Meeting Abroad

Little info, I've been with Can for 2 months. We met on instagram, and it worked out pretty well.. but in the last few weeks he's been weird. I don't know how to put it, but it's not like the first day. So I'm a little suspicious, as you can see. And also, he left for Spain last week for "work". Finally at home, I'm going straight to give a kiss to my mom. -Mom: You must be hungry. Go wash your hands and eat. -Me: Tamam annecim. ( Ok mom.) My mother is my everything, there are no two like her. Since dad is no longer there, she had to raise me on her own, with the help of her parents.

I will do anything to get a smile from him, I love him more than anything. -Me: How was your day? -Mom: As usual huh, I'm glad it's the weekend. And you? - Me: Yes it's fine, I'm on vacation. -M: Oh yes, that's true. Yarin gidiyorsun huh? ( You leave tomorrow ?) -Me: Yeah, Can'ın yanina gidicem. (Yeah, I'll go next to Can.) -M: Dikkat and kizim, hiç tanimadiğin bir ülke. Kaybolursun diye çok korkuyorum. (Take care of yourself my daughter, it's a country you don't know. I'm too afraid that you'll get lost.) -Me: Merak etme anne, uçakdan inince hemen taksiye binicem. Ingilizcem var az cok. (Tkt not mom, as soon as I get off the plane I'm going to take a taxi. And my level of English is average so it's ok.) -M: Neyse, sana bir sey söyleyecem. (Anyway, I'm going to tell you something.) She scares me there. -I do ? -M: I met a man. -Me : .. -M: We've been together for 6 months. - Me: Oh.. I didn't know what to say anymore. I didn't expect that from my mother. -M: I don't want you to think that I'm going to abandon you. On the contrary. It's just, I need a man too Mavi. Me: Are you serious? -M: Ciddi olmasaydik, hiç görüşmezdim onunla. (If we weren't serious, I never would have gone out with him.) -Me: And... is he your age? -M: No, he is two years taller than me. And.. -Me and ? -M: He has a son. -Me: Ok I'm going to have a stepfather, but also a half-brother. -M: Hep bir abin olmasini istiyordun, al iste. (You wanted to have a big brother, there you go.) -Me: It's not the same.. but anyway, we'll see when I get back. -M: I'm sure you'll get along well! I give him a slight smile and pack my suitcase. I wasn't ready to hear that.. it's going to be really weird to see my mother with a man other than my father. In short, she has the right to a second chance.. I prefer to meet them first before judging them. The next day, I said goodbye to my mother and headed to Spain! After 1 hour of flight, here I am in Madrid! Even in the heat, the city does not lose its serious beauty. I take a taxi, and give the address of Can to the driver. Arrival, I go up to the 2nd floor and ring the doorbell. No answer, I ring again.. but still nothing. He is not there ? Yet it is 8 p.m., and he finished his job a long time ago! I call him on his cell phone and...shock. The ringing of his cell phone comes from inside his apartment. - Me, knocking on the door: Caaaan! Evde olduğunu biliyorum, aç kapiyi! (Aaaan! I know you're home, open the door!) I ring for another two minutes, and he finally opens it! - Me, ironically: Surprise! -Can: Mavi? -Me: Hoş buldum. (Good evening to you too.) -C: Excuse me, I was sleeping. He gives me a hug, but I return it lightly. He was shirtless, it bothers me. -Me: Içeriye almiyacak misin? (Won't you invite me inside?) -C: Of course, come in. I finally enter his house, and look right to left. -C: Why didn't you tell me you were coming here? -Me: I wanted to make a surprise. Aren't you happy? He smiled... forcibly for my taste. -C: So of course it is. It's just that I'm not used to it. -Me: Well, get used to it, I like surprises.. and make them too. He was thoughtful, as if embarrassed. It's not the Can de France, it's really weird there. -Me: Uh..I'm going to open the windows, it smells seriously locked up. -C: It's cold wesh. -Me: It's good, for 5 minutes you're not going to die lol. Plus I'll get you a top so you don't catch a cold. I walk towards the bedroom door. As it is a small apartment, it is easy to guess the rooms. -C: Wait! I open the door to his room, but he holds my arm. -What me ? -C: Ben alirim. (I'll take me.) He walks into his room and I follow him. -C: I told you to stay outside. -Me: You're kidding yourself, it looks like you're hiding something from me! -C: You're the one abusing! -Me: Anyway, do you sleep without a blanket? Mdrr you are weird. -C: Uh.. yeah I don't like the covers. -Me: Hmm.. otherwise it smells like being locked up in this room too, open the window. He opens it and puts on a T-shirt in two seconds. -C: Come on, let's go to the living room. We were about to leave his room, but... I heard a sneeze. Me: Who was it? -C: It's... it's me. You wanted to open the windows, I'm going to get sick now. I couldn't believe it, I was sure it wasn't him who sneezed. I turn around and open her closet quickly. -C: Mavi hard! (Mavi wait!) And there .. big shock of my life. I see a blonde, naked with a sheet around her in the closet. No more sound comes out of my mouth, I was in shock. I look at him, and he had his hands over his face. -C: Açiklaya bilirim. (I can explain everything.) He's kidding me here? Nerves are starting to rise... Me: What are you going to explain to me? What were you doing while I was away?? -The blonde: ¿Quién es esa chica? (Who is this girl ?) I can't breathe anymore. I absolutely have to get out of here. I walk towards the exit but he holds my arm. I turn around and slap him with all my might. -Me: Dokunma bana! Pislik herif! (Don't touch me with your filthy hands!) -C: Mavi.. -Me: Fuck you Can! Bunu hak edecek n'aptim ben sana eh? Allah seni bildiği gibi yapsin! (What did I do to you to deserve this huh? You're a motherfucker!) And I finally leave this apartment with my suitcase. Tears start to flow as I walk I don't know where. I had my doubts about him, but I didn't think he would go this far! Who would have told me that I was going to find my boyfriend's bitch in his room? -Me: Damn, damn, damn!! That's it, I'm freaking out. I throw my suitcase and my purse on the sidewalk, and fall to the ground. Why the fuck?? -Me: Can I hate you!!! Go fuck yourself! You motherfucker! I stop crying little by little.. Why am I crying too? This asshole doesn't deserve my tears! Come on Mavi get up, don't let the nerves control you. I take a deep breath, and... -Me: OOHHH!! Two men take my suitcase and my bag, and run away. I get up quickly and run after them. Damn it was more than that! -Me: FUCKING STOP!!! I speak in French as if they were going to understand lol.. After 10 minutes, I couldn't take it anymore, I stopped running. You're wasting your breath. -Me: Allah'im ben n'apicam simdi?! Bittim well! (My God, am I going to do it now?! I'm screwed!) I catch my breath and look right and left. I'm in a small street. Ok I'm lost, that's a good sign –'. How am I going to get home now? I don't even have my passport or my wallet... NOTHING! I don't even know where I am! For a moment I remember that I have my cell phone on me, I take it out of my pocket and... no more batteries! Great, I'm really screwed! I take a direction and walk. I had to find the main road and go to the police.. I'm not going to stay locked up in Spain! From a distance, I see a man against a wall, but he seemed to be hiding. I don't care, I join him to ask for help. -Me: Excuse me, I'm lost and can you... - Him, muttering: Damn he was missing more than her! I'm saved! -Me: Are you French? Damn you save my life! - Him: Get away, it's better, otherwise I'll ruin your life! -Me: I have 2 minutes! You just have to tell me where the nearest police is! -Him: But get out of here wesh! -Me: But you are... -... : He's there !!! -...: With an extra girl!! - Him: Shit! "holding my arm" Come here! And he runs dragging me behind him. -Me: But let go of me, are you crazy or what?! - Him: Shut up! -Me: Who are you kidding? -Him: But shut the fuck up! He pulls me harder and we run like we're being chased. Although it's true, I see men running behind us. What the fuck is this day?? Bim! I scream when I hear the sound of guns. We stop running and hide behind a wall. I see the guy pull a gun out of his back. I'm even more shocked here! -Him: Don't move. He shoots the men chasing us, then hides, then shoots them again and so on. -Me: What the hell did I get involved in?! -Him : If you speak again, you will lose your tongue! The guy tells me to shut my mouth when my life is in danger because of him! I hate men it's official, you're all sick! Damn but in real life I'm freaking out too much, they're shooting at each other like it's a water gun -'. What is this country there?? -...: Surrender!! You can't run away from here with your girl! His girlfriend ? He's talking about me here? I see him frown even more, a vein stands out on his forehead he is so angry. I'm not lying to you, but he scares me. - Him, in a low voice: Fuck, swarm the guys! -Me: What guys? He looks at me with his black eyes.. I should have shut my mouth! - Him: What did I tell you? -Me : .. -... : Boss ! I turn my head and I see 4 other men in a van, not far from us. Who are them? -Him: Finally! He takes my arm and quickly runs towards them. -Me: But let the fuck go! He held me so tight that my arm hurt. Unable to escape, I had to follow him. Arrived in front of the van, the guys look at me questioningly. -Mec1: Who is this girl boss? -Him: This is not the time to ask questions! "addressing me" Climb up! -Me: You thought I was going to go up when.. Shots are heard again. We see from afar the men who were chasing us, and come running towards us. -Him: UP!! Seeing that I'm not moving, he