I'm His Obsession

chapter 1

Theo and I have been married for three years now and all I can say is that it was a pleasure to be his wife, at first...

The things that I experience with him now are the things that he could not do with me before

"I'm leaving" he said without emotion

I was about to come closer to kiss his cheek which is my habit when he enters the office but he turned his face away and looked at me coldly

my heart ached a little,

And immediately smiled bitterly

He always treated me like that for the past months

I just don't care because I love him, and I know he loves me too

"I have to go to my meeting"

"Take your pocket for a moment" I said and ran to the kitchen

I took it with a smile and when I got back he had already left

"It's a shame, maybe I'll just pass by his office" I whispered sadly while looking outside, I was alone here in the big but quiet and lonely mansion

I am Serene Avallon- Alcazar, the woman hated by her husband for not having children.

Chapter 2

Someone Pov;

I immediately left when he entered the kitchen to take what he was going to bury in what he cooked for me, I knew he would insist on sending me what he cooked again which was not tasty and always salty.

Little by little I lost my appetite for our relationship

for Pete's sake we have been married in 3 years, and during that time the foundation full of love and dreams that we established together has gradually given

She has a condition, she can't give me a child

It's okay I hope if he told me about his condition right away, I hope I didn't expect that we would have a child early, but no, he kept it a secret

His condition for two years

Because of that, I gradually lost my appetite every time I saw him.

I continued driving when Jeanette suddenly called, I immediately answered and smiled at her face

"Good morning, Honey! Can you come by my condo and I have a surprise for you I surely you will love it" just in his tone I know I will enjoy it

"I'm on my way, sweety" I answered before hanging up

I immediately drove to his condo because my body was excited by the heat I felt

when I arrived, I almost ran to Jeanette's condo, as soon as I opened the door, I immediately grabbed her with h4lik

"Woah, your wild is easy there.." he whispered with a smile

"Don't stop me from doing this, I miss making love with you" I answered and resumed what I did.

CHAPTER 3

You can't blame me because Serene can't give me what I want, what my body needs.

I'm just a man with a need that Serene can't fill

because every time I wanted to have sex with him he refused

I Want To Try Again If my miracle happens that her stomach will be full but she doesn't want to.

Because what he always told me was that it would be impossible for him to carry another person because of his condition.

every time I commit this sin, I don't remember that I was married, it was lust who occupied my system.

I'm determined to impregnate Jeannette

"Won't your husband know this?" Jeanette asked weakly

"What if he finds out? Is there anything else she can do, besides I'm planning to divorce with her". I whispered coldly before kissing her again.

I don't care about how serene feels,

Because all I want is to have a child.

I am Theodeus Alcazar.

serene's husband a cheater and a liar.

Chapter 2

Serene Pov

I plan to go to my husband's Company to bring the food I cooked

I know he doesn't want me to come to the Company, I feel like he's embarrassing me

I just ignored it and faced the mirror and smiled

you can do it Serene, I'm strong

I wore a comfortable Plain white cardigan and high waist

After making sure that I looked okay, I walked to the garage to get in the car

I first thought of calling Aimee, my wife's secretary, to ask if Theo was in the office

He immediately answered it in just three rings

"Hello, ma'am, good morning, I called you"

"I'm just asking if Theo is there yet? He said he had a meeting this morning

Come on, come on, that's why he left it in his pocket, I'm on my way to bring it to him". My long litany

"Ahh, ma'am". I feel nervous in his voice

"Yes, is it my problem Aimee".

I have a gentle question, I feel like something is wrong

"M-mam Serene Sir Theo doesn't have a meeting today, he canceled it for important matter"

I was surprised and immediately the car I was driving braked hard

"M-mam, are you okay, why do you seem to hear someone-

I turned off the call and was not surprised

Theo is not in the Company? Then why did he say he was my meeting this morning? Is he lying to me? no he's not maybe I just went to see him, or maybe my important person really went to see him

But is that worth it, for him to lie to me and keep it a secret?

