, he reached my hand before pulling me to the bed.

"What happened to you? Are you sick?" He asked, I heard the worried tone on his voice trying his best to hide it with his cold voice.

"Nothing, even if I'm sick. I can take care of the " I stopped after he put the back of his palm on my forehead and neck, trying to check my temperature.

"It's not fever, tell me what happened?" He asked, he tried to reach my hand but I refused it, I looked in another direction and did not answer his question.

He grabbed my chin and held it in front of him before looking me straight in the eyes.

"What's wrong? We've only been apart for a month and it hurts." He sighed before looking around my room.

"I'm not sick." I answered bravely, I looked in another direction so that he wouldn't see the tears forming in my eyes, even if I wanted to tell him that I was pregnant, I couldn't.

I looked at the side table of my bed, my eyes widened after seeing the pregnancy test on it, wait, how? You're really bad, Jade!

"Now I know." He said seriously while seriously looking at the pregnancy test, I felt scared, I want to send him away because I can't stand his presence anymore.

"W-What are you talking about, go away Azi!" I pushed him away, I stood up on the bed so I could push him out but I almost lost my balance when he suddenly pulled my waist closer to him, he grinned before lifting me back to the bed.

"Azriel what the hell! Go away!" I shouted at him, almost crying, I can't control my feelings, I feel like I'm going to explode because of the mixed emotions I'm feeling right now.

"You're pregnant." He said seriously before looking down at my stomach, I immediately pushed his face away from me.

"That's not mine!" When I lie, he raises his eyebrows before doing that downward smile that makes him look cool.

"Whose? Your mom's?" He asked sarcastically, I tortured him before shaking his head, why is he acting like this? Why doesn't he get his girlfriend pregnant and that's what's bothering him?!

"To my friend." I answered proudly, I bent down to think of answers to the other questions he would ask.

"Lies." He said before touching my chin to align it with his face. "In our 11 years together, I know when you're telling the truth or when you're lying, so tell me, how many months has it been?" Wrinkled when he asked, I raised my eyebrows before answering his question.

"What are you doing?" I answered annoyed, he took a deep breath before wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling me closer to him.

"I'm patiently asking you Mrs. Sevar-"

"Correction, Ms. Guaren." I cut him, I felt that he was not happy because of that, why? He is the one to blame, isn't he? I loved and served him and then he asked me to replace him with a woman who couldn't tell if she was a snake or a human.

"Fine, but why did you still wear those rings?" He asked while looking at the rings on my finger, I looked at his finger that I wish I hadn't because it felt like I was stabbed with a few hundred knives after seeing that the wedding ring was gone.

Where are you? Thrown away?

Is it that easy for him to take it off? Because it's not for me, I can't do it yet, but I cannot blame him, we're not married anymore so what's that ring for?

I looked at the ring before taking it off right in front of him.

"Here." I said before handing it to him, he seemed surprised by what I did and didn't respond immediately, I forced his hand to open before letting him hold the two rings he gave me.

Finished

Azriel didn't leave my side until late in the afternoon, he ate there too, mommy wasn't mad at him, in fact we were shiniship again, like children.

Azi, on the other hand, is still teasing mom, you think she really enjoys teasing us and she almost threw up on me when she was making me sign the divorce papers.

"Don't move!" I complained when he moved the show, he's watching basketball. We were like this at our old house, every time I watched a drama he would change the channel to watch basketball.

I stood up before grabbing the remote from him, I returned it to the drama I was watching, I quickly burst into tears because the hero was about to leave.

I noticed that Azi was just looking at me while I was crying, I also felt that he was suppressing his laughter so I gave him a bad look before throwing a pillow at him.

"Apples." I snorted before going back to crying, I didn't stop until the show was over, as long as the show was that long Azriel was staring at me.

"You're not going home yet? It's late, maybe your Monica is looking for you." I said sarcastically while making my bed.

"I'll sleep here." He answered. "I won't leave until you admit to me that the pregnancy test is mine." I stopped fixing for a moment before facing him.