pushes me inside the van, and he gets in and then the driver starts. We were out of breath, I was shaking with fear, I had a day filled with adrenaline! -Mec1: Are you okay boss? Ok if I understood correctly, this guy is their leader. -Him: Yeah yeah.. -Dude2: Who is she? -Me: I have a first name! -Mec2: Yeah but I don't care! -Me: Damn but in real life all the guys are assholes! -Mec1: And.. what do we do with her anyway? -Him: She's coming with us. -What me ? -Him: You heard right. You come with us miss! I'm screwed! Who are these men? Why are they chased by other men? And why is this man taking me by force with him? Several questions are linked in my head, I should never have come here. But who would have told me that my first day in Spain was going to be the start of my nightmare? Or rather.. the beginning of a new adventure? ** A little introduction is in order in my opinion: So as you may or may not have noticed (for non-Turks), my name is Mavi which means the color blue. I am 21 years old and I am a medical secretary. I live with my mother whom I love so much and I am an only child. We lost my father when I was very young, I really have no memory of him. I was dating Can, but as you have seen, he cheated on me.. Seda, also 21, is my best friend. She works in a retail store. -Him: You heard right. You come with us miss! I'm screwed! Who are these men? Why are they chased by other men? And why is this man taking me by force with him? Several questions are linked in my head, I should never have come here. But who would have told me that my first day in Spain was going to be the start of my nightmare? Or rather.. the beginning of a new adventure? -Me: I'm coming nowhere, stop the car! -Him : .. -Me: Hellooo, I want to come down! -Dude1: You better shut up! - Me: You thought I was going to close my mouth when you take me I don't know where?! But you are all sick I swear! -Dude1: Shut up, vallah you've already swelled my head! -Me: Stop that fucking car! The leader closes his eyes and clenches his fists. Ok I pissed him off I think but I don't give a fuck! -Me: Are you deaf or what?? I want to get off !! -The boss: You shut up right away, or I'll shut you up! - Me: Well let me come down, so you won't hear me talking anymore! -Leader : .. -Me: Ok, I'm going down to my ways then. I walk over to the door to open it. Yeah I'm suicidal I know, but I'd rather break my arm than be in the hands of men I don't know. -Mec1: But she's a freak! He puts his hand on my arm and pulls me back. -Me: Damn let me go!! He holds my two arms forcibly, I move my legs to try to escape, but guy2 comes and grabs them. -The chief: Tie her up and close her mouth too, she broke my ears! -Me: NO!! You do not have the right ! I see guy2 take a rope that was in a corner of the car, and tie my feet, then my hands. - Me: Nah but leave me!! You are fucking bastards, but also... I couldn't even finish my sentence when he put a piece of cloth over my mouth to close it. Great, I hate being cut off! -Dude2: Damn the eyes you got! Pfft, looks like he's never seen blue eyes?! Here I am sitting between two men, hands and feet tied behind my back, and unable to speak! I can just scream.. and that's what I do by the way. -Chief: SHUT UP THE FUCKING!!! And the guy on my right slaps me. I immediately stop screaming so much I'm shocked there. This is the first time in my life that a man raises his hand on me. I wanted to cry but no. I don't want them to see that I'm weak, even if I am one... but I prefer to cry discreetly. I look askance at the chief, he was pensive looking at the road. Pff dirty asshole, it is because of him that I am in the shit. Why did I ask him for directions too? I never have a chance pff! 30 minutes later, the car stops. I look through the windows, and see a large villa between the trees. But where am I? The guy on my left undoes the rope that was tied around my feet only. -Dude2: Don't even try to escape. He gets me out of the car, and we all follow the leader who heads for the villa. As soon as we cross the door, I hear footsteps coming to join us. They are two young girls. -...: Ah well, you were o.. She stops talking as soon as she sees me. -Girl1: Who is she? - Guy1: I don't know. - Girl1: How do you not know? You bring chicks like that? -Girl2: I want to say she's a whore, but I don't think she is. Ok, I'm being called a bitch now! The chef goes to the living room and everyone follows him, including me. Looks like a flock of sheep –' -Chef: It's a girl that I ran into while I was escaping from the others. -Girl2: And? Why did you bring him here? -Chief: Because they think it's my.. my girl. -Everyone: WHAT?? -Dude1: Damn it was missing more than that. -Girl1: Ah.. I understand. - Girl 2: I don't understand! You don't know her, you don't care about her! They just had to grab her and do with her what they want! What can it do to you? -Girl1: Are you crazy or what?! We can't leave it like that! I don't understand anything anymore. Just because the men chasing us, think I'm the chief's girl, that he dragged me here?! I move and scream for them to take the rope out of my hands and take the damn tissue out of my mouth. -Girl1: Oh damn, sorry, I'm going to release you. She comes to me and takes it all away. Phew, I was tired of having my mouth open. - Me: Thank you. - Girl, smiling: But nothing. I turn my head and look at the chef. -Me: Don't tell me you kidnapped me because those men think I'm your girl!? -Chief: You already know the answer. - Me: But you had to tell them that I am nothing for you shit! -Chief: Did you really think they were going to believe me? -Me: Why won't they believe you? -Chief: Because they are my enemies! I will be clear with you. They already want to kill me, and seeing me with you in a small street in Spain, they think we're together. They're going to want to hurt you now! If I had left you, believe me you would be in the hands of these men by now! - Me: Really? But you're the one hurting me! Wesh you tied me up by force, but as if that wasn't enough, one of your men slapped me! -Chief: Are you going to cry for a slap there? Believe me, you'd rather be here than be with them! - Guy1: He's right. Basically, we saved your life. -Me: Save my life? But are you serious here?! You fucking kidnapped me! -Chief: Damn it's good, shut your mouth! -Me: No, I'm not closing it! Did you think I was going to stay good like a little girl while I'm being kidnapped?? And why do I have to believe you? If you had left me, they would have done nothing to me sometimes. -Chief: Damn she's breaking her balls! -Dude1: You better believe us, because it's the truth. - Me: Pfft! -Chef: Are you tired of opening your big mouth? Vallah I'm tired in your place! He annoys me. -Me, whispering: Hayvan işte, n'olucak!? (A hmar I swore!) When I look up at them, I see them staring at me.. I have the impression that they are surprised. -What me ? Why are you looking at me like that? -Mec1: What did you say, Taleur? -Me: I said you were all Hayvans, is that okay? But you don't understand anyway, so leave me alone! -Girl1: Shocked! But what did I fall into?! They are all weird! I see the leader approaching me. -Chief: Speak correctly! - Me: I speak as I want! And tkt no, hayvan means weird. Lol, that means Hmar yeah! Basically in the sense of the sentence, it means con. But when you're in deep shit, you always say the wrong translation to save your skin lol. -Chief, taking my arm: Are you kidding me!? -Me: Get off me! -Chief: What's your name? -Me: Georgette. He squeezes my arm harder, I fucking feel the pain. -Chief: YOUR NAME THE WHORE OF YOUR RACE!! -Me: Let go of me, you're hurting me! -Chief : .. -Me: Mavi! If I didn't tell him my real name, he was going to squeeze my arm even more. I don't want to have a wesh blue. -Girl2: Uh.. why did she tell you about my life? There you go, I was sure they were going to make such a remark to me. At school, everyone told me that! -Me: My name is Mavi! -Girl1: She took her name from her eyes, it's so beautiful! The leader continues to stare at me, I lower my eyes and try to free my arm from his embrace. -Dude1: Boss let it go. After one of his men tells him to let go of me, he finally lets go of my arm. -Chief: If you don't want to get tied up again, you better control your mouth! -Girl1: It's okay Rüzgar, leave her alone. You have to understand it too. So there, SHOCK! I heard you right? -Me: Ruzgar? I look at the chef, he looks at me too but doesn't answer. -Me: Are you Turkish? - Chief: El hamdulillah. And he leaves. Ok, I took the shame Taleur when I made him believe that hayvan meant weird. I feel dumb all of a sudden. -Girl1: And I am Betül. And he "showing me the guy1" is my brother Enes. -Girl2: My name is Célia, and he is my brother Dylan "showing me guy2". Their brothers leave to join the chief... finally Rüzgar. -Me: I can't believe you're Turkish...well, especially the chef. -Célia: I am French. -Me: Yes I know, but I wanted to say that... I wasn't expecting that in fact. When I heard Rüzgar, I was shocked. "Rüzgar means the wind" -Betül: I know mdrrr, you should have seen your face! I should have filmed. -Me: Bah it's like you, when I said hayvan lol. -B: Mrrr. I was doubly shocked. From 1, I didn't expect you to be Turkish too. And two, you're really crazy to say that to Rüzgar! He's the chief wesh, nobody talks to him like that! -Me: Beni buraya zorla getirmeseydi ozaman! (He shouldn't have dragged me here then!) -B: Mavi, inan bana o adamlari tanisaydin, burda olmak isterdin! (Mavi, if you know these men, you'd want to be here believe me!) -C: Speak French! -B: Mr. It's automatic wesh, it comes