I thought I didn't love you

The hazy moon is gradually appearing. Mixing that magical sky is the voiceless voice of a woman and a man.

"Listen to the tide......you......calm down!"

Cara Anthony was pushed onto the bed by the man's heavy body, his thick, heavy, hot breath licking her snow-white swan neck, leaving a haze of shame.

"Give it to me......OK......"

Otis listened to the tide of red eyes, his big hands roaming along his unbearably thin waist. Both bodies entwined with each other, immersed in innocence. No one is aware of what they are doing.

The next day, after the spring night Otis heard the tide rise first.

"Cara... Anthony!"

The woman lying next to him, he was struck by lightning as black as her face, put on a dressing gown from the bed violently rolled up.

Cara's eyes snapped open, the state between wakefulness and sleep was cut off, there was no excess at all.

She usually got up early, to personally prepare her husband's breakfast and pick out a suit and tie.

It's clear that the villa is full of servants, but she has to take care of Otis Swara with all the pressure of being gossiped about by the servants. It was only in these trivial matters that she felt that she was truly Mr. Swara's wife. And last night was the first time in a year of marriage that they had the reality of being husband and wife.

Saying no to pity is not correct. For a whole year, Otis had never touched her. And until yesterday, the two did what husband and wife usually do. That is indeed a shame. Cara herself does not know if she is Otis' wife or if she is merely a nominal wife and a de facto servant.

Cara Anthony sat down painfully, but she felt that her lumbar spine was sore that it broke.

"Listen....we......"

"So you tricked me?"

Seeing the crimson flowers blooming on the bed sheet, Otis saw the anger rising in her eyes.

The man in front of me, beneath his long feathery eyelashes, had peach-blossom eyes so beautiful they made body and mind tremble, and the light streaming through between the inked pupils was like a rising white star, high in the night sky; her nose was straight as a ladder, and her beautiful eyebrows were sharp as swords, adding a bit of intimidating detachment to this demonic beauty.

Cara Anthony's naked body was curled up in the quilt, and the hands clutching the sheet were shaking strongly.

"Listen to the tide......" what did you say? Ugh!"

The next second, Otis Swara grabbed her delicate jawbone with a large and fierce hand.

"Don't call me by my name, you don't deserve it!"

Tears welled up in Cara Anthony's eyes, his beautiful dream shattered into pieces.

"What did you give me to drink last night?!"

Otis Swara's hot breath squirted between her trembling lips and teeth, her gaze so unforgiving that it choked her.

"I didn't......I just made you a cup of coffee......"

"Cara Anthony, what did I say."

The wind of Otis hearing tide's disgusted eyes crossed the deep light red between the snowy skin of the woman, and the tip of her heart suddenly and violently shook.

That was all he had left, and in a trance he remembered the madness of last night. And because he remembers it, he hates it even more! He had always been sober and temperate, so why hadn't he been able to control himself last night.

Otis' actions now seem to be taking out his anger on Cara. Honestly, she didn't do anything. She only gave him a cup of coffee and now she must bear his anger. She really did not commit!

"You want money, I'll give you as much as you want. I also gave you the decency of a president's wife at this place, but since you got this advantage, you should just be honestly the Swara understudy!"

Cara's beautiful eyes stared into the void, his heart aching as if swallowing carbon.

She crumbled into a heap when Otis pulled her hand out of the tide.

"Listen to the tide......no, Mr. Swara, I know that I'm just an understudy from beginning to end, and I also know that the person you love......n't is never that Miss Linda."

Cara forced the tears playing in her eyes and clarified for herself word by word:

"But I never crossed the line, and last night......I was also a victim" .

"Victim" ? Hahaha......"

This man's laughter is magnetic and moving, as last night's words of love were lingering, as the mockery of this moment is heartbreaking.

"Cara Anthony, if you hadn't used dirty tricks, I could never have touched you."

Otis Swara turned angrily and headed for the door, his haughty back like an iceberg pressing on the top of his head.

"Even if you were pregnant, I would never admit that this is Otis Swara's child!"

Otis is angry, really angry. But a wife like Cara is even angrier. She didn't use any dirty tricks. Wanting to be his wife was real, but she didn't want things to get this far. Otis does not acknowledge her. That she could accept, but when the child was born, he did not admit it, which made Cara unable to bear it any longer.

Cara is in pain. At this point, she could only bury her face in the blanket and cry. When she was helpless like this, she didn't know what to do other than cry.

*

In a flash, a month has passed.

