I LOVE YOU LIN

Lina was still thin with white skin from birth until now. The longer hair he always cut short like a boy. His parents are struggling to save money and pay for school needs. "Mum...

When I graduate, I want to go to college, okay?" Lina said "I want to go to college, son? Did you hear that right mom?" Mom asked seriously "Yeah, I want to go to college like my friends too" said Lina while grumbled "yes mom, think about it first okay" replied mom "what are you thinking about? I won't even go to college later, anyway I want to go to college mah" Lina said at that time "isn't college tuition expensive son? Didn't you think about it first" said mamah "yes it's really expensive, but mamah can't, my son wants to go to college, tell daddy, I can do it for sure" said Lina "yes, mom will tell you, daddy, have you eaten a lot first, don't talk all the time," answered mom. That's what mom said always agree with what his only child said earlier. How can you not be an only child, if you don't obey you, you might sulk inexplicably and maybe leave the house. The love for their children is much greater, so the words of parents who always love their children. Even whatever it is about his child always comes first. *** One night, the hours of the night were getting quieter, people were fast asleep. Lina's parents also talked about Lina going to college when she graduated. It's true that parents often daydream thinking about the future of their children at night when things are quiet and lonely. Only the sound of crickets could be heard. Krikkk... Krikk... Krikkk.. The voice sounded in both of their ears. "hehe like this, daddy, so parents have to think about the future of their children, we also only have one child, we have to really take care of it, especially our women together, daddy" said mom "yes, that's how we have to be grateful for life so that everything will be a blessing" said daddy Papah always said like that . What I often listen to with papa's talk. The night wind was getting colder and the hairs on my neck were getting goosebumps. Unlike usual, at that time the window swayed and pressed against the wall. Braaaaak! The sound of the window was loud because it hit the wall at that time. Ah it feels like my heart is pounding in shock! Ah, I thought it was only the window that was hit by the night wind. It really feels very cold to penetrate the body to the ribs that become so. What about papa who is older than me. Yep! he said at the time. The night was silent thinking about what Lina had just said. "Daddy, how can we not go to college, Lina?" Mom said with great emotion "Yeah, let's just pray that Lina can go to college" Papah said Mama and Papa went into the room and fell asleep that night. At that time, the wind was strong and the rain finally fell that night. It was raining that made goosebumps goosebumps because of the strong and cold wind. Mom often turned her body back and forth and daddy asked about it. When dad fell asleep and the blanket was on daddy's body, which at that time was cold, he liked the same as mom. "Oh my gosh, why is he sleeping back and forth like he's not calm, why is that, ma'am?" Papah said "Mommy is still thinking about dad" replied Mamah "already ma, just calm down, don't think about it all the time, there are times when Mom has to sleep quietly, of course you can also think of names too think again in the future how is that Lina" said papah "hopefully we can do something to lecture Lina because mom also feels sorry for her friends too it seems like they will be going to college later" mom said "yes I hope don't think it's a headache it's still a long time too she too it's not certain that later I want to go to college, "said daddy "yes, I don't know either, dad, maybe his thoughts are still the same, he wants to go to college next door, he also said he wants to teach his son" said mom

"yes, mom, I understand, but he really has a lot of money, yes, it's okay for us to be jealous of those who can teach their children, but let's just think about it. mom always thinks about it" mom said "ma, daddy has been telling me all the time that this problem don't keep on thinking about it later instead mamah has a lot of thoughts and it hurts, just calm down mom" dad said "yes daddy, mom try to calm down" mom answered Then mom and dad even after trying to exchange stories, finally sleeping with the blanket pulled again because of the cold. Then Lina, who was still in the room, woke up. Just when her mother and father were sleeping, Lina woke up with a rumbling stomach until she finally got up and walked towards the kitchen at at that time "oh my gosh what time is it why did I wake up feeling really hungry stomach" while rubbing his eyes by looking at the clock in his room. Lina went to the kitchen to look for food, was there any, apparently there was not only rice and noodles. Even though I wanted to eat fried rice but Lina was hungry quickly and ended up eating noodles. Lina also makes noodles that are easy and practical. Mix it with warm rice, even if it's just noodles, according to Lina, you're still hungry. "Hmm, it's okay, fortunately there are noodles, I'll just eat noodles," said Lina. Lina ate by herself because she woke up alone. His parents were just sleeping. Eat while watching TV so you don't feel alone like the silence of the night. The TV friend who often accompanies Lina because Lina is the only child, so there are no friends to talk to. Feeling lonely of course Lina felt it. After eating, he sat for a while, and Lina felt full. While taking the cellphone and playing it. A few minutes later it was exactly two o'clock at night and then Lina wanted to sleep because she felt sleepy and tomorrow morning she immediately went to school. Rushed to his room. "waaaa, I feel so sleepy, I don't usually wake up late at two in the evening, I really want to fall asleep. This time, I fall asleep by myself to feel calm." The morning came with dew that felt very refreshing to me. At that time I woke up earlier than usual. Because the air is so cool it makes you want to move from the bedroom to the front of the house. Yes, even though it still felt lonely at that time.

