My mate, Alpha Damien, was holding a sacred naming ceremony for his heir.
The only problem? He was celebrating a pup he had with Lyra, a rogue he brought into our pack. And I, his true mate, four months pregnant with his actual heir, was the only one not invited.
When I confronted her, she clawed her own arm, drew blood, and screamed that I had attacked her.
Damien saw her performance and didn't even look at me. He snarled, using his Alpha's Command to force me to leave, the power of our bond twisted into a weapon against me.
Later, she attacked me for real, making me fall. As blood bloomed on my dress, threatening our child's life, she tossed her own pup onto a rug and screamed that I had tried to kill him.
Damien burst in, saw me bleeding on the floor, and didn't hesitate. He scooped Lyra's screaming pup into his arms and sprinted away to find a healer, leaving me and his true heir to die.
But as I lay there, my mother's voice echoed in my mind through our own link. My family's escort was waiting for me just beyond the territory border.
He was about to find out that the Omega he threw away was actually the princess of the most powerful pack in the world.
Chapter 1
Elara POV:
My fingers, trembling, held the cold chassis of the telephone to my ear-a useless, human contraption. The true conversation unfolded in the silent theatre of my mind, a shimmering thread of thought connecting me to my mother, who was hundreds of miles distant.
"I am resolved to do it, Mother. I am leaving him." The thought was a pained whisper in the vast, quiet expanse of our Mind-Link. This link, a gift from the Moon Goddess, was meant to be a comfort, a means for the pack to feel as one. Tonight, it felt more like a lifeline I was preparing to sever with my own hands.
My mother, Luna Seraphina of the Silver Moon Pack, answered in the space of a heartbeat. Her mental voice was a soothing balm of moonlight and ancient power. "It is past time, my sweet girl. We have been consumed with worry. That boy, Damien... his ambition carries a fouler stench than his pack's territory. The Bloodstone Pack is built on precarious ground."
"I know," I sent back, a great wave of relief washing through me. I had so feared her disappointment. "I simply... I wished to believe he was the one. The Goddess's gift."
"The Goddess grants us choices, Elara, not chains. We await you. The pack awaits you."
I severed the link, and the sudden silence that descended in my head felt at once cavernous and liberating. My back came to rest against the cold stone of the great hall's archway; its coarse surface grated against the thin fabric of my dress, and a cellar-like dampness crept up my spine, making me shudder involuntarily. From this vantage point, cloaked in shadow, I could observe all.
In the heart of that great chamber, bathed in the candelabra's glow, stood my mate, my Alpha, Damien.
He was holding an infant. A pup, not yet a month old, swaddled in the ceremonial furs of the Bloodstone Pack. And beside him, beaming as if she were the anointed queen of this very hall, was Lyra.
A rogue she-wolf he had brought into our territory a year ago.
The pack members were cheering. They raised their glasses to Damien, to the pup, to Lyra. It was a naming ceremony, one of the most sacred rituals a pack could hold. A celebration for the Alpha's heir.
And I, his true, fated mate, four months pregnant with his actual heir, was the sole person who had not been invited. The entire pack knew; their shared thoughts were a low, excited hum I could feel at the edge of my senses, yet they had all conspired to conceal it from me.
The memory of our first meeting, a cruel phantom, rose unbidden. I had been at the art academy, and he had entered the gallery like a force of nature, an Alpha whose ambition burned with the heat of a forest fire. It was his scent that struck me first-a staggering compound of pine after a thunderstorm and the richness of dark, upturned earth. It was a scent my very soul seemed to recognize. A frantic, unfamiliar drumbeat had started up somewhere deep in my ribs, and a possessive roar, ancient and absolute, echoed through the marrow of my bones.
"Mine!" my inner wolf had screamed.
He had felt it as well. His eyes, the precise color of molten gold, had found mine across the room, and for the space of a single breath, the clamor of the gallery, the very press of the air around me, ceased to exist. The Moon Goddess had blessed us.
Or so I thought.
Now, watching him with another woman and her child, that memory felt like a cruel joke.
A flicker of unease rippled through the Mind-Link from Damien's Beta, his second-in-command. I could intercept the public channels if I focused.
"Alpha, she is still your mate. To do this..." the Beta's thought was laced with worry.
Damien's attention remained fixed on the child. His own mental voice cut through the channel, sharp and devoid of any warmth. "She has been hostile towards Lyra. It is merely a ceremony. She need not know."
"And if she finds out?"
The response came, sharp and cruel, a shard of ice piercing the bond that still connected us. "We'll hide it as long as we can. If it comes to it, I'll just formally reject her."
A gasp escaped my lips, and I pressed a hand to my mouth. Reject me? He would sever the sacred bond gifted to us by the Goddess herself? For them?
The pack members around Lyra were fawning over her. "Our Alpha is so merciful, taking in a poor rogue and her orphaned pup," one she-wolf cooed.
Another laughed. "Don't worry about Elara. Even if she finds out, where would she go? A pregnant Omega can't survive without her Alpha's protection. She'll never leave him."
The churning acid in my stomach suddenly went still. It was replaced by a strange and profound numbness, a quiet that seemed to slow the very blood in my veins. I could feel the slow, heavy beat of my own heart, like a sexton ringing a funeral bell.
They were all about to find out just how wrong they were.
Elara POV:
I turned from the archway, my shoulders sinking as if under some invisible weight, and made my way down the long, echoing corridor. I needed to get out, to breathe air that wasn't thick with his scent and their lies.
And then I saw her.