After that night, Otis hardly come back to this house, and the only time Cara only saw his beautiful back from afar, not even his face.

It was as if she had become a widow.

And all the servants in Swara's garden secretly laughed at her. They made fun of her because she was cheeky and thought Otis was going to fall in love with her.

Cara Anthony ignored these humiliations, which she was used to, and walked to the car, her face pale.

The servants in this family did not respect her. Even the driver who transported her had no respect for her. He made her feel more and more like a trash, a superfluous thing of this house. The driver didn't even get out of the car to open the door for her, she didn't get the respect she deserved here.

Although tired, Cara still had to suppress her emotions. She fell back on the chair and said weakly:

"Go to ...... S Central Hospital."

......

An hour later, Cara walked out of the hospital gates, lost in thought.

"Congratulations, you are pregnant and the baby is healthy."

She stared into her eyes in shock, all her expressions frozen in death.

She was pregnant, it was supposed to be a great joy, but all she could think about was Otis Swara's poisonous words.

"Even if you were pregnant, I would never admit that this is my child!"

The second youngest of the Swara family is a man of his word. The resentment in his eyes at that moment was bone-biting.

Cara was walking aimlessly along the street, passing a trash can, she let go of her hand and threw the paper lightly thrown into it.

She smiled bitterly and rubbed her abdomen as tears of guilt streamed uncontrollably down her face.

"Son...... I'm sorry mom couldn't make dad love you......"

"But don't be afraid, Mom loves you......Even if the whole world denies you, Mom definitely won't abandon you."

Why did things turn out like this? Why did God treat her so unfairly? Suppose she was wrong. But what's wrong with this baby?

It was true that she was wrong to think that she would actually become the wife of the Swara family. But why can't this kid become a young master? Don't have a title? Why did even the servants despise and discriminate against this child? His mother is wrong but where is he wrong? The more Cara thought, the more hurt she felt.

Despite what was happening, Cara pretended to be calm. But the people around see it as a motivation to encroach on her.

Suddenly, a black car pulled up in front of Cara Anthony, causing two masked men to jump at full speed.

She was originally a bodyguard and instinctively reacted defensively, but after all, she was pregnant and weak, so she couldn't beat those two well-trained men!

A hand hit her neck and Cara passed out.

Her white moonlight returns

The rain was pouring down and the wind was freezing.

When Cara Anthony staggered back to White's Garden, the bodyguard at the entrance stopped her on her way back.

"Excuse me, Miss Anthony. You can't enter without Mr. Swara's orders." The bodyguard looked at her with indifference.

"How did you......call me?"

Cara's eyes snapped open, but the curtain of rain prevented him from seeing the faces of these clay puppets.

In the morning, they called her "Second young grandmother", but it is dark and she is now "Miss Anthony"?

At that moment, a bodyguard appeared to hear instructions in his headphones and moved out of the way.

"Mr. Swara invites you in."

From Swara's White Garden entrance to the main villa, the only way to get there was by car.

But there was no one to prepare a car for her, a young grandmother, and she could only get in on her own two legs.

When she crosses the gate of the villa, soaked and frozen, the scene which is offered to her instantly gives her shivers.

The whole world crumbled and turned upside down, a sharp stone crashing into his thin, flesh-and-blood body.

Otis Swara sat straight on the sofa, still looking beautiful, still the face that had made her loving heart tremble thousands of times.

Her husband, at this moment, was holding another woman in his arms, her hair like a waterfall, her little face so thin that it was almost the size of a fist, her watery eyes slightly narrowed, so weak that she seemed break at the slightest touch.

She's the eldest daughter of the White family, Linda White!

Linda White......is still alive!

"Ah Otis, it's been a long time."

Linda was cuddled in front of Otis's chest, and the man looked down and lovingly kissed her soft hair.

Cara's shoulders shook and she took a step back, her whole heart aching as if besieged by a thousand horses.

The Q explosion a year ago shocked the whole country, as two famous people in Shengdu died in the accident.

The second young master of the Hatus clan, Frank Hatus, and Swara's fiancée, Linda White, the daughter of the White clan.

The following month, the second young man was to marry Miss White, whom he had desired for ten years, at the wedding of the century, when an explosion ripped his love of ten years to pieces.

So, right after Linda White's seventh birthday, he did something incomprehensible to everyone.

He married Cara Anthony, Linda's bodyguard who was his understudy while he was alive.

He married Cara Anthony, Linda's bodyguard, because she had a face that looked like him.

Without Cara, the second youngest of the Swara family would probably have been ruined long ago, and even if he was alive, he would still be equal to death.

