Illicit Pleasure

My first year as a college student and so far I'm still very excited because I would finally make of my life what I want and my parents won't be on top of me like before that they wouldn't even leave me alone when I was with my friends. I've gone out partying, I do everything at my own pace without being pressured. Well, yes I'm a bit reserved but not enough to enjoy a good party with friends, of course I go out but it doesn't mean I will throw my future away either, studying medicine and becoming a doctor was always my dream and I'm going to fulfill it.

-Mey! -Hearing my friend's screams approaching me makes me close my eyes while I tense my jaw because when she screams like that it's because it's some kind of party -Here you are. -No," I said immediately. -But I didn't say anything Mey. -She's the only one who calls me Mey, my name is Maya, but she calls me Mey. -You'll never guess? -I frowned when my best friend came into my room and threw herself on my bed. -You just ruined the clothes I just folded," I snort in annoyance-roll my eyes. -There's a spectacular party at my boyfriend's house. You must dress like a sexy woman if you want to get laid tonight. -Tonight? No I can't... I have an entrance exam. -Stop being a prude. -Yeah, I'm still a prude. -Yeah, I'm still a prude, a little. -Yeah, I'm still a prude, a little. -You're not going to let me down... I told her I'd invite a very special friend... I swear. I didn't even know she had a boyfriend, saying no to her was like talking to a monkey who doesn't understand anything I say, Erika is my friend since high school, we've had our downs but we always end up eating ice cream and talking about ourselves. In the end even though she insisted I told her I couldn't go since this exam was essential, when I finally finished organizing everything, I saw that my friend left her cell phone when she came to me to borrow my makeup kit. -She had several missed calls from a number I don't know. "Love, you're already here because I feel like making you moan all night." I cocked a smile as she really had her night ready for action. "Shit, and here I am a nun thinking I have to study". I couldn't resist so I decided to go leave her cell phone until the party, I called my boyfriend to help me with this, but he said he had training and couldn't this time. Arriving at the party of course I didn't expect a whole fraternity to be here "if nothing else". I looked everywhere for my friend but couldn't find her with the others at the party, I had no idea the party would be in a huge mansion, had I known I would have come even for a little while at least. I heard some moans coming from a room, I knew her voice perfectly well enough to know it was her so I knocked several times but they didn't come out, I saw that there was a little table next to the door so I opened it a little to leave her cell phone there, but unintentionally the door opened wider than it should have and I saw her, but when I saw her my world fell apart when I saw that she was fucking my boyfriend, I was paralyzed when I saw them, they don't even notice my presence, they only moan while they are having sex, he holds her hips while he rams her from behind. -Who's there? All this time they saw my face, for how long? I don't know. I only know that my best friend was cheating on me all this time, behind my back they were seeing each other for this... "Training"... I did nothing but laugh because I was stupid to believe she would wait for me. Before they realized I was here, I closed the door and ran out while I see them in my head incessantly, my tears do not stop, the lump in my throat is so big I wanted to explode, seeing a club on the way I stopped and paid to enter without caring about anything, I just wanted to unburden myself, to be alone. -Do you know what you want? I didn't answer and told him to give me the strongest thing he had, the guy gave me a crooked smile and just said "Fine." I felt my heart shattered because I trusted people who laughed at me. "friend" I'm so stupid to believe that he really didn't care about sex, I guess I'm still naive, I could expect anything from him, but from Erika never, we were friends since high school... How could he do this to me? -I'm a complete fool. I tilt my head back as I felt a sharp pain in my chest with every passing second. When I was already feeling so drunk, I left the club, I think. The place was full and it's the first time I've ever been inside. I don't understand everything is dark, I opened the door and it's as if there were no lights... -there shit!.... I was paralyzed when I saw that it was not the exit but a room and that there was a man with his back turned, he was huge, his torso was naked, he was wearing only a pair of pants, when his eyes saw me, my body shuddered making saliva pass, a man in his thirties looks at me as if I were prey. My lips trembled as he smiled sideways. -I... My body doesn't react even because he was approaching me. I back away scared and he with