Insomnia Story.

Sophia POV

I can't believe she's making me go to her own wedding!! My mother is getting married, how many kids could say they went to their parent wedding, well apparently I can.

The name is Sophia, I'm sixteen and it feels like my life just ended. My mother who was a single mother her whole life decided that she had enough with the single life and want to get married, yeyy her.

I wasn't against her having a life or getting laid, god knows she need it. I'm objecting to me being dragged around the country.

I'm a city girl, I'm born and raised and LA, I can't do country, forest doesn't appeal me, I don't even like the snow. Okay I never saw it before, but doesn't mean I'm missing much.

Today is the cursed day, today is her wedding, I hardly knew her new husband, it was love from first sight.

She told me it was made to be, and she tell me not to rush into getting a boyfriend and still she'll marry someone she just met.

If that wasn't the worst part, then this must be it. He have five kids, five sons to be exact. I'm used to having my own bathroom and not sharing how am I supposed to live with five step brothers.

Not one, not two but five!! Their youngest is fourteen, meaning they are all teenagers. God, why is life so cruel on my poor soul.

Mom wasn't gonna wear a big white dress, just a simple sundress one, she had some light make up on and she looked beautiful.

She have long jet black hair, brown eyes and a heart shaped face. I on the other hand had my looks from my dad her Highschool sweetheart. My hair is practically white, no I'm not into the silver trend it's how i was born. My eyes are hazel colour and I'm too pale compared to her olive skin that's look tanned and healty.

Thankfully mum never hated me for looking like him, she never called me a mistake or a fault, she loved me. I'm mommy's little girl or at least I used to be, as I grew older people would think we are friends never mother and daughter which is okay with me.

My mom is my only friend, she's my secret keepers even my embarrassing ones. When I get too scared or stressed I'll go to little space to help me, my little age is about three maybe four depend. I never regress too much, and momma never hated me for it, she took care of me even then.

Now that we're moving, did I mention that we're moving? Let me say it again we are FUCKING MOVING across the country, I don't think I'll be able to be little me again.

The new town we're heading to isn't LA, there everyone know each other. The school is simple two buildings, everyone been together since kindergarten.

And here I come the new girl, I hate being new, I might not look like this but I'm really shy. Especially around new people, and new faces.

"Sophia time to go" my mum yelled from downstairs, I could hear how happy she is.

I'm only doing this for her, once I hit eighteen I'm back to LA and to my life.

I did a last check on the room before I leave, everything was set in boxes and went into the van. Everything except my personal items, my Ipad, phone, charger, earphones and of course my teddy bear. He'll be scared to sit alone in a van the whole way there.

I got him into my backpack and left the room saying goodbye to my old and only bedroom.

I went downstairs and got in the car with Fredrik, my new step father. It's just him, mom and I. We have an appointment at the church for them to be married then we're off the road to our new home.

I'm dressed for the occasion in a baby blue sun dress and some flats, I can't walk in heals to save my life. Even Fredrik was dressed in some jeans and a button up shirt, his tattoos were showing all over his hand and neck.

Who knew my mom would go for the tattooed bad looking guy, but I'll give it to her even for a guy in his forties he's in a very good shape with strong muscles.

He's also twice my height, mom is taller then me by few inches but him, I hardly touch his chest. I still got two years to gain some height or so my doctor says.

The ceremony were fast and straight to the point, I announce you husband and wife, they didn't even get to the part of kissing the bride, we just left.

I got in the back of the SUV, and put my earphones on, music on, world off.

I must have dosed for a bit since i was shaken awake by my mother, did we make it already?

We got into a restaurant for early dinner since we'll be driving through the night. I didn't appreciate my nap being cut short so i was grumpy while in the restaurant.

Nothing looked to be appealing for me so I just shrugged and let my new "dad" to choose for me.

I nibbled a bit at my food and drank my pepsi, until they were finally done and we could leave.

"You hardly ate anything Soph" Fredrik comment.

"Not hungry" I just mumble.

"It's a long way home" he warn me and I just shrug.

We get back in the car and I fall asleep again with my earphones on.

I was actually comfortable in the silent car, having nice dreams until I felt us stop.

There was car door opening and closing and then some murmur.

Finally i was picked out of the car by some strong hands probably Fred, for some reason he sniffed me and growled. I must be dreaming, right?

