Chapter 1
GOTCHELLE RAMIREZ'S POV
I was already Early organizing my things because we have a seminar to attend tomorrow so we are leaving today. I am still an employee now in my father's own company. It is our family history to start in a low position and need to be trained.
We are not the ones in charge right away because the newbies can't because the company can make mistakes or collapse if we don't have pride in being able to handle our family business.
Eigenmann and I are the only two siblings and we are exactly what our parents expect. Especially for me because I am the eldest son but we are two heirs. My brother will be my partner in the company.
He's still in high school as of now, so he can't work with me yet and I also know that he will also start in a lower position, according to our family's custom. Our academics are more important.
"Are you leaving, son? Are you ready?" Mom asked me. When I looked back at him, he was barely peeking out the window.
"Yes, Ma," I answered and went to my closet to get my underwear.
I only brought a traveling bag and only a few clothes because our seminar was only for three days. It's only there in Cebu, so the trip is long.
"Son, when you get home we will schedule the Lordez family," said my mother and I stopped what I was doing. I took a deep breath.
"'Mom, is there really no other way? We are in the modern world and why do we still follow our family tradition? The arranged marriage?" I will ask.
We have already talked about this. Eigen and I must be married to one of their family friends. He said that it is necessary to follow what we have been used to since my great grandparents were born into this world and no one has yet broken that tradition.
Even though I told them that I have a boyfriend, they don't want to give me permission. They don't want me to be happy. Thank you
That's right, I have a boyfriend and Marjon and I have been in a relationship for a year. He is just my officemate and he is not like other rich men. Because his life is simple and he doesn't come from a rich family. He said he had nothing to be proud of. Only his love for me is what he can do.
He is also an employee of our company. It's an oil company, so we must really know something about operations.
"Son, you know our family tradition. It still needs to be followed," he reminded and I sighed again. Follow what we are often used to, that's all.
"I understand, Mom. I know that you and Papa have already made up your mind. You always follow what you want. Eigen and I really don't do anything," I promised Mama in a thick voice. I don't want to be angry with them but I can't help it.
It's just sad because they don't care about our own happiness. Don't they know that arranged marriages are not really happy? The type where you don't even know the person you're going to marry and you don't even know if he's a good person.
Whether we can make our relationship work as a couple. Good luck is all I can say for myself.
"Son, it's not like that. My Papa and I love you, Eigen, your brother. All we want to happen is that we won't have to worry about the future of you two. We know the Lordez family, it's a good family so we feel safe in your bed when one of their children will be with you and you can take care of it, Gotchelle. I hope you can understand us, hija," he promised long before he left me in my room.
I took a deep breath again and just shook my head. What is my choice? But the only one who really agreed.
"I'm leaving, Mom, Dad," I said goodbye to my parents when I found them in the living room. They both have a day off from work today so they are actually at home.
"Be careful on your trip, son," Papa reminded me.
"Yes, Pa," I replied and walked out.
We will gather at the company because our service is there. I jumped in shock when Eigen's car suddenly rang.
He is only in his second year of college and he also took a business management course. He now has his own car and is really independent. There is also a condo but he preferred to come home to our house more often.
"Get on board, Sister. I'll drop you off," he presented to me and I didn't hesitate to get on board. Well, it was my brother who offered to drive me.
I also don't want to drive because we will be gone for three days. I don't want to leave my car with the company.
I put on my seatbelt and he took my luggage to move it to the backseat. Then he drove.
"I thought you weren't at home because you didn't come home last night," I said to him.
"We went out last night with my friends, Sister. It's like going to a bar, eh. So I just thought that we should sleep at Ejik's bar," he explained to me.
"Or maybe later that you have a girl that's why you didn't go home? That you chose to spend the night there at the bar?" I asked with raised eyebrows. I am literally accusing him. Because I know that he is not young anymore. He is young and has needs.
"Sister, eh. I'm working on something right now. I don't want to have a bad record with him. He was with us last night, he was also with his friends," he said.
"It should be. One of the things I taught you is not to flirt, especially if you just met her at the club house," I reminded him.
"Brother Joavani is also there, Sister," he said, silencing me.
I already know that man. My marriage. I met him at his Mommy's birthday party. Our parents had planned for the two of us to meet.
Mommy was just saying earlier that she will schedule a family dinner together with them so that we can talk about our engagement party.