one look made me shake like jelly. He undoes the buttons of my blouse, his hand holds my neck and goes up while his thumb wanders across my lower lip. -They took too long... The air leaves me as I hear his husky voice, "he's like a fucking god" "damn it say something Maya". -I... I... I went to the wrong door. I shiver and close my eyes as he puts pressure on my waist, I feel his breath hitting my face, my face was getting too hot when I see his face only inches away from mine. -Do you think you're going to leave? I froze as his hand slowly goes up to my breasts and massages them, his lips were on mine and not feeling me respond to his kiss he bites me and that's when I felt I was lost because I reciprocated. I woke up abruptly, and when I saw myself naked in the room I thought I had dreamed, my soul left my body and more when I got up and saw that there was blood on the bed, but there was something strange in me, I did not feel any remorse for what happened, in fact, I enjoyed it. When I returned to the bedrooms and saw my supposed boyfriend with a huge smile on his lips, I remembered the reason why I had ended up in that place. -I want you to come home with me. -Wasn't it that your parents hate me? -It's a family reunion and... I don't want to go alone. I had an intense desire to reproach him for everything and beat him until I was out of breath for being a bastard that makes fun of me behind my back, and of course my "Big friend" is not left behind, but I came up with something better so I agreed to go with her to the family dinner, I know her mother and stepfather and when she tells them in front of everyone what kind of an asshole she is, it will be the worst humiliation for someone of her "class", and everyone will see what she is, I will be the only victim in front of her family. When I was getting dressed up as usual trying to make her see me as her, erika stuck her nose where it wasn't wanted and dressed me in a way that was not presentable for my "boyfriend's" demanding family. I played along, we were looking for his family and when I saw her, I approached them pulling Lucas in a hurry. They are happy to see him but when they see me, they make a gesture of bitterness" is at that moment when I had the courage to speak but I stopped when I heard that voice behind my back greeting my boyfriend. -Dad! -Lucas moves away from me. I turn on my heels and my soul freezes when I see him with these eyes that will eat worms someday -You finally arrived. I'm petrified as I process that my boyfriend just called him dad.

I was paralyzed, I didn't know how to react, my heart is crazy and it doesn't stop beating so fast, it's like a bomb about to explode inside my chest, Lucas takes me by the hand and drags me to be in front of the man who fucked me like nobody ever did before, not even him. -She's Maya, the girl I told you about. I salivate as he smiled sideways -So you're the famous Mey. I guess my son... didn't lie when he spoke well of you. When he took my hand without permission my body shudders all over, my voice had been lost because I was saying this in a double meaning, "What happened last night...

shit!". His lascivious look makes me talk to my boyfriend to forget that he was here. -Are you ok? -said Lucas as he stared at me, "You're very pale. I told him I was fine to get him off my back but, his father kept watching me every chance he got and he was doing perfectly fine since no one noticed the tension between us not to mention in me. I don't understand how the hell this was happening to me, "if I had known, I would have run out of that room". I couldn't get those thoughts out of my head as I was too negligent in sleeping with a stranger, I took the glass with water because my throat felt dry and I took a huge sip because I wished time would run out here -It must have been an amazing night... for both of us. The water went down another side of my body and I was drowning, Lucas helped me and looked annoyed at his father saying we are not there yet, my face turned so red as a tomato that I excused myself so I could go to the bathroom, I practically ran out of that situation and being alone with my conscience I realized I was shaking too much I washed my face with enough water, looked in the mirror and was still red with embarrassment. -Shit, how can you say that calmly! -I mutter angrily -God...! I close my eyes and lean against the wall to calm my heart, feeling that I was getting a normal rhythm I open my eyes to freeze like a piece of ice floe, my eyes stare at his eyes while I feel his right leg goes between my legs slowly pulling up my dress. -So the bunny has an owner? -What... is she doing here...? -I tried to escape but he stops me by grabbing my waist tightly -What the hell? -What if my son... knew that... his sweet flower was already deflowered by his father...? -My skin goes totally erect when he holds one of my legs and moves his hand up until he reaches my buttocks -You look... too anxious. -This is not right, get out before