"Miss White......, you are still alive, it's really great."

Cara Anthony opened his blazing white lips and let out his voice with great difficulty, his mind empty.

"For this year, please take care to listen to the tide......"

Linda lowered his long eyelashes and coughed lightly twice, but it stirred Otis Swara's heart, he was busy stroking his spine with his hand, his eyes filled with tenderness.

Such tenderness, he had never given to Cara.

Except for that night.

"Listen Otis, even though you and Cara are not allowed to be a nominal couple, but after all she is sincere with you and has taken care of you for so long, you......don't don't hunt, okay?

Linda whispered softly in Otis's ear, the two men still crossing their fingers.

Cara's heart made a pinch, their clasped hands seemed to ruthlessly tear his heart apart.

"Impossible."

Otis heard tide hugged his beloved tightly, "I don't want any other women around me except you."

The words of sincere certainty were a final death sentence for her.

Cara held back tears, knowing that she was just a stunt double and had to make room for her now that the real one was back.

She really thought Linda was dead, she never thought she would come back.

Turns out even the understudy couldn't be a lifelong understudy, it was so sad.

"Listen to the tide......thank you for remembering me, I thought you forgot me." Linda White was crying in the man's arms.

"Linda, I never forgot you." Cara heard Otis's voice was dull and he lowered his head.

The next second, Linda grabbed his neck and kissed him without realizing it. Cara Anthony hung his head deeply, dropping drops of water on the ground, unable to tell whether it was rain or tears.

She couldn't stay here any longer, she didn't want to hate him any longer. She also wanted to finally keep some dignity for herself.

"Since Miss White has returned and Mr. Swara has found a beautiful wife, so I wish you both ...... a long life and many children and grandchildren."

Then she turned slowly but firmly.

But even as she turned around, Otis could clearly feel the edge of her heart tighten sharply.

Suddenly, Cara's eyes turned black and her legs went limp as she fell to her knees.

Otis heard Cara's beautiful eyebrows droop, and his tall figure visibly moved.

Linda's pitiful eyes met with murderous intent he couldn't see, and she clutched at the man's lapels and coughed painfully before she could draw his attention to herself.

At this time, Secretary X hurriedly approached, and his afterglow obviously lost a few moments when he swept Cara away.

"What is that ?" X heard Otis ask in deep cross-examination.

"Mr. Otis, just now I received an email for you here." X paused and lowered his voice, "This is a blackmail email."

The man looked up coldly, "What did you say?"

X held the iPad in front of him and swiped the screen.

"Ah! It's, it's......"

Linda was busy burying his little face in Gu Huichao's neck, too ashamed to stare at the screen.

And the images presented before Otis Swara's eyes, one after another, were actually indecent photos of Cara Anthony and another strange man, naked and intimately kissing!

He was furious and threw the tablet in front of Cara, his eyes red.

"This man said he wanted a million. Or else the whole nation should enjoy the naked photos of the SG Consortium president's wife."

"Heh, the president's wife? What kind of president's wife is that."

Otis hearing tide's ink pupils shrink fiercely, thin lips part a desperate cold smile, "you go back to this person, I won't give a dime, he wants to expose, let him go to expose, if he doesn't do, I'll do it for him!".

Cara's face was stunningly white.

She saw the photo of her, naked in the arms of a strange man, her face flushed and in all the unpleasant poses she could adopt!

In an instant, her whole body felt like falling into a black hole of ice!

Honestly, even what she herself didn't know. Everything happened so suddenly. She was unable to defend herself. Now that this was happening, Cara was both bewildered and unrelentingly worried.

She remembers being released from the hospital in the morning, being taken to the car by two men, and then completely losing consciousness.

When she woke up, she found herself in a hotel room, fully clothed and with no signs of violence.

So it was a set up!

She had been framed!

Cara exhaled a foul breath and ended up weakly shaking his head.

"Mr. Swara, sorry to bother you."

She sat up a little and stomped towards the door. "As for those photos...... do whatever you want, I don't care."

The forehead of the human tide wrinkles more and more.

The last time she had an affair with him, she explained everything; now she's sleeping with a wild man, but she won't explain herself?

What is it, she admits that all these photos are real? He turned her off for a month, and she can't wait to date a hot guy?

"Cara Anthony, I really misjudged you."

That was his thinking. But he completely could not know, when she saw these photos with her own eyes, her heart seemed to be choked by someone. However, this was not as painful as being abandoned by him. Although not a real husband and wife, but only in name, Cara is really heartbroken when she has to suffer two shocks like this at the same time.

