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Mark & Alex

Mark & Alex

Author: : Sandra N.I
Genre: LGBT+
Mark Windsor, Australia's most feared and respected CEO, has built walls as high as his empire. After losing his parents, the only warmth left in his life comes from Mary Smith, the woman who cooks his meals and feels more like home than family ever did. ‎ ‎When Mary's son Alex visits the estate, Mark doesn't expect the sharp-tongued, smiling graduate to unsettle him. Alex doesn't expect to fall for the man who owns the house he lives in or the company he refuses to work for. ‎ ‎Forced proximity, secret glances, late-night conversations, and quiet meals slowly turn into something dangerous. When Alex finally joins Mark's company on his own merit, love becomes a risk neither of them can afford. ‎ ‎In a world where reputation matters more than truth, Mark and Alex must decide if love is worth the fall.

Chapter 1 The Man My Mother Works For

‎Alex's POV

‎I didn't expect the house to look like this.

‎I mean, of course I knew it would be big. My mum works for Mark Windsor, the richest CEO in Australia. A man whose name appears in business news the way rain appears in weather forecasts constantly and without apology. But knowing something and seeing it are two very different things.

‎The black iron gates slid open soundlessly as the car rolled forward, revealing an estate so immaculate it looked unreal. Trimmed hedges. A driveway wide enough to land a helicopter. A house that wasn't a house so much as a quiet statement of power.

‎I swallowed.

‎"Stop staring, Alex," Mum said lightly from the driver's seat. "You'll make yourself nervous."

‎"I'm not nervous," I lied.

‎She smiled, the kind of smile that meant she knew better but loved me anyway.

‎This wasn't my first time here but it was the first time I was coming without a suitcase, without the excuse of a short visit. Graduation was over. Job applications were unanswered. And Mum had insisted I come stay with her for a while.

‎"Just until you find your footing, she'd said".

‎Which was Mum-code for: I'm worried about you, and I miss you.

‎The car stopped near the side entrance. The one staff used. Mum parked neatly, as always, and turned off the engine.

‎"Remember," she said, turning to face me. "You're my son, not his employee. Be polite. Be yourself. And don't argue."

‎"I don't argue," I said.

‎She raised an eyebrow.

‎"I debate passionately."

‎She laughed, reaching over to squeeze my hand. "Come on."

‎Inside, the house smelled like lemon polish and something warm, her cooking, probably. The floors gleamed. Everything echoed faintly, like the walls themselves were listening.

‎Cleaners moved quietly through the space, nodding respectfully to Mum as we passed. She greeted them by name. They smiled at her the way people smile at someone who belongs.

‎That was the first thing that made my chest tighten.

‎My mum fit here.

‎We reached the kitchen, her kitchen and there it was again. The comfort. The rhythm. The way she moved like this space was an extension of her body. Pots already simmering. Ingredients prepped. Apron hanging where she always left it.

‎"You can put your bag in your room later," she said. "I need to finish lunch."

‎"Need help?" I asked automatically.

‎She paused, then smiled. "Always."

‎I tied an apron around my waist, muscle memory kicking in. Chopping. Stirring. Tasting. The silence between us was easy.

‎Until it wasn't.

‎"You're early," a voice said from behind me.

‎Low. Calm. Controlled.

‎I froze.

‎Not because I was scared but because something in that voice settled straight into my spine.

‎I turned slowly.

‎Mark Windsor stood at the kitchen entrance, sleeves of his crisp white shirt rolled to his forearms, dark hair perfectly in place, posture relaxed in a way that didn't ask permission.

‎He was taller than I expected. Broader. Not flashy handsome but commanding. The kind of man who didn't need to raise his voice because the world leaned in when he spoke.

‎"Mum," I said quietly, because my brain had short-circuited.

‎She beamed. "Mark, this is my son. Alex."

‎His gaze shifted to me.

‎And stayed there.

‎Not rudely. Not obviously. Just long enough for my pulse to trip over itself.

‎"So," he said. "You're the famous Alex."

‎"Only in my own head," I replied before thinking.

‎Mum gasped softly. "Alex."

‎But he didn't look offended.

‎He smiled.

