It's You

I'm so dizzy, Ugh. Looks like I drank too much alcohol? Fuck, Alcohol.

It was as if I was going to collapse beneath the weight of what I was feeling.

Holy fuck, I drink much too much!

I can't stop my tears from falling, and I don't want to live in this world any longer. I'm so fucking sad, this is the reason of why I don't wanna drink too much alcohol.

"Hghhhh, huhuhu, hgh," I cried as much as I could, I feel everything.

I feel like I'm in a trance because of what I used to do? But I needed money, so I did it, right?

Why do you let them die, God? Am I such a bad person? Is this my karma? Why do you take them away from me if you could just take me easily?

You could just as easily take me away too since you planned on taking them away from me in the beginning. Why are you so cruel?

I wiped the tears in my face with bare hands As I proceeded to the exit, my world was wobbling and spinning around me. My vision is beginning to blur. What happened to those motherfuckers? Ugh!

Anyway, I'll just sleep in my car. I should look into it; I just have to. I'm walking slowly and trying to keep my legs balanced so I don't seem stupid and collapse to the ground.

Damn, I've got a headache. My body is so heavy and I feel so weak that I don't have the strength to do anything but lie down on the nice bed.

Despite the fact that I was exhausted and dizzy. Fortunately, I still had awareness, and I'll do my best not to lose it.

**

The liveliness of the different lights in each building keeps my mood splendid since it is mesmerizing directly in my eyes and beyond doubt amazing to look at as I operate my car, dopey fast down the road. Still, I cannot help the excitement I am feeling right now.

Hell yeah!

When I opened the window, my soul could leave in my body from the polluted air in this City and the enormously strong breeze that I caused.

I immediately blew my car on the top of the street as I enjoyed the crazy breeze around.

I suddenly wondered why I was unable to control what I was feeling.

Deep in my bones, I would feel how distressed I am, fucking thinking how would I fucking live without those!

I longed for drugs, fucking crave for it truthfully.

I did stop for a while, now? The body wants it, cannot help it since I believe it is normal.

I can no longer control the feeling of loneliness. For me, I want it! Right Now!

In the beginning, I, thinking and finally deciding to stop, knew in myself that it was impossible.

I was not capable of not being able to taste it again! That decision is a freaking mistake!

Since the night that I threw it all away, I regret it in a minute only and move on. The following day, everything went well short of not personally being unable to sleep well afterward.

I deprive myself of seeming to be sane and sleep in those days simultaneously. Something is whispering in my head that I need those for it.

And now, I could no longer hold back!

I cannot sleep properly and I know that without it, I feel like I'm not in the right state of mind.

Tch.

I stopped but I want it again, again and again. I would die if I did not get a chance to taste that again. I love drugs, my one, and only medicine. Like, it is not wrong to be happy, correct?

I felt the incredible joy of not seeing a single car as I pulled over and drove my Buggati like lightning since it has insane speed.

"WOOHOO!!!" I shouted in agony.

The cold of the night encouraged me to come here again.

I badly want to get high and forget the world.

I want to find the only cure for myself, my happiness.

I rushed over to this parking lot as I quickly parked my car. I do not know if I crushed that car somehow, the thing is not mine though not a problem.

When I came out, a man was trying to stand but was out of balance.

" Ahoy, Sir! Do you want some? , HeE," my eyes widened when he showed me the fat white cellophane while on the other hand, he had some weed.

" GOOD EVENING, SIR! EHE, HE," the way he walked is not normal as I noticed his eyes were very red, alcohol and drugs had already hit this person. What a Life!

An unpleasant smell of alcohol befalls anticipated from his mouth as his voice was like a high individual enjoying life since the drugs he was using hit him.

I just gave him a look as he handed them to me.

Holy fuck, I miss this!

My eyes widened with excitement as my lips rose when I saw those, oh my!

I am only witnessing those white in fat cellophane while myself is experiencing heaven in hell right now!

So, Happy! I grab it, put it in my face, and close my eyes! I want to go to Mars!

I can't stop myself from smiling and I can't explain how joyful I am right now.

Cocaine, painkillers, and heroin, my baby's.

I've been craving this for a matter of fact that I can't stop myself from using it.

