Sienna
"I'm telling you, Dave is acting strange."
I rolled my eyes at Roxy for the umpteenth time.
"Dave isn't acting strange Rox, you don't know him well enough to say that." I capped my mascara, and picked up my lip liner.
"I have a strong feeling he's cheating on you." Tina's calm voice filtered in from the bathroom, a straightener in hand.
"Exactly! And I've said that for over a month." Roxy's voice thick with exasperation drifted from the closet. She stepped out pointing a perfect manicured finger at me. "How come you're the only one not getting the gist?"
"Okay!" I stood up and moved to the closet. "That's enough about my relationship, you guys made me come here to relax, and this is not exactly relaxing now is it?" I looked pointedly at Roxy.
"You know what? You're right." Tina emerged from the bathroom, her natural curls tamed into a disciplined, glossy mane that hit her waist. "We basically dragged her into this, we should give her a break, Roxy."
With a sigh, she huffed a "fine" and walked into the bathroom to change while Tina applied her makeup.
When we got to the club, there was a line waiting to get in. I moved to join them but I was dragged to a hidden door beside the building.
"What are we doing here, the door is out front."
"That's not our door... tonight we're VIPs." Roxy beamed walking through the door and we followed.
"You can't be serious"
"Roxy's friend owns the club." Talia explained as Roxy handed the bodyguard a card.
"Let's have fun tonight." Roxy said as we ascended the stairs.
The bass of the music became clearer the closer we got and by the time we got to another door with yet another bodyguard, the beat was vibrating through my skin, rattling my bones.
The door opened to a VIP lounge, with booths taller than Roxy in 6 inch heels, to give privacy to each group. A waitress walked us to our booth.
Glass walls overlooked the whole club– stage, dancefloor, DJ booth, everything. The VIP lounge was arranged in a way that every booth was facing the stage.
Roxy turned to us "What do you think?"
"I like it, it's not the usual."
"It's beautiful." I smiled sliding into our booth.
"I'll get the drinks" Rox called, already striding for the bar at the far end of the lounge.
Talia opened her mouth, but Rox threw a look over her shoulder. "Don't even try. I've got your poison memorized."
A smile lit my face but Talia seemed distracted, she was lost in her own thoughts.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing" a sigh left her lips.
Before I could get another word out, a high voice shrieked "I come bearing drinks."
A laugh escaped Talia. I guess it was nothing after all.
"What did you get me?"
I looked at her balancing three glasses, condensation already beading in our booth's air. She slammed the first one down in front of me... electric blue, fizzing, a lemon wheel riding the rim.
"Las Vegas Bomb," she said, grinning at my raised brow. "It's trouble, but fun trouble. You'll need it."
The second glass she slid to Talia. Same impossible blue, same lemon, but no bite when Talia picked it up and sniffed. "Blue Lagoon," Rox explained. "No hangover, all the pretty. You're welcome."
Talia rolled her eyes, but she was smiling.
Rox kept the last one for herself. Taller than the rest, bluer than all of them, ice clinking like a warning. "And this..." she took a long pull, eyes never leaving mine, "is an AMF. Adios, Motherfucker; starting strong."
"God," I muttered, eyeing my Bomb. "Are you trying to kill us before we even hit the floor?"
Rox just laughed, already half-done with hers. "No, babe. I'm trying to make sure you remember tonight."
--
Half way into the night, I was tipsy dancing in our booth alongside Rox while Talia watched us, amusement lining her features.
"You really won't join us?" Roxy asked for the tenth time. When Talia shook her head, Roxy grunted "You're a killjoy"
Suddenly, the music cut out and a voice filtered in through the speakers thick with promise.
"Ladies and gentlemen, we have a rare treat tonight. A guest performer who cleared his schedule just for us. For you."
"I wonder who that could be." Talia muttered walking towards the bar for water.
"Let's welcome to the stage..." silence rang through the club, anticipation coating the air. "...the healer." cheers erupted from the crowd and a crease formed between my eyebrows. Who was that?
The neon flickered once, then bled to red. Seductive and hungry. A seam split the stage floor and a pole rose from beneath it, locking into place with a quiet click. The spotlight slammed down.
From the shadows, a man stepped forward. The cheering turned feral. My heart beat stuttered when I saw that he had on a mask that concealed his face, making him mysterious and more captivating.
A slow, sensual music bled from the speakers as he stepped onto the stage and my heart skipped two beats, I know that song... It's Dave's favorite. Thinking about Dave while watching another man about to do some unholy things only made my situation worse.
I leaned into Rox to ask "he's not actually going to..." I swallowed
Her eye roll could level buildings. "With music like that? What do you think, Sienna?"
He moved. One second he was walking, the next he was wrapped around that pole like gravity was optional. He spun in the air, effortless and lethal. Like he'd mastered the act of seduction.