Sophia POV

I wole up in a strange bed, looking around I didn't recognize my surroundings where am I?

I wasn't in my sundress either, I had on an oversized T-shirt. It wasn't even mine, in my hand was my pink teddy Mr.sparkle.

I jumped out of the bed and frankly looked around, someone tucked me in bed and even gave me my teddy bear.

Please god tell me it was mom who did all this. On further inspections i found most of my boxes from home inside the room, so this must be my new room.

It was a giant room compared to the one back at home, it even had an ensuit bathroom! I don't have to share, i went and washed my face and teeth, did my buisness. Then searched between the boxes for my clothes, i couldn't find any shirt so i just added some yoga pants underneath the shirt, it's large enough to be a dress on me.

I left the room and saw several doors closed, most of them had some decoration on them. I went downstairs hoping to find my mother, she's a coffeeholic, so I'm hoping to find her in the kitchen making her coffee.

Few wrong turns here and there and I found the kitchen, it's was also one hell of a kitchen, it was the size of our old apartment. We're living in a mansion now, I guess.

Mom was there as expected, I ran and gave her a hug, waking up in new place is scary, I was trying my best not to go to my little space.

"Good morning princess" mom said in her forever happy voice.

"Morning mommy" I reply in a whisper.

"Someone isn't feeling very big today?" she asks and I nod still hiding in her arms

"It's okay baby, I know you're scared but it's okay" she said while petting my hair.

I heard a throat being clenaed and turned around to see Fredrik.

"Good morning soph" he said with a smile.

"Morning" I reply hardly a mumble.

He eyes my shirt choice and smile before turning to make a cup of coffee of his own.

"You ready to meet your new brothers?" he asks me again and I shrug, I was hoping not to see them, but i guess it's a must.

Mom took a seat at the breakfast bar with Fredrik next to her, I guess I should get used to sharing her.

I sat down too and Fred offered me a cup of orange juice. The first boy to come in the kitchen was one who looked young, younger then me even, he was dressed in a T-shirt and his boxers only.

"Sam" his father scolds once he saw the attire.

"Morning to you too father" sam replies in a voice filled with sarcasm.

"Get dressed, we have girls that live with us now"

"Well she's my new mom and she got you" he said pointing at mum shrugging while he went to pour a glass of juice for him.

"Sophia this is Samuel, he's your new younger brother" Fred introduce us.

"Welcome to the family sis" sam replies cheering me with his orange juice before he left the kitchen hopefully to get dressed.

Next to come in where two guys one really look like Fred with his brown hair and brown eyes while the other had green eyes. They were as tall as Fred and even had some tattoos like him.

"These are Alvin and Adam, Alvin is twenty while Adam is seventeen" he introdcue them.

They both eye my shirt with a smirk and then share a look like a private conversation between them and finally they break into a laugh.

They don't know me yet and already are laughing at me, I felt tears gather in my eyes. I just want to leave already, I looked for a way to leave the kitchen unnoticed.

Another guy walked in the kitchen this one looked like Adam, same green eyes, same tattoos. He saw my teary face and i looked away hiding all evidence. He slapped both of the laughing hyenas back head and pointed toward me.

They stopped laughing instantly, he turned back to me and offered me a big warm smile.

"I'm Victor, that idiot is my twin" he says confirming my suspicion about how similar they look.

"We're so happy to have you in the family, what's your name baby girl?" he ask in a smooth voice that's filled with dominance.

"Sophia" I whisper but still he heard it.

"Sophia" he says it again, excpet it sounded like he was tasting the word not simply saying it.

"Always wanted a sis, welcome to the family" Adam says giving me a hug, I heard a low growl before he let me go but I guess I was imagining.

"Welcome to the family" Alvin says keeping his distance.

"Where's Kyle?" Fred asks his sons.

"Still asleep probably" Alvin replies.

"Kyle is same age as you soph, he'll be with you tomorrow in school as will the twins and Sammy" Fred tell me.

Wow, I'll have four of my brothers with me in school, well at least I won't be alone for the first day.

"Now who want breakfast" Fred asks taking me out of my thoughts.

We all shouted me, there was even two muffles shouts from upstairs. .

I ended up sitting next to Sammy and Victor at breakfast. Everyone kept eyeing me, like I they knew something and I don't. Weird...

Sophia POV.

