Jilted Mistress? I Am The Mafia Queen

I handed the man I loved a positive pregnancy test, expecting the silver engagement ring I had spent years saving up for.

Instead, Ryan shoved a marriage certificate inscribed with another woman's name in my face.

He told me he needed her mafia family's backing to become a Capo, and our unborn child was a liability.

Before I could even process the betrayal, his hand clamped around my throat.

He slammed me against the fridge and forced a pill down my throat.

As I collapsed in a pool of my own blood, screaming in agony, he pulled out his phone.

He calmly recorded my battered, bleeding body to prove his loyalty to his new wife, Victoria.

Later that night, they dragged me into an exclusive underworld club.

Victoria and her clique poured scalding coffee on me, kicked my ribs, and played the audio of what he did to me for everyone to laugh at.

Ryan watched me bleed with eyes entirely devoid of remorse.

I lay on the cold marble floor, completely broken.

The boy who had protected me from the streets since we were kids had become a monster, trading my life and our child for a taste of real power.

Just as they raised their phones to broadcast my final humiliation to the underworld, the heavy double doors swung open.

Don Victor Vance, the city's most terrifying syndicate boss, parted the sea of abusers.

He fell to his knees, weeping as he pulled my bleeding body into his arms.

I managed a weak smile.

"Dad, you came."

Chapter 1

Lily POV

When I handed the man I loved a positive pregnancy test, expecting a diamond ring in return, he shoved a marriage certificate inscribed with another woman's name in my face.

"Take this," he said, his voice a low rasp devoid of any familiar warmth. "Victoria won't tolerate complications."

I stared at the crisp white paper in his hand. The name Victoria Holt was printed in stark black ink right next to Ryan Holt. Ryan was a known Soldier in the city's most ruthless syndicate. He was the man whose fists and guns had shielded me from the streets since we were kids. I had spent the last two years saving every penny from my waitress job to buy a silver band for our engagement. I had believed the child growing inside me was our beginning.

Ryan looked down at me with a mocking sneer that twisted his handsome features into something unrecognizable.

"I'm already married, Lily. I could never offer you a ring," he stated, the words clipped and without temperature.

I asked him why he would do this to us.

The kitchen counter groaned slightly as he shifted his weight against it, arms folding across his chest.

"Victoria requires a legitimate husband to secure her bloodline," he explained, the words sliding out with unnerving ease. "And I require her family's backing to secure my promotion to Capo." He spoke of Victoria's threats to sever his underworld ties completely if he refused the marriage.

He stepped closer and brushed a stray lock of hair behind my ear.

"I still love you," he murmured, but his touch carried a desperate, almost frantic energy, as if he were pleading with himself rather than me. "But love means sacrifice, Lily."

The silence between us stretched, thick and suffocating, waiting for me to step aside for his new alliance. He told me he had sworn an oath to Victoria that his firstborn heir would be of pure Holt blood.

Tears spilled over my cheeks and dripped onto my collarbone. I looked into the eyes of the man who used to bleed for me and saw nothing but a calculating stranger.

"We're done," I whispered, the words a fragile thread in the air, yet anchored by a resolve I didn't know I possessed. I officially ended our relationship right there in the kitchen.

Ryan let out a dry laugh and agreed to the breakup.

"Your bravado is cute," he sneered, "but we have a problem that needs to be resolved."

He warned me that if I did not comply, there would be consequences.

My nails dug into my palms until I felt the warm slide of my own blood. I held onto a tiny shred of hope and asked him if this was just a sick, twisted joke.

Ryan gently stroked my cheek with his thumb. It was a deceptive tenderness that I leaned into for half a second.

His hand suddenly dropped to my throat, the grip a band of steel cutting off my windpipe. He slammed my back against the refrigerator. I gasped for air, my mouth opening on instinct.

Something cold and bitter touched my tongue.

His palm sealed over my lips before I could scream.

I couldn't breathe. I couldn't spit it out.

He held me there until my body betrayed me, until I had no choice but to swallow.

The release was so abrupt that I collapsed to the linoleum floor. Victoria's order, he said. To eliminate the complication.

The first cramp hit me like a knife twisting in my belly. Sweat beaded on my forehead. I crawled away from him and retreated to the cramped bathroom. My muscles gave out and I collapsed, striking the side of my head hard against the porcelain toilet bowl. I lay on the cold tiles, curling into a tight ball as the pain built and built until I thought I would split apart.

Through the open doorway, I could hear the loud, repetitive gunfire of the video game Ryan had just turned on in the living room. He was demonstrating a studied indifference to my suffering.

