I am Bixesual

Alpha Point Of View

"Jack, let's talk --"

"Talk? For what? To tell me that Kieffer is the one you love? That we won't lose? Then go! That's enough!" Jack suddenly shouted at me. I stopped because of what he did, I felt like my heart is breaking because of he shouted at me.

I just watched him leave in front of me, after he walked out I followed him to talk but he left again.

"I just want to tell you how I feel." I whispered while looking at the road he took.

How can I tell you if you are always like that? You don't want to talk to me because you avoid me, every time I approach you, you walk away. Every time our eyes glaze over, you avoid me. Every time I meet you,you just acting like I'm a wind that you can't see.

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A few days also passed and that's what happened to us. He is no longer in our section, as well as at school as if he is not there.

Where is the Jack who is cheerful? He is so different from the Jack that I met last month.

The event is tomorrow, he is not attending our practices, I see him with a woman and it break my heart, I will admit I am jealous even though we are not in a relationship. annoying because he does not want to listen to me.

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#Day_ Of _ Event

"Hey Jake, I mean Alpha you're great ah." Aron said with a smile.

"Of course she's my child." Kenny teased.

"Win or lose I still love you. " Loni said that's why I avoid his gaze.

"Go go go baby!" Bryan Shouted.

Tsss, They're still saying 'good luck to me' Tsk later the event will start, we will walk now to go to school.

There I will be arranged and I heard Ashley is the one who will arranged my outfit and do my make up.

"Excuse me." We all stopped and looked at the speaker.

A Women, Tall, White, Sexy and Beautiful.

Wait, she's the one who's always with Jack ah.

Why is she here?

"Ughm Alpha?" She asked me.

"Yes?"

"Good, come with me, we will do something." she said. I frowned.

"Oh wait, even if you're sexy she will come with you, why do you need anything? She has no money but I have." Aron said. He got a strong nape from Loni. The woman smiled.

"I have a mission, it can also be good for Alpha." she said while looking at me.

"But---"

"Is that so? Will it be good for Alpha? Okay she will come but with us." Bryan said.

"But only one person can afford my car."

"Huh?"

"Come on Alpha, you might be late for the event." she said and pulled me inside.

Is it kidnapping?

I immediately remembered the first day I met Jack.

Aisht that will be later!

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"Makeover." she replied and started her car.

"What?"

"Time to shine, Sissy." she said while smiling.

Jack Point Of View

"Oy pre get up!"

"Hey, you have an event coming soon!"

"It can wait for that later." I complained.

"What are you ?! Why are you acting like that?"

I sat on my bed and looked at them badly.

"Leave! I don't need sympathy now!" I complained.

"Tsk Alpha!" My eyes widened because they shouted her name.

I look at Garry with a poker face.

"Event day, Time is running Your princess is waiting." he said, I laughed sarcastically because of what he said.

"Princess? Tss for me she is a princess but her prince charming is different." I said and hugged my pillow.

"So Gay." I heard Garry say so I stared at him but he looked at me with his killer look.

"Tell me the truth." he said and stood up, Then approached me.

"Do you love Alpha?" He asked. My eyes widened because of his question, what kind of question is that? of course it's yes.

"No." I answered. I got a strong blow from him so I looked at him badly, what is his problem?

"Ah! what is your problem?" "Tell me the truth you love Alpha?" Garry asked again.

"YES!" "You want her?" Garry ask.

"No!" Again, a strong blow hit my face. "Ahhh fuck-"

"You want her?" Garry. "YES!"

"Then fight for her! Idiot!" Garry shouted as we turned in front of me.

"If Garry hadn't hit you, we might not have known your feelings. " Effren said while shaking his head. "Tsss. "

"Go fight for Alpha, Will you allow Kieffer to seize the woman you love again?" Garry ask, I glance my fist. "No."

"Then go, fix yourself then after the Event we have a plan." Effren said.

"What else--"

"Shut up, just fix your fucking self idiot." Garry cut me. Wow he looks like a boss ah, I'm the boss here you're just a substitute!

"You have 5 hours to prepare." he said before leaving my room.

I love her, the question is do she feel the same?

Tss, they do not know what I feel.

It hurt to know that Kieffer has already kissed her maybe Kieffer already got Tibo's first kiss.

"Fight for her!"

My eyes widened when I heard Garry's voice in my head.

"Ahhhh damn you Garry you have the strength to make me feel guilty!"

Jack Point Of View

"Good day ladies and gentlemen, welcome to Mr. and Ms. Campus King and Queen 2017!" I heard the announcer say, we are on the back stage and Tibo is getting ready. Where is she now?

We are number 3 so Tibo and I will come out at the same time and I will feel awkward again and then my heart will beat faster then I will lose my sanity, Damn it. She is the only one that could make my heart beats fast.

Hayst!

"I'm sorry we took so long, what number are we?" I looked at the speaker, she is wearing Red fitted gown, her hair is straight, her lips is red as apple and she is really looked perfect as hell.

Damn, my heart beats fast again.

