My Emotionless Girl

Prologue

(Light's POV)

I was walking to my friend wife's office when this girl caught my two beautiful eyes, and my hot sexy body suddenly got stiffened as she throw her hair on the air, while she walks past through me,

"Wow," I murmured on somewhere, she looks so hot, and sexy, on her black jacket, but, isn't it too hot here to wear Jackets on this climate?

I walked and follow the girl, but, she suddenly gone? She walks too fast? That she can go that far? I took glanced at the CEO's office, where should I go first? Should I follow her and pick that girl up? Or should I have a meeting with Mrs. Heartcole and her friend? (I don't know who's that friend who is going to be one of our business partner,)

"Fvck that Lacuna! Business first!" I half whispered and half shout, yes I know I'm handsome, and it is easy, to pick that girl,

I turned around then walk through that big door, which is CEO's office, before I come in, I knocked the door 3x,

I hope they already here, I hate waiting, I hate it, it always make me bored,

"Mr. Lacuna Sir, they are waiting for you" the secretary told me, so that I opened the door and come in, as I step inside, I saw Mrs. Heartcole sitting in a chair in front of office table, and she's talking to one person there,

I can't see her face, but her back, looks so familiar, maybe, I saw that woman on business parties or what so ever I don't fvcking care where, I hate meetings, I walked through them, but something inside me that feels so exited and kinda nervous, this is weird, I always walked with full confidence, how come I'm feeling nervous now?

I felt my body shaking, and my lips trembling as I greeted them

"G-good A-afternoon, Ladies" he pulled his neck tie cause he felt so suffocated,

"Hey, Mr. Lacuna, Take a sit"

Our eyes met, she's the girl on the jacket!, Well Well Well, I thought she already left, but I'm wrong, she's here, in front of me, and I think she's my new business partner,

Her eyes, were brown same as her hair, her skin is white, so beautiful, her red lips, she look so beautiful, but, what's with that face? I can't see anything? My forehead cringed as I look deep into her eyes,

Instead of looking away, she stayed up and looks at me like nothing, and Hell! Can't she see how gorgeous I am?

I took a seat without cutting our eye contacts, fvck! 'Look Away Girl!' fvck it! Look away!!

I couldn't do anything but to be the first one look fvcking away,

"Looks like you both know each other Ms.Shadow and Mr. Light, aren't you guys?"

So, she's Shadow? That is so, cool name, but she's a girl, how come?

"Aren't you guys?"

"Stop It Aria, I don't know him" Shadow said, and that is weird, I don't know if she's mad or Irritated? She just... Said that?

"Oh, honeybee,did you just get pissed off? Haha, anyways, Here's the contract, just sign it, and we'll start that project, okay guys, sign it okay?" she gave us the contract of our next project to do, we'll build another condominiums, and, we'll be business partners from this day, we just need to sign this contract to make the project legal,

"Done" I look at her with stunned look, I haven't even started reading this contract, but she already signed it what's with her?

I quickly signed the contract and didn't bother to read it,

"I have to go, Aria, bye"...

(Shadow's POV)

I immediately walk out on my Friend Aria's office, I caught off guard, this is the first time I let someone stare at me, without punching him, this is not me anymore!

I saw him too on Aria's Wedding, and It feels the same, he made my heart beats fast! Carzily fast!

Now, I'm afraid, I'm getting afraid, I need to stay away from mens, they will only hurt me, and they'll only play my mind and my feelings, I can't take that much pain,

My phone rings, then I answered it,

I read the caller's I'd, and it's my step mom, I'm sure, she'll punish me again, I let go Sun and Sol, they are twins who always prisoned on they room, they are my lovingly cousins, Sun is Boy and Sol is Girl, they are younger than me, 19 years old both, they are too young to be punished, that's why I always took the punishments,

A several Cuts and some bruises, from whipper, and small knifes, I can take that punishments, but my cousins can't, they can't take it, and even smallest knife in the world, I wouldn't let to touch my Cousin's skin,

My Friends, And my other so called family, I'll protect them, I will,

I answered the phone and I only heard is the Yell of my Step Mom, "YOU KNOW WHAT DID YOU DO!? YOU LET THEM GO!!" She Yelled at the phone, j turned off the speaker then just listen to her they only want my money that's why they kept me,

"You'll be punished for this SHADOW!!"