I get really nervous every time I think about that. What should I say to my boyfriend? Am I really going to break up with him? Even if I love him?
"You've been quiet, Sister." It wasn't long before we reached the company.
"Don't come down, Eigen. Leave if you're going somewhere else," I said to him to which he just nodded.
"Be careful, Sister," he said and handed me my traveling bag.
"Babe!" my boyfriend called me and I smiled sweetly at him. I waved at him and was about to approach him when someone pulled my elbow.
"What?!" I asked angrily and I struggled hard.
His arm just slid around my waist and the hair on my body stood up when he nuzzled my neck.
"It's been a while, sweetheart," he said to me softly.
"J-Joavani?" I said his name in shock. I didn't expect to see him here and in front of Marjon.
God...wrong timing.
I was worried about my boyfriend's reaction just because Joavani approached me. Even now, when are we leaving and face to face? Marjon is still here. Where he can clearly see everything.
So when I glanced at him again, he had a surprised look on his face and his fist was tightly clenched. I sighed before turning to the man who dared to touch me. I don't want someone to shock me and touch me without permission.
"Can you? you let go Many people are looking at us now. Get ready," I promised him coldly and gave him a bad look.
But he just smiled. He's really the type of guy that you can't count on when you're with him because he's always smiling. You won't feel the danger around you because his aura is too light.
Joavani Enriquez Lordez is indeed handsome. The way he stares is so deep, as if he's going to kiss your soul and his eyes are gray in color, it's even better when he blinks. Very alive. His nose is pointed and his jaw is well shaped. He is such a perfect man and his sex appeal is also strong. I also get nervous every time he's around.
Because you will feel his heavy presence first. Tall and with a good body. It doesn't look like a doctor if you look closely at him. Because he looks like a business man.
He has a good career. He is a neurologist doctor. He has his own hospital and as far as I know they are all doctors. That is their family's profession. They are not just ordinary people either. They come from a rich family and are known by most as obvious doctors.
"I'll take you, Gotchelle," he said in a soft voice but I just shook his hand. He felt really close even though we only spent one night together.
"What will you bring me? We have a seminar!" I yelled at him but he just grabbed me around my waist and I quickly averted my face because I knew he was going to kiss me. "Stop it," I said coldly.
"Miss, I'm your fiancé," he said making me almost smirk.
"We are not officially engaged yet, Joavani. So stop me now. Because you don't have a right to me yet," I threatened him and the corner of his lips rose.
"Your mom told me you had a seminar so I'm here to accompany you. I even volunteered to drive you, sweetheart," he said to me with a wink. I think this one forgot where we were at this time.
"I don't need a partner," I promised emphatically.
"Because your boyfriend is there? Because you are with him?" he asked and he looked at what I was staring at. Marjon, who still had a look of surprise on his face.
"You don't care about that," I said.
"Does that man happen to you, Gotchelle?" I was shocked by his question. Why will he be disappointed when I tell him that?
"What about you if he became my first?" I asked him smiling.
I thought he would be upset because he found out that he was no longer the one who came before me but his face just came closer and whispered in my ear.
"I don't mind, sweetheart. I don't care about that as long as you are mine until the end. I can assure you of that. You will only come to me. Now go with your boyfriend," he said and gently pushed me. I took a deep breath but Marjon also started to avoid me because he seemed to have an idea of what was happening.
Even though I knew we wouldn't be together in the end, I still didn't give up on him. I still tried to fix our relationship while we were at the seminar even though we were very busy, so when those three days ended our team leader decided to go out first to unwind. They chose a bar that was just around the corner from the hotel we checked into.
Marjon couldn't stand me either because he also forgave me in the end. "Arranged marriage? I'm not shocked anymore, Gotchelle. Because I know... that will really happen," he promised bitterly.
I told him about our family history and even though he knew that, he didn't try to separate us because he loves me too. We love each other. Even if it can't be fought.
"Marjon," I uttered his name.
"That's enough. You've been drinking for a while. You know you get drunk easily," he said and grabbed the wine glass I was drinking from me.
"Marjon..."
"Hmm?" he responded and caressed my cheek making me smile.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry if...I can't do anything for our relationship but...but if you wait for me, Marjon... I can divorce Joavani after just one year. Please...wait for me," I begged.
If he will let me marry someone else first and wait, I will find a way to annul my marriage with Joavani. If he can wait for me.
"What?"
