Kiss of Judas

He pushed me to the wall, I can feel his

big hand crawling towards my waist.

He kept kissing me on the lips and I'm answering his wet kisses with

the equal lust.

"Come on, Adira." He said in a hoarse voice.

Why honey? Are you that excited for me?

I felt him lifting my versace black and

gold dress, I caught his hand and broke away from our kiss for a moment.

"Not so fast." I said in a usual seductive voice.

He looked at me absentmindedly.

I wanted to laugh. A man will always be a man hungry for sex. Hungry for some flesh of a woman.

The man slipped out of the grip. I just returned his hand on my small waist

"Adira, why are you making it so long? I

know you want the D." He smirked at me.

I smirked at him too. As if, stupid.

I raised my finger with Jin Soon nail polish as I trailed his sharp jaw. This guy is hot, okay? He is one player of a famous soccer team.

But how could I not remember this idiot's name?

"Adira.." He held my finger and

gently bit it.

I smiled. But deep inside, hating it. Did you brush your teeth, dude?

He tried to kiss me again but I pushed him.

The kind of push that is so smooth. He won't even think that I don't want to continue what we have started.

"Wha-" I immediately cut him off his

protest.

I dropped my messy rope hair, I can clearly see the confusion on his eyes.

Of course, who wouldn't be amazed to an Adira Gotesco?

I still walked and marched coolly towards the mirror of the comfort room.

I fixed my hair as if he is not there.

I really like how my hair is curly and also its natural color brown. It's just bouncing whenever I walk. Enough to draw some attention.

That's why I love the red lipstick. It really

suits my hair color and my personality. My status in life. The red lipstick symbolizes me.

I ignored the man who keeps calling my name multiple times.

Come on, just mention it. That's a wonderful name.

I walked out.

Didn't even listen to his call or even his questions as to why we stopped. I don't even care if there are men who were surprised to see a beautiful one like me inside their comfort room.

I'm back at the party. This isn't the

first time for me. It's normal that I'll leave the men hanging with a thought nothing but the lust they have for my body.

On a stylish and big table I saw my friend Xerxes. She's drinking a well known

cocktails. I raised my hand for her to notice.

"Adira! You're back!" She put it down for a moment. "What? Success?"

I shook my head while sitting next to her.

"That guy is so boring! Pure talk!" I blurted with laughter.

I stole the drink from Xerxes and drank it straight.

She groaned. "What is that, Adira!

Your age will soon disappear from the calendar yet you're still a virgin?!"

"I'm still 29, Xexe. You talk like I'm 31 already!"

"You're seriously gonna wait for that age?! Not every month in calendar has 31!"

Xerxes Medina is my high school

best friend. She is my companion

prank at school. My companion in cutting, in copying, in sneaking illegal drinks as well as of course in search of men.

We called that dog hunting. Since that is the only position they like.

"Nope. I'll lose my virginity this year." I assured her.

"Hah! It should have been before! I lost my virginity when we were in third year

high school!"

Even prouder..

"I'm sorry, best friend. I'm choosy. I'll be the one to choose the good cck

that will fck me."

Xerxes was stunned by what I said. There is no trace of shyness on my face. I suddenly felt the wilderness staring at us.

Of course, who is smart to talk like this at a party for the elders?

If it wasn't for Dad, I will not go here. He wants me to go here as a substitute since he's gonna be late.

Damn, is that still a trend?

I was about to pour another glass of

cocktail when Xerxes shook me as if she was in need to pee.

"Xerxes!" I rebuke my crazy

friend.

"Is that David Beckham?!" She excitedly whispered to me.

I frowned at her question. David Beckham can't be here. This is a not very luxurious party to invite that!

When my eyes fell on that man. I suddenly felt why Xerxes is acting like she got electrocuted.

That man is wearing a blue polo and a

fitted trousers. His polo is folded up to his elbow, making his muscles to form manly. And he fking looks like David Beckham for cocktail's sake!

"Who is that, right? Adira?" Asked Xerxes again.

I gave her a sharp stare and irritatedly removed her hand wrapped around me.

"I know you, Xe! What? You want it bed?" I asked.

Her eyes widened at me.

"No! It's for you!

What? I just finished one man and this girl wants me to immediately jump to another?!

"Come on, Adira! I dare you!" She is challenging me.

"What? I don't want it! Only one at a time!"