I could imagine myself in that kind of state, traveling into a new world, these are the only things that make me experience being happy except for my Empire and Buggati.

Buying medicine is the only reason for what the fuck am I doing in this kind of place. Oh, I see, I noticed that it is normal in this place to sell and use illicit drugs.

Should I report them to the authorities?

Nah, I indeed disregard this. I'm not involved though.

"Thank you, More blessings to come for you, Sir," he said.

"Hey, your breath stinks, put an end to that talking. You are making me vomit,' I say.

I essence right here even as he exhales some air in his hand and smells his breath and looks at me.

"How was it?" I asked.

"Sorry, I have no clue. So Funny, " The man said while laughing, his breath smells like a canal and has been mixed with some flavors of booze.

I walked away until I saw a man who was about to kick my baby!?

My blood rose through my veins into my head as he finally kicked some area of the door!

This crazy man is making my blood boil all of a sudden! This is a big deal for it is mine and has always been mine.

Mine. Mine. Mine only!

I bought it without any help from anyone.

My precious thing.

"My BUGATTI..." I utter. Of all the goddamn cars in this goddamn parking lot, why did he fucking touch the one that I own?! This motherfucker got some nerves, eh?!

I dashed up to him, grabbed the collar of his leather jacket, and struck him square in the face. I also booted him in order to gain equity. The world may not be equal, but it must be fair on its behalf. He lost his equilibrium, fell to the ground, and was going to rise up to punch me.

What the fuck is this?

What the fuck are you?

Who are you to think you have the authority to punch me?

He screamed in agony when I kicked him so many times and in so many places on his body that I couldn't keep track of how many times and where my shoe hit him.

All I can think about right now is that I'm going to kill someone tonight, and I'm not afraid to kill this idiot; he should die tonight!

He should be killed right now!

Yes, it's best if he just dies!

That's right, he should die!

I didn't do anything wrong to him, yet he liked to screw stuff I owned?

Where has my justice gone? Where?!

I'm entitled to justice!

I have the right to justice!

Then I noticed a horrible odor coming from his mouth. Manic Depressive.

The moment I accidentally got hold of a glimpse at those questionable eyes, I felt a sudden feeling I could not explain when I watched his presence settle on the floor. I decided to hit him hard enough in his head that was bleeding enormously right now. Sorry, not a sorry child.

I checked my precious and felt so angry that my Beloved had a scratch. Fuck!

" What luck for a piece of shit! Are you drunk? How foolish! Feel free to consider this night your lucky time! Dumbass!" He may have just died tonight from all of that, and changed my mind after I saw those puppy eyes.

Demetrius POV

I slowly opened my eyes even as I felt so much pain all over my body. It is so hard to open my goddamn eyes!

I growl in pain, fuck! The entire area of my face hurt so bad. My leg hurt like my bone cracked and died as if splintered. I am pathetic as fuck.

'You're stupid!'

'Of course, Yes you are!'

"Can you two just shut up your mouth?! It already happened, no need to discuss anything," I heard Archer high pitched voice rising at both of them.

"Right, Let's just wait for him to wake up," christopher replied while Russell stayed silent.

"Excuse me, may I check Mr. Salandron?" I am hearing a feminine voice?

"Will he die?" I heard Russel's question.

Does he want me to die?!

This selfish motherfucker!

"Mr. Salandron did not happen to have an internal bleeding so there's no need to worry because-"

"Just go first, Ice." Christopher's sarcastic response.

"Guys, he's not a doctor. Are your eyes blind?" Benedict sarcastically asked.

The doctor didn't say a word and had nothing to say of these idiots.

"Is he now awake -"

"Yes, I am Doc."

"Oh, you're awake already pal" Christopher greeted.

I can tell he pity the hell out of me, it is written in his eyes. I hate this feeling.

"I thought that you would die, Pal, Good morning!" Russel informed me.

"What's wrong with you?" Benedict asked him. He has some sort of common sense and is intelligent, unlike them, he's a Buddy.

Archer turned around, looking like he was talking to someone on the phone. The fool continued saying something on his phone that I cannot hear. I think I'm a little bit deaf.

This time, I realized that I cannot hear properly. "What do you think?" I sarcastically asked.