At that time I looked at the sky which was so beautiful and the weather was still cool. However, as the day progresses, the weather changes. The smoke that the neighbors knew at that time appeared and penetrated into my house. Of course, someone was already cooking early in the morning. At that time the workers started to cook the tofu so of course the smoke could be felt in my house. I rushed to get into the house just then. Mama who saw me at that time and asked.

"Oh, come on, I'm already awake, even though I just wanted to wake you up to your room, it turns out that it's over here, what's finished, is it really outside" said Mom, "nothing's finished, I just want the weather outside to be just as fresh as that," said Lina, "I see, okay? OK, I've eaten first, I've prepared your favorite fried rice, it's not too spicy, I'm afraid you'll get a stomach ache if you eat spicy, so you can make something mediocre" Mom said "Okay, it's okay, I don't really like it too spicy how come I'm slowly avoiding really spicy ones anyway" replied Lina "oh that's it thank goodness then" said mom "mah I want to eat now I'm hungry" she said lina "yes mom prepare the plate first after that you get ready to go to school Yes, because if you're going to oversleep later, Mom said, "Yeah, people are usually fast, aren't they usually like Mom, they keep on talking," replied Lina, "Yeah, who knows, Mom, just remind me, kid, so you don't oversleep because you're late, who do you go with?" Mamah said while carrying the plate that he wanted to put on the dining table. "Yes, yes, I understand, Lina also understands how to set the time, Mama always keeps on talking" said Lina. I don't know how rich my friends are, I also don't stop by, okay, I'm an ordinary person, I'm alone," said Lina, "Well, alone or have friends, the important thing is to go on and on, right? " replied Lina. That's Lina's answer about school. Mamah and papah said that Lina had to stay enthusiastic no matter what the situation was, the wheel must have been spinning too, we weren't always on top. When it's delicious to eat, suddenly papah even greets mom and just to drink. "Mommy, I'm going to go first, I'm running late" Dad said "Hello, Mom, I've cooked it Dad" Mom said "Yeah, Dad, you know, it's easy to just buy it there" Dad replied "Buy daddy? Mom brought lunch, wait, daddy" Mom said " there's no need to rush me" while shaking hands with mom. Mom shook hands with daddy while leaving for work. "Hmm, even though I already cooked fried rice for daddy, but daddy, what's my fault, maybe I didn't get up early, it's my fault too, just be patient," Mom said to herself while staying silent. "maaah? Mom?" lina also called mom at that time who was busy eating mom's cooking "maah? Why don't you just shut up, Maaah" Lina said "uh yes son yes, why son" replied mom "Lina asked me why mom why are you dumbfounded? Mom must be angry, daddy right away don't go to eat mom's cooking first, even though mom has already had time to cook for papa, right?" Lina said "no, it's not like that son" answered mom "that's okay, even if it's okay, it's fine to be honest with yourself and me too, maybe it's really bad to be in a hurry, right? Usually it's not like that, don't think too much, okay?" lina "no, okay, yes, you don't like that, it's not normal for your father to be like that, yes, that's what you're afraid of" said mom, "yes, be patient, okay, it's okay, papah is like that anyway, it won't be like what lina sees, okay "Mah Lina go to school first, right in the afternoon, the thing is, so I won't oversleep Lina,"

"Okay, let's be careful, let's go," Lina's mother said, shaking hands with her mother because her father had left first. Usually her father takes Lina to school but this time Lina also uses angkot. Walking alone like a person who does not know the direction. Even though he knew where he was going, namely to school. Lina but while grumbling of course. "Hmm, it feels very different when I go to school even though there is a car to go to my destination, but why can't it be possible for them to see me having a car," said Lina at that time while walking alone.

How can friends say it's good so I'm actually not what I imagined with their words, of course, but this time it's different. They even saw me using a public transportation. I also fell silent because my classmates were also silent, just looking at them with their eyes, not talking to me at all. Then after arriving at my school I got off and walked right at the gate when I started to enter there was a friend of mine who saw me get off the angkot "uhh lina get off from? my friend said "yes. Why do I use public transportation, what's wrong, are you surprised to see me using public transportation or what?" Lina said "yes, no, that means we are used to seeing you use a car, all of a sudden you use public transportation, right?" said a friend, "yes, the problem is that I'm in a hurry to go to work, so I have to use public transportation, what can I do" said lina "erm, is that so, do you really not have a car anymore besides your father's car? Do you really only have one?" said her friend. Unlike usual, Lina, who uses public transportation, doesn't seem like her friends like it because it smells with so much pressure. "There really isn't just one, even for the sake of going back and forth, I'm sorry, what should I do anyway, by the way, what did you ride earlier?" so yeah, you can make it cool, if the bus is still hot, where's the pressure, I don't like it, I don't like it," said a friend, "Okay, if you don't like it, just stay quiet, don't have to say anything, anyway, I used public transportation, it's okay, why not?" she said