someone.... My cheeks blush as he forces me to wrap his legs around his waist and at the same time deepens a kiss that leaves me breathless, I wanted to get him off me but my body felt the ecstasy of the night before as I remembered him with his kiss. -Are you afraid that someone will come in and see us like this... or are you just afraid that my son will see us like this? -My eyes beg him to leave but he just smiles sideways as he pulls down the sleeves of my blouse and the straps of my bra. -He whispers in my ear, "Anyone can come in right now. -My mind clouds as I feel something hard brushing against my intimacy until it releases..... -I can stop myself if that's what you want. -smiles sideways -That's what I thought. It was a bomb of emotions that exploded when I felt it, my soul vibrated wanting more, I cling to him while silencing my voice as he held a kiss so voracious and intense that I was lost in the madness of the aphrodisiac pleasure that my body was feeling I lean my body back and his hand holds me so he can get closer to me, his voice telling me what I am drives me crazy and I smile like a slut asking for more in murmurs but he orders me not to hold back. My body tenses when I hear people passing by the door, they might hear me, they might come in and see me but even so I feel my body getting more excited at the thought that we might be discovered. He orders me to stand up, and makes me stand with my back against his body, I sigh when I feel his nibbles on my back and his fingers run over my body, my intimacy until ending in a couple of slaps on my ass. -Never forget that only I, will be able to see you like this. That's clear," his hand on my ass grows stronger, "I can't hear you, bunny girl. Obeying is not my thing, I didn't want to give him that satisfaction but, when his hand grabs my neck tilting my body backwards while with the other he plays on that sensitive part of my body he made me fall down -Yes... -Yes, what? -Murmurs demanding -Speak... -I tighten my lips because I didn't want to say it. -All right. -He murmurs and seconds later he repeats the movements with his fingers in my intimacy, tracing circles until he causes my legs to pass away. -What? -My heart stopped. Why did you do that? I let out a moan when I feel him inside and he starts ramming, he grabs my wrists and places them behind my body ramming harder, my body went into heat like a volcano erupting, I was about to collapse already my legs couldn't take it, my body vibrates in endless emotions that I thought it would drive me crazy and I demand more as I clamp my ass to him to increase the rhythm. -Mey!!!.... My soul left my body when I hear Lucas on the other side of the door, I turn to see his father over my shoulder and he just grins wickedly and continues to ram. -You better say something or else... he's coming in.

Even being in panic because Lucas was about to enter, my body was still out of control, I couldn't get control completely, it's as if it had a life of its own and didn't want to listen to me, and if that wasn't enough, the excitement is spreading even more all over my body longing for it to not stop -I'm coming out now! -I shouted as I saw the door handle move -It's just cramps! Just as I said the last thing I felt my legs fail me and my body began to convulse and my mind was in shock along with my racing heart, massaging my breasts and smiling as he nibbled on my neck.

-I'll tell my parents we'll leave early if you want. Dad left without saying anything so..... -It's ok. My body couldn't take it anymore, I didn't see it coming, I was in shock, so much that I had even forgotten what I planned to do when I was with Lucas' family, instead I ended up having sex with his father in the men's restrooms, yes, I was so clueless that I didn't realize I was in the wrong restrooms "and how the fuck would I know what the sign outside said, at least they would have put figures like the ones in any normal restroom." When I got out of the car my legs were shaking like two jellies, Lucas helped me to hold myself up but I pushed him aside and he looked at me confused and asked me if I had done something wrong, "stupid comment or question in my opinion". -Mey... you are the only girl I really love, my life... I could never imagine it without you. I can't believe he's telling me this after what he did to me, how he has the nerve to tell me I'm the only girl when he's fucking my "best friend." -Lucas... I want to ask you a question -he smiles and asks me to continue- What do you think about my best friend? "Why the hell would I ask her that?" -She's cute, but not as cute as you -I fake a smile at his comment -A girl like anyone else is, she has nothing original, she's nice, but she's not someone to have a relationship like ours. My father said he was lucky to have you, he likes you. "Sure, after fucking me in the toilets, saying that to his son without chutzpah. Woow...that guy has severe problems." -Have you ever cheated on me? The change in his gesture was so noticeable