Lyra was coming towards me, a smug, triumphant smile on her face. She must have slipped away from the celebration.
"Elara," she said, her voice dripping with a false, practiced surprise. "What are you doing skulking in the halls? You here to ruin my son's special night?"
A dry, humorless sound escaped my throat. "Your son's special night? I was not aware that rogues held such ceremonies."
Her eyes narrowed. The mask of sweetness fell away, revealing the venom beneath. "Damien loves him. He loves me. He even let me move into the Alpha's house. He says my scent soothes him." She took a step closer, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "In fact, he's going to make it official."
My stomach twisted. "What are you talking about?"
"He's going to give my son a proper name, a place in this pack. And to do that," she savored the words, "he's going to formally reject you. Then he will perform the mating ritual with me. I will be his Luna."
The words were a physical blow. The bond, the sacred link between Damien and me, felt as if it were being stretched to its breaking point. The pain was so intense, I swayed on my feet, grabbing the wall for support. To reject a fated mate was to spit in the face of the Moon Goddess.
Just then, I saw Damien rounding the corner at the far end of the hall.
Lyra saw him too. The transformation was instantaneous and absolute. The malice in her face dissolved, replaced by a carefully constructed mask of terror.
"Aah!" The shriek was a piercing, theatrical thing that seemed to vibrate against the stone walls. In the same motion, she drove her own nails into the flesh of her forearm, scoring four parallel lines from which beads of crimson welled up instantly. "Please, Elara, don't!" she cried, collapsing into a heap on the floor.
She looked up at me, tears streaming down her face. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry I made Damien happy! Please, don't hurt me!"
Damien was there in a blur of motion, his Alpha speed closing the distance in a heartbeat. He saw the blood on Lyra's arm, and his pupils contracted to pinpricks. In that instant, his entire world narrowed to that single point of injury; I, the corridor, the very air between us, all seemed to dissolve into an insignificant, wavering backdrop.
"What did you do?" he snarled, his golden eyes blazing with fury, his gaze fixed on me.
He didn't need to speak the words aloud. The command was not a sound, but a physical violation-an invisible probe that thrust its way into my mind, bypassing my will entirely to seize the root of my nerves. My own ankles turned against my volition, forcing me away. Each step was like treading on shattered glass, not a pain of the body, but the acute agony of a soul being betrayed by its own vessel.
"Go home. Stop embarrassing yourself here."
"He's your mate," my inner wolf whimpered, confused and hurt.
I managed to grit my teeth, forcing the words out through the crushing weight of his command. "Have you forgotten, Damien? I am your Mate."
"Do not be irrational, Elara," he said, his voice flat, utterly devoid of the warmth I had once known as he cradled Lyra protectively. "Just go home."
His words, so flat and dismissive, collided with the memory of a boy who had once wrapped his own coat around my shoulders in a sudden downpour. The two images, that boy and this man, refused to merge. They flickered and tore at each other in my mind's eye until the entire world dissolved into a roaring, white static.
"I gave you a chance, Damien," I whispered, the words lost in the cavernous hall.
Then, I turned my back on him. The force of his command still pulsed through me, making each step away from him a new kind of agony.
Elara POV:
I stumbled back into the Alpha's house, the place I had once called home. The air within was heavy with his scent-pine and thunderstorm-but it was no longer a comfort. It was fouled now, mingled with the cloying, milky sweetness of Lyra and her pup. The mixture turned my stomach.
I couldn't stand it.
With a surge of desperate energy, I began to clear the room. His clothes, his books, anything that held his scent. I grabbed them, armful after armful, and threw them out the front door, onto the manicured lawn. I didn't care who saw.
As I tossed his favorite leather jacket onto the growing pile, a sleek black car pulled up the driveway.
Damien.
He got out, walked around to the passenger side, and opened the door for Lyra with a tenderness that made my throat close up. He carefully took the sleeping pup from her arms, his movements gentle and practiced.
"You can rest now," I heard him murmur to her. "This is your home."
An elderly warrior, one of the pack's respected elders, was walking by. He saw the scene and a wide smile spread across his face. He approached them, bowing his head slightly.
"A future Luna," the old wolf said, his voice filled with genuine warmth as he looked at Lyra. "Congratulations on giving our Alpha such a strong heir."
A chill traced its way up my spine, and the fine hairs on the back of my neck stood erect. This was how it began. A lie, repeated with sufficient conviction, calcifies into truth.
Damien didn't correct him. He didn't even flinch. Instead, he wrapped his arm around Lyra's shoulders, pulling her closer, and simply nodded. He accepted the title for her. He accepted the lie.
In the eyes of his pack, I was already gone.
He finally noticed me then, standing in the doorway amidst the chaos I had created. He frowned, a flicker of annoyance in his eyes.
"Elara," he said, his voice a taut line stretched thin with annoyance. He walked towards me, leaving Lyra by the car. "I was worried. Why did you not wait for me?"
"Why did you not tell him the truth?" I asked, my voice hollow, devoid of inflection. "Why did you permit him to call her your Luna?"
"It's just a title, Elara. Don't make a scene," he said dismissively, his patience clearly wearing thin.
The pup in his arms began to fuss, letting out a small cry. Damien's attention snapped back to it instantly.
"See? The pup is upset," he said, his tone turning to one of finality. "Lyra and the baby will be staying here from now on. If you cannot handle that, you can move into the Omega quarters."
The Omega quarters. He wanted to send his pregnant, fated mate to live with the lowest-ranking members of the pack.
The last flicker of hope inside me died.