My Dirty Little Orgasms Episode R21+

"Ohh baby you're sweet"

"I love fucking your Pussy"

"This is the best thing that ever happened to me-"

Zane thrust deeper; his movements were ones I had been used to for the past three years since we got married.

His touch no longer had an effect on me, or had it ever?

It all didn't matter at that moment.

All I ever did was pretend I enjoyed having sex with him, but in fact, I had never been able to feel the true pleasure of sex.

Drawn by his beauty and charming heart, I gave my all to him and did everything I could to be the best wife to him and stepmom to his son.

Zane, having lost his wife in an accident, was left alone with his son Roman, who had caused me to meet with his father after I helped him when he got hurt in a hit-and-run case.

I never thought a day like this would come.

I grew fond of Roman, and soon Zane popped the question-one I couldn't say no to, as I had developed feelings for him over time.

It all started out good and fine in the few months after our marriage, but my happy moments didn't reach the bed where passionate memories were meant to be made.

Zane was perfect in every way except, of course, in bed.

I'd never truly felt what it meant to have an orgasm; I hadn't heard of it until I discovered it on a podcast.

It's surprising, no doubt, but being buried in work and not having spare time to indulge myself in the rumors around how sex is taken and how it should be felt by both parties took its toll.

I admit Zane was the first to touch me and all, but lately, I've been wondering if I've been depriving myself of a lot in the name of love.

What was I thinking?

I love Zane, but I can't deny what I truly feel and how much I would like to experience what they call an orgasm.

"Lilith, does it feel good?" he asked, his voice hoarse while thrusting as hard as he could.

"Yes," I pretended to enjoy it.

I already knew how to keep my poker face on so he wouldn't catch on.

"I'm getting... close, Lilith... I'm gonna come... Lil..."

"Baby..."

"I love ......"

"Ahhh"

"Ahhhh"

"I am cum...cummm.... cumming"

He pulled out at the last minute, having come all over me before dropping half his weight on me.

His breathing was haggard; he moved to the other side of the bed, facing the ceiling.

Just like that we are done, not more than 4mins, I can't keep this up

I am still young not to experience any sex enjoyment in life.

He closed his eyes and opened them back, staring at me.

"You were amazing," he smiled at me-the same smile that had me hooked all this time.

But as always, I never got the feeling of satisfaction.

I was woken by the alarm I set.

I quickly prepared breakfast and freshened up.

Zane and Roman were already having their breakfast.

We got in the car as our normal routine played out.

Getting to work, I was still caught up in the feeling of nostalgia.

It wasn't easy to hide my discomfort from Ruth.

Although she's my friend and confidant, even she had no idea what I've been putting up with since my marriage to Zane.

"Hey, Lilith, back to earth, will you?" Ruth looked at me with concerned eyes.

"You haven't been listening to me, now have you? You know I've known you for the longest. What's up? Don't tell me Zane has been treating you badly," she said, her voice getting loud, showing her sudden change of mood.

I sighed. "It's not that; as a matter of fact, Zane has just been the best. It's just..." I paused.

We were at the office, and saying such things meant we would have to be in a private place.

"Ruth, we can talk about it some other time. I've really just been stressed out with the group project and all. I might have to pull an all-nighter," I said.

Ruth got the gist of it, seeing I wasn't in the mood.

She turned to face her computer as she spoke.

"You know keeping your worries bottled up may just lead to making all sorts of mistakes, especially if it's about your marriage," she said just as her phone beeped, indicating a message.

"Oh, it seems my date is set," she said excitedly.

"Your date, or your sex partner that want to fuck you" I said my voice barely above a whisper.

"Stop joking Lilith we will take about it later"

The rest of the day was just as I anticipated; my work took most of the time.

It was already past 10.

Having already informed Zane of my plans to come late, I took my bag, saved the file I had been working on, and headed for the exit.

Finding Ruth just at the entrance, I called out her name in surprise.

"Ruth?"

She turned, smiling widely. "Well, let's get going, shall we?" she said, drawing me with her.

I followed behind her, wondering where she wanted us to go at this time of night.

My questioning gaze changed when I looked at the name of the building we stood in front of.

"We aren't here to get what I think, right?" I asked.

"Don't be funny; we are here to get just that," she said, pulling me in with her.

It was a kinky shop where sex toys and related BDSM items were sold.

"You know, sometimes when I have sex with my partners, I prefer using these things; the clothes just hit differently," she said, pulling out a cute cat-like matching lingerie.

I smiled, realizing what she wanted to do.

"Zane isn't into things like this; besides, he'll think it's weird to have sex toys when we can just do the real thing."

Ruth turned a deaf ear to what I said and bought quite a lot of things, handing them to me.

"You'll thank me later. You never know until you try," she said, smirking.

I got home only to find out by a message Zane sent that Roman my step son had his friend Sky come over and that he had an emergency and wouldn't be home until the next day.

Working as a fireman, it happened often, so I wasn't at all surprised.

