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Love Lost, Life Fading

Love Lost, Life Fading

Author: : Qing Bao
Genre: Romance
Ava Jenkins stared at her reflection in the darkened bus window, a stranger looking back. Her fiery red hair and loud clothes screamed for attention, but inside, she carried a secret heavier than a brick: Idiopathic Pulmonary Arterial Hypertension. Her heart was failing, and there was no cure. She just needed to see him, Liam Hayes, her distant uncle, one last time. Her world shattered when his mother, Martha, slammed an engagement announcement into her chest: Liam was marrying Chloe, Martha's own daughter. The boy who had once comforted her with candy at her father' s funeral, who had been her sole source of light, was now lost to her-and worse, he didn't even remember her. Desperate, she confronted Liam, only to be met with cold disdain. He pushed her away, repeatedly, with cruel words, accusing her of being pathetic, attention-seeking, and a disgrace. Even when her beloved Grandma Rose lay dying due to Martha's greed, Liam, a renowned lawyer, chose to represent Martha in court, effectively sending Ava to prison, crushing her last shred of hope. Liam's constant rejection and disbelief-even when she told him she was dying-left her utterly bewildered. How could the person she loved most, the one who taught her kindness, become so full of hatred and indifference towards her? Why did he believe everyone else but her? Lying in a hospital bed, medically paroled and close to death, Ava made a final, heartbreaking decision: she would let Liam believe he had saved her out of guilt, giving him a clean conscience, and then slip away quietly, finally finding the peace he had always denied her.

Introduction

Ava Jenkins stared at her reflection in the darkened bus window, a stranger looking back. Her fiery red hair and loud clothes screamed for attention, but inside, she carried a secret heavier than a brick: Idiopathic Pulmonary Arterial Hypertension. Her heart was failing, and there was no cure. She just needed to see him, Liam Hayes, her distant uncle, one last time.

Her world shattered when his mother, Martha, slammed an engagement announcement into her chest: Liam was marrying Chloe, Martha's own daughter. The boy who had once comforted her with candy at her father' s funeral, who had been her sole source of light, was now lost to her-and worse, he didn't even remember her.

Desperate, she confronted Liam, only to be met with cold disdain. He pushed her away, repeatedly, with cruel words, accusing her of being pathetic, attention-seeking, and a disgrace. Even when her beloved Grandma Rose lay dying due to Martha's greed, Liam, a renowned lawyer, chose to represent Martha in court, effectively sending Ava to prison, crushing her last shred of hope.

Liam's constant rejection and disbelief-even when she told him she was dying-left her utterly bewildered. How could the person she loved most, the one who taught her kindness, become so full of hatred and indifference towards her? Why did he believe everyone else but her?

Lying in a hospital bed, medically paroled and close to death, Ava made a final, heartbreaking decision: she would let Liam believe he had saved her out of guilt, giving him a clean conscience, and then slip away quietly, finally finding the peace he had always denied her.

Chapter 1

Ava Jenkins stared at her reflection in the darkened window of the bus, a stranger looking back at her. Her hair was dyed a fiery red, her makeup was heavy and dark, and her clothes were loud, a desperate attempt to scream for attention.

But inside, she was silent.

In her purse, a folded piece of paper felt heavier than a brick. Idiopathic Pulmonary Arterial Hypertension. The words were a death sentence. The doctor had been kind, but the meaning was clear. Her heart was failing, and there was no cure.

She fumbled in her pocket and pulled out a piece of candy, unwrapping it with trembling fingers. The sweetness on her tongue was a small, temporary shield against the bitterness that filled her chest. She needed to see him. Just one more time.

The bus stopped, and she got off, walking toward the gleaming skyscraper that housed the city's most prestigious law firm. Tonight was their annual celebration, and she knew he would be there.

Liam Hayes. Her uncle.

Not by blood, not really. Her father had been married to Liam' s sister, but that was a lifetime ago. The title, however, stuck around, a convenient wall he always kept between them.

The party was in full swing, a sea of black suits and elegant dresses. Ava, in her bright, tight dress, felt like a stain on a pristine canvas. Whispers followed her as she moved through the crowd.

"Isn't that Liam Hayes's flamboyant niece?"

"I heard she's obsessed with him. So embarrassing."

She ignored them, her eyes locked on the tall figure standing by the bar. Liam looked perfect in his tailored suit, his expression cool and distant as he spoke to a colleague.

"Liam," she said, her voice a little too loud.

He turned, and the hint of warmth in his eyes vanished when he saw her. "Ava. What are you doing here?"

