After five years trapped in a cursed slumber, I finally woke up. The first thing I did was follow the scent of my mate, my Alpha, Kaelen.
I found him in his office, kissing another woman-a mousy Omega I barely recognized. He told me she meant nothing, that she was just there to soothe his grief. Like a fool, I believed him.
But when I went to the pack's Hall of Records, the elder told me I had been declared legally dead three years ago. The petition was signed by my own parents and executed by Kaelen. He had already chosen a new Luna: her.
My own son told me I should have stayed dead. He said the other woman was nicer and should be his mother.
Then, the woman who replaced me tried to kill me, pulling me off a cliff into a raging river. Kaelen dove in, swam right past my outstretched hand, and saved her.
Lying paralyzed in a hospital bed, I was forced to listen as Kaelen used his Alpha's Command to order a blood transfusion to save her life. He never even asked who the donor was. He just demanded they drain my life to save his chosen mate.
As my life drained away, I saw my entire family-my mate, my parents, my son-gathered around her bed, a perfect picture of happiness. That's when I finally understood. Waking up was a mistake. My only path forward was to disappear and pray they would never find the ghost I was about to become.
Chapter 1
LYRA'S POV:
The first thing I noticed when I woke up was the scent of him. Kaelen. My mate. It was the smell of a winter forest after a storm, sharp pine and cold, clean earth. For five years, it had been a ghost in my dreams, a memory I clung to in the endless, cursed darkness.
Now, it was real. And it was mixed with something else. Something cheap and sweet, like wilted flowers.
I had woken up just hours ago, my body stiff and weak from a slumber that felt like a century. The witch's curse was finally broken. I was back. But when I followed his scent to his office, I saw him. My Alpha. My Kaelen. He was kissing her, a mousy Omega named Seraphina.
His lips were on hers, his strong hands cupping her face. My heart, which had just started beating with joy, seized in my chest.
He pulled away when he felt my presence, his eyes wide with shock.
"Lyra," he breathed, his voice a raw whisper.
"She... she soothes my wolf," he had stammered, rushing to my side. "It's been wild with grief for you, Lyra. It's nothing. She means nothing."
And like a fool, I believed him. My love for him was a vast, deep ocean, and this was just a single, ugly ripple. I chose to smooth it over. I let him hold me, let his familiar scent chase away the cloying sweetness of hers.
But now, I stand in the Black Moon Pack's Hall of Records, a cold dread creeping up my spine. The elder, a weary wolf with silver in his hair, avoids my eyes.
"I don't understand," I say, my voice trembling. "What do you mean, my file is sealed?"
He sighs, the sound like rustling dead leaves. "Lyra... three years ago, you were declared 'Lost to the Moon'."
The words are nonsense. A formality for those whose bodies are never found, a way for the pack to mourn and move on. "Declared? By whom?"
"The petition was initiated by your parents," he says softly, sliding a heavy parchment across the desk. "For the stability of the pack. And... it was executed by Alpha Kaelen."
My eyes scanned the document. My parents' signatures. Kaelen's official seal, pressed into dark red wax. They hadn't just mourned me. They had legally erased me.
"He has a Chosen Mate now," the elder continues, his voice full of pity. "A Luna. Her name is Seraphina."
Seraphina. The name tastes like ash in my mouth. I remember her from five years ago, a shadow in the corner of every room. I remember the day of the Rogue attack. She had led me into that clearing, her eyes wide with false terror, right into their trap. I had fought to protect Kaelen, who was miles away, unaware. The Rogues' claws had torn me apart, and their witch's curse had dragged me into that long sleep.
Kaelen had found me, bleeding out. He had held me and sworn on the Moon Goddess herself that he would wait for me. "Forever, Lyra," he had wept. "I'll wait forever."
My pack token, a small, carved wolf I hold clutched in my hand, feels cold and useless. "It's void," the elder confirms, seeing my gaze. "It has been for years."
A sharp ping echoes in my mind. It's the Mind-Link, the invisible thread that connects all members of a pack, allowing us to speak mind-to-mind. Alpha Kaelen's voice, warm and smooth as honey, wraps around my thoughts.
"Lyra, my love, are you with the elder? Stay there. I'll have the pack doctor meet you at the hospital. Just a check-up, to be safe. Don't come to the manor just yet."
