Is this guy my weakness?

Oh shit! It's already midnight. And still, I am not able to sleep. Ouch! I just fall from my bed. What's happening with me, tonight. Why can't I sleep? How will I?

It's barely a few more hours to pass and I will be reaching my New College. I know not a single one there. How will I overcome the living situation here?

Ok, I need to be relaxed by getting some fresh air. Who's standing there? Is he Daniel? Yes, He is Daniel. He was my best friend.

But a few weeks ago in the farewell party, where all were disguised in masks. Kaile was also wearing the same gown as mines.

And Daniel kissed her, but it wasn't his mistake. He was too drunk, but Kaile should have stopped him, but she didn't. I think she liked him, but all the other students including my friends thought it was me.

I had always told them that Daniel is just a friend of mine who has nothing with my love life. At that moment, I don't know what happened, I learned about that the incident afterward from my Mom.

Oh no! My alarm is ringing. But where is it?

It's there but first I need to switch on the lights. Now it's already five what else can I do? I had to quickly check my bag.

And then I need a cold shower as my body stinks. But I was not able to ignore Daniel's face. Why was he so upset? Why? I want to know the reason behind his sadness.

And, this question is eating my head up. I quickly changed my attire. Was he upset about me going to the hostel? Oops! by mistake, I stepped on something.

What is that? Oh! it's my diary. I have just forgotten about my dairy. Let me put it in my backpack.

Suddenly, Mom shouted, "Where are you, Cristill?"

Oh! Mom, wait a minute I am ready. I am just coming. I ran downstairs but none of my friends came to say the last goodbye including Daniel. But why?

I haven't done anything unfair so why it's arising to me?

Mom said, "Breakfast is prepared, honey, be quick to finish it."

Ok mom, should I leave a letter to Daniel? But If he doesn't want it? No, I shouldn't leave a letter as he didn't come here to say goodbye.

Mom should, "Kiddo! fast, I am waiting in the car."

Wait for a little just let me tell goodbye to my room, bed, and all stuff. I have to leave my phone also.

Mom replied, "No you can take it."

I asked, "But are phones allowed?"

Mom replied, "Yes, but you cannot use it during the day but it's allowed from 9 to 10, as many students come from very far.

So let's go now!"

I feel a little awkward. As I don't know if something bad is waiting for me there or not? Mom and I were talking about the hostel and we reached there.

So this is my new hostel. It seems to nice.

I kinda like it! I can see someone from here.

Oh, shit who's that? He is so cute.

Mom waved, "Goodbye!"

I said, "I will miss you, Mom. Do I need to talk to the principal?"

Mom, "Yes you need to kiddo."

Mom exclaimed and left quietly. But I am not so sad as I found that guy so cute.

I walked with my bags to my room and wait my room number was 103. Ok, let's head to my room now. So this is my room.

It is cute as it has a small bed on the side with a purple - colored bedsheet and has violet stips in it. And that bed is of whom?

I don't know but I am excited to know my roommate. But first I have to meet the principal. But I don't know where is the principal's office. I should ask someone?

But whom will I ask?

No one is here except that cute guy. So, let's ask that cute guy.

I introduced, "Hi! I am Cristill and I have been shifted here today. Can you please take me to the principal's office as I don't know where is it?"

With a very cute smile on his face he replied, "Hi, I am Kevin, nice to meet you, Cristill. I wanted to take you to the principal's office, but I am so sorry I have some work but I will surely tell you the way."

By his cute smile and voice, I believed him truly. He said to walk me straight and then turn right, so I followed his directions.

Omg! I can't believe I am in front of the boy's washroom.

I freaked out and then I ran away from there. Chasing after me, Kevin came with two other guys came and embarrassed me.

Then only another boy who protested against the nonsense towards me.

But, Who's he? I was so embarrassed that I ran without looking at anyone. I stumbled upon a fellow. We both got hurt and I quickly stood up and said, "I am very sorry, hope you haven't got much hurt?"

The Guy replied, "No it's ok. Are you ok?"

I was just looking at his eyes which mesmerized me, he shook me up and I told sorry to him again and introduced myself.

He smiled at me and introduced himself to me. The Guy,"I am George, please don't get panicked I will be there to help when you will need me, I promise."

I asked him to direct me to the principal's office.

George gently said,"Yes of course! I will."

Then I went to the principal's office and he said to me that my roommate is Regina, and he warned me not to use mobiles too much during the night.