They are so powerful, they have so many trusted peoples, they have their own military, what can I say? They are heir of my grandfather (he's a duke), after my parent's died,

Yes, you heard it right, I'm a fvcking princess that supposed to be duchess in this age, but without my parent's wealth, I can't, I can't beat them, I too weak in this time.

"So do i," I just answered her in rudely way,

I walk directly to my Car, and I'm pretty sure that some of their men's are tracking me right now, so, maybe I should wait them.

I ended the call then call my cousins, after the three rings, they answered,

"Cousin!!, Help US----- DAMN! Sol! FVCK YOU!! LET HER GO!!"

The nervousness ate my whole body, as I heard the scream of Sol and Sun, Fvck!! Damn! I need to save them!!, I tracked the location of the phone, and rushed over there, I need to save my cousins, fvck it!

"Wait for me Sol and Sun" I ended the call, and focus on the plan, damn that, i'm sure that my step mother did this! She'll pay for this damn it!

After 5 minutes, the GPS brought me to this place, an abandoned building, it seems so old, and no one is here fvck! I'm late!

I clenched my fist on anger, I breathe heavily, as my knees losed strength, what's happening to me?

I felt something on my neck, an injection,

Shit I can't move! I fell on the ground and everything went black.

(Shadow's POV)

I woke up in unfamiliar room, but it looks nice and clean, I feel so dizzy, I squeezed my eyes, and massage my Head, I feel really dizzy, what happened? Where am I?

I felt someone walking so I immediately run towards back of the door, and waited for someone to enter, I remember it all now, I've been tricked by my Step mother! They already took Sun and Sol, and left the phone, they knew I'll come so that they waited me to came.

The door opened and I snatched his hands, and kicked him on his chest and put his arms on his back, I stepped on his back to make sure he can't fight back,

He screamed in pain, but suddenly, my heart beats fast, I don't know why,

"Ms. Shadow! Argh! Fvck!----It's me! Light!"

L-light?, Is he one of my Step Mom's mens?

"You kidnapped me?" I asked him shriveling in pain, I held his arm tighter and look directly on his eyes, I'm loosing my focus, it's like I'm covered by thousand of electric volts as he stood up then hugged me.

"I didn't, please believe me"

End of prologue

Chapter 1

(Light's POV)

I can't ignore those eyes, and she's filled with dark aura, even now I'm still asking my self, who are they?, Why they planned to kidnapped this woman? I'm fvcking scared of what fvcking bad things could possibly happen to her! I hate my self now! Sh*t! I hugged her, cause I feel like I need it! Something's telling that I need it! I need her! I'm damn going crazy!

But my Wrists, it hurts, she's strong, how come? Who are you Shadow? I'm going crazy over you, I just found myself lying on the floor and shriveling in pain, she pushed me, I didn't got hurt physically but emotionally, she don't want me to hug her? Does she have somebody else? Fvck!? Why I am asking my self like this?

"Where am I?"

She asked, I don't know why, but I feel so irritated when I can't see anything on her face,it's like she's well trained on controlling her emotions, or maybe she's actually a numb,

"Your at my house" I answered her as I stood up, and sat on the bed beside her, "and my room" I gave a deep sigh as I started told what happen "I followed you, because I saw you rushing, i-i didn't meant to! I just found my self fighting those mens cause something push me to do so"

"I really thought it's because I'm one of your missions" WHAT?!

I look at her curiously asking what does she mean, unless she know who am I,

"Your a secret agent Mr. Light aren't you?"

What the.. how.. FVCK!! No one supposed to know it! My eyes went big as I was schock because of what she knows, who are you Shadow?

"Don't worry Mr. Light, your secret is safe with me, but,"

"But What?" I asked, she still wore that poker face that scares the hell out of me, is she blackmailing me?

"You need to marry me, and must give me a heir"

"W-WHAT? THAT'S INSANE!"

Marry Her? Give her a Heir? Fvck that! Why do i need to do that? I could give her money to shut up! I-i just.. Argh!

Something is telling me to agree with that deal, but, there's part of me telling that no,

Am I that gorgeous to force me to marry her?