My phone buzzed in my pocket. I pulled it out with trembling, bloodstained fingers. It was a text message from Elena Vance. She was the woman confirmed by a DNA test just hours ago to be my biological mother. The message was brief but momentous: 'Your father knows. We've been looking for you for twenty-three years. Tonight, the Families will witness your return. A car will come, but you may bring anyone you wish.'

I typed back that we had broken up and I would be attending alone.

I abandoned any thought of ever introducing Ryan to my true bloodline.

I didn't know then that my DNA test results had already reached the Vance family servers-and that Don Victor Vance had been searching for me for twenty-three years.

Lily POV

Ryan burst into the bathroom, the door kicked open with such force it splintered the frame and slammed against the wall.

He looked down at me with anxious, frantic eyes, his gaze sweeping over my trembling form, a cold assessment to confirm his task was complete.

I had collapsed where the pain left me, my body weak and unresponsive. The toes of his heavy boots scraped against the grout as he crouched, his shadow swallowing the bathroom light. He grabbed the collar of my shirt and wrenched it open with a single brutal motion, inspecting my condition.

I made weak, futile attempts to cover my exposed skin, but my hands trembled too severely to offer any real resistance.

Ryan pulled his phone from his pocket and held it high above me. He started recording, documenting my broken state to report back to Victoria that the threat was neutralized.

Victoria's voice, thin and sharp as a shard of glass, suddenly echoed from the phone's speaker.

"Send the footage to my associates immediately," she ordered, her tone leaving no room for argument, wanting to ensure I wasn't faking it to extort the Family later.

Panic surged through my chest, overriding the physical pain. I struggled weakly and reached up, my arm leaden, to snatch the phone from his grip. Ryan laughed and took a casual step backward, easily moving out of my reach. He continued filming from a better angle, a smirk pulling at the corner of his mouth, devoid of any warmth.

I looked up at him through blurred vision, hot tears tracing paths through the grime on my cheeks.

"What happened to us?" I desperately asked him, my voice a raw crack in the silence. "What happened to the years of loyalty and love we shared?"

Ryan stared at me with a mask of detachment, the muscles around his eyes perfectly still.

"I begged Victoria for months to let you remain as my hidden mistress," he said. "I've already shown you enough mercy by letting you live this long," he claimed, dismissing my agony with a flick of his wrist.

Another wave of pain seized my body, sharp and unrelenting.

I cried out in raw, unfiltered agony.

The stark fluorescent bathroom light spun above me before my vision dimmed at the edges and I collapsed into the wetness spreading beneath me.

Victoria chuckled over the speakerphone, a sound so devoid of warmth it seemed to lower the temperature of the room.

"She looks exactly like a stray dog you took in off the street," she told Ryan, her tone lacquered with disdain. She praised her own generosity, adding with a pretense of magnanimity, "I truly am merciful for allowing her to exist in your shadow for so long."

Ryan nudged my leg with the toe of his expensive leather shoe, as if I were a pile of rags.

"Thank Victoria for her mercy," he demanded.

I clamped my lips shut, tasting copper as I remained silent.

Ryan seized my shoulders and hauled me halfway off the floor. He shook me so hard my teeth rattled against my skull.

"Say it right now," he growled, his fingers digging into my bruising flesh.

Through the blinding, suffocating pain, I forced my mouth to open. I whispered the words, "Thank you."

Satisfied, Ryan dropped me back onto the hard floor, my head striking the ceramic with a dull crack. He turned his back and walked out of the bathroom, leaving me where I lay.

I wept alone, the empty sound of my own sobs echoing off the cramped walls.

I remembered my childhood in the abusive foster care system, a lifetime spent fighting for scraps of survival. I remembered how Ryan used to be a low-level Soldier who stood between me and the street thugs who wanted to hurt me. I realized the man who once protected me had completely corrupted his loyalty for a taste of real power.

A profound, weakening despair washed over me, draining the last of my strength.

And then, I thought of the biological parents I had just found-the bloodline I hadn't even met yet.

My survival instinct flared to life like a dying ember catching a draught. I dragged my heavy arm across the floor, every inch a battle against the encroaching darkness, and struggled to reach my phone to dial for an emergency medic.

My fingertips just brushed the smooth glass of the screen.

A heavy boot descended upon my hand, the weight of it grinding the small bones of my fingers into the tile. He reached down and confiscated my phone.

He hadn't left after all. He had been waiting. Watching.

The pressure ignited a silent scream in my throat as the edges of my vision dissolved into blackness.

Lily POV

I woke up to the harsh glare of a bare bulb swinging in a slow, hypnotic arc in a dingy underground mob clinic. The acrid smell of cheap antiseptic and stale iron filled my nose, a foul vapor that made my stomach clench with every shallow breath.

Ryan was sitting in a plastic chair near the foot of the narrow cot. A tiny muscle twitched beneath his left eye, the only sign of life in a face that had turned to stone.