"Please, wait for me, Marjon. It's the only way I know. What's in our family history will still continue but my parents won't be able to do anything if I divorce my husband by chance. Marjon, just give me one year and I'll come with you," I said and I thought it would be difficult to please him but he just nodded. He also smiled as if he agreed with my idea.
"Alright, I'll wait for you, hon. I don't care anymore if I'm not the first man to marry you as long as you're mine and we'll still get married in the end," he said and I suddenly remembered what Joavani said to me earlier.
But I just shook my head and smiled at my boyfriend. "I love you, Marjon."
"I love you too, Gotchelle," he promised with all his heart and his face slowly approached mine. So I immediately greeted him with a kiss on his lips, which he quickly responded to.
"Take me, hon... I want...you to be my first choice even if you are not the first one I marry. Please...make love with me..." I begged and he nodded in response. He pulled me to stand up.
I drank a lot because what I see now is not good. It was loud inside with the DJ's music and the laughter of the customers as they all danced. You will inhale pure smoke from their cigarettes.
When Marjon and I were walking, he even let go of my hand so some people dancing pushed me until someone caught up and quickly wrapped his big arm around my waist.
"Gotchelle," he said my name.
To Be Continued....
Chapter 2
"Let's get out of here, Marjon," I said and pulled him myself. I could still smell his familiar scent.
I was drunk at that time but I stopped myself from falling asleep because tonight I will give myself to the man I love. Only he should be ahead of me.
So when we got to our hotel room, I pulled him to the bed then I pushed him. I immediately took off my heels and my dress that fell to the floor.
I got on the bed and quickly undressed him. "Hey, hey... Wait... What are you doing?" he asked me and he was about to sit down when I pushed his chest.
"I want you, honey," I said softly and I moved my waist so I could hear her moaning because the one I was sitting on now was her pet. I can feel the erection.
"I didn't know that you're wild like this, sweetheart. Ahhh..." he said that I didn't pay attention to him calling me sweetheart instead of honey because that was our only endearment.
His palm immediately crawled on my waist and I closed my eyes when I felt his warm lips and they were so sweet that I pressed my kiss to him more.
I can also feel his hard chest because mine is also pressed as I move on top of him.
I quickly felt the heat in my body and I loved how I was moving because my womanhood was tickling.
I was still startled when he touched my left thigh and gently stroked it. I was scalded by the heat of his palm.
He also kissed me so passionately that he repeatedly bit my lower lip and my tongue entered his mouth.
His hands were still caressing until they landed on my seat and he squeezed hard.
"Ahhhh..." I moaned softly when I let go of his lips because of his hand entering my undies. I closed my eyes tightly when his middle finger slid further into my womanhood.
"God... You're soaking wet, sweetheart..." he said and bit my ear so that my mouth fell open until he changed our positions.
I was lying on the bed and he was on top of me. My arms wrapped around him and he lifted both of my legs after he separated them.
I could still feel that he was still wearing something so I started to unbutton his longsleeve and he took it off as well. My hands landed on his hard chest.
When I felt his warm body, my whole body just burned more like it was being consumed by fire.
"Ahhhh, shit," he murmured when I kissed his small nipple as well. I was still in pain as his finger slowly slid inside me.
"Ohhhh..." I moaned and stopped kissing him because I also felt pain in my femininity. It hurt the first time he touched me.
Marjon and I don't do this because all we do is kiss.
I moaned again because of how hard he buried inside me and I could feel his finger on me.
He also removed my bra so my bare chest was exposed to him.
I didn't feel embarrassed because it was my boyfriend who saw it and he is now starting to own me.
My nails dug into his back when his hot mouth covered the tip of my breast.
"Ohhhh, goodness honey..."
I used to have no other man that I thought I would marry but only Marjon. He is the only man I can see that I can be with forever and he will be the father of my children so now it springs inside me to give something that I have been keeping for a long time and I want him to get it because he loves me so much i have him.
Even if I was able to let him go now and not be able to fight it, the important thing is that I gave him myself. I will never regret this.
I will wholeheartedly accept his claim on me even if it is repeated.
"Ohhhh... Honey... Ahhhh," I moaned for a long time as he sped up his middle finger inside me and something reached there so I felt a stronger tickle that reached my heart. .
One of his palms was firmly squeezing my left breast and his fingers were playing with my nipple. Like a baby thirsty for its mother's milk. The way he sucked was painful and painful, but it was accompanied by a delicious sensation.