I warmed myself in a bath and changed into my pajamas.

Taking the covers, I suddenly felt my throat was dry and decided to get some water from the fridge.

I headed to the kitchen when I heard moans from the room close by.

I moved closer; what was happening? I thought.

I was surprised to find Sky jerking himself off; his dick was a lot bigger than Zane's.

I stood astonished, but what crossed my mind was something I couldn't deny: how would it feel if I were to have sex with him...

"Ohh Lilith suck my dick"

Ohh, he's masturbating thinking about me, I couldn't imagine it.

"Ohh your Pussy is nice Lilith"

I walked closer, seeing how his eyes were closed as he stroked himself hard. I wouldn't lie; I was getting wet just from looking at him.

The movement of his hair and hands... He had a big dick; it was a sin I didn't mind committing at that moment.

I decided I should just head back to my room.

I had some sex toys that Ruth chose. I could use those while imagining Sky. I thought, but as I took a few steps away, I felt a hand wrap around my waist and felt his member against my ass. I didn't need to turn to know it was Sky behind me.

"Please help me," his voice was wavering, yet it sounded so seductive at that moment.

"Let go of me, Sky. Just because I allowed you here and chose to turn a blind eye doesn't mean I will help you." I struggled to keep my composure, but all forms of restraint broke loose when I felt his hot breath on my skin as he sucked my nipples.

"Sky... stop," I said amidst my moans, but he quickly covered my mouth. We weren't the only ones home; Roman was sleeping, and if he found me in this position... no, I had to hold myself together.

I pulled Sky by the hand to the room, locking the door. I wasn't going to think again; I would grant myself this fantasy, I thought.

I looked at the young adult in front of me. Sky was still young, no matter how I tried to sugarcoat anything, but being eighteen... I should stop my thoughts.

His member stood erect, and my body longed to feel him inside me.

"Take off your remaining clothes," I said, filling my eyes with his well-toned body. I moved closer to him, taking my pajamas off.

I stood closer to him, and his dick brushed against me, causing me to let out a soft moan. I saw the look on his face upon seeing my naked body.

Was that admiration? Not to brag, but I do know I have a body worth being confident about. He claimed my lips as his hands found my breasts; he sure knew how to pleasure a woman, I thought.

Sky's mouth closed around one nipple, his tongue flicking, lips sucking until I arched into him with a soft cry. His hands explored me like he was memorizing my shape, my curves, my warmth, the parts of me that had been ignored for far too long.

When his mouth traveled lower, kissing down my stomach and causing me to tremble, he moved his fingers under my legs and rubbed my clit slowly, his eyes locked on mine like a promise.

I was soaked and wet.

All my juice can be seen dripping from my pussy all over to my legs.

"You're so fucking wet Lilith.

"I don't think we should be doing this, you're my step son's friend" I said, but my mind just wants his big dick inside me.

"I don't care, I just want you Lilith and I think you can help me in my situation"

"Don't lie, you also want it," he added.

"I don't think is normal Sky, your friends might wake up anytime."

He carried me to the bed, putting me down. He went lower and kissed the inside of my thigh; then finally, his mouth met my core. A gasp tore from my throat as he licked, slow and thorough, his tongue working circles around my clit. I gripped the sheets, my head tossed back, legs trembling as he devoured me.

"Oh, God... Sky."

"Say my name again," he growled at me.

"Sky," I moaned, my hips grinding into his mouth. "Please..."

He didn't stop until I was falling apart, my orgasm crashing over me like a wave I couldn't control. He held me there, gently licking me through the aftershocks before climbing up my body and kissing me again, my taste still on his lips.

"Condom?" he whispered against my throat.

"Drawer," I gasped, still breathless. He wore the condom, not averting his gaze from me.

He was going to put it in; I was going to feel that sensation of having sex. The very thought had me excited all over.

But he decided, just at the last minute, to rub himself against me. I looked at him with pleading eyes; this was sweet torture. It seemed he couldn't keep up the tease, and in one thrust, he was inside me.

His sudden movement caused me to gasp; my grip on the sheets got tighter. He moved slowly and deeply, stretching me with every inch.

He stopped, letting me adjust to his size until I got used to him being in me, clinging to him with my legs wrapped around his waist. He moved in steady thrusts, grinding into me just right, his mouth on my nipples.

"Tell me to stop," he growled again, but this time there was no hesitation in my eyes.

"Take me," I whispered. "Like I was always yours." With those words, his thrusts became sharper and faster. This was pure ecstasy-what I had been missing. I held him tight, not wanting to let go; he was filling me in ways that left me speechless.

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I woke up that morning feeling some kind of relief, some kind of satisfaction I found strangely relaxing.

Then my mind drifted towards what happened the previous night. "Goddammit, Lilith, what have you done? You should have controlled yourself, you bitch," I said, lifting the blanket and revealing my naked body, then immediately closed it back.

"I have to fix this before anyone knows about it." I took one more look under the blanket, "(winces) but first, you need to put on some clothes, girl," I said to myself.