by itself. Lol. They make me sit on the sofa, and I start to think about my life, and especially about this day! -B: So? - Me: So what? -B: Tell. What are you doing in Spain? Are you on vacation? -Me: We can say that yes. She looks at me to continue. Should I tell him everything or not? Come on, it's good to talk to people you don't know sometimes. -Me: I came to surprise my boyfriend.. my ex rather. -C: Why did you separate? -Me: Because he .. cheated on me. -B: Pislik herif! (Damn asshole!) -C: And how did you and Rüzgar meet? -Me: Bah.. when I left my ex, I didn't know what to think anymore. I broke down outside, got on my nerves by throwing my suitcase and my bag on the floor. But.. -B: Thieves stole them. Ah be güzelim, berbat bir gün geçirmissin. (Oh dear, you had a bad day sweetie.) - Me: you can say that! -B: After? -Me: After that, I didn't know where to go. I wanted to return to France but without a passport, without papers, without money, it was impossible. I had to go to the police station but since I didn't know the route, well I had to ask someone. And that's where I met Rüzgar. -B: Hmm okay. -Me: I should never have spoken to him pff! -B: Kader.. (It's fate.) Fate ? Being betrayed by my boyfriend was my destiny yes! It's all because of him! It's because of him that I came to this country pff! -B: In short, in any case Welcome. I have a feeling we're going to get along well Maviish! I smile at him as soon as I hear him call me with that nickname. It's Seda, my best friend who calls me that. Nostalgia lol. -B: But frankly, I like your eyes! Gökyüzü mavisi gibi. (Looks like sky blue.) -Me: Thank you, I am often told that lol. But I'm planning to go home, I'm not going to stay here! Betül was going to speak but Enes, his brother interrupts us. -E: Rüzgar seni çağırıyor. (Rüzgar calls you.) -Me: Why doesn't he come? -E: You really think you are the Queen of England! It concerns you, so you better hurry. - Me: Pfft! I get up and follow Enes upstairs. He opens the door to a room for me and I enter alone. I notice that I am in an office and Rüzgar is standing in front of the window. -R: We're going to talk seriously. -Me: I'm listening. -R: I know you don't want to be here, but it will be just for a while. You told me you wanted to go to the police, right? -I do. -R: Why? -Me: Because my suitcase and my bag were stolen. I can't go back to France without anything in my hand! -R: Ok, I'll try to find your suitcase and that thief. -Me: Seriously? But how are you going to do it? It's a big city ! -R: I have my sources. Anyway, if I can't find it, I'll get you a fake passport. You have to leave this country for your safety. I was a little relieved. Well, it's not because he's going to help you that you're going to give him your trust right away Mavi! Until I get home, I'd better be wary of everyone. Besides that, who tells me that Rüzgar is telling me the truth? What if the men chasing us were the "good guys" and Rüzgar the bad guy in the story? Of I don't know, I will be well in the days to come.. I was in my thoughts when the door opened without being knocked. A girl, very scantily dressed enters and joins us. -Her: My darling! She bounds into Rüzgar's arms, and gives him a kiss on his cheek. - Her: I missed you. -R, pushing her: Since when do you come into my office like that? -Her: Sorry, it's because I missed you too much.. -R: Yeah yeah it's good your face. I don't have the head to listen to you here. She turns her head towards me and looks me up and down. Uh what does she want? -Her: Who is she? -Me: You know, I'm right in front of you, you can talk to me directly! -Her: Yeah, but I don't want to talk to you, you see? -Me: Yet you just did it there. -Her: Who the hell is that baby? -Me: Me the bitch? If I am a bitch, what are you then?? -Her: His wife. Me: I pity you. And I walk out of this room leaving them all alone, I have other issues to deal with. Seeing this girl, I suddenly thought of Can, my ex. He cheated on me with this kind of girl too, it disgusts me. How am I going to forget everything that's happened to me? How to forget Can? One thing tells me, it's that I'm going to experience a lot of things being here.. After leaving Rüzgar and his girl alone in the bedroom, I go downstairs to join Betül. I only get on well with her so far. -B: So what does he say? -Me: That he will try to find my things so that I can return to France as soon as possible. -B: Hmm, okay. -Me: A girl came. -Celia: Pfft. I turn my head towards her, and she's staring at the floor. -B: Yeah it's Cathie. -Me: And who is it for Rüzgar? I already know the answer but I ask them to confirm lol. -B: His girl. -C: His bitch yeah! -B: Celia! -What is it ? It's the truth ! Rüzgar simply sleeps with her. Pff I do not understand what he finds of her! -B: You know very well that Rüzgar does not like to change his habits! -C: Yes, but there are girls better than this bitch! -B: Ah, because you know she's not good in bed? Are you a dyke or how is it? -C: Don't say anything! -B: Well then explain! What do you have against Cathy? -C: Nothing, but I don't feel it, that's all. I just find it a shame that Rüzgar can't find a better girl to have fun with! -B: Like who? -VS : .. -B: Well, go answer it! -C: I don't know, but he could at least change. -B: You know it's impossible. Celia huffs, and gets up to go to her room I guess. -Me: She has something against him. -B: I know. Me: Do you think she's jealous? -B: She is Mavi. She doesn't want to tell me but I know she has an attraction to Rüzgar. -Me: Onun gibi birisini nasil çekici bulur, aklim almiyor! (I can't believe she finds Rüzgar attractive!) She raises an eyebrow suddenly. - Me: Ne? ( What ?) -B: You're the first to tell me that. - Me: I say what I think. -B: Don't you find him handsome? -Me no ! -B: Wesh he's too handsome, you're abusing it! -Me: I don't care Betül, I don't have the head to examine his face! All I know is that he has monster looks! -B: Rüzgar iste. (It's Ruzgar.) A short silence settles. I think of the conversation that there was between Betül and Célia Taleur. -Me: So he doesn't like change? -B: Let's say he trusts no one except my brother. He uses Cathie for the night, that's all. Rüzgar is a person who pays great attention to those around him. He does not put anyone in his bed, for "fear" that it is a girl from the other camp. As he knows that Cathie does not belong to our enemies, well he keeps her. - Me: Hmm okay. And in fact, why are you in Spain? -B: Because the Rüzgar gang is wanted in France by their enemies. So we fled here, but as you might have noticed, they found us. Oh I understand better. The men who chased us were his enemies who were looking for him in France. -Me: Now what? -B: Well, I don't know what we're going to do. -Me: Yes, but if they find you, they'll come here, won't they? -B: No, they won't dare, there are far too many men here. They wait until Rüzgar is alone to catch him. -Me: Are there too many men? Hani nerd? Ben hiç görmüyom. (Where? I don't see.) -B: Mdrr, outside the house. We are well secured tkt not. Me who wanted to try to run away, well, it failed. It is impossible if the house is surrounded. -Me: Ama Betül, sen niye burdasin? Ailen yok mu? (But Betül why are you here? Don't you have a family?) -B, lowering his head: Yok. Annem ve babam ben küçükken trafik kazasinda kaybettik. Sonra dedem bizi büyüttü, ama geçen sene onu kaybedince, abimle yalniz kaldik. (No. I lost my parents in a car accident. Afterwards my grandfather raised me with my brother, but when we lost him last year, we were left alone. ) -Me: Allah rahmet eylesin. ( All my condolences.) -B: Amin, thank you. And now, I couldn't leave my brother. I followed him here. Suddenly I thought of my father. -Me: I understand you a little, I lost my father when I was very little too. -B: But you live with your mother at least. -Me: Yes.. by the way.. Oh god, my mother! She must be worried sick, since the airport I haven't heard from her! -Me: Betül, do you have an iPhone charger please? Annemi aramam lazim. (I have to call my mother.) -B: Olmaz olur mu?! Lol. (But of course, it's the base wesh lol.) She gives me the charger and I plug in my laptop. After 4-5% charge, my phone turns on and I see several missed calls and messages from my mother, from Seda but also from Can. Pff I delete his messages before even reading them, is he really serious about contacting me after what he did to me? -B: On the other hand, don't tell your mother that you're here. -Me: You really thought I was going to tell my mother "Yes mom, I called you to say that I was kidnapped by an asshole and that I'm in deep shit. But tkt not I'm fine ". Yüreğine iner vallah! (She'll have a direct heart attack!) -B: Mr. I call my mother in front of her. She picks up quickly. -M: Kiziim, nerdesin sen? Kaç saattir seni ariyom! (Daughter, where are you? I've been calling you for hours!) -Me: Anne iyim merak etme. Telefonumun şarji bitmiş. (I'm fine mom tkt not. I had more batteries.) -M: Hmm. You're lucky Can's with you, otherwise I was already worried sick. - Me: Can? -M: I called him, and he told me that you were sleeping, you were so tired. But I still wanted to hear your voice for relief. Myth! This guy is a liar. What if I tell him the truth? No Mavi think, if I tell her that I left Can, she will tell me to go home right away.. something I can't. FYI, I'm a pretty free girl. I know it's frowned upon for a Turkish girl to be in a house alone with a guy, but my mother trusts me. She knows very well that I will not exceed my limits. Even if I had come for Can, I was going to spend my stay with him but in different rooms lol.