"Then what if it's mine? How are you sure you're the father, hmm Azi?" I said defiantly, I backed away when he approached me.

"W-what are you doing? I'm going to sleep Azi." I said while continuing to step backwards.

I didn't notice that the bed was behind me that's why I almost fell after I couldn't balance, Azi reached my back and kissed my forehead before helping me to stand up.

"Your eyes only looked at me like that Jade, good night." I couldn't move because of that.

Why is he doing this? If he is doing this for the child, he should stop because little by little I am hoping that he still loves me, that he will still come back to me.

Azriel also left that night, someone called him and I saw the name on it, it's Monica, one call away.

Well yes, he already knows I'm pregnant but nothing seems to have changed, he's still my jerk ex husband who always prioritizes his mistress over me or over his own child.

I slowly lay down on my bed, the smell of his perfume clinging to my pillow then in one snap, I found myself crying while hugging that pillow, I missed him, I badly missed him.

2 months is not enough for me to get over to our 11 years relationship, I badly want to escape, if it's possible that when I wake up I will be totally healed and the pain I feel is gone.

But it's not like that, if I'm not even in the first stage of the 5 stages of moving on, I haven't even accepted that we're separated.

"I'm sorry." It was Azriel, he was trying to reach for my hand but the wind was trying to push him away from me. "I love you." The last words he uttered before he completely disappeared.

"Azriel!" I shouted when I got up, what was that? a nightmare?

I was holding my heart because of the speed of the beat, I can't explain this feeling.

"What happened?" Mommy asked before quickly approaching me, I helf her hand before crying on her chest.

"Mom, can you call Azi?" I was nervous, he nodded before taking out his cell phone and dialing Azi's number there.

He immediately answered the third ring.

"Hello there." Monica responded sweetly, Mama suddenly looked at me, she didn't know everything about her, she didn't know that Azriel had a mistress.

"Who's this?" Mom asked.

"Azriel's girlfriend, why? Wait, who are you?" He didn't show any respect, I was annoyed and grabbed the cellphone from mom because of that.

"Where's Azi?" When I asked him a question, he laughed a little because he must have heard my voice.

"Hey there, Jade, did you miss me?" When his tone was annoyed.

"What brand of make up do you have? You have such a thick face! Where is Azi?" I'm in love with this girl.

"He's taking a shower, ah wait ah he's calling me because he said we're together. Bye." He laughed softly before hanging up, the earlier annoyance was replaced by depression, why am I w-worried about him? it's just a dream. Why don't I think of myself first before Azi?

To Be Continued...

Chapter 3

I'm here at the Café today while waiting for Azriel because he's going to tell me something.

I have been waiting for an hour and my patience is about to run out.

"Maybe it will be there later." When I convince myself, maybe it's because when I leave, he suddenly comes.

But no matter how much convincing I did, my patience is slowly running out, I've been waiting for several hours and I've already ordered three times because I'm shy of the people here, they might think I'm just hanging around.

"Are you still coming?" I whispered in the air, I looked at my wrist watch, it's 8pm, it was 2pm when I arrived, why am I still thinking that he's still coming, he's been waiting for me for six hours.

I picked up my sling bag before leaving the café, I looked for a ride but I couldn't find a taxi, it was getting a bit dark and I couldn't see any stars in the sky, grandma told me that if there are no stars, there is a possibility of rain, I don't have an umbrella with me so I have to be quick.

My feet hurt when I walk but until now I still haven't seen a taxi, I don't know but I only prayed for one thing right now, that is to see Azriel so I can go home, he is the only one I can trust, even though He broke my trust and he was the only one who made me feel safe whenever I was with him.

I hate darks, I have a phobia of the dark where I tremble with fear, I don't know where it started but the only thing I remember is that it was raining and I was in a dark place, that's when I started to be afraid of the dark.

I covered my ears with both hands when suddenly it thundered loudly, it was going to rain.