"Just find out his name!"

"I don't want to!"

In annoyance, my friend dragged me towards the guy. Damn! Only Xerxes has the ability to do it to me!

Thank you for being my friend!

But I'm currently wishing she trip!

"Go on!!" She insisted and almost threw me.

Fortunately,even my heels are high I didn't trip. If that happens, I just wanted to be swallowed.

The man is leaning on the mobile bar

while chatting with some old

businessmen, I guess?

"Hello misters!" I gracefully waved at

them.

"Hello, young lady!" My father's friend who is a businessman. I can't remember his name though.

I smiled.

"Where's your father? Did he send you

here as his representative?" Asked Mr. Sy

I shook my head. "He's busy chatting with his colleagues." I pointed at the other side.

My father have arrived just now. Maybe done with something to finish on, huh?

"Oh okay! Why are you here, Miss Gotesco?"

I just shrug my shoulders and bow down to pass through their middle and also lean towards mobile bar next to the man Xerxes is staring at.

I almost chase my soul when I smell a familiar perfume to him.

"White Russian, please?" I managed to

calm my voice.

The bartender nodded at me and the cocktail I ordered has been made.

I don't understand what these old people are talking about!

Why is he here anyway? He doesn't look old or maybe he is also a representative of his father.

Well I wonder who might be it?

I looked at Xerxes at our table and she gave me a thumbs up

I shook in the air while consuming the White Russian. Hah, I don't know why I am doing this for my bestfriend!

I've been here for about twenty minutes and I only drink vodka and cocktails.

I'm feeling tipsy already. Ugh!

I noticed that the voice at my back was gone. Probably they are all tired already.

But I can't really flirt now! I might even throw up in front of him.

I'm going to leave the bar in a daze, shit!

Why am I spinning?

I gasped when I lost my balance. I thought I'm gonna fall flat face on the floor! But there is a warm hand that grabbed my waist.

"Hey." He growled at me. "Easy, girl."

I can't focus my eyes anymore. Shit!

Sober up, Adira!

"A-Ah. I'm okay." I said, I was put aside by

the man on his side.

So this is David Beckham, huh? And why

he didn't leave when all the other oldies are gone?

"You're drunk."

I was suffocated by our distance. And I am too drunk to even focus myself.

"No... I'm okay."

He approached me to stand up. I shivered when he removed a few hair covering my face.

"You are not." He slowly whispered.

I swallowed and parted my lips, I saw his gaze drop to mine.

The next thing I knew, we were kissing

inside a car! I do not know how I came here but I'm don't care!

I reach for him to pull him closer to me. Shit! It's hot!

The guy is hungrily claiming my lips

while caressing my legs. A moan escaped

in me

"Shh." He said, he separated from me and

touched my lips. "You are so sweet."

"I'm sweeter down there." I giggled at him. My voice is unrecognizable.

I heard him groaned then he hurriedly drove. The world revolves around at my sight. I don't even know how many minutes or hours did the trip take?

The man pulled me out of his car,

he carried me like I am his bride while

getting inside his mansion.

I could not praise the luxury of

this man's house Fuck! Why am I

in a man's house? This should be the time that I must be protesting but no!

The alcohol is taking over my body!

I just felt my back lying on a soft mattress. I tried to focus my already drunk eyes on the man in front of me now.

He locked me to his gaze while he was

unbuttoning his shirt, when that was removed my eyes widened to see what he has.

His muscular body is slowly invading

me. When he leaned into me I can almost smell his manly natural scent. His hot stare is burning my body.

I saw how he slowly lowered his eyes to my chest. I swallowed hard.

He looked back at me again. This

time, lust is evident to his eyes, I felt that.

He lowered his head then I felt his lips brushing mine. I let out soft moan while he slowly cupped my breast.

He was not the first person to hold

it but I don't understand why do I feel like that is my first time!

The man lifted my dress and with one

swift move, my black underwear is now

exposed!

My face immediately turned red to wha

he did. His kisses went down to my neck, I arched my back because I wanted

more!

Why do I feel so hot?

"Yes, baby. Give yourself to me." he whispered.

He lifted my dress towards my stomach. When his kisses went down, I immediately hold his hand to make him stop.

He violently grabbed the two my hands and looked up at me.

"No." He commanded me and pinned my

hands on the side of his bed.

I gasped when he kissed me down there.