The first shock was because he abandoned her to get back with his ex. Then she was sent nude photos by a strange person with a strange man she did not know. It was humiliating, but it didn't hurt as much as Otis throwing her out so bluntly.

The words that Otis heard Chao's hatred squeezed out from between his teeth were like poisonous nails piercing Cara's weak body: "Even if you are only Linda's understudy, you are no fully qualified!"

Cara Anthony took a deep breath, his miserable white lips quivered slightly.

"From now on, don't let me see you in this S country. Get out!"

The two words "get out" from his mouth made Cara's heart clench. She suppressed her emotions as much as she could, preventing tears from flowing. Even though she was just a servant, a servant with an ego loyal to her master, she still knew pain. She is also a human. She is also a person who yearns for love. But he treated her mother like that. Is there anyone who doesn't feel pain when their husband refuses?

*

The rain, the more heavily it fell, the more vicious it became.

Cara Anthony and Otis Swara didn't have a license at the time, she was only his nominal wife, so she just packed up and was able to clean up.

She was alone, dragging her luggage along the road and walking alone. She easily hailed a car and got in but was slow to say where she was going.

"Miss, where are you going?" asks the driver impatiently. The driver asked impatiently.

She had been bought on the black market by Linda White when she was twelve years old and knew nothing of her life except her age and name.

Without friends and without family, where she could settle, even she did not know.

"I will ...... go to the station."

Cara hugged his icy body tightly and fell asleep.

I don't know how long it lasted, but she woke up with a violent jolt.

The taxi made a 180° turn and Cara's body hit the car door hard.

Bang...

Before she could recover from the shock, she heard a gunshot and a bullet pierced the driver's head, killing him instantly!

Years of training had kept her from screaming in such situations, but that didn't mean she wasn't scared!

Cara tightly covers his abdomen, the mouth sings again and again: "child is not afraid ...... mother is ...... mother is ......"

She pulled hard on the car door, but it didn't open at all.

Immediately after, the sound of a banging sound like rain falling on the carport came, three men with buckets of gasoline, doused the entire taxi from top to bottom with gasoline!

The irritating smell rushed into Cara's nostrils, and she let go of the window in panic, only to be greeted by the black muzzle of a gun.

"Who are you ...... ?!"

"Miss Anthony, I heard you were pregnant?" The killer asked with a cold smile.

His heart was beating faster and layers of cold sweat moistened his trembling body.

"You have a child, Mr. Swara is very unhappy, and Miss White is even more unhappy. So I was ordered to come and send you mother and child to the West."

"General Otis Swara......knows that I have a child?" Cara's voice was extremely bitter.

"Of course, Mr. Swara knows that you, a disgusting woman, are pregnant with his seed, and he is so disgusted that he wants to strangle this child with his own hands."

Cara let out a sad, hoarse breath, her eyes scarlet as she questioned again, "Is all this...... really Mr. Swara's order? Not Miss White's orders?"

"People are husband and wife, one shot. Miss White came back, and the only woman who can give birth to Mr. Swara's children is also only Miss White, and your wild seed is not qualified to come at all. in this world."

The killer took out his lighter and rubbed it over it, "On your way, Miss Anthony."

The small flame fell to the ground and instantly turned into a ferocious serpent of fire engulfing the whole car in a huge ball of fire!

Cara Anthony was in a sea of fire, the smoke rolling around her hitting her senses and was about to seal her throat!

"Otis listen to his lover......if you want to kill, come and kill me! It's your child! How could you do that?!"

She clenched her abdomen thinking of the child who was still growing vigorously but didn't have the chance to open her eyes to see her mother, and tears full of intense hatred continued to flow like a dam.

"Otis Listen Tide.... Linda White......If there is life after death......I won't let you go!"

"Listen to the tide......Listen to the tide......Hello......"

Bang--

......

Five years later.

Fary, S country's International Airport.

"Mr. Swara, Madam should leave customs in ten minutes."

X stood behind Otis Swara and stared with him towards the security checkpoint.

He wore sunglasses today and was still dressed in a black suit, his perfect golden ratio body hiding under his premium skin, his mannerisms showing off his innate dignity and elegance.

At this time, the international chain's security check was opened, and the passengers came out one after another.

Otis heard his lover eyes hungrily searched the crowd for Linda's silhouette.

Suddenly he felt something wrap around him.

He looked down in surprise to see a small boy hugging his long legs, lifting his fleshy little face to meet his gaze with a smile.

"Dad, I'm here!"