By repeatedly burying his finger, I felt like I was going to pee, so my body arched several times until something exploded inside me. My eyes widened at the sensation that was so delicious. A warm liquid came out of me.
I was out of breath after that. My legs were also weak but I couldn't fold them because he was still in the middle of my thighs. My chest heaved violently because I was short of air.
I lifted my butt because he took off my undies so that he wouldn't have a hard time taking them off.
I moaned softly again when he kissed my neck and gave me gentle bites so the tension around me started to rise again and all I could feel was heat.
"Please...hon... Take me already," I said and one of his hands squeezed my waist until it went down to my thigh and he held it tightly.
I didn't feel his weight because he was just kneeling there. I also held the bed tightly and I was relieved when I felt the tip of his manhood in my opening. My body trembled at the first touch of his head on my womanhood.
I waited for his gentle entrance. He knows that I also have no experience when it comes to this kind of thing and he also knows that he will be the first to me so I look forward to his gentle entrance into me. Without hurting me.
He opened my thighs even more but I didn't feel cold because maybe the heat was more dominant in my body or maybe it was just the alcohol?
My eyes are still closed. I could also feel his deep gaze on me until I was shocked when he forcefully inserted his straining manhood inside me.
I opened my eyes and screamed out loud. He even managed to take out his pet and put it inside me even more firmly.
"Ouch!" I screamed and I fell on the bed because of the pain of my womanhood. I felt like something was torn inside me.
Tears quickly ran down my cheeks and soon the sobs escaped my mouth.
"Fuck! I thought you're not a virgin anymore! Because you told me that! Fvck sorry!" he shouted at me and I just bit my hand.
"The pain...the pain. Why did you come in all of a sudden?! You know it's my first time!" I shouted at him. He kissed my forehead down to the bridge of my nose tenderly which just gave me butterflies in my stomach. This is how he is tender. I guess I just felt it now.
"I'm so sorry, sweetheart... I thought... Fuck..."
He was comforting me because I didn't stop crying until I remembered that something had to happen between us before I married another man.
"P-Please... Be gentle next time..." I begged.
"You want us to continue this?" he asked to which I nodded. I can't really look at his face because my eyes are blurry.
One of his elbows rested on the side of my head while his hand was still on my left thigh. But he quickly changed the position of both of us.
My two thighs are embraced by just one of his arms while we both lie on our sides.
"Marjon?" I said his name and he turned his arm into a pillow for me.
"I can be gentle if this is our position, sweetheart. I can control the movement. I can't hurt you this way," he said and kissed the side of my lips.
He snuggled into my neck and slowly entered from behind me and sideways.
I bit my lower lip hard. Because his entrance was still painful. I gasped immediately and I could also feel his violent breathing but he also stopped while he was inside me. As if he was training me with the size and length of his pet.
His body rose slightly as if he was on top of me but my position was still sideways and he was moving slowly.
My eyes were just closed as I felt myself if I could handle him. But since every time he went in and out of me, I was able to adjust quickly.
I feel a strange tickle in my womanhood and I moan every time he presses into me. Pockets are still pockets and pressure is filling my heart.
"Uhm... Ahhhhh..." I mumbled. I felt embarrassed every time he buried that straining manhood in the middle of my thighs.
"Fick... Fuck, sweetheart... You're so fvcking tight..." I don't know when Marjon learned to curse but that doesn't matter anymore. Because I pay more attention to the delicious sensation in my core that he gives me.
"Ohhhh, honey..." I moaned too and I accepted all of his thrusts inside me.
I was changed every time he hit something and that gave me even more of a strange sensation.
His face lowered and pressed me with a firm kiss as he continued to go in and out of my womanhood.
Every move he made was gentle but he was also very emphatic and deeply engrossed in me.
I was sweating immediately because the heat around me especially my body intensified.
My hand clutched the bed because I was about to reach the peak again.
"Ahhhh... You're so sweet... You're hot, sweetheart..."
"Ohhhh... Ohhhh, honey..." He came out and entered me several times, we finally reached our climax. I bit her lip because I was filled with her hot juices.
Only once did something happen to us, but my body was so weak that I fell asleep after that.
But I woke up to a delicious sensation. I wondered at first because maybe I was still dreaming but when I felt the weight on my body and the blanket that was tied up I realized that someone claimed me while I was still asleep.