"I came to see you," she said, holding out a small, wrapped box. "I got you something."

It was a tie, one she had spent weeks painting by hand with a subtle, intricate design she knew he' d appreciate if he just looked.

He didn't even glance at it. "I don't need it."

"Just take it," she pleaded, pushing it toward his chest.

His hand shot out, grabbing her wrist. His grip was firm, his voice low and sharp. "Stop making a scene."

Later, she waited by his car in the cold parking garage. She knew he would have to come this way. When he finally appeared, his face tightened with annoyance.

"Ava, go home."

"Give me a ride," she said, blocking his path to the driver's side door. "Please."

He looked around, probably worried someone would see them. With a frustrated sigh, he unlocked the doors. "Get in."

The ride was silent. The space felt charged with everything she wanted to say and everything he refused to hear. She wanted to scream, to tell him she was dying, that she loved him, that she had always loved him. But the words were stuck in her throat, choked by his icy indifference.

He pulled the car over several blocks from her apartment building. "This is as far as I go."

"Liam..."

"Listen to me," he said, turning to face her fully for the first time that night. His eyes were hard. "We need to stop this. Don't come to my office. Don't show up at my events. Stay away from me." He leaned over, opened her door, and said, "Get out."

The cold air hit her as she stumbled onto the sidewalk. He didn't wait to see if she was steady. The car just sped away, leaving her alone in the dark.

She walked the rest of the way home, each of his words a heavy step. When she opened the door to the small apartment, her stepmother, Martha Jenkins, was waiting for her.

A sharp slap cracked across her face, sending her reeling.

"Where have you been, you little slut?" Martha sneered, her eyes filled with hate. "Out chasing your uncle again?"

Before Ava could answer, Martha shoved a thick, cream-colored envelope into her chest. It was an engagement announcement.

"Your precious uncle is getting married," Martha said, her voice dripping with malicious glee. "To my daughter. To Chloe."

Chapter 2

Ava lay in her dark room, the sting on her cheek a dull ache compared to the gaping wound in her chest. The heavy, expensive paper of the invitation felt sharp against her skin. Liam Hayes & Chloe Jenkins.

She closed her eyes, and the darkness pulled her back in time.

She was ten years old, a scared, skinny kid at her father' s funeral. Her own mother had died years before, and she was left with a stepmother, Martha, who barely tolerated her existence. She had stood alone in a corner, invisible, until a boy, not much older than a teenager himself, knelt down in front of her.

It was Liam. He had a kind face back then. He had pushed a piece of candy into her palm. "It's sweet," he'd said softly. "It helps when things are bitter."

That was the day her world, which had been gray and cold, found its only source of light. It was the day she started loving Liam Hayes. It was the day she started carrying candy in her pockets.

The memory was a comfort and a curse. She sat up, her body screaming in protest, and looked at the bruises already forming on her arm from where Martha had grabbed her. She couldn't stay here. She had to see him. She had to ask him if it was true.

It was late when she arrived at his pristine, modern house. Rain began to fall, cold and miserable. She pressed the doorbell again and again, her knuckles white.

Finally, the door opened. Liam stood there, dressed in a silk robe, his hair damp. His eyes, once kind, were now filled with pure annoyance and disgust as they took in her disheveled state.

"Ava, what the hell are you doing here?"

"Is it true?" she asked, her voice breaking. "Are you really marrying Chloe?"

"It's none of your business," he said, trying to close the door.

She stuck her foot in the way, desperate. "Please, Liam. Don't marry her. She's not right for you. Her mother... you don't know her mother."

"I know that you are a problem I no longer want in my life," he said coldly. "And I know that her mother is a thousand times better than you are." He pushed the door hard, and she stumbled back.

"Please," she begged, her hands flat against the wood. "Just talk to me."

The door slammed shut with a deafening bang.

She slid down to the ground, the rain plastering her thin shirt to her skin. A car slowed as it passed, the people inside pointing and laughing at the pathetic girl crying on the doorstep of the great Liam Hayes. One of them, a woman in a fur coat, rolled down her window.

"Look at that trash. Someone should call security."

Ava felt a surge of rage. She grabbed a small rock from the manicured garden bed and threw it, not even caring where it landed. It clattered harmlessly against the pavement.

But the car stopped. The woman got out, her face furious. "Did you just throw a rock at me?"

Before Ava could respond, the front door opened again. It was Liam. He didn't look at the woman; he looked straight at Ava, his face a mask of cold fury.

"You are just like your father," he said, his voice cutting through the rain. "Always causing trouble. Always a disgrace."

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