I got out of bed with the blanket wrapped around me and quickly went into the bathroom, exchanging the blanket for a towel. I took out my toothbrush to brush my teeth. After that, I washed my face and caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. 'Something was different with my face,' I thought to myself.

But what the hell!! He's just a kid, and I didn't think that through. How could I let my urges get the best of me? How will I look Zane in the eye? Why... why... why... I screamed those words in my head.

Why did I let my emotions decide? When had I ever allowed that to happen? I thought...

I immediately took a shower and then stepped in front of the standing mirror to observe something which actually confirmed my suspicions. I was looking different,she was looking new and refreshed.

It was the weekend and Roman wouldn't be going to school as well as sky but I soon discovered sky had a call earlier and had to go to his house early,I was going to reach him. I needed to sort things with him before things took a different turn.

I tiptoed towards Roman room because i tried to think of how to reach sky and then remembered that sky was a friend of roman

" So the plan is to sneak into roman's room ,get his phone, collect sky's number and do the needful " i whispered to myself feeling like a spy .

On reaching Roman's,she slowly opened the door and sneaked into the room. Hopefully Roman was in the kitchen dishing out his breakfast.

I saw his phone on top of his bed " I pray I still remember his password" praying silently I picked up the phone and surprisingly it opened.

After collecting the number,I kept the phone the way I found it and left quietly unnoticed. Immediately I reached my room, I dialed the number and sky immediately picked .

" Hello,"

" Yeah hi, am I speaking to sky?" I asked expectantly

" Uh yeah" he said hesitantly

" Oh thank God , it's Lilith remember...........yeah............is it possible that we'll be able to meet today............oh that's good,

how about at the coffee shop down the road......yeah in 5 minutes time.......alright see you" immediately I got off the phone and made way for the kitchen to grab an apple before leaving.

I immediately grabbed an apple and then told Roman, who was still munching his breakfast ,goodbye and then shut the door behind me.

I reached the coffee shop two minutes before the scheduled time so while waiting for sky, I ordered a cup of coffee and a plate of cookies, as I felt my stomach was rumbling due to the fact that I rushed all the way here, not taking a proper breakfast.

The order was brought to my table but despite how I was hungry i took only a sip of my coffee and picked on my cookies, suddenly remembering why her husband did not come home that night,

'maybe they the emergency they had was serious he couldn't text this morning,

i thought to myself feeling a bit of sadness and pity for zane' I just pray that nobody finds out about what happened yesterday , but God I can't forget what happened that previous night of how sky handled me with each thrust more graceful than the other ,of how his firm masculine hands caressed my breast ....while daydreaming I Heard the shop bell at the front ring and in came sky . He spotted me from far and was walking towards my direction .

" Hi good morning, thank you for coming "I said offering him a seat

" Thank you,so you said you have something to say?"sky said

" Yeah let me just make this short ,about what happened yesterday can I trust that you would keep it between us, can you just pretend that nothing happened?"

I said not knowing what else to say

" Last night was certainly the best I've had. Keeping it between us will not benefit just you but me as well. I have no intention of letting it out.

However I can't say I won't want to do it with you again we have crossed a line and I won't agree this would be our first and last "

he said with a smirk ,but he obliged anyways

I looked at him puzzled. This was not how I thought it would go. It went rather easy, however about doing it again.I stared at him. I had to admit I didn't mind doing it again but I can't think about that now.

"I believe that's all...." He felt his phone ringing in his pocket " excuse me...hello........ok..... I'll be there(cut ). I'm sorry but I have to go " sky said taking his leave

" It's alright then ,bye"

I said feeling somewhat relieved but still worried, for now I can be sure that no one would find out what happened. I was pulled out of my thoughts when A call came in that it was Ruth.

" Hey Ruth....... I'm good,u?.....a check up .... alright text me the hospital address........yeah alright see you soon." I immediately took a sip of the coffee, dropped a tip and left.

On reaching the hospital I entered and saw Ruth in the waiting room. It wasn't her time for the appointment. I Immediately walked towards her. On reaching I hugged Ruth and sat beside her .

" Where have you been I've been waiting for hours" Ruth and I are about the same age in our Early 30s but we have two different yet similar, Ruth wasn't all that enthusiastic about marriage and preferred to stick to one night stands but I got married for live and now am not sj sure if it would last long if I was to make a slip on things. I sure love Zane but I can't also deny that I feel deprived. How to tell Ruth about this is something I'll sort out soon.

" I'm so sorry I had to drop by to pick something ,uhm can you give me a minute, I'll be right back."

Right now it feels like my bladder was going to burst at any minute ( barging into the toilet) " oh my God , I'm so sorry"

" Huh" the guy said accidentally turning the tap upwards ,the water poured on him causing his shirt to hug he's body giving me a clear yet covered version of he's chest,

'the hell ,damn he cursed under his breath,our eyes met,

He's hair dripping with water what the fuck how could someone look so hot I thought .......