that he realized I noticed it, he immediately smiles stupidly and says he would never do something like that to me, for that reason he is waiting for my ideal moment, when I am ready to give myself to him. I don't know what I was thinking believing he would have the guts to tell me the truth so I told him that I didn't have to pretend anymore and of course Lucas pretended not to understand what I was telling him, and I exploded. -At least have some manhood to tell me the truth. -I gave him his jacket not to say I threw it on the floor -I know very well that you and Erika have sex behind my back. His pale face only made me laugh at myself because I lost years of my relationship for an asshole who got carried away by someone who opened his legs easily, I am naive but not stupid and I will not continue with this relationship. -You're right, I wanted to wait for our first time to be epic, but... wooa.. seriously you made our epic... it's over." -Are you leaving me? -he said in an annoyed tone. -Obviously stupid, I'm leaving you. What? Did you think I would be stupid enough to forgive you for cheating on me? I didn't want to continue with this conversation but Lucas... didn't take this decision so well because he started yelling at me. -You are nothing without me. You can't leave me or you'll regret it. -I was being a complete jerk. -I'm... sorry. It's just... I made a mistake and I'm so sorry... I love you more than you know... and you want to leave me because of that tiny mistake. -I had sex with someone last night. "It can't be... his face... his expression is fantastic." -What? You cheated on me? -You cheated on me. -Are you really offended when you were also with Erika last night fucking her under my nose? If you want, I can give you a little description of what I saw. -What do you want me to tell you? I'm a man and I need to satisfy myself... -Lucas remains silent when he sees that I'm more than furious... -Mey... -You're an idiot. I closed the door in his face and went up to my room where I stayed in silence curled up while I think about what I was feeling now, I was upset and hurt but at the same time, I feel happy because I finished with both of them. -Are you crying? -my roommate looks at me curiously -Mey? -I'm fine. Lying was the best thing to do, I could only keep this feeling of pain while I think about what is going to happen from now on. I was going to my first class of the day when I saw my ex-boyfriend next to my supposed friend, she looked at me puzzled but I pretended not to have seen them. I didn't want to talk to them, let alone see them, so I decided to avoid them until I get over my anger "although I doubt that will ever happen". -Hello mey. -I notice Erika standing in front of me, did she really just talk to me? -I wrote to you last night but.... -Who are you kidding. It would be stupid to ask if Lucas hasn't told you, right? -I wanted to walk away and leave her with the word in her mouth, but of course, she never stands idly by, much less to keep quiet. -Hey, it's not my fault that your boyfriend is looking for in me what you didn't want to give him because of "respect for your principles". It's your fault and you know it. -You're right, it's my fault, but for trusting a bitch disguised as a sheep who called herself my friend and at the slightest opportunity, opened her legs to my boyfriend while making fun of me behind my back, what? You think I'm so stupid not to see that you were envious of me because he preferred me and not you? His expression turned sour and somber. -Well, yes. It's true. I never understood why Lucas chose a stupid scrawny girl as his girlfriend and not a girl like me who has everything. But look at that in the end... I always got my way because, now that they're over, we can go out, make out... even have sex wherever we want. Oops, sorry... I hurt you, whatever, I don't care anymore. She tries to walk away leaving my wound open but, I know very well what she wants and she is very wrong if she thinks this will stay like this. -Enjoy the garbage I threw away because even if he wallows with you, he will keep looking for me, but one thing I swear... "friend". And that is that both of you are going to regret betraying me. I heard Erika calling me angry but I still ignored her and during the whole day, I was avoiding them. I had overstayed my welcome at the library and when I came out I almost had a heart attack when Lucas stood in front of me. -I'm sorry... I didn't mean to scare you. -Shit, Lucas. What the hell are you doing here? I wasn't clear when I told you to stay away from me. -I need to know who you did it with last night, I deserve that at least since you promised me you'd give me your virginity. "It's enserió that you're telling me this stupidity!" -Leave me alone. Lucas grabs my shoulders in annoyance and demands me to tell him who it was, he wouldn't listen to me and started calling me a bitch and suddenly my hand burst on his cheek with such a powerful force that my hand figured on his face.