‎It wasn't wide. It wasn't playful. It was brief but it was real. And somehow that made it worse.

‎"Nice to finally meet you," he said. "Mark."

‎He stepped forward and extended his hand.

‎I wiped mine quickly on my apron before shaking his. His grip was firm. Warm. Intentional.

‎Something passed between us.

‎I didn't know what it was, but I felt it all the same.

‎"You're staying," he said, not a question.

‎"For a bit," I answered. "If that's okay."

‎His eyes flicked to Mum, then back to me. "You're family. Of course it's okay."

‎Family.

‎The word landed heavier than it should have.

‎"I'll finish this up," Mum said quickly, sensing something I didn't yet understand. "Alex, why don't you show Mark what you added to the sauce?"

‎She was setting me up.

‎I gave her a look. She ignored it.

‎Mark stepped closer, peering into the pot. "You cook?"

‎"Enough not to poison people."

‎His lips twitched. "High standards."

‎I shrugged. "I was raised by her."

‎He hummed softly. "That explains it."

‎There was no judgment in his tone. Just appreciation.

‎I didn't know why that mattered to me but it did.

‎Lunch passed quietly. Too quietly. Mark sat at the head of the table, composed, attentive. He asked me about university. About my degree. About what I wanted to do next.

‎I answered honestly. Carefully.

‎"I don't want handouts," I said at one point, meeting his gaze. "If I work, I want to earn it."

‎Something unreadable crossed his face.

‎"I respect that," he said.

‎Mum watched us like she was watching a play she already knew the ending to.

‎After lunch, Mark stood. "I'll be in my study."

‎He paused, then looked at me again. "Alex, welcome."

‎Not to the house.

‎Not to the estate.

‎Just welcome.

‎As his footsteps faded, Mum exhaled loudly.

‎"Well," she said. "That went better than I expected."

‎I leaned against the counter, heart still racing. "He's... intense."

‎She smiled softly. "He's lonely."

‎I didn't know why that sentence stayed with me.

‎But it did.

‎And as I carried my bag upstairs later into the ground-floor room that would be mine, I realized something unsettling.

‎Mark Windsor hadn't just noticed me.

‎He'd seen me.

‎And for reasons I didn't yet understand, I knew my life had just shifted quietly, irrevocably around the man my mother worked for.

Chapter 2 Dinner Is Served

‎Mark's POV

‎I told myself not to look back.

‎I made it as far as the hallway before I stopped, fingers tightening briefly around the folder in my hand. The house was quiet again, too quiet, the way it always was but something had shifted. A disturbance in the carefully controlled rhythm of my life.

‎Alex Smith.

‎Mary's son.

‎I hadn't planned to be home this early. My schedule rarely allowed it. But the board meeting had ended faster than expected, and instinct not logic had brought me back to the estate before sunset.

‎I hadn't expected him.

‎I closed the door to my study and leaned against it for a moment, exhaling slowly. The room smelled faintly of leather and cedar, familiar and grounding. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooked the back garden, but I didn't look outside. My thoughts were still in the kitchen.

‎The way he stood there comfortable, unafraid. The way he spoke without hesitation, sarcasm threaded through confidence. Most people either bowed or bristled when they met me. Alex did neither.

‎That alone should have been enough to unsettle me.

‎I pushed away from the door and crossed to my desk, setting the folder down without opening it. Work usually anchored me. Numbers. Strategy. Control.

‎None of it was working.

‎You're family. Of course it's okay.

‎I hadn't planned to say that either.

‎Mary had looked at me then surprised, touched, knowing. She'd been in my life long enough to recognize when I spoke from somewhere deeper than reason. She was the only person I allowed that closeness from. The only one who ever crossed the invisible line without consequence.

‎Until today.

‎I straightened my cuffs and forced my attention back to the documents in front of me. Alex was staying. Temporarily. That was all. A graduate finding his footing. Mary's son.

‎Nothing more.

‎The problem was, my mind refused to treat him like nothing.

‎---

‎Dinner came sooner than I expected.

‎I heard movement downstairs, soft footsteps, the clink of dishes. Familiar sounds. Comforting ones. I changed out of my work shirt and into something more casual, then paused.