He sarcastically remarked that he had just saved my life again. "Looks like I pulled you out of the fire one more time. You're welcome," he sneered. He accused me of being an ungrateful bitch. "Not that I expect a single word of thanks from you."

I weakly turned my head on the stiff, stained pillow and asked him how I could possibly be ungrateful after what he just did to me.

"How..." I rasped, my throat raw. "How can you call me that after this?"

Ryan ignored the question. He stood up with a sudden, jarring motion and interrupted the mob doctor who was trying to check my vitals, swatting the man's stethoscope away as if it were a fly.

Ryan grabbed me by the bruised arm and roughly dragged me out of the hospital bed, the IV line tearing from the back of my hand with a sharp, searing pain. My legs gave out, and I stumbled against his side, a gasp escaping my lips from the sudden agony that shot up my spine.

I weakly asked him where we were going. "Where... where are you taking me?" I breathed, my vision blurring at the edges.

He shoved me through the back door of the clinic and forced me into the back seat of a waiting black car, the door shutting with a heavy, final thud.

The car drove through the rain-slicked streets of the city and eventually pulled up to The Phoenix Room. It was an exclusive, illicit club strictly reserved for syndicate members, a place where the rules of the world above didn't apply.

I was confused and terrified as to why Ryan would bring me to a hostile underworld territory in this broken condition.

Ryan gripped the back of my neck with a bruising pressure and dragged me through the service entrance like a captured animal. He pulled me into a lavish private VIP room filled with a haze of cigar smoke and the sweet, heavy scent of expensive perfume.

He announced to the room that he had delivered me. "Special delivery, right on time," his voice boomed over the low jazz music.

Victoria Holt was sitting on a deep crimson velvet sofa, surrounded by a clique of syndicate wives and daughters. Seeing me, Victoria recoiled in mock disgust, pressing a manicured hand to her breastbone as if physically offended.

She ordered Ryan to get the filthy rat away from her expensive shoes. "Ugh. Get that filthy rat away from my heels, Ryan," she spat, her lip curling in a flawless display of disdain.

Ryan grabbed a handful of my hair and yanked my head back, exposing the vulnerable line of my throat to the room. He interrogated me about an anonymous tip leaked to the underworld claiming Victoria was the actual homewrecker in our relationship.

"Did you really think you could frame my wife?" he demanded, his grip tightening until hot tears pricked my eyes.

I weakly shook my head and denied the accusation. "I didn't... I don't know anything about a tip," I whimpered.

Ryan sneered at me, the disgust in his eyes cutting deeper than any physical blow. He reached into his dark suit jacket and pulled out their marriage certificate. He held it up in front of the syndicate elites, publicly declaring his legitimate union with Victoria for all to witness. He loudly branded me as nothing more than a delusional, disposable mistress, a liar trying to ruin a respectable woman.

He let go of my hair, bent down, and struck me across the face with the back of his hand. The force of the blow sent me crashing to the carpeted floor, my ears ringing with a high, piercing whine.

I tasted fresh copper pooling in my mouth, warm and metallic against my tongue.

I lay on the floor and silently accepted the blow as the final repayment for the protection he gave me in our youth. The debt was paid; the boy who had once saved me was truly dead.

Victoria stepped forward and wiped away fabricated tears, playing the part of the perfect, wounded victim. She accused me of spreading malicious lies to ruin her pristine reputation among the ruling Families.

"How could you be so cruel?" she sobbed softly. "Trying to destroy my name in front of the Families... you're a monster."

I quietly denied it again, too broken to fight the performance.

Victoria crouched down, her designer dress pooling around my battered body like a shroud of dark silk. She leaned in and whispered directly into my ear, her tone suddenly shedding its innocent facade.

She confessed she leaked the rumor herself just to force Ryan to hate me.

"I planted that tip myself, you know," she whispered, her breath a warm tickle against my ear. "I needed him to finally despise you. I needed this public humiliation. Now, the Families will see you as a liability. And liabilities get permanently erased."

I stared up at Victoria, my eyes wide with shock at her calculated malice.

Suddenly, Victoria screamed at the top of her lungs, the sound slicing through the quiet intimacy of her confession. She jumped back and cried out, asking why I just attacked her. "Ahhh! Oh my god, why did you just scratch me?!" she shrieked, clutching her perfectly unmarred wrist.

Ryan flew into a blind rage at the sound of his wife's manufactured scream. He stepped forward and drove his foot into my stomach, the impact stealing all the air from my lungs. He unleashed a savage beating, blow after blow landing on my ribs and back, plunging me into a blackness punctuated by sharp, white-hot flashes of pain.

I didn't know it yet, but my father was already in the building.