I entered an alley where there was no one, this was the only way to get to the high way.

I saw a person lying on the side of the road, that's why I quickly ran to help him, he looked beaten.

I already know the body of this person, it's Azi.

"Hey, Azi." I tried to wake him up, I slap his face not just once just to wake him up but nothing really happened.

"Azriel wake up!" I screamed, he was unconscious.

I continued walking until I reached the high way where there were many passing cars, I hailed a taxi and pointed the way to Azi's place.

"Brother, help him." I said, we helped Azriel into the car to take him to the nearest hospital, what are you doing?

"Just kidding ma'am, you again." I turned around after talking to the driver, I tried to remember his face and yes he was the driver who handed me a tissue when I was going home and I cried right here in his taxi.

"Your boyfriend?" He asked, I shook my head in response.

"Ex husband brother." I answered, he nodded in response, I could feel the speed of his driving, I thanked him when we got to the hospital.

They treated Azi's wound, since he's a doctor here, he was taken care of immediately.

I just sat on the bench praying that Azi will be okay, even though I hate him and I don't want anything bad to happen to him.

"Omg! Where is my Azriel?" Oh, Monica shouted here at the Hospital, she stared at me after she saw me.

"What are you doing here?" He asked, pulling my hand to make me stand up.

"What's wrong Monica? Can't you just sit there and wait for Azi?" I yelled at him in annoyance, as fvck we were just as worried.

"Who are you to yell at me?" I received a slap from him.

"And who are you to destroy my family?" He couldn't believe that he confronted me, he wished he didn't because I immediately slapped his face, his hair was almost messed up because of the strength.

"Jade." We both turned around after seeing Azi in a wheelchair while Monica was watching us.

"She hurt me." Monica said dramatically before approaching Azi, I could see her sharp gaze before slowly standing up from the wheel chair and holding my arm tightly.

"What the hell, Azi, I'm hurt." I'm sorry because his nails have almost sunk into the tightness, now he was able to hurt me physically.

"Why did you slap him? Are you out of your mind? I don't know you anymore!" He dropped a stone on me causing me to fall, immediately pain in my stomach after it hit the bench I was sitting on earlier.

He immediately approached me after realizing what he did.

"Hey, I'm sorry, I don't intend to push you nor shout at you." He tried to hold my arm but I ignored what he said, I closed my eyes because of the pain I was feeling, not only physically, but mentally I was crushed.

I forced myself to stand up and run out of the hospital, I heard him call me but I didn't look at him.

I was crying walking here outside the hospital, I could hardly see what I was passing by because my vision was gradually getting blurry due to my tears falling one after another.

Even if I wanted to go back inside the hospital, I couldn't because Azi was there and his roommate or should I say his girlfriend.

"Why did you have to do this to me Azriel? Where are the promises you made? I never once thought that someday you'll break your vows because Azi everything is perfect." I cried while continuing to walk, the only thing on my mind right now was to get away from this place, to get away from Azi. "Azi, you love me, don't you? You loved me, didn't you?" I continued, I didn't waste time to wipe my tears because it was raining again, much better, I can hide my tears. "You promised me everything but all that disappeared in just an instant, Azi I miss you so much.. I miss the Azriel I loved so much, tsngina Azi what is my fault?" I feel that my dizziness is getting stronger but I can't do anything, I just keep walking hoping that I will find someone to shelter me even if I am in the middle of the road. "Azriel I just loved you.. why does it hurt to love you?" The last words I uttered before the darkness engulfed me completely, I heard a loud horn before I felt something hard hit my body causing me to completely lose consciousness.

God please save my baby..

a|n: there's no car so I added something to that, now I'm going to take a nap since I'm not sleepy yet.

My body hurt, I couldn't move my legs too much, a light woke me up and the doctors appeared to me, obviously waiting for me to wake up.

"Wait where am I?" Suddenly I felt the pain in my back even more, I held my head while remembering the events.