My legs are already spread and my body is shaking because of his gentle movements.
"What are you doing?" I asked in a hoarse voice. I was deeply moved because the first time he entered, he was instantly hooked. "Seriously, honey? It's too early... Ohhhh... God..."
I was about to remove the blanket to see him but I couldn't because I was distracted by his movements.
"Uhm..." I could also hear his weak moans. There is no end to his claim on me and he will wake me up like this?
My head hits the headrest of the bed. All I could do was grunt and moan while he never stopped pounding inside me.
I heard my cellphone ring and it was on the bedside table. "Someone... is calling me... Stop first....ahhhh..." I moaned as he entered me harder and harder.
I got my cell phone but I also dropped it because I had to hold him because I thought I was going to explode again.
I removed the blanket from behind him and he immediately snuggled into my neck. I scratched his back because I was about to explode but he didn't seem to have reached it yet.
He kissed me on my lips which I quickly returned but I stopped when I saw the necklace he was wearing.
"Marjon?" I was surprised when I said his name and when I saw his face it was like cold water was poured on me. My body stiffened in shock. "J-Joavani?"
"Good morning, sweetheart. I'm sorry for waking you up like this," he said and glanced at the side of my head.
"Ahhhh..." I quickly closed my mouth because I couldn't stop my moaning. In that case... Marjon wasn't the one I was with last night?
He is not the one claiming me? But the one I will marry myself.
"Gotchelle? Hon, where are you? I was looking for you last night and why did you answer my call just now?!" I swallowed violently because my boyfriend was on the other line but now...
I have a crush on another guy and I can't push him because my body likes it and my whole system thrives on him pressing me. I don't want it to stop.
"Marjon... Ahhhh..."
"Gotchelle?!"
I don't seem to want to answer anymore because I want to moan because Joavani's thrust inside me is accelerating.
"Ohhhh... Sweetheart... You're so fvcking tight..." Joavani muttered and took both of my wrists and rubbed the side of my head.
"Gotchelle? M-Are you with someone? God, what are you doing?!"
"Answer your boyfriend, sweetheart...while I'm pumping inside you so fvcking hard..."
"Uhm... Ahhh..."
"Gotchelle... You cheated on me!"
I didn't hear Marjon's voice anymore because the call was cut off and the second time I reached the peak again and I was with him.
We were both panting and his face was buried in my neck and his pet was still inside me.
When he took it off it still tickled my womanhood and he laid down next to me. It was as if everything had just sunk in on me.
To Be Continued...
Chapter 3
I was very angry because of what happened. I should have given myself to my boyfriend, to Marjon and not to Joavani even though he is still the man I will marry! He shouldn't be with me now!
It must be Marjon, she is really the one with me so why is Joavani with me now in the hotel room and for the second time she has claimed my body again!
I got up and pulled the blanket to cover my naked body. My whole body hurts, especially the part below me.
I grabbed the pillow and threw it at him because I could see his bare back, especially his plump butt!
"What are you doing here?! Why are you my bedmate?! Why are you claiming me and not my boyfriend?!" I yelled at him and when he lay down I saw what I shouldn't have seen. "Get dressed!" I shouted and closed my eyes.
"Sweetheart, you're sick of feelings, huh? We just made love last night and this early morning, but you're only thinking about other men while you're moaning? While I was moaning your name," he said and suddenly got up.
He pulled the blanket from my body so he could see my chest. The corners of his lips rose until he smirked.
"Johnny!" I shouted and tried to pull the blanket.
"Nice booby..."
"I hate you so much! You take advantage of me! I'm so drunk last night!" I shouted at him and he just pulled my elbow to hug me because he saw my tears.
"You sacrificed yourself to me. I give up right away because I can't refuse you. I'm fragile, huh."
"Why did you do that to me even though you knew I wasn't myself?!"
"I told you that I am a fragile man and I was only given to your beauty."
"Stop that fucking compliment! I hate you so much! Not you! That's not you, eh!" I shouted again and again and I was riding his back because he was already hugging me.
"Sshh, sweetheart... It's already done... You just gave yourself to me."
In my mind I can't really blame him either. Because even when I knew my boyfriend was no longer on top of me, I still didn't stop him. I didn't even push him even though Marjon was on the other line and could hear what Joavani and I were doing.