Me: Iyim well. (I'm good.)

-M: Alhamdulillah. You know, I met his son today.

I understood very quickly that she was talking to me about the son of her lover. My half-brother what.

-Me and ? He was nice to you I hope.

-M: Very! He's not a shit, huh, he's very mature and very respectful! I was happy.

-Me: That's fine then, as long as you're happy I'm fine.

-M: Iyi anlaşicaksiniz, eminim. (You'll get along fine, I'm sure.)

-Me: Bakariz. ( We'll see.)

I hear noises coming from outside.

-Me: Mom, I'm going to hang up.

-M: Bir şey mi oldu? (Is there something?)

-Me: No... but Can is calling me.

Fake excuse.

-M: Tamam kizim, kendine iyi bak. (Okay girl, take care of yourself.)

I hang up, and with Betül we get up to see what's going on. Rüzgar comes down the stairs and opens the front door. As I leave the house, I do notice that Rüzgar has a lot of men. I didn't imagine that much.

-B: it will heat up.

-Me: Niye, n'oldu? (Why, what is it?)

-B: Observe the scene.

I see Enes and Dylan holding a guy. He has slight wounds on his face, you can see that he was beaten. Rüzgar approaches them.

-Rüzgar: Is that him?

-E: Yeah, he's the traitor!

-Dude: Boss, I'm dsl, forgive me!

-R: I warned you not to play behind me! I don't forgive anyone!

-Dude: They forced me I swear. I didn't want to tell them, they were going to kill me if I didn't tell them where you are!

I see him clench his fists.

-R: Take it to the garage, I need to let off steam.

-Dude: NO, NO!!!

Enes, Dylan and a few men drag him away. The guy shouts but it was useless.

-B: Come on, let's go home.

-Me: Betül n'apicaklar? (Betül what are they going to do?)

-B: Düşünmek bile istemiyorum, gel içeriye girelim biz. (I don't even want to think, let's go home.)

She ushers me into the house, but my head is still there. Bug but where am I? They won't kill him anyway!

After a few minutes, we start to hear the guy's screams. These are not normal cries, but cries of pain!

-B: Oof!

She blows and turns on the TV with the sound on max. Despite that, I could still hear the guy's pain.

-Me: Yok ben dayanamiyacam. (I can't stay here like this.)

I head for the door to exit.

-B: Mavi hard! (Mavi wait!)

I continue to walk very quickly towards the garage, under the eyes of the other men. Arrived in front of the garage door, I remain blocked by seeing the scene in front of me. The guy is tied to the ceiling by his hands, exhausted, half of his face and top covered in blood.

-R: Dirty bastard! Did you really think I was going to leave you alive you dirty traitor??

- Guy: Patr..

-R, giving him a potato: SHUT UP!!

I jumped so much he screamed loudly.

-R: It's because of you that they found me dirty son of a bitch!

BIM, another potato. The guy spits blood, I wanted to vomit.

-R, approaching him: Were you afraid to die, you fucking asshole? Vallah I don't call myself Rüzgar if I don't make you regret it!

It's the first time I've seen Rüzgar so angry. Jaws and hands clenched, eyebrows furrowed, glares.. he really kills someone there!

-R: Give me a knife!

A knife ??

- Me, with a little surprised voice: Betül, don't tell me he's going to kill him??

-B: Mavi, let's go home!

She pulls me by the arm, but I don't move. My tears wanted to come to my eyes but I'm stopping them for now.

Dylan brings back a big fucking knife but it's a knife to cut a sheep there! I'm starting to feel unwell...

-Dude: Par..give me..I beg you! I.. will do more!

-R: Should have thought before!

Rüzgar takes the knife and walks closer.

-R: Hold his head!

I'm starting to freak out, that's it. Betül tries to move me away from here but I was determined to watch the scene.

-R: Do you know what I do to people who can't hold their tongue??