I picked up a bottle of water, downing it to at least reduce the heat radiating through my body. That didn't help, it only made me sober. My head became clearer by the minute and the closer I looked at the man on the stage the more familiar he looked.
As the music slowed, the man on stage shifted. It was a small movement–a subconscious roll of his shoulders to settle into the beat; but it sent a jolt of pure, freezing electricity down my spine. I knew that silhouette. I knew the exact breadth of those shoulders.
My vision tunneled until the rest of the club was just a blur of red smoke. Another man climbed onto the stage, circling him like a predator. When that stranger's hand slid to the back of the dancer's head, I didn't just feel jealous; I felt a violent surge of nausea. My lungs refused to expand.
An ugly feeling clawed at my inside, bile rose in my throat as curiosity swallowed me whole. My heart was seconds from combusting.
Don't be who I'm thinking, I prayed, even as I leaned so far over the booth I nearly fell. Please, let me be wrong.
Then he dropped the mask.
Time didn't just slow down; it curdled. And when it fell, my heart fell with it.
Sienna
The world didn't just stop; it fractured.
The mask hit the stage floor with a hollow thud that echoed louder than the bone-rattling bass. Under the harsh, blood-red spotlights, the "Healer" looked up.
It was a face I had kissed every morning for three years. The same jawline I'd traced while he slept, the same eyes that had looked at me with what I thought was medical-grade devotion.
It was Dave. My fiancé.
He didn't see me. He couldn't see past the glare of the lights and the sea of hands reaching for him, but he didn't need to. He was currently arching his back, a predatory smirk playing on his lips as his hands–the hands that were supposed to save lives–gripped the pole with the kind of practiced, rhythmic strength that made my stomach drop into my feet.
"Oh, Sienna," Talia's voice was a low, mournful bell beside me. She didn't sound surprised. She sounded like she was watching a car wreck she'd predicted weeks ago."We really did try to tell you."
"A month," Roxy snapped, her voice cutting through the fog like a serrated blade. She wasn't looking at the stage anymore; she was looking at me, her knuckles white as she gripped the railing. "I've been telling you for a month that 'emergency surgeries' don't happen at 3:00 AM every Friday. Now look."
I couldn't speak. I watched, paralyzed, as the music shifted. The slow, sensual grind turned into something faster, more chaotic. The air in the VIP lounge suddenly felt thick, like I was breathing in hot oil.
Then, the floor of the stage cracked open. More bodies emerged; men and women, half-clad in leather and lace, their skin shimmering with a mixture of sweat and glitter. What had started as a solo performance was rapidly devolving into a writhing mass of limbs.
A live orgy.
And Dave was at the center of it. He wasn't just a performer anymore; he was a god in a den of sin, his lips pressed against skin that wasn't mine, his hands roaming over bodies I didn't recognize. My fiancé was a monster of the night and the smile on his lips was proof he was enjoying every piece of it.
The scent of expensive perfume, sweat, and spilled alcohol turned rancid in my nose. My stomach gave a violent, warning heave.
"I have to..." I choked out, stumbling back from the glass wall.
"Sienna!" Talia reached for me, her fingers brushing my arm, but I shoved past her.
I bolted toward the back of the lounge, through a service door that led to a narrow, dim stairwell. My heels clattered against the metal steps, the sound chasing me like a heartbeat. I burst through the heavy exit door at the bottom and into the cool, damp night of the Las Vegas alleyway.
I barely made it to the brick wall before my stomach revolted. I bent over, hands hovering over my knees, and retched. Everything I'd consumed–the blue cocktail, the lies, the three years of trust–came up in a bitter, stinging rush.
I stayed there for a long time, staring at the cracked pavement, my breath coming in ragged, shallow gasps. A shadow fell over me. A hand, cool and steady, pulled my hair back away from my face.
"Wipe your mouth, Sienna," Roxy's voice was uncharacteristically soft, but her eyes were tracking the alleyway like a hawk as she handed me a handkerchief.
Talia stepped forward, her sleek, straightened hair looking perfect even in the grime of the alley. She pulled her phone from her bag, the screen glowing bright against the darkness. She looked at Roxy, a silent, hesitant glance, before turning the screen toward me.
"I didn't want to believe it either," Talia whispered, her voice trembling with a shaky edge that I was too distraught to notice. "But after I saw him on that stage... I looked him up."
It was a website I recognized by reputation alone. OnlyFans.
The profile name was @TheHealer_Official. The profile picture was a faceless shot of Dave's torso; the same torso I'd fallen asleep against last night. I scrolled with trembling hands.
There were hundreds of videos. High-production, cinematic shots of the "Doctor" in various states of undress, often surrounded by the very people I'd just seen on stage.