In a well-known school, there are many rich people and only a few take public transportation. However, the character of his friend is not exemplary because he often bullies his friends. "Even though I only use public transportation, why doesn't my friend like public transportation and even insult me ​​when I take public transportation, even though I think it's normal, do you think he's embarrassed by all that, ah, I deserve to be said that," said Lina in her heart, saying. Zafran, the monkey love that I met when I was in junior high school, actually appeared again here at high school. And why did I just realize this. It felt so weird the first time I saw it. He also looked at me so I could feel my heart pounding. He was walking towards me at that time. "Hmmm, Lina, huh? Who are you with?" said Zafran while holding his bag "hehe, yes, Zafran, why did I just see you, you're just weird like that" said Lina "You mean it's weird, how about an ordinary person, I've seen you, actually, but you are It's just that the rich have never seen me, are you in class all the time or what" said Zafran Zafran, about one hundred and sixty-five centimeters tall, much taller than me. Until now maybe he is faster than me. Yes, I think the growth is faster in boys than girls. It felt really strange when I saw him, his face was the same, nothing had changed, but his hair had turned white, the skin I had seen before was still the same. Hmmm, that's how it feels to see monkey love blossoming again hahaha. Why is it that until now I still like him, the smile that makes my heart bloom, his laughter, which invites me to laugh when I see him laugh. I can't believe why all of this is happening again. Maybe it feels like first love that is happening again and again. So is what is felt. "Yeah, it's weird that we go to the same school, why can't you see me, maybe you are the one who never leaves class but is in class all the time right" said Zafran at that time "not really, I'm still in class then it's not like that "Okay," replied Lina, "Okay, I'm in a hurry to go to class," said Zafran, "Oh yes, okay," replied Lina. Whether Zafran liked me at that time or not, I don't know either. Or he's embarrassed to chatter again with me. He lives in the first grade of school with my elementary school friends it turns out. Even my elementary school friends don't know that Zafran is a person who used to stop by like you could say he's in love with a puppy. Even then, my elementary school friend named Dwi didn't realize it. Dwi is shorter than me, has a slightly chubby body, and is often called the midget. Hmm, but he's not angry at being called like that, but I never called him by that nickname at all. I don't think so. I also call him by his real name rather than his nickname which is certain. Can't say anything. I called him "dwii.. Dwii hey!" I said while running after Dwi who was about to enter her class at that time "Lina? Yes, what's up Lin, oh my gosh, why are you running and running?" Dwi said while grinning his teeth even looked like rabbit teeth "Erm it's okay" replied Lina "what a lie kid, even if there's nothing, I'm sure you won't run that much. Let's hurry up, what's going on, talk" Dwi said, "Hmm, okay, if you force Dwi," said Lina, "What the hell, I'm not forcing you to get really excited, I just want to say, come on, hurry up and say what You have to say it, don't force it, I mean, you're really excited if that's the case," Dwi said, "Yeah, right, I'm forcing it, OK? Then I'll explain why I ran away, even though I just want to tell you, if in your class there is something called Zafran, right? Yes right? What's wrong? Is it true that there are two?" said lina

"Oh yes, why is that? Why come on? Do you like Lin? Or what's the story, emmm, it just so happens that he likes you a lot, so if you like him, I think you need to consider it too hehehe" Dwi answered at that time while laughing but his hand covered his mouth so not laughing out loud. "What's wrong with the person just asking, just negating it, is there really such a thing as Zafran?" Lina said while reiterating "I just thought that Zafran's friend loves your monkey, hehehe, why did I forget, even though I knew how it used to be?" Dwi said at that time "I'm sorry I brought up everything, people can still remember that time ah, you just forgot, let's discuss something else" said Lina. At that time I was so sure that my heart was fine when I saw Zafran, who of course loves my monkey "Yeah, it's okay, you're also happy, right? Even if you have to bring up the problem, you have to usually love monkeys. They'll meet again later because love isn't perfect, so you can come back. You met at one school, haha, it's funny, you guys, but I'm I'm sure you guys are really compatible with the love of a monkey that hasn't finished yet, so let's just let it go now while you can still meet heheh" Dwi said at that time "Oh, I'm sorry to say that the toll road is so long that you are like that, I don't know what to say anymore, what is this monkey love? but that's not the case, ah you're two" replied Lina "You don't have to lie to your past feelings until now for Zafran hahaha even when Zafran's presence the world feels like it belongs to both of you right? What else should I think about Zafran who is handsome and white, sis linaa?" said Dwi, who always kept going so that Lina and Zafran would be together again "I swear, Dwi, you're really annoying already, ah, shut up, shut up, Zafran will hear you, okay?" the goal is for Zafran to listen, how come it's crowded, right?