My mind is full of questions, and it's like someone is pushing me to go to my husband's former condo

My heart is beating fast, I feel fear

The corners of my eyes are also getting hot

I arrived at his condo, I was here at the door

I stepped on the slightly ajar door, If that's how he's here? My mind is full of questions

So I slowly opened the door.

The door I stepped on was slightly ajar. If that's how he's here? My mind is full of questions

So I slowly opened the door

My eyes widened at what I saw

Scattered women's underwear and bra and my husband's suit, I know it belongs to my husband.

I also heard some noises from the bedroom

No it can't be he's not

He can't do this to me

My heart beats fast, I stop myself from overthinking

Because I trust my husband a lot

because I know he can't do what I have in mind

As I got closer to the bedroom, the growling I heard got louder and louder

I covered my mouth and prevented myself from making any noise, but my eyes were treacherous because the tears kept flowing.

In front of me are two people who enjoy sex

"Won't your wife know?"

He couldn't bear to watch their cheating and swindling, so I left in a hurry while tears continued to flow from my eyes.

But before I could get away, I heard what Theo said that shook my entire being.

"What if he finds out? Is there anything he can do. besides I'm planning to divorce her"

How did you do this to me Theo?

With each step of my feet there is a weight on my whole body

I tried to walk to the restroom and when I got in, it was immediately locked

that's when my tears fell, almost blocking my chest from the pain of my heart

"Why are you doing this to me, Theo, am I still lacking?" I said and shed my tears again

I'm like a crying child whose throat almost hurts from my sobbing

I know that I can't give you a child, but is that enough of a reason to cheat on you?

Tears just kept flowing in my eyes

The pain, the pain pain

But I have to be a martyr

If I can forget what you did, If I can.

I went home early to cook Theo a new dish, I hope he likes it.

I tried to deny the facts that my own eyes witnessed.

That's not true I convinced myself.

while I was cooking I heard Theo's car coming, so I immediately set the table and put plates, spoons, rice and dishes on it.

I smiled because he still came home to me.

when he entered I immediately greeted him, I was about to kiss him on the cheek but as I expected he avoided it. So I felt a needle in my heart.

"How are your meetings? Have you eaten? I cooked for you" I asked him one after another

"I've eaten, just throw it away" he said coldly

"But I worked hard for it, taste it at least a little" I insisted

"I'm full dmn it" he said cheaply

I was surprised, but I immediately got over it, and smiled at him.

I immediately took the plate and spoon to pour it on him but he threw it away and angrily looked at me with hatred in his eyes

The corners of my eyes are hot hahaha the pain.

"DON'T YOU HEAR ME SERENE? HAS YOU BEEN DEAF TOO?hAHA I THOUGHT YOUR DISABILITY WAS JUST NOT GETTING PREGNANT" he shouted which surprised me

"Get out, don't hide your face in front of me because I was taken care of".

He pushed me at the same time, so I fell down and hit my head on the end of the table.

the pain in my heart thundered from the painful words he threw at me, to expose my shortcomings

I couldn't do anything but bend down and stop the sobs and tears that wanted to come out.

I can feel the blood flowing in my head, I can't feel the pain, because there is nothing greater and equal to the pain I feel now.

It hurts to love Theo, I whispered to myself

"S-sorry, take a rest". I looked up when I said that, but he just looked at me coldly with hatred in his eyes

It's like I'm a huge mistake He's made in his whole life, and I laugh with that.

He loves me I know that,

he told be he love me, I stamped in my mind and immediately entered my memory of our happy past, I couldn't stop smiling.

Maybe that's all I can hold on to, he loves me, Yes he loves me. He can't crush me that hard.

I stood up even though it was difficult

I picked up the pieces of the broken Plate.

When I finished, I went straight to the guest room, Yes, to the guest room because he began to treat me coldly.

I volunteered to change rooms, because I knew even if he didn't say it.

I know that I was one of his biggest mistakes in his life.

I hugged myself while whispering.

'I hope that when I wake up tomorrow, all the painful events of today will be just a dream'

CHAPTER 3

Days passed and he still behaved coldly, he often got hot when he saw me

Not a day goes by that he doesn't hurt me physically and emotionally,

He always blames me for my shortcomings.