I won't be going to school until tomorrow, that means I have a full day to get used to everything and everyone.

I met the mysterious Kyle during breakfast, we was sixteen like me. He's cute and funny and he welcomed me with a big twirl making me giggle but Victor snatched me out of his hands saying he might drop me.

They've hardly knew me for few hours and they are already being possessive and worried about me.

Maybe having brothers won't be so bad, they gave me a house tour, the boys all have a room of their own beside mine. My mother and step father room is on the second floor.

They had an entertainment room or a man cave to exact. It had a bar, pool table, a plasma TV, PlayStation set up.

The backyard of the house was enormous and blends in with the forest.

"Just don't go to the forest alone little sis" Alvin warn me.

I noticed that Alvin might be the oldest and they all listen to him but they also listen to Victor, even Alvin did what Victor asked question free.

I never had any sibling and so i didn't really understand their dynamic. They had stake for dinner while mum who knew I don't do big chunks of meat, she made chicken nuggets for me. It was that or she'll have to cut it for me, I didn't need my mum to cut my food infront of my new step father and brothers.

I was kind of embarrassed, eating differently then the rest, but still better from the other option.

"You don't like steak?" kyle asked with disbelief.

I just shrugged avoiding an answer, I ate my dinner in silence while they talked about school and what not.

After dinner I was excused from helping with cleaning and sent to bed so I can rest for tomorrow.

I headed to my room and changed to my own pyjamas, I hugged my teddy Mr.sparkle close and went to sleep.

I was about to sleep when there was a knock on the door, I went to open the door and saw Sammy.

"Uhhh...just came to say goodnight to my new sister" he says with a blush, he looked adorable and he's the only little brother I'll ever get so why not. I gave sam a hug and a kiss.

I was about to go back to my room when kyle passed by, he too got a kiss and hug.

"Ohh do i get to kiss my new sister too" Adam asked with a smirk, while Victor just stood there smiling at us.

I gave the twins their share of kisses and hugs, well since i already hugged every one. I ran toward Alvin bedroom, he was surprised to see me and even more shocked when I gave him a hug.

"Apparently we all get hug and kisses before bed from now on." Victor said from behind me.

His words made me blush, I just escaped back to my room and went to bed. I slept easily and only woke up to my alarm the next morning.

Now starting a new school is going to be hard wether I had my new brothers with me or not.

I did my morning routine and then went to chose my clothes, first impression are important. I didn't really know what to wear and spend several minutes just searching through my wardrobe.

I decided on my high waisted jeans with a pink T-shirt and my tennis shoes. I let my white hair down and did my very quick make up routine, mascara and lip gloss done.

I got my backpack and moved to the kitchen. My brothers were all there having breakfast, my stomach was in too much torment to accept any food so I just moved my food around waiting till it's time to go.

"Sophia eat baby" Victor was the one to notice I haven't eat anything.

"Mhmmm" I reply still not feeling like i can eat.

Victor got up and got me a glass of orange juice, well at least I think i can drink that.

"I'm taking sophie with me, Adam can drive you two" Victor said before picking my backpack up and offering me a hand.

We went to the garage and i see a variation of cars, and trucks. Victor skip them all and go toward a shiny silver motorcycle.

"Ever been on one?" he asks and i shake my head no.

"All you have to do is hold to me" he says before getting a helmet, he place it over my head and it's a little big, he had to adjust the straps of it.

"I'll need to get you a smaller size helmet" he mumble to himself.

He got on first and then helped me get up behind him, I placed my arms on his side but he took both hands and made me hug him even closer.

He turned the bike on and took off slowly first before he added some speed, I hugged him even closer.

"You scared of the speed?" he asks slowing down.

"A little" i confess.

He drove the rest of the way in a slower pace for me, once we made it to school, he parked his motorcycle and got down.

He helped me on to my feets and took the helmet off, he even fixed my hair for me.

He was looking at me weirdly, in a look full of love and care. I just shrugged it out and let him take me toward the office.

"Good morning Victor" the lady says.

"Good morning, I'm here to get my sister schedule" he says and I'm grateful I don't like talking to strangers.

"Name sugar?" she asks me and I mumble sophia but it wasn't enough.

"Her name is Sophia Nightshade" he says giving me the same last name as theirs instead of my mother's.

She hand him the schedule and he thank her before walking us out of the office.