Caption: *The Doctor is in. Ready for your private session?*
The nausea returned, but this time I forced it down. The sadness was being slowly crowded out by a cold, sharp, metallic anger.
The kind that hits when you see the pedestal for what it really was... a cage..
"He's making a fortune," Talia said, her voice clinical. "The subscribers, the tips... he's probably making more in a night than he told you he made in a month at the hospital."
Roxy stepped closer, her heels clicking sharply on the pavement. She leaned against the brick wall, crossing her arms. "He used your 'innocence' as a home base, Sienna. He kept you quiet and shy in LA so he could come here and be a predator in the dark. He's out here playing 'healer' and decides you're the 'virgin' he needs to save.'"
I looked up, my eyes stinging with tears, I refused to let fall. "He thinks I'm weak."
"He thinks you're a background character in his play," Roxy corrected, a predatory grin spreading across her face. She leaned into my personal space, her scent of expensive perfume aggressive and commanding. "But you're a dancer, Sienna. A real one. Not some staged hack."
I looked at the dark, heavy door of the club. The bass was still thumping inside-the heartbeat of Dave's secret life.
"The owner of The Obsidian? He's looking for a new headliner," Roxy said, her voice a low, seductive lure. "Someone fresh. Someone who looks like an angel but can dance like a sin. Imagine the look on Dave's face when someone shows him the video. When he sees the girl he left at home; the girl he thinks is too 'pure' to understand his world standing where he used to stand. Only better."
The idea of being good suddenly felt like a noose. Dave had spent years building a secret world. Maybe it was time I moved in and took the keys.
"A job?" I asked, my voice finally finding its steel.
Roxy's grin widened. "Not just a job, babe. A revolution. You want to hurt him? Take his stage. Take his audience. Take his fucking pride."
I wiped the last of the tears from my cheeks, the smudge of mascara feeling like war paint. I didn't say yes– I don't know if I will.
But as I looked at the "About Me" page on Dave's OnlyFans, I realized the shy girl who wanted to marry a doctor was dying with every swipe of my thumb.
Sienna
The cold of the alleyway fueled the fire roaring in my chest. I wiped the back of my hand across my mouth, erasing the last trace of the girl who had spent three years playing house with a monster.
"Im in," my voice sounded like gravel. "I'll do it."
Roxy's eyes lit up, a triumphant spark dancing in them. "That's my girl. Now, let's go get your things. We aren't leaving a single piece of your soul in that hellhole."
I turned toward the service door, my legs feeling like lead but my heart hammering a war beat. I needed my purse. I needed to move before the nausea returned.
Walking back into the VIP lounge was torture. The music was a physical weight, pulsing in rhythm with the sights I couldn't unsee.
My gaze flickered toward the glass before I could stop myself.
The Healer was still buried under a writhing knot of limbs, a choreographed orgy that made my skin crawl.
I suddenly felt like burning the building down.
I snatched my clutch off the velvet booth and as I turned to leave, Talia stopped. Her gaze fixed on the stage with an expression I couldn't read.
"You guys go ahead," she said finally, her voice oddly strained. "I'm staying."
Roxy stopped mid-step.
"You're staying?" I repeated slowly.
Talia crossed her arms.
"I'll confront him when he gets off stage."
I blinked.
"What?"
"He needs to know we saw him," she said, still staring forward. "He can't just pretend none of this happened."
Roxy paused, her head tilting to the side. Her eyes narrowed as she looked at Talia. "You want to stay? Alone? Here?" her eyes darted to the stage.
"I can handle Dave," Talia replied, her voice eerily calm. "He won't harm me. I just... I need to say it to his face."
"Whatever," Roxy huffed, though she didn't look convinced. She grabbed my arm. "We've got moves to make. Let's go, Sienna."
-
The hotel room felt like a crime scene. Nothing had changed and somehow, that made everything worse.
The bed was still neatly made, the champagne was still chilling in its silver bucket. Rose petals were still scattered across the duvet in what once looked romantic but just looked embarrassing now.
"Wait a damn minute," I pressed my fingers against my temple.
Roxy glanced over.
"What?"
"He did all this," I gestured at the room, "and went to professionally shake ass in a dungeon."
Roxy burst out laughing.
I joined her for half a second, but it came out wrong-harsh and ragged. It sounded more like disgust than humor.
I finally broke down. No sound escaped my lips, just tears slipping down as I stood there, staring at the room as the truth sank in deeper... I was an ignorant pawn in his twisted game.
Rox stood beside me rubbing my back, "Oh dear, you don't deserve this... no one does."
She led me to a chair on the balcony, pressing me down into it. Without a word she spun and ran for the toilet, returning moments later with a box of tissues.
"I'm sorry you had to go through this." She handed me a tissue.