He forcefully opens his mouth at the guys, and sticks his tongue out with one hand. The guy was crying, he was trying to defend himself but couldn't, he was way too helpless.

He puts the knife on it and... in a second he cuts his tongue.

-Dude: AAAHHHH!!

I squat down, putting my hand over my mouth. He cut his tongue, damn he cut his tongue in front of my eyes! I'm cracking up, there's too much. I held back my tears for too long.

-R: That'll teach you son of a bitch!

I'm going to vomit here! I can't believe he cut out his tongue! Damn it's not an animal!

I try to raise my head... and lower it immediately. Blood had squirted everywhere, it's really disgusting to see!

-R, addressing his men: Let him suffer like this until tomorrow. Tomorrow you make it disappear!

How can he be so inhuman?? I don't even have the words anymore, I'm still in shock. I absolutely have to get away from here, we have to expect anything with him.

-R: What are you doing here?

I lift my head, and he was watching us. My tears on my cheeks, my eyes wide open, as well as my mouth... I can't speak.

-B: Şey.. biz.. (Uh.. we..)

-R, speaking to the men behind us: What the fuck are you serving, you idiots?? Take them inside!

They approach us and take us inside the house. I can't get over it, how am I going to forget this monstrous scene? Arrived at the living room, I let myself go on the sofa, Betül comes immediately to join me.

-B: Mavi iyi misin? (Mavi are you okay?)

-Me : ..

-B: Sana dedim burda hard diye! (I told you to stay here!)

I look at her, she feels better than me, she hasn't even shed a single tear!

-Me: Sen alişkinsin galiba. (You're used to it, it seems.)

-B: Başka çarem yok. Sana su getiriyim. (I have no other choice. I'll bring you some water.)

She goes into the kitchen and brings me a glass of water. I take a few sips, and come to my senses, but I'm still traumatized by what I saw. Who would have told me one day that I would have attended a scene from Saw?

The door opens, and Rüzgar appears with Dylan and Enes. Anger rises in me seeing the guy's blood on his t-shirt, I want to hit him so much I had hatred against him!

-Enes: Betül how many times have I told you not to get involved?? Damn stay put!

-B: Abi (big brother) sorry.

Rüzgar heads for the stairs, probably to change. But I get up, wiping away my tears and quickly approach him.

-Me: Pislik! (Damn asshole!)

-R, turning around: What did you say there?

-Me: Sen nasil bir insansin yaa? Resmen adamin dilini kestin! (But are you really human? You cut out his damn tongue!)

Already he has dark looks, he comes dangerously close to me, clenching his jaw.

-R: Shut up if you don't want to lose her too!

Will he really dare? I'm scared I admit.

-Me: Hiç bir şey yapamazsin bana pislik herif! (You can't do anything to me yeah!)

-R: MAVI!

Damn he's too scary with his looks, but that's not why I'm going to shut up!

-Me: Give your orders to your men, not to me! Artik bir saniye bile burda duramam! (I can't stay a second longer here!)

I turn to leave, but he grabs my arm and pulls me against him tightly. Damn he killed my arm.

-R: Sen çok olmaya başladin ama! (You're really starting to piss me off!)

-Me: Birak kolumu! (Let go of my arm!)

-R: Shut your big mouth or vallah I will!!

I try to free my arm but he is holding it really tight, my strength is nothing unlike his.

-Me: Damn, let go of me!

-R: EE YETTI BEE! (Damn that's enough!)

He pulls me up by force.

-B: Ruzgar!

-Me: Rüzgar let go of me!

He doesn't listen to anyone and takes me to a room. He throws me on the floor all of a sudden, I killed my fucking knee.

After the pain is over, I lift my head and see him approaching me with a long rope in his hand. Uh?

Me: What are you going to do here?

-R: Shut your big mouth!

-Me: Nah but you are..

-R: SHUT UP!

I couldn't even finish my sentence that he glued me to the wall and tied my hands.

-Enes: Rüzgar are you serious?

-Célia: But what is going on here?

-Me: Hayvan biraksana beni! (Asshole get off me!)

As soon as I finished my sentence, he puts his hand on my jaw and squeezes it tightly. I have to face his killer looks, he's freaking me out.

-R: Listen to me, little thing, the next time you open your mouth again, I'll make you miserable! I will do much more than cut your tongue, do you understand??

He lets go of me, shaking my head, and after finishing tying my hands, he ties the rope to the pipe of the heater which is next to me. But is he serious about tying me up like a dog?!

-R: Dylan brings a scotch.

-B: Rüzgar please stop!

-Enes: Betül sus. (Shut up.)

I have tears in my eyes, damn I hate it when I'm weak! I beg my eyes for him to deliver me but nothing, he's not a man!

Dylan brings some scotch and Rüzgar tapes my mouth with it.

-R: Next time you will think before talking to me! "on leaving" No one enters this room without my permission, I won't repeat it!

Everyone leaves, Betül throws me a sorry look as she leaves. As soon as everyone left, I cried. I've been holding back my tears for too long. First Can cheating on me, after my kidnapping, the butcher scene I saw, and now I find myself strapped to a cold heater! What is this life my God? What did I do to deserve this? I'm stupid too, why did I come to this country?? Rüzgar I hate you! Can I hate you! I hate men!

*IN BETÜL'S SKIN*

We all went down to the living room except Rüzgar who went to his room, I was disgusted for Mavi.

-Me: Abi Rüzgar'a bir şey desene! (Big brother says something to Rüzgar!)

-E: What do you want me to say? You know very well that he won't listen to me.

-Me: Haksizlik drunk. (It's not fair.)

-Celia: What infact happened?

-Dylan: Where have you been?

-C: In my room, I was watching a movie with my headphones.

-D: That's all you have to do!

-C: I have nothing else to do. But I'm upset there, as if by chance when I'm not there there's atmosphere!

-Me: In short, something has to be done here! We can't leave Mavi like this!

-E: Betül, take care of your business. You know very well that Rüzgar cannot be controlled.

The front door opens, and we see Cathie.

-Me: Bi bu eksikti. (He was missing more than her.)

-C: I understand nothing of what you say, speak in French wesh.

- Me: I speak as I want!

-Cathie: Hello everyone! Where is Ruzgar?

-Célia: In his room but he won't like to see you, it's not the time. So you can get out!

-Cathie: Why, what is my favorite?

Celia loses patience. Now is not the time to have a fit of jealousy!

-Me: He's pissed off.

-Cathie: Why?

-Dylan: Mavi pissed him off, okay? Damn stop asking questions too!

-Cathie: Mavi? What did that bitch do?

-Me: You're the whore!

She looks askance at me and goes upstairs.

-Célia: She is all about Rüzgar, she annoys me.

-Me: Celia shut up!

3 hours passed, it was now 10 p.m. and I was still stuck in the living room. I tried to speak with Rüzgar but he wouldn't hear me. The guys and Celia continue to watch TV, it's only me who worries about Mavi. Poor thing, she hurts me. She has just arrived here, and from the first day she is mistreated. At least the heating is off, it is July and it is too hot outside.

After a while, Rüzgar goes downstairs with Cathie. She had a smile on her face pff.

-Cathie: I'm too hungry.

- Me, whispering: Boğazinda kalsin emii! (InsAllah you are choking!)

Seeing that no one answers, she goes to the kitchen alone. I saw Celia put on her headphones so as not to hear Cathie. That's another concern for her.

-Dylan: Open the windows, it's too hot!

-Enes: It's already open damn it.

-Dylan: Where is the fan then? I swear it's too hot.

It is true that the room was heated. I see Rüzgar frown, and he stands up.

-Cathie: Where are you going baby?

-A: I'm hot.

-Cathie: Do you want to go swimming together?

- Me: Tövbe tövbe. (Starfullah.)

-R: Shut up, I have the impression that the heating is on.

-Cathie: Ah yes, I was cold 30 minutes ago, so I turned on the light.