I have a cheater ex-husband and he has a snake girlfriend, I miscarried my child and am pregnant- wait.

"My son? Where is my baby?" I slowly looked at my stomach, no, please tell me. There are two of us now.

"Calm down Jade! I'm going to add more wounds to your body!" Who said that's why I turned around, who is it?

"Why do you know my name?" I asked while trying to remember who he was.

He winked at me to annoy me, come on.

"Laurence?" I asked in surprise, he laughed at me before nodding, I also laughed weakly after remembering one thing, it was just a joke in high school.

I was barely holding my head when it hurt.

"Don't laugh just yet, well be thankful that I was the one who bumped into you and I gave your son first aid otherwise you might not be the same now." I looked at him intently because, I would have moved my foot to kick him but I was the only one who was hurt.

"Should I thank you for bumping into me?" I said to him, he put his hand between my eyebrows before pulling it apart.

"Easy, by the way, how are you and Azriel doing? It's been a while! I'm godfather." He raised an eyebrow at me but I immediately looked away.

I'm thinking if I should tell him what really happened with Azi but I'm also thinking that I shouldn't because this kind of problem shouldn't be shared.

"Are you alright?" He asked, I tried to smile before nodding.

"I'm fine, Rence." I answered, he seemed to believe so I didn't say another word.

Well what if it wasn't Laurence who bumped into me? Am I still alive? Is my child still alive?

I just shook my head because of what I was thinking, why am I thinking like this?

My life is full of darkness without Azi but there is a bright side that he gave me an angel before we parted ways, I have not been left alone.

"Who says you're okay? Of course you're not looking you're crying." I looked at him when he was in pain, I slowly wiped the tears from my eyes.

"My body must be in pain, I'm going to bump into you!" I shouted at him, he just laughed at me until he got tired.

Well that's Laurence, a man who loves to laugh

I stayed here in the hospital for a few days, mommy already knew that I was here, that's why she hardly left my side.

He is currently lying next to me with his cell phone next to him; I simply took it before going straight to his contacts.

I removed Azriel's number on her phone the same for me, maybe I need to move on, I can't drown in sadness.

Start over Jade, even if not for yourself but for your son.

I smiled before caressing my stomach, I feel a little bit bigger but it's not that obvious, well up close maybe yes but from a distance my stomach still seems normal.

I turned around when the door opened and Laurence spat out, you'd think he was always unemployed because he was always hanging out here in my room.

"What are you carrying?" I asked, he raised an eyebrow at me before putting his things down, I think it's lunch because it's almost noon.

"It's just for my aunt." He answered, he slowly woke up mom before handing her the container with only food.

"It's Rence." He turned to me because of that, he went out for a while then when he came back he had hospital food.

"What is that?" I asked, he took the table before putting it on my bed, I looked at the food, the pale food was obviously tasteless.

"You will eat hospital food." He said while preparing what I would eat, I was in agony because it looked like I had no choice. He is also serious about what he said.

I'm looking at both of them because they seem to envy me for what they eat, seriously? I've been eating like this for almost a week, is there no cheat day?

I remembered the first time I was in the hospital, this is how Azriel did to me.

"I don't want it love, I'll eat it like that." I thought he would agree but he just asked me.

"Azi, I'm not used to this kind of thing. This is why I don't want to be in the Hospital." When I acted, he just tortured me before putting the spoon in my mouth.

"Eat." He ordered, I tried to open my mouth because it won't stop me until I eat this Hospital food.

"Drink this one then we'll go home, I'll cook for you." I bit my lower lip to stop myself from smiling, I immediately took the medicine so we could go home immediately.

I smiled bitterly after remembering that, all happy memories will remain memories.

"Eat." I went back into a trance after hearing that.

"Huh?" I asked Laurence.

"Eat this, it's getting cold." I looked at the spoon in front of me, is he going to eat me?

I put the spoon down before nodding, he smiled at me before ruffling my hair. He immediately stood up before going out because he still had a patient.

To Be Continued...