"When I woke up, I was laying in that motel. It looks like women are harassing me again and have taken advantage of me while I was drunk last night," Russel explained, literally horny ever since.

"How many were you in bed last night?" Christopher asked.

"Baby girls, I did not count them," Ice jokes. The shape of his eyes is sharp like an eagle.

His nose has a bridge, his lips are thin and most of all, his black moles around his cheeks and under his chin are quite attractive to look at.

"I was looking for you that night but I'm also drunk since Ice always poured a big amount of alcohol in my glass and when I woke up, there was no one and the bartender was the only one who helped me,"

"My head hurts even more and Archer called me a while ago about what happened to you and rushed through here! Seriously! You did not fail me to be worried as hell! I thought you would die already, Bloody Hell!" He says frustratingly.

"No you did not, stop lying! You passed out, remember? But still, my heart...went oops!!!" Ice puts his hand to his chest and is hoping and Is acting abnormally.

This fucker.

"Some of us are traitors though," Benedict added while eyes are glaring at Russell.

"None of us should be blamed, someone saw what happened. That's why the police called a while ago," Archer stated, appearing out of nowhere.

"So someone saw what happened last night?" Ice asked seriously.

"And he did not help him from beating? He only looked? Just who the fuck is this coward?!" Christopher said angrily.

I feel so pathetic, I think it's better for me to just stay silent. It will only make me look like a selfless victim. I need not blame anyone, it just hurts my ego more to blame someone who did nothing to me. This is my fault for this is my fate.

" Is there any mirror right here?" I asked.

"Here," Cristopher handed me his phone. The screen is black as I can see how wasted my face is. "Fuck," is The only word that came out of my mouth.

"Did you bring any food?" My stomach produces sounds, I'm so hungry.

"Of course we didn't bring anything!" exclaimed Christopher.

" I'd like some water then..." Ugh, my throat is so dry, and I desperately need some water.

"I'll get you some, just wait," Christopher replied as he walked away to buy bottled water.

"We're going to jail," says Ice.

"Do you want something to eat?"

"Other than that," I said.

"I'm going to get some food because I'm starving," Benedict said.

"So, we're leaving right now," Archer stated.

"Therefore, no one to keep an eye on the crippled patient-"

"Are you eager to fight?" I inquired gently.

"Brother, chill out. Maybe when you heal, heal yourself first," Russell continues.

"You Idiot, come on! You want Mr. Salandron to suffer a high blood pressure attack!" Archer said as he smirked right after.

Archer's POV

I had a great time last night. After a few shots, we all decided to separate out to find Chicky Babes who would enlighten us in bed and make us feel good tonight.

FLASHBACK:

" Shot!! Woohoo!! "I exclaimed with my friends Russel, Demetrius, Christopher, Benedict, and me, raising our hands and drinking from a shot glass.

"Cheeeerrss!" Russel yelled then, taking The One bottle of wine and adding more to his glass as he drank it swiftly.

He violently grasped his garments and took his two buttons, possibly as a result of the alcohol's warming influence on his body.

I can see his abdominal muscles and how much work he has put in to have such a body.

The Bar is deafening!

"I'll get started, people! We'll see you tomorrow! " Russel yelled, having already begun his fidgeting, dancing maniacally, and yelling at a large number of people.

Blue lights, red lights, and white lights glimmer in the dark, while people with sweaty bodies and red cups scatter all over the place, dancing freely.

Everyone is hyped up, Goodness! these people!

All I can see in every single corner of this area are individuals having sex in public.

All genders are present, lesbians, gays, and bisexuals, and they are making out in every corner, though I couldn't see them clearly. While I am well aware that some of the males here are doing narcotics, they are in the Comfort Room and are already high and addicted.

There are many people like this here, as well as drug dealers.

At some point, dancing drunk individuals are everywhere, doing various types of dance, some of them are really obscene and sexual, particularly this friend of mine, tsk. Ice is yelling like a monster as he pours the glass of booze into his body; he was really inebriated and thought he drank it!

Despite the fact that he was sweating profusely, he danced as hard as he could. He vanished in this stupid crowd the instant he joined the group of girls, kissing and groping their bodies.