-All: WHAT?

-R: But you're kidding me there! It's 40 degrees outside and you're... Mavi!

He doesn't even finish his sentence as he runs upstairs. Oh no !

*IN MAVI'S SKIN*

3 hours later, I was exhausted after crying. I stared at the floor without thinking. But after a while, I start to feel a warmth in my wrist. I look at the heating and.. damn it turned on. I try to move my hands in all directions, but I can't free myself, Rüzgar has tied them too tightly, I can't even move an inch.

I try to remove my wrists as much as possible from the heating but I can't, they are well glued.

5 minutes later the heat is starting to burn my wrists. I move, I scream despite the tape on my mouth. Holy shit no one can hear me?? It burns me so much that I cry. I try my best to save myself from this situation but nothing. I'm fucking stuck!!!

By dint of screaming for I don't know how many minutes, I have more voice, I have more tears, I have more strength! I am in so much physical pain, I can no longer open my eyes as I have emptied the tears from my body. I feel like I fell into boiling water.

After a moment, the bedroom door swung open, and I felt my strings being cut.

-R: Mavi.. Damn!

He picks me up and takes me to the bathroom quickly.

-B: Mavii!

The others join us. Rüzgar takes my hands and puts them under cold water. I pull my hands back immediately, screaming as the cold water hits my hot skin. Since I still had the tape on my mouth, I could only scream.

He lowers the volume of water and gradually puts my wrists under the water.. it was starting to do me good. It calms me down. After several seconds, I pull my hands away and notice a huge red, borderline brown mark on my wrists. I put them back under water, it burns me badly!

-B: Mavi, are you better?

I don't answer him. Rüzgar puts his hand on my cheek, and removes the tape in a second.

-Me: OUCH FUCK!

-B: You could gently remove Rüzgar!

Öküz işte "One hmar". I wanted to tell him to his face, but I didn't have the strength to argue with him.

-R: I'll leave it to you.

He leaves, along with the other guys. I stay alone with Betül and Célia.

-Célia: Damn your wrists!

-B: Célia please don't add any.

-C: Ok, I'll leave you then.

She's leaving too.

-B: it will pass tkt not canim (my darling.)

-Me: Betül, burdan gitmem lazim. (Betül I have to leave here.)

-B: You can't.

-Me: Yes... I can't stay here any longer. Look, I barely arrived today, and I'm already in pain! If I continue to stay here, only God knows what will happen to me!

-B: ..

-Me: Kaçmam için sana ihtiyacim var. (I need you to run away.)

-B: You have to heal yourself first.

-Me: Bana yardim edicek misin yani? (Will you help me then?)

She nods her head yes. I was relieved, I will finally run away from here and join my mother in France! Lol!

I'm in the same room as before, but with Betül this time. She brought me some water in a big bowl to put my hot handles in.

-B: Are you still burning?

-Me: When I take them out of the water, yes.

-B: Iz kalicak gibi. (You may be a brand.)

-Me: Rüzgar'in eseri işte. Gelir gelmez vücudumda iz birakmaya başladı. (This is the mark of Rüzgar. I barely came here and it's already scarring my body.)

-B: It's not really his fault.

-Me: It was HE who tied Betül to me!

-B: Yes, but the heating was off! Cathie turned it on.

-Me: Niye? (Why ?)

-B: She was cold. Pek inanmadim ama. (I didn't quite believe it though.)

-Me: She was cold with this heat?? If she was really cold, she had to get dressed first!

-B: She did it on purpose, I'm sure!

Someone's knocking at the door. Enes, accompanied by a man in his fifties, appear.

-E: The doctor came to see your burn.

-Dr: Hello.

- Me: Hello.

Betül gets up to make room for him, and he comes to sit in front of me.

-Dr: Can I see your handles?

I nod and remove them from the water. He has a French accent, it shows that he is Spanish. How did they manage to find a doctor who speaks French?

-Dr: Ah .. it burns you now?

-Me: Yes, about a minute after leaving them in the air, I have to quickly put them back in the water.

-Dr: it can be seen from the color that the burn is important. But it will calm down, don't worry.

-Me: Will I have a scar?

-Dr: A burn does not heal very quickly. I'm going to prescribe healing creams, but the healing will take months. And above all, protect yourself from the sun! Don't go outside without putting on sunscreen.

-Me: Okay thank you.

He examines my handles one last time, and orders me not to use them for at least a week. During this time I have to apply the cream and wrap a bandage over it. Great, for another week, I'm stuck here –'.

The doctor leaves, and Enes comes back to us.

He examines my handles one last time, and orders me not to use them for at least a week. During this time I have to apply the cream and wrap a bandage over it. Great, for another week, I'm stuck here –'.

The doctor leaves, and Enes comes back to us.

-E: I'm going to the pharmacy, I'm coming.

-B: Abi! (Big brother !)

-E: Nee? (What ?)

-B: Who called the doctor?

-E: Me, but it was Rüzgar who told me to call.

And he leaves.

-B: At least he thinks of you.

-Me: Düşünseydi, bu halde olmazdim simdi. (If he really thought, I wouldn't be in this state!)

-B: Mavi.. you don't know him.

-Me: Tanimak istemiyorum zaten. Kim onun gibi bir öküzü tanimak ister ki?! (I don't want to know him anyway. Who would want to know a Mongolian like him?!)

-B: Rüzgar duymasin... (If Rüzgar hears it..)

-Me: Duyarsa duysun, umrumda bile degil! (He just has to hear, I don't give a fuck!)

I'm pissed at him. Since I know him, I hate him! I regret having spoken to him to ask for help! Pfft

-Me: Betül gitmek istiyorum burdan. (Betül I want to leave here.)

-B: I'm sorry but I'm not leaving you in this state. You heard the doctor, you have to stay at least a week with the bandages. So you stay there for a week.

- Me, blowing: Oooff!

She puts her hand on my arm to show her support.

-B: Tkt no, I'm here.

I smile at him. Luckily she's there, otherwise I don't know how I would have done it. I've only been here a day, and I've already experienced a lot of things to my liking. I don't know if I can at least trust Betül, but something tells me that I can confide in her.

-Me: In fact, how is it that the doctor speaks French so well?

-B: He's a doctor who works for us, let's put it that way. It is a doctor that Rüzgar found to come and help us in case of emergency. And of course he speaks our language so that everyone understands. We've been here for a few months.

After 1 hour, my handles no longer burned, I remove them from the water and Betül helps me apply the cream and put on the bandages that Enes brought me.

The night had fallen for a long time, I feel tired, this day has exhausted me!

-Me: Uykum geldi. ( I feel sleepy.)

-B: You can sleep in this room, it's mine lol.

-Me: Ah.. no but I don't trust it, imagine someone enters the room while we are sleeping.

-B: I lock the door, and tkt not my brother is watching me. We can sleep peacefully.

She locks the door as she said, and we lie down on the double bed after putting on our pajamas (she gave me one). I barely close my eyes when I quickly fall asleep.

The next morning, I wake up before Betül. By dint of waking up at 7:30 for work, I can no longer sleep in, even on weekends. It became a habit.

I go to the bathroom to gently wash my face. I leave my hair long, too lazy to tie up, and my stomach growls. I'm hungry ! Normal, I just had breakfast yesterday.

I go down silently, and notice that there is no one in the living room. I go to the kitchen, and fuck it. Unfortunately, I see Rüzgar, with his back to me, with a cup of coffee in his hands, in front of the terrace. No way I'm staying in the same room as him, I was going to turn around but..

-R: Nereye? (Where are you going ?)

I dream where he knew it was me?

Seeing that I don't answer, he turns to me and finishes drinking his coffee, looking at me.

-R: Sana soru sordum! (I asked you a question!)

-Me: Duydum. (I heard.)

-R: Ben cevabi duymadim ama. (I didn't hear the answer though.)