No joking now Light,

"I need someone to marry, and I'm sure those mens told my Step-mom what happened if your not involve with me, they'll kill you and your whole organization" she explained, but, I'm an agent they just can't kill me, I wouldn't lost without fight

"Just marry me, I have to go''

I walked through the cabinet and get my gun, i'm sure she need this to protect her self as I think about what she wants, I get the 45 pistol and about to give it to her, but when I turned around she's not there, fvck!

"Shadow? Fvck!"

I can't believe it! I didn't even felt she already left, you're so mysterious Shadow.

***

I'm in my office signing papers, there's so much to do and need to do, my phone rang and I just ignored it, I don't have times for shits of my friends, I need to finish this fvcking work to get fvcking sleep and go fvcking pick up girls who needs to fvck

The phone still rings and then I answered it with irritation, and fvck this up! It's my mom, uh-oh, I know why she called, it's because..

"Son! You need to marry someone! Or I'll kick your but out!by the way, I want a grandchild the last time we talked you said you got a girlfriend! I want to meet her!" She talks too much and she always want me to get married, tss.. speaking of marriage, Shadow, where is she now?

I didn't saw her this past few days, but her marriage proposal, damn!..

"Son? Are you listening to me?" My mom asked

I sigh before I spoke

"I'm getting married mom, and.. uhm.." yes I'm lying "her name is Shadow" fvck this! Kill me now! "She's beautiful yet mysterious" go fvck damn! "She's my f-fiancé"

"Oh! I have to meet her! After 1 month expect me to come on your house!"

She ended the call..

I pulled my hair because of irritation,

Yes! This is it! Bye bye bachelor's life hello to Mr. Husband!

"Is that how much you don't want to marry me?"

I fell on the floor because of shock! Damn! How did she get here without I noticing her? Damn!

"You Scared me!"

"Hmm.."

What? She'll never say, I'm sorry or what?.. I sat on the chair where I am supposed to be,

"My Question, Mr. Lacuna"

"Of course! I would not leave this life for only a n-numb woman!"

I don't know if this is real or just my emagination, but I saw her teary eyes, in just a second I realized what I have said to her, and hell! I hurt her! I shouldn't have said it! Damn!

I tried to think what to say, but when I faced her, she's not there, what I have done! Damn it!..

What should I do now? I know it hurts her so much, I fvcking called her numb! I don't have the rights to tell those words to her,

"Fvck it Lacuna, you hurt her," but like what I said, she don't feel anything, argh! Ahh! Don't mind it! I know she don't mind too, psh, she's Emotionless she doesn't feel, why would I think her? Maybe those tears.. ahm.. my mind played me! Right!

(Azeia's POV)

I'm Azeia, SHADOW'S friend, a very beautiful, smart and close friend of her, I'm a doctor anyway, I don't know what we're doing here in bar but Shadow called us so, why not? Her treat anyways,

So I don't know what's happening to her, but she keep drinking and drinking even she's already drunk, how many times we asked her if she had a problem, she still didn't mind to answer

"Hey, Honeybee, Stop it, okay?" Ayesha took the glass off her hands, her eyes were half closed and she's really really really drunk

"Why d-do you care? I'm a numb.. psh.. Hahahaha"

I don't know if I'll scream or what, but she laugh and it's.. so... Damn.. FVCK! ITCS SCARY! She looks like a ghost who'll haunt us! D-damn!..

"Shh Stop it Honeybee, you're not a numb okay?.. you're so sweet kind of honey butter in the bread and ready for breakfast ehe ehe" they are all drunk, but me and Ayesha is still fvck!..

***

I can't sleep my body were trembling and Everytime I close my eyes, I see that smile of Shadow! Now I know why she don't smile!..

End Of Chapter 1

Chapter 2

(Light's POV)

Smokes, Noice, and music, I'm in the bar drinking and getting drunk, I want to forget her, she's haunting me even in my dreams, and telling me to marry her this past few days, I haven't got enough sleep, damn it!

The woman walked towards me and wrapped her arms around my shoulders

"Hey handsome, wanna have fun with me?" The woman said as caressing my chest and tries to seduced me, I looked at her like nothing, and remove her arms, around me

"Don't you like me handsome?" She asked, I gave her a smirk, she gave me a smile, and then sat on my lap, I felt someone is looking at me, but, I didn't mind it,

I put my hands on her legs, and slightly pinch it, She pulled me closer and then whispered on my ears, "I'm all yours handsome, take me.."