Because I admit I liked it. I enjoyed what we were doing even though I knew it was wrong because Marjon and I are still in a relationship and he is my boyfriend and I did this to him.
"I cheated on my boyfriend!"
"No, sweetheart... You didn't. You just made love with your future husband. There's no cheating..."
"Still! I'm cheated on him because we haven't broken up yet!"
"So, you regret it? Do you regret that you made a mistake with the person you let take your virginity? Do you regret giving it to me and not to the man you expected? With your boyfriend?" he asked one after another which kept me quiet.
I even closed my eyes just to ask myself if we had any regrets for what we did but we didn't... I couldn't find any regrets in my heart because he seemed to like it. I just cried on his chest. I'm confused too.
"But..."
"If you don't regret giving yourself to me, you will let me possess you again," he said and I did nothing as he slowly laid me down.
My tears were still pouring down my cheeks and he quickly ran over me. He separated my thighs and something happened to us again.
I don't seem like I can face Marjon anymore. Because I'm sure he knows what I did especially when he saw me with Joavani. One of his arms was wrapped around my waist and his body was very close to mine.
I even saw the reddening of his eyes when he quickly boarded the service.
"I let you go if you want to talk with him," Joavani said to me while kissing my forehead.
I tasted it and got on the service. Next to me is Marjon who is quiet. I glanced at Joavani to get in his car.
When our car moved forward, his car was just behind him.
"Marjon..." I said his name.
"Even if you don't tell me anything, I know what you did, Gotchelle. You shouldn't make me look like that," he said coldly.
"I'm sorry..." I said softly.
"Is that how you envisioned breaking up with me, Gotchelle?"
"No... It's not like that, Marjon."
"You promised me. You promised to give yourself to me but another man is immediately on top of you. Gotchelle... The pain you did to me..."
"I'm sorry..."
"I was with you last night. I also promised you that I will wait for you. Gotchelle, we were going to leave together to do what you wanted to happen but you suddenly disappeared when I let you go. I looked for you at the bar but I haven't seen you yet. Then I'll just know you're in the other hotel room?"
I didn't really know that happened. Someone suddenly joined and I knew it was Joavani because she was with me.
"Did you like that, Gotchelle? Did you like what happened to you?" I closed my mouth tightly because of his question. Because I can't answer him without hurting him. "After all, he is the one you will marry. He's the guy who should get ahead of you. I'm breaking up with you, Gotchelle."
I couldn't handle the pain I was feeling so I had Kuya Vhong stop the service.
"Ma'am Gotchelle? Where are you going?" our colleagues asked me when they saw me getting out of the car.
I walked while carrying my traveling bag. Joavani's every step was big and he approached me. He snatched what I was carrying and then he grabbed me by my waist.
He hugged me tightly and kissed my forehead sweetly. "I'm sorry," he said as he led me closer to his car.
Maybe I need to forget my feelings for Marjon? Maybe we have to cut whatever connection we have. That's just the two of us.
I love Marjon, but there is nothing I can do if our relationship ends.
"Good afternoon, Aunt," Joavani greeted my Mom when we arrived home. He even drove me here.
"Good afternoon too, son. I didn't expect that you would be the one to take my son to our house. Come in," Mama begged and her eyes couldn't escape Joavani's arm around my waist.
This one is still supporting me because he knows my leg is shaking because of what we did last night until this morning.
"Thank you, Aunt Gretchen. I'll take him to his room first."
When we were both on the stairs, he was about to pick me up when I pinched his arm and gently patted him. He was still disgusted by what I did.
"Maybe what my Mom thinks is why I can't walk alone," I weakly promised her. He just grinned at the end.
"We did something, sweetheart. You also have many kiss marks on your body, especially on your chest and neck." I elbowed him because he was saying something.
If he talks to me, you would think that we are really close. Even though something has happened to us, he can now talk to me as if we were really lovers. Even if you look at it, we're already engaged.
"You're really flirting," I said to him, which he just laughed at.
I let him into my room and he couldn't avoid looking at it.
I stared at him intently while he was still busy checking my things. He's really handsome, I think he's even more handsome than Marjon. The strength of what he used to be. She is tall and you would mistake her for an actress or model.
Her hairstyle is undercut and her perfect face is more defined. Her complexion is also smooth and you can't see any dirt on her cheeks.
My eyes went down to his rough arm. I couldn't stop blushing because those hands held my waist and thighs while he claimed me again and again. I never thought that something would happen to us overnight.