Fuck! I still have panties on and I can feel

the heat of his tongue!

I just felt that he push my panties to the side. I peeked and was shocked to see that he was already looking at me.

Fk!

My lips parted when I feel pain. I felt his finger slowly entering me, pushing me

erotically. How am I still in my right mind?

When the man finished, I felt him positioned himself to me.

"Stay still." He ordered me in a baritone voice, shit! Is that it?

Is this what Xerxes is talking about?

He positioned himself and he spread my

legs wider. It feels like I'm tearing apart!

My mouth formed a big letter O when his

member is slowly entering my wet

entrance, I closed my eyes and bit my lower lip. It hurts!

I do not know if I'm too tight or he is just too big!

I looked up at him and saw him looking up too, already sweating. His adam's apple showed and I don't know why that adds to his hotness.

"Fuck so tight!" He said while pushing all

of him.

He looked down immediately.

He looked down immediatelyshock registers at his expression. "You're a fking virgin?!"

I gasped. I didn't answer anymore as he started to move little by little, I cannot understand the feeling. It's both pain and pleasure!

He thrusted more, I almost gasped

when he did thatto me.

"O-Ohh.. Please." I begged

I want more.

"Say my name." He lowered himself and

whispered into my ear, "Say my name

baby."

"I-I don't.. I don't know." WHY

ARE TALKING IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS?

"Lazarus." I open my eyes to see his face. When he met mine he suddenly gave it all.

"Oh fuck, Oh... Lazarus! Oh!"

I immediately winced when I felt

the strange pain on my bottom. Holy

frigging cocktails!

I quickly turned over to lie down, I scratched my forehead while trying to remember what happened last night.

I made love with a stranger?

This is not my room and this is also

not a dream! I'm in someone's house. I'm

in someone's room!

I looked around the room. This is too big for a single person. It has a queen sized bed and glasses outside are big too.

Maybe if I decided to ride a bicycle and play on this room, I can do it!

Next, I looked at my clothes. How come I didn't notice that this is not my dress anymore. I'm only wearing an oversized white shirt and no underwear.

I tried to stand up but immediately hold the mattress when I felt that sting of pain again.

Fudge, that really hurts!

I immediately sat on the bed when the

door opened. A boy showed up.

He has long hair already tied and braided, he is smiling at me. I also smiled sparingly at him, no I don't know if that was a grimace or what.

I don't want to throw my bitchy attitude

at him. This one is still young.

"Hello." He said in some good accent.

I nodded, "H-Hi."

"This is the first time daddy brought a

girl here." He smiled, puting two hands behind.

My eyes widened. "D-Daddy?"

The boy nodded at me, before I could talk the door opened again.

A man was spat on. He's wearing a business suit. The man is fixing his tie while looking at me.

This is the crush of Xerxes, the David

Beckham look a like! And why does he

looks much hotter now?

"Liberan, would you excuse us for a

moment?" The man said in a low voice

baritone.

"Oh okay, dad!" The boy hurried.

Ah, so the boy's name is Liberan? How cool. However, I still can't believe it, I lost my virginity to a married man! And he has a child!

I bit my fingers because of tension. So what's going to happen now?

looks like I'm going to tell Xerxes about it.

And what if this became an issue? Dmn, I am so screwed!

The man closed the door and looked at me, He's fixing his cuffs without

leaving my eyes. He leaned on the cabinet close to him.

"How are you feeling?" He asked me.

"I didn't know you were married." That, I said immediately.

I saw him raise an eyebrow, he rested both hands on the glasses of his cabinet.

"I have a wife?" He playfully asked.

I want to cover his face! How can this married man be so handsome?! And if he is already married then how old is he?

"You have a son, stop playing at me!" I exclaimed, "And please don't make this an issue! I can say you put a drug on what I drank so something happened to us!"

I saw a small grin on his lips. "Okay, I'm scared."

And he still has the urge to play around?Is he not afraid of those threat?

"I'm leaving, mister." I creased my forehead. I stood up and went to the

door when he suddenly speak.

"You're going to leave wearing that?" I closed my eyes while tightly holding the doorknob. What Adira?

You can't turn your back on this man! If you do that, you lose.

But what should I do? Well, I could

easily book a taxi right now. Nope! Dad and Mom will know. but where will I give a call?

I left my purse on the table Xerxes and I sat last night.