"You do know you're no good at consoling people, right?" I accepted the tissue.
"And you look horrible with tears and mascara streaming down your face." She twisted her nose in disgust.
"Shit!" I totally forgot. "Was it bad when we left the club?"
She shrugged. "You looked too distraught to care."
"Fuck you!"
"Love you too. Wash your face while I pack your bags." She moved to the closet muttering under her breath,
"Thank goodness you didn't pack your whole life to Las Vegas."
I rolled my eyes, a small smile on my face as I walked into the bathroom. When my face had no mascara left on it, I dabbed it dry.
My eyes caught sight of my brush right next to Dave's. I snatched mine with the speed of lightning, a dangerous thought formed in my mind as I picked up his brush and dipped it in the toilet, holding it there for sometime.
His smile flashed before my eyes... rot in hell son of a bitch.
Walking out, I stopped at the vanity, my eyes falling on the engagement ring sitting in its velvet box. Three carats of perfect, glittering deception.
"Don't even think about keeping it," Roxy said, appearing in the doorway.
"I'm not keeping it," I whispered. "I'm using it."
My bags were handed over to a chauffeur while we carried on with our night. I don't know how she can afford that.
Roxy directed the driver to a high end pawn shop on the strip– the kind of place where people traded their legacies for one more night at the tables.
It was surrounded with cold glass and reeked of expensive cigars and quiet desperation.
I slid the ring across the counter without saying a word.
The man behind the glass barely blinked.
He inspected it carefully before sliding over a thick stack of cash. And just like that three years was reduced to paper.
Roxy snatched the money before I could even touch it.
"Great," she announced. "Let's go."
The boutique she took me to didn't have a name on the door, just a neon purple sign in the shape of a serpent. Ten minutes later, I stood in front of a mirror, staring at a version of myself I hadn't seen in years.
The dress was barely there–a liquid-silver mesh that clung to my body like a second skin, ending dangerously high on my thighs. On my feet were six-inch stilettos that looked like glass.
I ran a hand over the fabric slowly. My chest tightened unexpectedly. God I missed this.
I used to dress like this to perform before Dave's casual disapproval disguised as concern.
"You know I hate the way men stare at you when you perform".
"I just think you're too good for that kind of attention
At the time, it had sounded protective. Possessive, maybe. But still flattering in that toxic way women romanticize.
"You look lethal," Roxy whispered, her reflection appearing behind mine in deep red lace.
--
The Obsidian was a different breed of club. Where Dave's place felt desperate and loud, this felt elite. It was all black marble, deep purple neon, and a silence that felt heavier than the music.
Roxy dragged me through another suspicious hidden entrance.
"What is your obsession with secret doors?" I muttered.
She grinned. "Main character behavior."
"Hey, Lilith." Roxy called out as soon as we got into a room packed with women slick with sweat and barely covered in lace.
"Welcome Roxy," a woman in red 7 inch heels and bright red lipstick hugged her. "She agreed to perform?"
"Yes. Girl... that's Madame Lilith, she manages things around here."
"Its nice to finally meet you," she extended her hand. " I hear you're a very good dancer?"
"Used to be." I shook the outstretched hand.
"There's no such thing... you're up next."
As we stood in the wings of the stage, the familiar scent of grip-chalk and metal hit me. Two poles rose toward the ceiling, draped between them were the aerial silks I'd spent years mastering.
"I don't know if I can do this, Rox," I whispered.
Rox pinned me with a look. "You've done this routine a thousand times. The equipment is the same. Your love for dance is the same. Forget the room, just focus on the silk and how the music flows through you."
"I won't do this without you, Rox," I whispered, my breath hitching as I looked at the equipment. "We do the duo routine or I'm out."
"I'm right here," Roxy countered, her focus absolute.
"You aren't Sienna right now," Roxy said, grabbing my shoulders and forcing me to look at her. "Sienna is back in that alley. You're whoever you want to be. And you aren't doing it alone."
She leaned in closer. "Now, pick a stage name. Something that sounds like the end of the world."
I looked at the silver mesh reflecting the purple light. I thought of the shadows, the secrets.
"Vesper" The word felt like a secret on my tongue. "...you?"
"Rebel" she grinned, checking her reflection one last time.
The announcer's voice boomed through the speakers, "Tonight, a rare debut. Two angels, fallen from grace. Welcome... Rebel and Vesper."
The crowd erupted and just like that everything became too real.
My stomach dropped so violently I nearly folded in half.
No, no, no.
This was a terrible idea. Why did I agree to this? Why was I here?
The music got louder and my breathing went shallow.
"Rox..." My voice came out embarrassingly small.
She turned instantly.
I shook my head before she could even speak.
My chest tightened.
My knees felt weak.
I took a small step back... then another.
"I can't do this."