"Sweetheart, can I stay here for a while? I need to rest," he said and I let him get on my bed. I did not break my heavy gaze on him.
Mama came inside so she got up in a hurry. He was afraid to see us in such a position.
"Here, that's a snack, son. Eat and I'll leave you," said my Mama as she rushed out. He seemed excited because that was the first thing he saw.
"Let's eat this, Gotchelle," he invited me.
"Just you," I said. I want to rest immediately because my body is so tired. Since last night and the trip.
But he was stubborn because he pulled me to sit down. "Come with me to eat this first," he said and handed me the sandwich that Mama had made.
While we were eating, I caught him glancing at me. I thought Marjon was the only man I knew who was a gentleman and kind, but he wasn't.
There is still a person with such behavior. He is also tender and considerate. His twinkling eyes were the first thing I stared at. Every time he smiles at me, my heart beats faster.
It's immediately comfortable when he's with me and it feels like we've been together for a long time. Even while drinking coffee, he still supported me.
"How old are you, Joavani?" I suddenly asked him.
"I'm 26 years old," he answered me. I'm only 23 now. I just nodded. It's not bad, our age gap is only a few years. "Are you breaking up with your boyfriend, Gotchelle? You need to do that, because I am your fiancé, even though we are not official yet," he added.
"What do you think happened earlier? Why did I suddenly drop our service? Marjon broke up with me. That's because of what he heard earlier," I said.
"So if he didn't hear us whining---oh sweetheart. That hurts," he said and winced. I clicked his mouth.
"Please filter your gaping mouth, doc," I threatened. He grinned again.
"This is your doctor, sweetheart. You have been injected. It hurts but tastes good in the end. " I was already beating him because of what he said. What comes out of his mouth is really rude!
"Stop me! Your mouth is rude!" I shouted and because of my splashing he dropped the glass of water so it spilled on his clothes.
I thought he would be angry with what I did, but that's just not his thing.
I was still stunned because I remembered that every time I accidentally wet my ex-boyfriend with water, he would get angry. Not totally angry. He'll just tell me that I'm not careful because his clothes are still too expensive. Then I will just pour drinks and water?
"It's cold," he said and I stood up. I went to the closet to find some clothes to change her into.
I know I have quick clothes for Marjon but I keep forgetting to give them to her.
I was still shocked when he suddenly hugged me from behind. "Joavani, what?!"
"What are you doing here, sweetheart?" he asked me softly and suddenly he took my red bra. "This is your size. That's why it fits in the palm of my hand. I'm lucky," he said and I elbowed him again and took the paperbag.
I threw it at him but he caught it quickly. "I didn't think you were the only one who would benefit from that," I said and shook my head at him.
"Thank you, sweetheart."
"Stop being your sweetheart to me, Joavani. You're really going to hit me," I promised firmly and went back to the bed to lie down.
"I'm going to use your bathroom, huh?"
"Take care of your life," I just said to him rudely and closed my eyes.
I did not realize that I had taken a nap. I only woke up to the soft cloth touching my cheek. I rubbed my eyes because they were still blurry. I felt someone next to me
"How's your feeling, sweetheart?" Just by his voice I knew who he was. With the endearment he also used for me.
"you haven't come home yet?" I asked in surprise and the soft thing touched my cheek again. He wipes me with warm water.
When I tried to get up I just groaned. My body is heavy as if I just now really felt its pain and I also feel bad. This actually happened to me today.
"Don't get up yet," he stopped me and just laid me down again.
"I'm thirsty. Water, please," I said and he helped me sit on the bed. He even put a pillow behind me and I breathed deeply.
"Here, sweetheart."
"Stop calling me that," I said and took the glass of water. Even my voice is too weak. I still felt dizzy because it was throbbing. I'm burning with fever.
"I cooked your soup. You need to eat first so you can take your medicine," he said and he stood up so I pulled the hem of his black t-shirt. "Do you want something, Gotchelle?" he asked me. Why is his voice so soft?
"Where's Mom? Why are you cooking my soup?" I will ask. I didn't know that he can cook too.
"Because your mom left earlier. He told me that I should rest in your room first and I fell asleep next to you but I just felt that your body was already warm. You have a fever, sweetheart. Until now, your Mama hasn't come back so I messed around with your kitchen." The length of his explanation. Push.
"Why haven't you come home yet?"
To Be Continued