Ugh bullsht!

In the end my pride got the better of me,

I didn't pay attention to what the man said then immediately went out of the room.

"Oh my gosh!" A girl in black dress caught my eye. Looks like she just went upstairs and was surprised to what she had seen. "Who are you!?"

My lips parted but only for a moment

then I raised an eyebrow at her. "I am

Adira Celestine Gotesco, excuse me."

I walked straight to the woman, but before I could step down the stairs she immediately grabbed my wrist.

"Who are you? Why are you in that room?!"

I was about to answer that one when the man spoke.

"Let her go Coleen." Said the man and

look at he girl.

Wait. what if.. this is his wife? Sht! I',m doomed! Don't say that I will also see a couple fight? Then this woman will pull my hair and their son will witness everything. After that, they will go on divorce because of me!

I'm the reasom for all of that!

Then I will be the headline in the news!

Adira Celestine Gotesco the family wrecker.

"Brother? What is this? Your girl? Why you brought a girl home?!" She looked at me from head to toe. "And why does she look like this?"

I frowned at what the woman said

and shook my hand away from her grip.

She looked at me again with the equal madness earlier.

This man is his brother? If so, where is his wife?

"Lazarus!" Coleen girl screamed.

"She fainted, Coleen." Rightly said man.

The woman named Coleen stomped her

foot and she walks out. She seems fed up

on her brother's explanation.

He just looked at her as she left while I was itching to leave in the mansion!

"I-I'm leaving.." I told him and walked down the stairs, I haven't yet reached the last step when he spoke again.

"Stay there. I called a taxi for you. Right next to the couch, there is bag. that's your dress."

I ignored him and went dow still. I even caught up with the child he was eating a sandwich and smiled at me

What?

I just ignored it.

I saw and casually picked up the bag Lazarus says.

The man in a black uniform opens the door for me. He looks very

professional. What do you call that job anyway?

Outside, I can see what Lazarus is saying. I went to the taxi right away.

I told the driver where he is going to drop me. Nope, I am not going to go home at this state. I will go straight to my condo because I know my family will say more about my disappareance last night.

And dad! I left him there, he is gonna be so clueless. I wonder if he looked for me?

I still can't move on!

I am not a virgin anymore! I'm still having a little flashbacks to what happened that night.

When we got to the condo, I quickly said goodbye to the driver.

"Just wait sir, I'll just get my money upstairs-"

"Oh no, Ma'am. It's already paid by sir Fortalejo. Thank you very much."

I frowned but slowly also nodded and watched the car leaving. Fortalejo? His name is Lazarus Fortalejo? Why does that last name sound familiar to me?

I entered the building. Everyone's

looking at me and I don't give a damn

care. Just look at me, drool over him. I do not care.

When I got to my room, I immediately saw that it was open. Xerxes must be here.

She is the only one who has a duplicate of key to my condo.

And I was right, my bestfriend happily looking at me while I am killing her on my mind right now. This is all her fault!

"Oh my god... That's why.." She said slowly.

"Shut up Xerxes Medina huh? It's your fault!" I threw the bag and sat on the couch.

My friend laughed, she turned on the TV and turned to face me. "What? I just told you to ask for his name. You were the one who decidee to do it with him."

"That man has a son! He's married,

Xerxes!" I shouted and just leaned back

on the couch.

Xerxes' eyes widened and I went to the side. "Really? God. Maybe it will be... an issue?"

I bit my lowerlip, that's what I was thinking earlier.

"What's his name? I hope you know right?"

I thought about his name again. The woman said it was Lazarus, well,

that's the name he said to me last night I just shook my head when I remember what happened last night.

Focus, Adira!

Then the driver said...

"He's Lazarus Fortalejo." I told to Xerxes.

She took out her phone and probably check for the man.

"That man is probably in his early 30s.

He doesn't look old." I concluded.

After a while I heard a heavy breathingif Xerxes, I turned to her.

She was looking at the screen of her

phone and looks shocked.

"H-He's not in his early 30s, Adira." Xerxes looked at me.

"What? Mid 30s?" Because he does not look old.

Xerxes confided her phone and my eyes widened to what I saw

He is fking 45 years old?!

I caught my senses when I read that man's age. That goddamned man is fucking 45 years old?!

Like that?!

That's why he has a child... That's why...

You're so stupid, Adira!