-Me: Canim cevap vermek istemedi de ondan. (Because I didn't want to answer.)

-R: Don't start in the morning!

-Me: Yoksa ne? Yine mi bağlarsin beni? (What else? You'll tie me up again?)

-R: Yeah.. ama bu sefer seni yatağa bağlarım! (Yeah.. but this time I'll tie you to a bed!)

I shut my mouth suddenly. He pulled it out all of a sudden, I wasn't expecting that response.

- Me: Benden uzak hard! (Stay away from me !)

I quickly turn to leave, but bang my knee hard against the table.

-Me: Aah.. damn!

-R: In addition to having a big mouth, you're clumsy!

I wanted to answer him but it hurt. If I open my mouth now, my tears that have come up from the pain will run down my cheeks.

I walk very slowly towards the living room, but I feel him join me.

-R: Hard. (Hold on.)

Of course, I'm not expecting him, but in a second he was already up to me. We weren't too far too lol.

-R: Stop walking, it hurts, don't you see?!

I look at him, raising an eyebrow.

-Me: Sana ne? (What do you care?!)

-R: There is no one to help you there, everyone is sleeping.

-Me: Istemez, ben başimin çaresine... (I don't want your help, I can manage..)

I haven't even finished my sentence when he bends down and puts me on his shoulder. But is he serious about carrying me around like a potato sack?!

-R: You annoy me with your mouth vallah!

- Me, kicking him on his back: Ya indirsene beni! (Let me down !)

-R: Shut up!

-Me: Rüzgar!

-R: ..

-Me: Damn, let go of me!!

We get to the bathroom, and he finally gets me off his shoulder. I wanted to get out of here, but he puts his hands on my ribs, and lifts me up to sit on the washing machine.

-Me: N'apiyorsun yaa?! (But what are you doing here?!)

-R, with an annoyed air: Shut up or vallah I will do it!

-Me : ..

-R: You see when you want!

Pfft it pisses me off! I didn't want him to tie me up again, so I shut my mouth. I hate it when a man uses his strength against a woman!

He lowers his head and looks at my knee.

Me: I don't need your help!

-R: Don't think I'm going to heal you. I just brought you here because you had trouble walking.

Of course he wasn't going to heal me! It would be too good to be true.

- Me: Well then leave.

-R: Show your knee first.

-Me: Niye? (Why ?)

-R: I won't repeat it a second time.

I lift my pajamas slowly, and see that I opened my knee slightly. It bled a little. But one thing is certain, it's that I'm going to have a big bruise.

He pulls out the emergency kit and gives it to me.

-R: Don't forget to change your bandages too.

- Me: Are you happy? This is the second time you've hurt me!

-R: I didn't burn you! I wouldn't have strapped you in if the heaters were hot. And you bumped into yourself, huh, it's not my fault you're clumsy!

-Me: Senin yüzünden tabi ki, ne zaman karşıma çiksan başıma bela açiyon! (It's your fault of course, every time I see you, I'm screwed!)

-R: Benim hayatim kara, ondandir. (My life is shit, that must be why.)

I didn't know what to say anymore, we just looked each other in the eye. I notice once again that he has super black eyes, it's normal that his looks scare me..

A few seconds later, I lower my head and begin healing myself in front of him.

-Me: Infact.. how did you know it was me in the kitchen? You didn't even turn around.

-R: Because in this house, everyone sleeps in.

-Me: Except you, why?

-...: Chouchouuu??

The bathroom door opens, and we see Cathie, with a pretty...transparent babydoll. My facial expression changed quickly, I was both angry and disgusted.

-C: What are you doing here?

-R: Why did you wake up?

-C: I've been missing you for two days. Come, let's go to the bedroom.

-R: Since when do you give me orders? Clear !

-C: But...

She starts to look at me askance.

-Me: Lower your eyes!

-C: You can't do anything to me with your poor hands!

-Me, getting off the machine: But you're looking for me!!

Rüzgar pulls Cathie outside to keep us away.

-R: Shut up!

-C: But cabbage..

-R: SHUT YOUR FUCK MOUTH!!

He turns to me, frowning as usual.

-R: Sende bu kiza dikkat et, kaneferleri mahsus yakti. (And you watch out for her, she turned on the heaters on purpose.)

-C: What did you tell him?

He gets angry and violently pulls her upstairs. Considering the nerves, I don't think they'll be together now.. maybe he'll hit her? No but Mavi what are you thinking? We're talking about the guy who cut out a guy's tongue yesterday! In short, stop thinking and change your bandages. But when I think about it, it's the first time that with Rüzgar, we had a "normal" conversation, if you can put it that way. We argued at first, but after... it calmed down a bit. But that's not why I'm going to forget what he did yesterday huh, I still hate him!

*

10 days had passed, and I finally took my bandages off today. I no longer felt the burn but I still have a big brown mark on both of my handles. It's ugly but I had no other choice.

-B: Mavi! Hazir ol, bu gece gidiyorsun. (Mavi! Get ready, tonight you're leaving.)

-Me: Gerçekten mi? (For real ?)

-B: Yes. There's a party at home, and we're going to take advantage of you leaving, while the guys are busy.

-Me: Ama nasil? Dişarda güvenlik dolu! (But how? There are plenty of security guys out there!)

-B: You will run away from behind. There's an emergency exit behind the house, and there's only two men there. While I entertained him, you will run to the bushes. You will see a wall afterwards, I put a ladder for you to cross it. And you will come to the main road. You just have to run to the city center.

-Me: But it's far from the city center, isn't it?

-B: Yes, but try to block a car on the road hoping that the driver helps you. But I prefer that you ask a driver for help.

-Me: Tamam, thank you very much Betül!

I can't wait for tonight! I'm stressed too, but I was really looking forward to returning to France and getting away from this cursed place as soon as possible!

Night falls, the evening has long since begun. With Betül we stay blocked in the room of course, Célia has put on her 31 and is celebrating. Going downstairs and joining a ton of "one night stands" is out of the question for me. Anyway Enes, warned us not to come down.

-B: Well, it's past 1am, are you ready?

-Me: Yes hadi (come on).

We go downstairs without being noticed. Anyway, there was so much music and people that it's impossible to see us. We go down another floor to reach the underground floor, and we go towards a black door.

-B: His yapma. (Make no noise.)

I hide behind the door, and Betül opens the door to exit.

-B: Good evening guys, how are you?

-H1: Yeah quiet.

-H2: I would have liked to bang a bitch there!

-B: Well, why aren't you going?

-H1: The leader will kill us!

-B: Yes, but you have the right to have fun too. Take a girl upstairs, you bring her back here and you take turns doing your leases.

-H2: She's right wesh, we choose one, and while I take care of her right behind the door there, you watch. And vice versa. I swear it's a good idea!

-H1: Hmm, bah will choose.

-B: Oh no, imagine he chooses a girl who is not in your criteria? You go there too, I'm staying here. For 5 minutes, I'm not going to die huh.

-H2: You're a real you, I love you! The idea already excites me.. big fat, I'm in a hurry!

-H1: Come on, we'll be right back huh!

-B: No problem!

The two men enter the house, without noticing me, and I leave immediately.

-Me: Damn, but the guys are really stupid. Just talk about it, and you have them at your fingertips!

-B: Konuşmaya vaktimiz yok, hadi koş! (No time to talk, go run!)

-Me: Betül, thank you for everything!

-B: You have my number, you will call me as soon as you are safe!

I smile at her, and run towards the bushes as she told me. I see a ladder, I climb it and.. it's too damn high for me to jump over. I take the ladder and put it on the other side to go down.

Finally down, I feel free! I'm out of this house, I'm on the main road, my God I'm finally going home! I run in the dark, there were only a few streetlights. But as we are on a mountain road it seems to me, the light is not there.