Demitrius is surrounded by women who are lewdly rubbing their bodies against his. He's dancing with girls and holding a glass of gold tequila in his hand while gripping this girl's buttocks and moving her ass in his pet.

I'm thinking something while I'm observing them from a distance, trying to enjoy myself and quietly sipping some vodka in privacy. This is very normal for me. It was much like each other day or celebration, and I was getting tired of it. I'm not sure if they feel the same way, but I doubt it. They appeared to be having a good time. Oh, my God, I guess I'm maturing.

"Teach me how to Dougie, t-t-teach me how to Dougie, t-t-teach me how to Dougie, t-t-teach me how to Dougie, t-t-teach me how to"

His eyes were closed and his lips were smiling as he danced with his hips and body, both skillfully. I'm really amused by them, enjoying themselves, time flies, we were young students back then before we all met, and I can still remember those moments.

People's gazes were drawn to both of them as they lewdly danced to the music. They were encouraging and energizing them. This is life, living each day to the utmost. The goal of life is to be free of this life.

Don't worry, we're free and enjoying what we have right now.We can't turn back time, so we must enjoy every second of it. We don't have a set priority, and for the time being, we don't plan on having a family and are content with our bachelor's life.

I'm sitting on this couch, discreetly thinking far away from here, and I'm a little tipsy;nonetheless, I have a strong alcohol tolerance. Benedict is next to me, unsure whether to sleep or not.

He was moving his head, but his eyes were barely open.

"Lie down, bro; yes, that's right."

I remarked this as I gently stood up and stepped back to give him more room to sleep. He did what I instructed and promptly fell asleep. I'm about to leave after putting Benedict on the couch when a woman grabs my shoulder and starts dancing with me.

Her body was so near to mine that I could feel her skin heating up as soon as she began grinding me.

She danced me in wild moves, her hands on the wicked area of my body, her lips kissing my neck, ugh.

I was going to close my eyes and think about how my body reacted to what she was doing when someone caught my sight.

I kept a close eye on her to be sure I wasn't seeing things. I came to a halt and pushed this woman aside. I'm not going to pretend I didn't notice her. It's been years since I've seen this girl.

"What's the matter, handsome?" she asked as I gently pushed her away from my body.

"I need to go," I say without even looking at her, despite the fact that she is right in front of me, as she falls silent. I must follow her.

I had all of my attention on her and immediately followed her when I observed a man attempting to steer her around.

Consider how lucky you are once in a while. I'm just an inch away from her when I grab her arm.

"Stephanie," I really wanted to say.

She paused her dance and looked me in the eyes.She went away quickly, and she should not have vanished from my sight! There are also so many people.

I had no idea we'd meet here and in the same area again. It's been a long time since we split up. I soon followed her and noticed she had entered the restroom.

"Stephanie, where are you?" Holy mother of god, I miss her so much. "What are you doing here?" she exclaimed.

"Pleasee-"

"Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you!"

"Fine, curse at me a lot. "I deserve it." I'm not sure if this is due to the affects of booze, but fuck.

"We're finished!" She yelled.

"MMPPHH!"

I'm not sure how long I stood in front of this door waiting for her. I could hear her faint screams in the silence, and I believe she expected me to leave when she wanted me to.

Finally, as soon as I spotted the door was open, I kissed her and gently pushed her against the wall.

When she smacked me hard, a flashback of that time runs across my mind, but it ached!

She's going away from me again, but I gripped her tight behind and kissed her nape through her ear.

It's very calming and comfortable.

"What are you eating these days? How come you're this thin already?" I asked.

"Why the fuck are you asking?! Fuck you! That's none of your fucking business! I don't need you! Allow me to depart! " She yelled, her neck jerked by my naughty lips.

I simply can not stop smooching all over her neck and through her ear because I know she's savouring it, but instead I grab the fabric of her breast to have it down. She tries to stop my hand, but I'm much stronger than she is.

""Fuck,I Miss You...kiss me..pleeese," I wanted to give her a kiss, so I slipped my hand below while I sucked flesh on her neck and held her breast. "Mmmmmh," she sighed. She was dressed in a really short skirt, fuck.

I motioned and turned her body towards mine, pressing my turned-on penis through her core, holding her skirt up and holding up her black underwear to stick its cloth into her cl*t, holding more of it up and deciding to rub the cl*toris. I know women.