Don't come to the manor. Because she is there. Because my son, Caelus, brought her there. He calls her his "tutor."
I don't answer the Mind-Link. I walk out of the Hall of Records like a ghost, my feet carrying me toward the one place he told me not to go.
The Alpha's manor, our home, is lit up, music and laughter spilling out into the night. I stay in the shadows of the trees, my enhanced hearing picking up every word.
I see them on the grand terrace. Kaelen. My parents. And my son, Caelus, his small hand tucked into Seraphina's. She's wearing a crown of white flowers. They're celebrating her.
"I wish she hadn't woken up," I hear my son's clear voice say. "Seraphina is nicer. She should be my mother."
My mother laughs, a sound that has always brought me comfort. Now, it feels like a physical blow. "Hush, little cub. Your father is the Alpha. The pack needed a Luna. We did what was best for everyone when we held the ceremony."
My father nods in agreement. "It was the right thing to do. Kaelen couldn't rule alone forever."
They did this. They all did this. They buried me while I was still breathing.
The Mate Bond, that sacred connection the Moon Goddess forges between two souls, doesn't just crack. It shatters. The feeling is a violent, wrenching agony in the center of my being, a gaping void where a universe of love used to be. I gasp, stumbling back, my hand flying to my chest.
Another Mind-Link cuts through the pain, this one old and kind. It's Master Elara, the pack's wisest healer.
"Lyra, child. I know what you've learned. There is a place for you, if you want it. A neutral territory. Whispering Vale. A place where you answer to no Alpha but yourself."
My breath hitches. A place to be free.
"Yes," I send back, my voice in my head raw with unshed tears. "I accept."
I turn my back on the manor, on the family that erased me, on the mate who replaced me. The love I had for them is a corpse now, and I will not stay to watch it rot.
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LYRA'S POV:
The next day, I walk back into the manor at noon. The sun is high, and the house is quiet. Too quiet.
Kaelen finds me in the foyer. His face, usually a mask of calm authority, is tight with something he wants me to believe is worry.
"Lyra! Where have you been? I've been mind-linking you all night." His voice has that low, rumbling edge to it-the tone just shy of a full Alpha's Command. It's a force that weaker wolves cannot resist, a vibration that demands obedience. It used to make my heart flutter. Now, it just makes my skin crawl.
"I was with Master Elara," I say, my voice flat. "We were discussing ancient texts. My mind was too exhausted for the link."
My son, Caelus, appears at the top of the stairs. His face, a miniature version of Kaelen's, is twisted with disgust. "You shouldn't have come back," he spits. "We were fine without you."
Kaelen's expression flickers. "Caelus, that's enough. She's your mother."
"She's not!" he yells, before turning and stomping back to his room.
Kaelen turns back to me, his features softening into a look of deep, practiced affection. "He's just a cub, Lyra. He doesn't understand. He's been confused."
He leads me to our bedroom. My bedroom. The air is thick with the scent of rare herbs and magical oils. The room is filled with them-gifts for my "Return Day." He gestures to a table laden with shimmering elixirs and glowing stones.
"I never gave up," he says, his voice thick with emotion. "I journeyed to the Forbidden Forests, fought a Chimera to get the Sunpetal flower you see there. See this scar?" He shows me a long, white line on his forearm. "From its claws. All for you."
My eyes scan the table. My gaze lands on a small, velvet box nestled amongst the herbs. It's open, revealing a pair of moonstone earrings. They are beautiful. And they reek of Seraphina's cheap, sweet scent. He bought them for her.
"Throw it in the burn pit for me," I say, my voice devoid of any warmth.
He looks confused for a second before his eyes follow my gaze to the box. A flash of guilt crosses his face. "Lyra, that's-"
"I don't want it," I cut him off. "Get it out of my sight."
He quickly snatches the box and shoves it in his pocket, his jaw tight. To distract me, he pulls out a much larger, more ornate box.
"I had this made for you," he says, his voice regaining its gentle cadence. "A year ago. I always knew you would come back to me."
He opens it. Inside, a stunning sapphire necklace rests on black silk. It's called "The Moon's Vow," a traditional Alpha's gift to his Luna, symbolizing eternal fidelity. The sapphire glitters, but I'm not looking at the stone. I'm looking at the length of the chain. It's too short for my neck. It's made for someone more petite. Someone like Seraphina.