In short, I run for a long time, I don't know in how many minutes. I use my laptop as a torch light, I wanted a car to pass so badly.. but nothing! I am alone in the world. At almost 2am, it's a bit normal.

After a turn, I see a black car stopped at the side of the road. I see two people inside, great I'm saved! I run towards them and wave to them to see me.

Arrived at their height, out of breath, I notice two men who look at me with a look of shock.

-Me: Hello, do you speak english? I need help.

-H1&H2: MDRR.

Why are they laughing there?

-H1: Dude, the girl came to us on her own!

-H2: This is the first time that we will accomplish a mission without effort lol!

- Me: Huh?

I didn't understand anything anymore there, I'm already shocked that they speak French (no, but I think that in this city everyone is French so much I only meet French people lol).

They get out of the car, and approach me with a sadistic smile.

- Me: Who are you?

-H1: Good my pretty, you will come with us.

Me: I asked you a question!

-H2: We are the men who will kill your guy!

-Me: Dude? I don't have a boyfriend, what are you telling me?

-H1: Yes that's right! We all know you're the girl in Rüzgar!

Oh damn I just realized. They're Rüzgar's enemies, they thought I was his girl when we were being chased (cf. EPISODE 1).

-Me: Listen, I'm not his girl!

-H1: Lol!

-Me: I'm serious, I've known him for 10 days, that's all!

-H2: In short shut up and come in this car, the chief is waiting for you impatiently.

He grabs my arm suddenly and pushes me towards the car.

-Me: NO BUT LET GO OF ME, I SWEAR YOU I'M NOT HIS GIRL, IT'S CATHIE!

-H1: She's his whore, he doesn't give a fuck!

I'm close to crying! Why the fuck do I always have bad luck? I regret leaving the house, why the fuck didn't I listen to Rüzgar?? I really don't feel these men.. Allah'im sen bana yardim and! (God help me!)

-Me: TO THE AIIIDEEEEE!!

BIM! I take a potato in the mouth. I'm crying that's it, that bastard hurt me.

-H1: Don't tire your beautiful mouth for nothing, you'll need it with the chef!

I wanted to vomit, I struggle as best I can, but they are too strong. They open the back door and just as they were about to throw me in...

-...: RELEASE IT!

I recognize that voice! I raise my head, and I don't know why but I smile when I see him. Maybe because I know he's going to save me.. or not.

- Me, crying: Rüzgar!

-H1: Oohh, Rüzgar is coming to save his girl, how cute!

-R: Let go, or I'll kill you!

-H2: Dream!

Man 1 approaches Rüzgar and kicks, but Rüzgar dodges and knees him to his stomach, then he falls to the ground.

He approaches us but.. the man 2 who was holding my arm, pulls a gun from his back and points it at my temple. I'm going to die it's okay.

-H2: Stay away or I'll kill her!

I'm freaking out too much, I'm emptying all the tears from my body, I'm so terrified that I could stop breathing at any moment.

-R: Dirty fagot!

-H2: Do you want me to kill her?!

Rüzgar also pulls a gun from his back, and points it at us. No, but is he serious? 2 guns on me, it's official I'm dead!

BOOM! 😳

Automatically I close my eyes as soon as I hear the sound of a weapon. Am I dead? Am I hurt? I do not know at all. But within seconds, I no longer feel Man 2's body near mine.

I open my eyes and... see his unconscious body on the floor.

Me: Allah'im! (My God !)

Seeing that he took a bullet in the skull, I put my hand on my mouth due to the shock. I raise my head, and see Rüzgar, still with his glares and his weapon in his hand.

-Me: You... you killed him!

-R, approaching me: Be happy that you're not in his place!

I wanted to tell him so many things, but no words came out of my mouth. I am so surprised by what just happened to me. Despite the big shock, I was both happy to be rid of these men, to still be alive, but the problem is that I'm still Rüzgar's slave... and he's going to take his nerves on me. Too many emotions in a few minutes.. and I feel like the night is still not over.

Rüzgar approaches me quickly and holds my arm tight.

-R: You really want to suffer!

-Me: Rüzgar..

I get interrupted by man 1 who was still on the ground.

-H1: You're screwed!

-R: Do you still speak despite the beatings?

-H1: You can't run away.

What he is talking about ? I had the answer to my question by seeing the headlights of a car from afar.

-R: Shit!

We're in deep shit yes, the car is heading straight for us, it's probably other men.

Without wasting a second, Rüzgar throws me behind the guys' car, and he climbs into the driver's side, then drives off at full speed.

-R: It's because of you!

-Me: Peşimden gelmeseydin! (You just had to come to my rescue!)

-R: But is she serious??

-Me: Why do you speak in the 3rd person singular? I'm right next door huh!

-R: Shut up, vallah you deserve slaps!

-Me: Bir bu eksikti zat...AAAH! (It was missing more than that.. AAH!)

The car window smashes into a thousand pieces all of a sudden. The men behind us are shooting at it..

-R: Damn!

He kept zigzagging, I was flying around in the car bumping into everything. I thought I was like in action movies, limit Fast & Furious! It's worse than a roller coaster there, I'll empty my stomach if this continues. Adrenaline is not for me!

After looong endless minutes, he slows down.

-A: Salaklar, bana yetişemezsiniz. (Bunch of idiots, you will never be at my height.)

I understand that we have sown them. It's hard for me to sit down, my arms hurt too much, I got hit at every turn.

Raising my head, I meet his still black eyes in the retro. I lower my gaze directly, I'm really in the catamaran!

For a moment, we hear a noise... but not just any noise. The tire burst.

-R: No, but it's not true!

The car slows down, and he then brakes. He knows how to control the car at least.

He gets out of the car and looks at the burst tire. He kicks the car and goes to open the trunk. But he closes it violently. He pulls out his phone and calls someone several times, but no one answers. I believe there is no spare wheel.

-R: çik disariya! ( Go outside !)

I bite my lip in fear of what he's going to do to me.

-R: GET THE FUCKING OUT OF YOUR RACE!

I jump when I hear him scream. I'm screwed! I get out of the car, shaking.

-R, pressing me against the car: You really jinx it!

- Me: "lower my eyes"

-R: You really took me for a jester!

-Me no.

-R: You thought I was a pd to be hit on the back?

Me: I never said that!

He grabs my hair in a handful and yanks it. He seriously tore my hair out. I can't lower my eyes anymore, I have to hold his killer gaze.

-R: Do you know what I do to people who don't respect me?

- Me: Rüzgar birak beni. (Rüzgar let go of me.)

-R: I fuck their race!

He is going to kill me ? Damn, but why didn't I stay good too?!

-Me: Rüzgar birak beni n'olur! Canimi acitiyorsun! (Rüzgar let me go please! You hurt me too much!)

-R: Bunu benim sinirimi taşirmadan önce düşünecektin! (You should have thought before you pissed me off!)

He squeezes my arm tightly with one hand while pulling my hair with the other. If I kick him between his legs, I'll sign my death warrant!

-Me: Rüzgar stop!

He lets go of my hair and takes my jaw in his hand this time.

-R: I'm tired of your fucking mouth! You really want me to kick your ass!

Me: Let me go then!

-R: How many times do I have to tell you not to give me orders??

My jaw hurts this time, he squeezed it so hard I couldn't speak. The tears are rising, I really don't want to cry in front of him but I can't control them anymore.

I beg him to let go of me, but no. He is determined to break my mouth. I put my free hand on his hand for him to pull it away, but in an instant he grabs my arm and quickly turns me to face the car. He fucked my nose!

The car door in front of me, he holds my arm against my back while being behind me.

-R: Don't touch me!

-Me: Sende bana dokunma, birak beni! (Don't touch me either, let me go!)

-R, sticking me more to the door: SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH!! YOU'RE PUSHING ME TO THE END!

-Me: Rüzgar..

-R, seriously squeezing my arm which is on my back: ! (FUCKING ENOUGH!!).