"Ohhh..ah..ahh.." When I used my fingers to separate it, she moaned.

I growled as I rubbed my p*enis across her cl*toris, and as her eyes rolled in delight, she gave out and decided to cling onto my shoulder.

"Ugh..." I mutter quietly as she shuts her eyes and bites her lips, which is getting me on more, more, and more. I fastened by rubbing my penis into her clitoris, Ugh, something was burning inside me and wanted to come out. The pleasure is killing me and driving me insane.

"Fuck, do it gently. Ugh, You're forcing me to come.. real quick... Hhhh.." she begged as I pumped my fingers hard into her while she clutched me close. When she chewed the skin on my shoulder, I screamed.

Fuck, her whining voice is driving me nuts.

I could smell tequila from her mouth, so I licked her entire face while moving my fingertips closer to her, faster and deeper.

"AHHH... UGHHH..UH.AHH," she murmured from my face, her insides devouring two of my fingers.

I rapidly unzipped my zipper by pulling my fingers out. My schlong appeared, and all I can see through her eyes is the want to have it.

I knelt down the floor and chose to strip her pantie before entering inside as I traced kisses between her slim legs as I opened my mouth to let my tongue, motioning its unmercifully licked spaces on her vagina.

"Aaahh!" She arched her back in the cubicle and moaned in so much pleasure as I could see her legs trembled in so much pleasure.

I grab both of her legs and force myself between them, our skin resonating in this cozy space. She moans loudly as I pound inside her, Ugh!

I can't stop myself from looking into her, her eyes are all white since the black was up, her lips are parted, and her tongue is outside in delight as she didn't stop from moaning in pleasure.

As I plunge deep into her, I sip her tongue.

"Your pussy is eating me..fuck..Ugh," I said quietly to her. She's just as insane as I am. She's fucking suffocating! It's as though something is trying to devour me. I can't fucking stop myself.

I'm breaking out in a cold sweat because I feel like something is about to explode inside my stomach and all over my body.

Fuck, fuck, fuck! As she shook and groaned, I thrust and thrust. Her body trembles as I thrust and push deep inside her at breakneck speed.

She's devouring me! I growled as she used her vaginal muscles to compress my cock within her, causing me to spurt my sperm inside her and rush after her. It was gripping so tightly! Oh, my goodness!

Say, this is the actual comfort room.

"Mr. Cabballi?!!" exclaimed an elderly officer in front of me.

"You don't seem to be in the world, is there something wrong?" Russel inquired.

"Uh, nothing, what is it?" I inquired.

"Oh, just be careful; there's no cure for folly, and many of those who were sick didn't recover," Ice interjected.

Tch, it was standing again.

I drew my shirt down to disguise the bulge.

"The person who witnessed what happened last night is standing right in front of you! Are you paying attention? You're wasting my time if you're not serious about this scenario. If you don't have anything planned for your life! I'll put you all in jail if you don't go home- "He chastised.

"With all due respect, Sir. Is this a name you've heard before? You did know him, didn't you? "I interrupted him.

"I don't care about anything, so don't waste my time-" he yelled.

"Demitrius, you're not aware? Hmm? No, I don't believe so. Yes, I see. You have a cherished family, don't you? "

I can read his eyes and see that I am directly threatening him.

"Why are you there on that particular night??!Do you know who you didn't assist, motherfucker? Why are you so terrified? Why didn't you assist him? Do you recognize the man's face? Do you recall his face?! Please respond! "Ice yelled at the man in front of us; I know he's angry."

"I don't know him, and I don't remember anything," This guy is inebriated and out of his mind.

"Why are there so few CCTVs?!

Russell yelled once more. "Russell, dude, relax. I need to pee for a moment. "I'll be right back," I say.

Russel merely nodded, not even looking at me, and I clutched my pocket hard..

"Excuse me, Chief, but where is the Comfort Room? " I inquired.

"Just travel straight till you see a sign of a guy and a female, and then you're.. go to the left side, " He stated as I turned my back on him walking to the direction he was mentioned. Luckily, I'm wearing a large shirt.

My Dear has lost control and will not settle down.

I need to jerk off and let these silly hormones out.