‎Why?

‎I never changed for dinner.

‎Annoyed with myself, I went anyway.

‎The dining room was set neatly, warm light filling the space. Mary stood at the head of the table, adjusting a napkin. Alex was carrying dishes from the kitchen, sleeves rolled up, expression relaxed.

‎He looked like he belonged.

‎The thought irritated me.

‎"You didn't have to help," Mary said when she noticed me.

‎"He offered," Alex replied easily. "I like knowing where things are."

‎I took my seat, watching him without meaning to. He moved with confidence, no hesitation, no awkwardness. Not like someone intimidated by wealth or space. He set a plate in front of me.

‎"I hope you're not picky," he said. "I might've tweaked Mum's recipe a little."

‎Mary shot him a warning look. "Alex."

‎I lifted my fork. "I trust your judgment."

‎His lips curved into a small, pleased smile. Not cocky. Just... warm.

‎The food was excellent. Better than usual, somehow. Rich, balanced, thoughtful.

‎"This is good," I said quietly.

‎Alex shrugged. "Told you. I don't poison people."

‎Mary laughed, clearly pleased. "He's always been like this. Cooking relaxes him."

‎I glanced at him. "What doesn't?"

‎He considered that. "Uncertainty."

‎The answer was honest. Too honest.

‎Something in my chest tightened.

‎---

‎Conversation flowed more easily than I expected. Alex spoke about university, about applying for jobs, about not wanting shortcuts. He spoke with conviction, but without arrogance. When I asked questions, he answered directly. When I pressed, he didn't fold.

‎He challenged me once politely, but firmly on a business decision he'd read about online. He wasn't wrong.

‎That earned my attention fully.

‎"You read financial reports for fun?" I asked.

He grinned. "I'm unemployed. I get bored."

‎Mary excused herself partway through the meal, claiming she needed to check on something in the kitchen. I knew that trick. She was giving us space.

‎The silence that followed wasn't uncomfortable.

‎"Why business?" I asked.

‎Alex met my gaze. He didn't look away. "Because I like understanding how things work. Systems. People. And because I don't want to depend on anyone else to survive."

‎I nodded slowly. "Independence matters to you."

‎"It has to," he said. "I don't want to owe my life to someone else's name."

‎The implication hung between us.

‎Yours.

‎I respected him for it. I hated that I did.

‎---

‎After dinner, he helped clear the table. I remained seated, watching him move through the room like he'd always been there. I shouldn't have noticed the way his smile softened when Mary praised him. Or the way his shoulders squared when he spoke about his plans.

‎I stood abruptly.

‎"I'll be working late," I said. "Don't wait up."

‎Alex looked at me, something curious flickering in his eyes. "You always work late?"

‎"Yes."

‎"That sounds exhausting."

‎"It's necessary."

‎"Maybe," he said. "Doesn't mean it's healthy."

‎I should've shut that down.

‎Instead, I found myself saying, "You're not wrong."

‎His eyebrows lifted slightly, clearly surprised.

‎So was I.

‎---

‎Later that night, I stood at the top of the stairs, looking down toward the ground floor. A faint light glowed beneath Alex's door.

‎He was awake.

‎The knowledge settled into me uncomfortably. I didn't know why I cared.

‎You shouldn't, I told myself.

‎He was Mary's son. He was living under my roof. There were boundaries, professional, personal, moral that existed for a reason.

‎I turned away and went to my room, closing the door firmly behind me.

‎But as I lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling, one thought refused to leave.

‎Alex Smith wasn't just passing through my life.

‎He had stepped into it.

‎And for the first time in three years, I wasn't sure I wanted the door closed.

Chapter 3 A Smile I Didn't Order

‎Alex's POV

‎I didn't sleep. Not really.

‎I lay on my back, staring at the unfamiliar ceiling, listening to a house that breathed differently at night. It wasn't loud. It wasn't empty either. Just... watchful. Like it knew who belonged and who didn't.

‎And I was still figuring out where I fit.

‎Mark Windsor's words from dinner replayed in my head not the obvious ones, but the pauses. The way his gaze lingered a second too long. The way his voice softened when he wasn't issuing commands or talking numbers.