"Are you my one and only, Kaelen?" I ask, my voice quiet but clear.
He looks taken aback by the directness of the question. "Of course, you are. You are my fated mate. The other half of my soul."
"Alpha, she's asking for you. She says it's urgent." The voice of a pack warrior, panicked and intrusive, cuts through our Mind-Link.
Kaelen flinches. He thinks I can't hear it, that the link is private between him and his warrior. But the bond between fated mates, even one that is broken, leaves behind echoes. I hear everything. I know it's her.
"I have to go," he says, avoiding my eyes. "Pack business. An emergency at the border."
He leans in to kiss me, but I turn my head. His lips brush my cheek. It feels like nothing.
After he's gone, I pick up the beautiful, lying necklace. I walk through the silent house, out the back door, and to the edge of the woods where the pack's burn pit smolders.
Without a second thought, I throw "The Moon's Vow" into the glowing embers. I watch as the flames lick at the silver, the beautiful sapphire turning black with soot before disappearing into the ash.
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LYRA'S POV:
The grand hall of the Black Moon Pack is filled to bursting. Kaelen has thrown a welcome banquet for my return, a lavish affair meant to show the entire pack that their true Luna is back. Crystal glasses chime, and the air hums with conversation and the scent of roasted meats and expensive wine.
But the seat of honor beside me is empty. Alpha Kaelen is late.
"He's so devoted," a she-wolf from a neighboring pack sighs, looking at me with envy. "To wait five years... it's the stuff of legends. I heard he personally tortured the Rogues who attacked you. Kept them alive for weeks."
I offer a small, tight smile. The story is a lie, a carefully crafted piece of propaganda to paint him as the grieving, faithful mate. The truth is, he declared me dead and took a new lover.
Just then, a hush falls over the hall. The great doors swing open.
Kaelen strides in, looking every bit the powerful Alpha in his formal black attire. But he is not alone. Flanking him are my parents. Behind him, holding my son Caelus's hand, is Seraphina.
A collective gasp ripples through the crowd. Seraphina is wearing a simple white dress, her head bowed, playing the part of the humble, pitiable Omega.
She glides to my side, her sweet scent making me want to gag. "Caelus was afraid I'd be lonely," she whispers, her voice a fragile, trembling thing. She offers me a small, wrapped gift. "A blessing for your return, Luna."
My mother places a hand on my arm, her grip firm. "Be generous, Lyra. She has cared for Caelus. Show the pack your grace."
My grace? They bring my replacement to my own welcome party and ask for my grace? The humiliation is a physical weight, pressing down on me, but I force myself to take the gift. "Thank you, Seraphina."
Kaelen, seeing the tension, moves to correct his disastrous mistake. He drops to one knee before me, silencing the whispers in the hall. He holds up another box.
Inside is another "Moon's Vow" necklace. This one is perfect. The chain is the right length, the clasp one I recognize.
"I had the goblin artisans work through the night to remake it," he proclaims, his voice ringing with sincerity for all to hear. "The first was not worthy of you. My love for you must be perfect."
The crowd erupts in murmurs of awe. How romantic! How devoted! Two necklaces! His love is so great, it must be expressed twice!
He fastens it around my neck. The metal is cold against my skin. I feel nothing.
"If there are two 'Moon's Vows'," I think to myself, "does that still mean 'one and only'?"
Later, as is tradition, I stand before the statue of the Moon Goddess to offer a prayer of thanks for my return. Kaelen is at my side, his hand resting possessively on the small of my back.
I close my eyes. "I thank the Goddess for bringing me back to my pack," I say, my voice clear and loud enough for those nearby to hear. Then, I add my own wish. "And I pray that under the light of the moon, there may be only one of me."
The meaning is unmistakable. A gasp comes from behind me. It's Seraphina.
She bursts into tears, her shoulders shaking, and flees from the grand hall. A dramatic exit.
Kaelen stiffens beside me. Before he can react, my parents are on me.
"How could you?" my father hisses, his face red with anger. "You embarrassed her! You embarrassed all of us!"
My mother grabs Kaelen's arm, her voice frantic. "Go after her, Kaelen! She's fragile! She might do something foolish! Find her!"
They are all looking at him, waiting. My parents, pleading for him to comfort the other woman. Me, standing silently, a statue of ice, waiting to see which Luna he will choose.
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