"I'm sorry Ms. I already has a partner and I think you're missing." I said and stared at her, I was just teasing her, I know that she is Alpha and yeah she's beautiful.

"Seriously? Wow ah, so what? Forget it about me? tsss how can I explain to you if you're mad at me? Since you're not the one who's having a hard time." I heard her whispering.

I looked at her from head to toe, she is really beautiful, How else can I be mean to her if she's so beautiful?

"You have a problem? I don't even know who you are? Don't feel close." I said still teasing her.

"If you forgot about me then fine, tsk." she said and rolled her eyes, i laugh inside of my head

"Okay please welcome Mr. and Ms. number 3!"

She was about to walk out when I pulled her left hand so that she could get closer to me, she was stunned for a moment and stared into my eyes so that my heart beat faster, I smiled then touched her hand and her waist.

"Let's go, tibo." I whispered then we walked out of the stage together.

I'm nervous, not because of the amount of people watching us but because I'm next to and holding the hand of the most beautiful woman in my life, sound cheesy but, I'm ashamed because she knows how I feel for her, I'm ashamed because I was teasing him and another, I was embarrassed because she might hear the strength of my heartbeat.

We walked on the stage while smiling, in the middle we faced each other then I knelt in front of her to kiss her hand which made her surprised and the spectators trembled.

"Alpha." is all I said, then stood up. Her expression was still shocked so I laughed.

I feel like we're the only two people in the world.

I feel like I'm the luckiest man in the world.

I hope it's always like this I hope every day she's with me and next to her and holding her hands like this. But, i knew that she is already in a relationship with Kieffer, that's why all my hopes were gone.

She's beautiful, if she used to be beautiful even though she's not in order now, she's even more beautiful. She is the GODDESS OF MY LIFE. Damn it! I'm so in love with her, I hope she loves me back but again my hopes fall down.

"Talent is supposed to be the next thing, what are we going to do?" I heard her ask.

What are we going to do?

We have nothing to do but stare and hold hands until the time is over.

"Nothing." that's all I said.

Alpha Point Of View

"And now lets welcome Mr. and Ms. number 3!" I look at Jack who is now holding a guitar and is looking at me.

"Are you sure you can?" I asked. He nooded. I was about to leave when he took my hand. I look at him and waited for what he was about to say.

"Good luck." he said softly and pulled me out of the back stage. All the students at the school I attend are in front of us and looking forward to what we will do. I looked at Jack and signaled to him that it was okay. I felt nervous and I can hear my heart beat so loud.

Playing: Perfect by Ed Sheeran

"I found a love for me

Darling, just dive right in and follow my lead"

I felt all around as my eyes closed, I felt nervous as we turned to the thousands of students watching us.

"Well, I found a Boy, beautiful and sweet.

Oh, I never knew you were the someone waiting for me "

At these times I don't know but I feel like Jack and I are the only two people in the world. I suddenly looked at Jack who was now looking at me while playing the guitar.

" 'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love

Not knowing what it was

I won't give you up this time

But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own

And in your eyes you're holding mine "

I approached Jack and put my arm around him, but suddenly there was some energy that pushed me to do that.

" Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms

Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song

When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath

But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight "

I looked at Jack who was smiling now, I suddenly smiled and was very close while still hugging Jack.

" Well I found a man, stronger than anyone I know

he shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share his home

I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets

To carry love, to carry children of our own "

I hope it's always like this we're close to each other and then it's fun and there's no problem, I hope we're like this close to each other and I hope he doesn't get mad at me, again.

" We are still kids, but we're so in love

Fighting against all odds

I know we'll be alright this time

Darling, just hold my hand

Be your girl, you'll be my man

I see my future in your eyes "

Jack and I stared at each other. I see my future in your eyes.

I see my future in his eyes. I see the future of the two of us. I hope I'm not mistaken.

We're still late.

" Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms

Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song

I have faith in what I see

Now I know I have met an angel in person

And he looks perfect, I don 't deserve this

You look perfect tonight "

I smiled as I turned to look at Jack. I also saw a smile on his lips before I heard the screams and screams of those here.

We bowed together and walked to the back stage

Question and answer is the next thing I want then they will announced the winner.

"Sting."

I suddenly looked behind me and there I saw Jack.

Jack that I met.

Jack with a smile on his face.

And Jack that I LOVE.

"You look perfect everyday." it says causing my heart beats fast. Damn.

"Thank you." I just said.

"Tibo." he called again.

"Why?"

"I would have said something." he said.

"What's that?" I asked.

"1 ---"

"Alpha!" I looked back and there I saw Loni smiling and approaching us.

"You're so good at singing, we don't know you have talent yet." Aron said while smiling.

"Yeah right, what you guys expected? She's my girl." Bryan teased.

"For me is that right?" Loni asked causing me to be shock.

"Need to go, bye." Jack said.

"Jack --"

"Alpha." Loni called me and hugged me.

"I liked the song." he said as he hugged me.

That song? Is For Jack, it's not for you.

Because every time I look into his eyes, I see my future with him.

I always see that we are happy in the future and we The

two of us until the end.

Will build a family, A family full of love.