‎You're family. Of course it's okay.

‎That shouldn't have mattered to me.

‎But it did.

‎I rolled onto my side and groaned quietly, pressing my face into the pillow. This was ridiculous. He was my mum's boss. He owned the house I was sleeping in. He was intimidating, older, and completely out of my league in ways I didn't even want to list.

‎And yet...

‎There it was again. That pull. Subtle. Uninvited.

‎I checked my phone. Past midnight.

‎Eventually, hunger or maybe restlessness won. I slipped out of bed, pulling on a hoodie and stepping quietly into the hallway. The lights were dimmed, but the kitchen glow was still on. Mum must've left it that way out of habit.

‎I padded down the stairs, bare feet silent on polished wood.

‎The kitchen felt different at night. Softer. Less like a workplace and more like a shared secret. I poured myself a glass of water, leaning against the counter as I drank.

‎"You're up late."

‎I nearly choked.

‎I turned sharply.

‎Mark stood in the doorway, hair slightly disheveled now, suit replaced with a dark T-shirt and lounge pants. He looked... human. Less CEO. More man.

‎"Sorry," I said quickly. "Didn't mean to disturb anything."

‎"You didn't," he replied. "I couldn't sleep."

‎Of course he couldn't.

‎I gestured weakly to the glass in my hand. "Water run."

‎He nodded, stepping further inside. "Mind if I join you?"

‎"It's your kitchen," I said. "I'm the guest."

‎"You live here now," he said calmly. "That makes it ours."

‎There it was again. That careful inclusion. It unsettled me more than distance ever could.

‎He leaned against the opposite counter, arms loosely crossed. The silence stretched but not awkwardly. More like both of us were deciding whether to fill it.

‎"So," I said, because I couldn't help myself. "Do you always stalk the kitchen at night?"

‎His mouth curved faintly. "Only when I suspect culinary crimes."

‎"Disappointed?" I asked.

‎"I haven't tasted anything yet."

‎I scoffed. "Rude."

‎He chuckled. Actually chuckled. The sound was low, brief but real. It hit me straight in the chest.

‎Oh. That's dangerous.

‎"Can't sleep?" I asked, softer now.

‎"No," he admitted. "My mind doesn't shut off easily."

‎"Work?"

‎"Life," he corrected.

‎I nodded. I understood that kind of exhaustion.

‎"I get that," I said. "After graduation, everything went quiet. Too quiet. Like... now what?"

‎He studied me then. Not assessing. Observing.

‎"You don't strike me as someone who stays still for long," he said.

‎"I don't like feeling useless."

‎"You're not," he said immediately.

‎The speed of the response caught us both off guard.

‎He cleared his throat. "Based on what I've seen."

‎"Which is... one meal and a debate about corporate ethics?"

‎"Enough to know potential when I see it."

‎My pulse jumped. "Careful. Compliments from you might go to my head."

‎He met my eyes. "You already have confidence. That's different."

‎Something shifted in the air.

‎I looked away first.

‎"Anyway," I said lightly, pushing off the counter. "I should go back before Mum wakes up and thinks I'm planning a midnight feast."

‎He nodded. "Goodnight, Alex."

‎"Goodnight, Mark."

‎I took two steps then hesitated.

‎"Hey," I added, glancing back. "Thanks. For earlier. For... welcoming me."

‎He didn't smile this time. His expression softened instead. "You're welcome."

‎I went back upstairs with my heart racing far too fast for a glass of water.

‎---

‎The next morning came too quickly.

‎I helped Mum prep breakfast like nothing had changed, but everything had. Mark joined us briefly before leaving for work, suit back in place, mask firmly on. If I didn't know better, I'd think the night before hadn't happened.

‎Except he paused at the door.

‎"Alex," he said.

‎I looked up. "Yeah?"

‎"Feel free to use the kitchen anytime."

‎Mum hid a smile.

‎"Careful," I replied. "You might regret that."

‎"I doubt it," he said and then he was gone.

‎I stood there longer than necessary, staring at the empty doorway.

‎I didn't know what this was.

‎But I knew one thing for sure.

‎Mark Windsor hadn't ordered that smile from me.

‎And yet he'd earned it.

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