"But you're still lucky though, he's hot." I heard Xerxes whisper to me on my side.

I glared at her. She didn't heard what i've said earlier? He is a married man! "Shut up!"

She laughed, it boiled my blood more.

Does she find teasing me funny?

No!

"Okay okay." Said Xerxes and held my shoulder, "You will never see that man again Calm your pussy, girl!"

"I hope so!" Because I really don't want to.

And I feel like I can't anymore. I'll be sick if Isee him again.

that man.

"God.. Lazarus! Ahhh"

I tightly shut my eyes when I remembered that scene last night.

Nope. I can't even recognize my own voice when I moaned that.

And damn I've got to admit that he is really a great..

performer.

performer? Argh! I messed up my hair.

"Girl? Have you gone crazy?" Xerxes said.

"Xerxes! I cannot forget what happened last night! The way he brushed his lips to mine! The way he.. flicked his..."

"God, Adira! That's too much!" She hurriedly covered her ears. "Is it big?"

Her question stopped me for a moment.

What's big?

"Hey, is it big?" She snapped her

fingers. "What were you thinking? Are you imagining his size right now?" She said and then opened hermouth and thumb.

I slapped her hand. "Xerxes!"

"What, you don't want to answer?"

"I don't know! I didn't look!" I admitted.

"You didn't touch it?"

I frowned. I stood up and went to Xerxes' sofa and thrown myself there. "I do not know.."

But I held it... Oh, I don't know!

"At least you already had your experience! Congrats girl, you're gone

virgin!" Said Xerxes and raised her two hands. "I think we need to celebrate!"

I just shook my head at Xerxes but I

can't blame her, I'm almost out of my 20s and yet I'm still lacking in experience.

I don't even know why Xerxes did not succeed on having me with her wild escapades back when we're still in highschool.

Or maybe I'm really serious about losing

it to my future husband back then.

But no, he left me.

Anyway, why am I thinking about him?

He is no longer in my life. He chose to

canceled our supposed to be wedding. His lost not mine.

I was back to my thoughts when Xerxes threw clothes at me.

"Take a shower and eat too. We're going out!" She said and smiled.

"Where are we going?" I lazily said. Can't I sleep first? And it still early! Where are we supposed to party? "Please get my pouch, I will text Dad."

Xexe looked at me, and went inside the room.

I held my breath. Now, Adira. You are not a virgin anymore and maybe someday you will be featured in the news headline saying you've fcked almost all of the guys in the business industry. Nothing serious to you. You will never marry again.

I didn't think about anything that whole day but the work. I rejected her request to party and told her to do it later in the evening instead.

Give me a rest, girl! I am still sore!

I worked hard all through the day and keep myself busy.

"Adira, daughter. You should take

consideration of my offer to you. Dad was smiling big.

I also admire this father of mine. He is still dashing with his age! And really loves Mom. I don't think I will able to find the person for me.

That's okay, Adira. You're just playing a game.

"Dad, I've made up my mind. It's over. We don't need to talk about this anymore." I said and closed the white folder earlier he was offering to me

My dad arranged me to someone that I

don't even know! What's that? Getting married with a man just for business?

Ugh. And how come will I have my fun in that? I would limit my every move because one mistake will cause a big issue once I'm married.

"Adira! Simoun is a very good guy!" My

Dad said.

That's it, Dad. He is a good guy. We don't fit." I'm tired explaning.

My father scratched his head. "When are you getting married?"

"I'm not getting married-"

"That can't be Adira! You have to

couple! You need tohave children! Did you think about the business? Who

will continue?" He asked, confused.

"I can adopt, Dad."

"But you know, Mama. She wants our own blood will inherit all Gotescos' business!"

I snorted. Mama is my father's

mother. Charlotte Gotesco is famous for

her name because she was recognized in

different fields. Her husband Papa Marcus, is somewhat opposite to my grandmother. He is kinder and understandable.

When I noticed that I will never win this discussion, I stood up and went to Dad. I tried to fake my smile.

"You're getting old, Dad." I tenderly said.

He was surprised and he held his cheeks and forehead. Of course he is not! I just want to get him out of my office!

I looked at my watch. "Look, Dad. It's already 6 in the evening. You need to rest yourself. I'll talk to Mama tomorrow." I said.

"Adira! I know what you're doing--"

"Go, Dad. You need to do your beauty

rest. Mom might look for anoher man for that!"