And told me that I can just call your mom for a few minutes. Then I was so excited to find out who's Regina?

I went to my room and was keeping all my things there when I noticed a girl.She was wearing ripped clothes. She was wearing a black colored crop top and a dark red mini skirt.

She was wearing heels and was standing in a position to gain attraction. But with whom is she talking? Oh shit! it is him, the one who send me to the boy's washroom.

I will never forgive him for doing this.

What a jerk Kevin is? Really, how could he do that with me? Why did he send me there? What wrong have I done to him? Wait, Is she his girlfriend?

I think yes as they were not looking like just so-called friends. And what are they talking about? Should I try to hear their conversation?

No, I shouldn't. But, they are talking so loudly? Wait a minute. What are they talking about?

I can't believe that in the hostel, they are talking about those pieces of stuff.

Kevin is flirting with Regina. That means taht they are more than friends..Oh! that means she is my roommate? Oh no! Why does she have to be in the same room as me? Oh shit! Did she noticed me?

Regina rudely asked, "Wanna have soms fun with him?" No! I don't...

Kevin, Oh! have some pity on that nerd, babe.

I got more embarrassed by Kevin than Regina. Kevin is such a bad guy

How can he be so rude? How can I blame him only? Regina is fully supporting him.

I don't want to but I have to eavesdrop on their conversation.

But are they talking about me?

Kevin, "Are you gonna share your room with that nerd?"

Regina, "How the hell can you think that I, Regina will share my room with her? She already disgust me."

Kevin, "I knew it already, that a girl like you can share a room with a girl like her."

Regina, "Let her be there and watch us. As no one wants to be with her. I mean she doesn't even have a standard."

After sometimes Kevin went out of the room. Before you he whispered something into Regina's ears.

Oh shit! Did he saw me? But how could he? I went to my bed quickly and started acting sleeping. Regina then changed her clothes and what's she wearing?

What the hell! She is wearing such a short dress. Kevin went as it's not allowed to stay in any other's room. I stood up to have water when I saw Regina apologizing to me for her rude behavior.

She told me that if I had to survive here then I should be able to make out with boys and wear clothes like her. At first, I refused but then I thought I will not have friends if I am unable to wear clothes like her.

But I don't have clothes like her what to do? She offered me her dresses but I refused. Then she saw my clothes and suggest me to wear the hot pants which I am wearing now inside the room, to wear during the daytime. But will this work?

Regina, "Of course, it will. Believe me."

She told me to wear those pants only, but more upwards, which I did. And then she told me to wear her crop top.

Regina, "Do you want friends or not?"

I replied, "I want friends but like this?"

Regina, "Now see how many new friends will you get?"

I was not at all happy, then also I kept quiet.

I don't want to lose a friend. Kevin knocked at the door, Regina opened it and told him something that I wonder.

Regina, "Sorry Babe I am not available tonight, as Suzie and I am going to hang out with Patrick."

What's next? Kevin gets upset and then his eyes fell upon me and why is he staring at me like that? Am I looking odd?

Kevin came inside the room,"I cannot believe my eyes tht you are the nerdy girl I have seen this morning. Being with Regina just a few years and you are trying to be her?"

I replied to him softly that I wasn't the one who wore her dress.

Kevin shocked, "What? I didn't knew that you have a big mouth and speak so much."

I am just... Kevin kept staring at me .I got so much disturbed with those eyes that I forgot everything he has done to me.

Kevin is locking the room, But why is he doing so?

I got so tensed that I sat on my bed turning my face to the other side. He came closer and closer and sat on my bed. He kept his hand on my shoulder and told sorry to me as he cannot understand my beauty.

He then rested his hand on my shoulders but I wanted to stop him but I was scared to refuse as I don't want any misunderstanding.

I thought it to be natural for him and the other girls in the hostel. I stood up and just start putting all my stuff on my table in a proper way just to ignore him but he came from behind grabbed my waist.

I could feel his heavy breathing on my shoulder. Kevin, please stop, I whispered, please Kevin it's not right. Someone knocked at the door and I pushed him away and opened the door and it was Regina. She was just in a mad mood. Suddenly she pushed me and came inside.

Regina started shouting at Kevin, "Kevin why the hell are you still here?"

Kevin, "No, just waiting for you, babe nothing else."

Regina, "Just get out of my room!"