I kissed her full of lust, as she pull me closer.. but something crossed my mind..

"Hmm... Shadow.."

Fvck! I immediately pushed the girl, I'm out of my mind! Tss. I pulled my hair because of irritation, why she suddenly poped on my head?!

I need a doctor, I'm going crazy!

"Why did you pushed me? You don't want me to kiss you?"

I turned back and then ordered some tequila, and drink it, I just want to forget her, not make another fvcking problems for this girls.

The girl walked away, maybe she got tired of pleasing me, as I see, I look around, and fvck! Damn, there is she, "Shadow" is my eyes playing with me? Goddamn mind is this!, I slowly felt dizzy, maybe this is because I'm getting drunk, I finished 2 cases of tequilas, and some alcoholic beverages,

Damn this, my body is burning,

I see Shadow with someone, f-fvck, why does it hurt me?.. I tried to stand and I did, my body sways as i feel dizziness, the liquor ate my whole body, I feel like I'm set on fire.

I clenched my fists as I started walking through Shadow, she just looked at me like nothing, like I'm fvcking nothing.

"Shadowhmmmfbfhsj who's that huh?.. I thought your marrying mehhdkkckc?shshs? You joking?"

She's not moving so that I tapped her again and again, why does she always wear that poker face?

Someone tapped me, so I turned and look of who's the fvck is that.

"Sir, it's just a cardboard sir, we're afraid if you might damage it"

What?! Cardboard is he joking?, It's shadow, the most beautiful woman I ever saw! Damn! No one can copy her..

"No! It's my Shadow, right Shadow?! " Why she's not moving!? And why there's a man standing beside him!? Is she cheating on me?! We're getting married!.

I punched the man beside her, that made my hand bleed, fvck! It's not human! It's, a statue!

"Sir! Stopped it! You broke the statue!" The man yelled at me and made me lose my control, I lift the statue then broke into pieces

Fvck! What I am doing!? I stomped on it and kick it,everyone in the bar got panic and that makes me smirk, I know the superior will punished me for this, well, I'm a bad agent anyways, I don't do rules

(SHADOW'S POV)

"58," the man counted as they strike me again and again by lash, that made cuts on my back,

I held the rope where I get strength, as they throw the lash on my back, for another 942 strikes to go, I need to do this, I need to survive I'll get rid of them, Shadow you can do this,

I felt pain all over my body, they are all demons, fvck! If I just could run away, but I need to save my cousins, I need to save them .

I close my eyes and hold them tight as they became more aggressive in hitting my back, I lose strength on my knees, and I fell down and knelt, my hands are hanging here on the rope, I don't have enough strength to stood up again, my black shirt are full of blood, and torned,

"Hmp--" i'm stopping my self to scream in pain, so, that they can't see I'm suffering, I need to be Emotionless to protect all the people around me...

"780" the man continue hitting me, and this time, the blood is not only in my back, but it's flowing on my mouth, there's two men helped this men and now from one lash, it became three,

The lash hits my head and made it bleed, now I need to wear hat and jacket, I chuckled to think that I need black hat to wear, and a new jacket, I'm sure all of my friends will laugh at me.

The door opened, and a woman came out, then her eyes, turned to red, as she cry

"She can't take this all cuts! She might die!" The maid cried to them, and pleased she hugged me tight, I tried to stood up but I can't move my body,

"Don't w-worry about m-me w-woman, I've done this so many t-times, so, *cough* d-don't cry"

The woman stilled, and then hugged me tighter, but another 2 mens enter the room, and tried to take the woman away, she fight them, but she can't they only pulled her and took her,

"For that she'll be punished! 300 cuts of blades!"I heard The man shouted, NO! THEY CAN'T DO THIS TO HER!

"I'll t-take the *cough* the p-punishment of t-that woman," I said, then they all laugh and laugh, I won't let that woman to be punished, she's too old, I'm sure she'll die, but me, I can take those 300 cuts of blades

"Our Pleasure señorita"

Than blade, they used knife, and put cuts all over my body, my body we're shaking and trembling as I receive cuts..

End of Chapter 2