I understand him over and over again even though it hurts, even though he kills me over and over again with his painful words.

Because I love him so much I tried to forget the betrayal that I witnessed face to face.

most of the night he comes home at night smelling of alcohol and full of red marks

On her neck and clothes, she also smells like a woman.

I bit my lip

Prevented from sobbing

How long will he make me feel that he doesn't love me anymore?

how long will I put up with what he is doing?

The pain is very painful

I don't know what sin I did to God, and why he gave me such a painful punishment.

I stopped in my daze when I heard the door open carelessly.

I stood up and wiped the tears flowing down my cheeks.

I immediately smiled when I saw him, he is still mine because he is still coming home to me.

But my smile immediately disappeared when I saw that he was very drunk.

I approached him and supported him.

'Let me help you'. I held him by the arm to support him to his room.

I was surprised that he didn't protest

He lifted my waist and faced him, now I was facing his handsome face.

I can read the strange emotions in his green eyes, I can't figure out what is inside the emotions I see in his eyes.

The way he looks on me now, is the way he looks on me before,

full of love and longing, God I miss this, I miss him.

I was surprised by what he did, my heart was beating very fast, overflowing with Saya.

But the Joy that I feel at this drunken memory is immediately extinguished, and I am not myself.

"Serene" he whispered my name huskily, then buried his face on my neck.

My heart beat fast when he did that

Why is he doing this? To make me hope that this relationship can be saved? That he still loves me despite his covert cheating on me.

I feel tears flowing from my eyes,

he separated from hugging me and looked at my face, my husband couldn't escape the tears in my eyes

"Why are you doing this Theo?"

He didn't answer instead He looked at my eyes with full of

Regrets? I don't know

I don't want to hope. because I know that in this relationship I am the only one who continues to fight and love.

He hugged me again and buried his face in my neck.

God I want to stay like this forever, If it's possible.

I looked up and bit my lip to stop sobbing

"I'm sorry"

I didn't hear what he said because he was so weak.

He shrugs his head

"Theo don't be so hard headed"

why is he stubborn?

"It's already hard Serene". He smiled and whispered in my ear

My eyes immediately widened

Before I could protest, he grabbed my waist

and pressed a kiss on my lips

I was stunned, my brain couldn't process his soft lips on mine

Maybe I'll just make the most of the chance to be with him now, when it's over I'll go away

I slowly respond to his kisses, God I miss this, I want to stay like this forever

i felt the softness and love the way he kisses my lips.

He carried me in bridal style

At the speed of the incident, I only realized the touch of the soft bed behind me.

I watched him slowly take off his clothes.

I bit my lip

seeing his naked body, I could feel my cheeks turn red as I realized that I was fooled by his pet, I blushed and looked away

I heard him chuckle,

"Shy hmm" he murmured then kissed my lips, I gave back the same intensity he was giving me this time, with full of love and respect.

I closed my eyes when I felt the hard object being slowly rubbed against my opening. I can't stop biting my lip as it slowly enters my womanhood.

I completely grabbed his shoulder when he suddenly hit it.

Tears slowly escape on my eyes. It hurts. Because it has been many months since we did this.

"Sorry" he murmured, I feel like I'm on a cloud because I'm so happy.

He kissed my forehead, the pain was relieved immediately

"Ohhhhh..... t-Theo" I couldn't help but grunt loudly as he quickly moved forward.

We reach each other climax, he planted his seeds on my womb we reached dawn.

I am now lying on his chest, he is sleeping

while I kept staring at his very handsome face.

I think there is still hope to save this relationship.

I smiled

'I Love you' I Whisper to him, knowing.

'I Love you' I Whisper to him, I know he won't hear it because he is already asleep maybe because of tiredness and drunkenness.

i kiss his forehead, and lean my head against his hard chest again

This is home.

I completely forgot the painful things that happened like it was just yesterday.

I drowned in the delicious sensation we shared that night.

I feel like we did it with love.

I hope everything will be fine tomorrow

I hope you don't leave me, because me?

I keep hoping that there is still hope, that you love me.

Because of how you make me feel

I hope so.