Kevin went to his room, but that whole night was a disaster. Regina came inside in a bad mood and sent Kevin back.

But why is she walking in that manner? And why did she behave like that with Kevin? I went to ask her what happened, but she didn't answer.

So, I held and took her to the bed i just can't sleep in that room as she is shouting and giggling all the time. I can't sleep tonight let's just get out of this room. I went out and saw someone walking there and I got scared.

I asked, "Who are you?"

Then in the darkness, he came closer to me but I am so afraid that I can't shout also.

I closed my eyes and put my hands on my ears.

Then I can hear a similar voice, I slowly opened my eyes and see that.

I asked, "George? Is it you?"

George replied, "Yes, this is me don't get scared."

I asked, "But why are you roaming outside?"

George, "As Kevin is not letting me sleep in my room so I started roaming, but why are you out here?"

Wow, Regina is also not letting me to sleep, I think she is drunk.

George, "You think! I can hear her voice till here and you think she is drunk, but wait a second, Cristill what are you wearing now?"

No, Regina told me that if I don't wear clothes like her I will never get a friend, but am I looking odd in it?

George, "Will I tell the truth, you are looking very good which can't be understood today morning.

Um! you need to wear those clothes for getting friends."

I questioned, "But , George why are you staring at me like that? George doesn't reply, but he continued to stare."

Is he checking me out? I felt awkward that I rushed to my room. Why easy he watching me like that?

Why? Oh shit! not again this stinking room. I don't want to go there. What had happened to Regina I had to ask her. Tomorrow morning, but now it's already eight.

Today's my first class I can't be late. But at least I have to try to wake up Regina. First I have to be ready and I will not wear those again and I will just simply wear my clothes.

I will just leave a note for Regina.

The note says, "Regina, it's me Cristill. As you were sleeping, I didn't wake you up, but I have tried and If someone asks me I will tell you were not feeling well so you didn't came.

So don't feel panicked - by Cristill."

So it's my first class and I will introduce myself boldly but I don't know why I am uncomfortable wearing my dress also as it's till knee but girls here wear so short then what can't I?

I went to the class and George was already there.

Professor Stevenson said, "You seem like a nice girl, please introduce yourself to the whole class."

But before I could say something I looked at the professor and he is just so cute, but no first I have no concentrate on my introduction.

I mean being a professor at such a young age is really very attractive.

I tried to introduce myself, "So to the whole class, I am Cristill, and I have moved here yesterday, I don't know anyone here except a few.

I would try my best to fit in here with you all. It's really very nice to meet you all."

None of the girls paid attention to me, but some of the boys did. I sat beside George and then only Kevin entered the class and as he saw Regina was absent, he sat beside me.

So now on a bench, I am sitting between two guys with a professor teaching us. But I can feel some more trouble coming for me.

I could feel Kevin's gonna do something bad to me. What will he try to do? In the class where everyone is sitting. I wanted to freak out but I can't as everyone is sitting and I am now no one will believe me also.

I want to change my seat but we all have to see what sir was teaching. George is also have something in his mind.Does that mean it's normal?

How can k control my anger issues? The class is going on but I can't concentrate on the lecture. How will I?

The two boys are. not letting me concentrate.

I asked sir, "Sir, can I please change my seat."

Sir replied, "I don't have an issue but why do you want to change your seat?"

I replied, "Nothing important just as I am new I want to get friendly with everyone else in the class."

Sir said, "But no other seat is left, today you sit there, tomorrow you can seat anywhere else, Is it ok?" Ok sir it's fine....

Sir said to the whole class, "You have to do a group project, each group will have three members and you are allowed to discuss with your partners and go to each other's room.

But only two in one room and so I will give you a week to complete your project and if one is discussing with another someone of the two will go to the third person's room. And I will choose the group members. Is it ok?"

The whole class was okay with it but I wasn't. Sir after giving all a group.

Sir asked, "Aren't you the roommate of Regina?"

Yes sir, today she is absent.

Sir said, "Ok she will be in another group, and you will be with Kevin and George, and you will go to each other's room as I know if one of those boys will go they will surely fight."

Me by getting panicked said, "Ok sir! I will only discuss with them and will try to make our project the best."

Sir complemented, "I love your spirit, keep it up!"

Kevin and George were happy to get me in their group, but am I happy or not with this decision? No, I am not happy with this decision.

How will I? I never talk to boys except for Daniel, as I never felt odd with him.