I struggled to push him, while Dad is still nagging. I successfully drove him away of my office and closed the door to lock it.

I sighed. When will they stop scolding me? I returned to the table, I took

my phone and looked at the notification bar message from Xerxes.

Xerxes wh0re:

HEY. I'M HERE AT UNIQUECORN. Where are you?!

Wow! This girl literally open the clun for her. I tapped in my reply.

Me:

I just left Dad.

She replied back in less than a minute.

Xerxes wh0re:

HURRY UP GURL. There are a lot of men here! I already ordered hard drinks for us!

I touched the temple of my head when I read that. The last time that I drank, I lost something.

I went to the personal comfort room

of my office, which includes my personal closet and other clothes because Xerxes and I loved to wander around before doing our office job.

I wore a black dress with a slit up near my left thigh and paired it with black boots. I let my natural curls danced.

Today, I don't want to put a lot of make up on my face. A little blush on is enough, red lipstick and my natural fluttering eyelashes.

I took my favorite pouch and even slapped my cheek a few times before going out.

I brought my car. A Camaro since I know that Xerxes did not bring her car due to our coding system.

The bar is just near here. Only two blocks away from my office.

I elegantly opened the door of my car,I feel like there are papparazzis that will take many photos so I keep my body in a very beautiful posture.

And I'm not wrong, I immediately felt some flashes of their camera. That's not new to me.

Why? Because I'm Adira Celestine Gotesco.

When I entered, I immediately saw

Xerxes dancing with someone. I shook my head and approached her.

"Xe!" I called her but she is not looking back. Sht, how many glasses she already take this time?

"Xerxes!!"

The vein in my neck is almost severed due to my calls and I cannot get close to her because it's too crowded in the dancefloor.

I rolled my eyes. I don't seem to have any

another way huh? I tried to come closer but one

I just took a step and I was swept away.

"Excuse me, please." I struggled. God why are there so many people here today?

I tried to get away from them. The music was suddenly stopped and the people complained why it stopped. I used the chance to get out from the crowd.

But when Ihaven't gone far yet a familiar tune rang out.

Bed, stay in bed

The feeling of your skin locked in my head

Smoke smoke me broke

I don't care, I'm down for what you want..

The people started to dance dirty. Okay,

I really need to get out.

I suddenly felt a warm feeling of hand that held my waist.

I gasped with that feeling.

"What are you doing here?" His deep

voice sent shivers down my spine. I wasn't able to move because of that!

"Hmm?"

Now if we're talking bodies

You got a perfect one, so put it on me

Swear it won't take you long

If you love me right

We fuck for life, on and on and on...

I swallowed hard. I don't need to look to know who is the man behind me.

"I'm... I'm with a friend." I startled, nervous.

"Uh-huh." He almost whispered. I can

feel that he is slightly sniffing my hair.

His hand on my waist went down towards my upper thigh. I breathed more.

Shit! He is touching my bare legs! It seems like it was cold just a while ago, huh? Why it suddenly got hot when he touched me?!

I stopped his hand and then looked back. This is him! The great Lazarus

Fortalejo!

He looked at me darkly. I cannot help but to feel small when I am around here. I get that he is tall, okay? But it's still different when we are close to each other. My height is just on his chest. I gulped.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

He titled his head. "Tm with a friend,

too."

I nodded. Why are we having a conversation?!

"Alright, I need to go.. Xerxes is looking for me."

I was about to leave when he blocked me. I looked up at him again.

"I'm leaving, Lazarus."

"She's not looking for you." He said. I frowned. How did he know, then?

"Your friend is dancing with my friend, Adira."

I would like to be amazed at the way

he said my name. It feels like he was used in pronouncing my name! It's like he has dome masteral to mention my name that perfectly!

"I don't care then, I'll just look for our table." I sneaked in again. I don't wanna be with you! "What?" I annoyingly asked when he tried to stop me again from leaving.

Lazarus held my hand. Still questioning his action, he gently put it on his shoulder. I almost shrieked when

I felt his broad shoulder.

His big hands went on my waist. I closed my eyes for a moment when I felt his two hands there. It looks like he can squeeze my thin waist.

Suddenly a slow song played and Lazarus' eyes never left mine. I also stared at him.

"Y-You.. have a son." I whispered. It's

enough for him to hear it.

"I have." He said.