My husband, Ethan, had 99 affairs in our ten years of marriage, and I knew about every single one.
His promise to have a child only with me was the silent agreement, the sole thread holding our lavish life together.
But when the 100th mistress, a barista named Molly Chavez, turned up pregnant, everything changed.
On our tenth anniversary, instead of a celebration, I found Ethan pleading with Molly in a parking lot, a blank check in his hand, as her baby bump was subtly visible.
Molly, with a smirk for me, tore the check, declaring, "I don't want your money, Ethan. I want you to leave me alone. The baby is my responsibility, and you are free."
He looked at her as if she'd hung the moon, completely captivated, while I, his wife, stood forgotten.
Then, Ethan came home, promising to finally start the family we' d always discussed, urging IVF immediately.
Hope, a stupid, stubborn thing, made me agree despite every red flag.
But as I drifted under anesthesia for egg retrieval, I heard his voice, cold and smug: "Once Elyse is pregnant, Molly will have no choice but to move in. This secures everything."
That stupid, stubborn hope died right there, a silent death.
What had I truly married, and what twisted game was he playing with my body, my future, and my heart?
I knew then: my time of tolerance was over.
Ethan Lester had 99 affairs in our ten years of marriage.
I knew about every single one.
But he made a promise to me on our wedding day in Tuscany, under a sky full of stars. He held my face in his hands and said, "Elyse, you are the only woman I will ever have a child with. You will be the mother of my heir."
This promise was the one thread holding our marriage together. It was the reason I stayed, the reason I tolerated the endless parade of women who came and went. They were temporary. A family with me was supposed to be permanent.
But the 100th one was different.
Her name was Molly Chavez. A 23-year-old barista with a sharp tongue and a carefully constructed "anti-establishment" attitude. She worked at an indie coffee shop in San Francisco, the kind of place Ethan would never have set foot in before.
He was completely obsessed with her. He told his friends she was "authentic," a "wild spirit." To me, she was just a more clever predator.
Tonight was our 10th wedding anniversary. Ethan had booked a table at a three-Michelin-star restaurant, a place we had to wait six months for.
I sat there for two hours, the waiters looking at me with pity.
He never showed up.
Instead, a notification popped up on my phone. A shared calendar alert for an appointment he must have forgotten to make private.
"Women's Health Clinic, San Francisco."
My blood ran cold. I left a pile of cash on the table, walked out of the restaurant, and drove straight to the address.
I found them in the parking lot. Ethan was pressing a blank check into Molly' s hand, his voice desperate.
"Molly, please. Just take it. It's enough to set you up for life."
Molly, her belly already showing a slight curve, looked at him with disdain. She was performing.
Then, she tore the check in half and threw the pieces back in his face.
"I don't want your money, Ethan," she declared, her voice loud enough for anyone nearby to hear. "I want you to leave me alone. The baby is my responsibility, and you are free."
Ethan didn't look angry. He looked completely captivated. He watched her as if she had just hung the moon in the sky.
He turned and saw me standing there, my anniversary dress feeling like a costume.
He didn't even flinch.
"Elyse," he said, his voice flat. "Let's go home. We'll talk about this."
Molly smirked at me, a flicker of triumph in her eyes.
As I stumbled back to my car, the cold San Francisco fog felt like it was seeping into my bones. In my mind, I made a decision. I would give him ten last chances. Ten chances to remember the decade we shared. Ten chances to honor his one, single promise.
Ethan burned through seven of those chances in less than a month.
Chance number one: He drained our joint emergency fund, half a million dollars, to buy the indie coffee shop where Molly worked. He told me it was a "diversification of assets." I knew it was just an excuse to see her every day.
Chance number two: He took the anniversary necklace he was supposed to give me-a custom piece from Cartier-and gave it to her. I saw it on her Instagram story, with the caption, "Some things are just gifts from the universe. #unimpressed."
Chance number three: He replaced the lock screen photo on his phone. For ten years, it had been a picture of us at our wedding in Tuscany. Now, it was a candid shot of Molly, laughing as she frothed milk behind the counter of his coffee shop.
He didn't even try to hide it.
Then one night, he came home smelling of expensive whiskey and fake remorse. He sat on the edge of our bed, his face a mask of sincerity.
"Elyse," he said, his voice soft. "I've been a fool. I've been thinking... we're not getting any younger. It's time."
I stared at him, my heart a tight, painful knot in my chest.
"It's time to have the child we always talked about," he continued, taking my hand. His touch felt foreign. "Let's start IVF. Immediately."
Hope is a stupid, stubborn thing. A small, foolish part of me wanted to believe him. Maybe this was it. Maybe he finally realized what he was about to lose.
"Are you sure, Ethan?" I asked, my voice barely a whisper.
"I've never been more sure of anything," he said, his eyes locking onto mine. "You're my wife, Elyse. It's always been you."
The next week was a blur of appointments and hormone injections. I felt bloated, emotional, and sick. But I held onto his words.
The day of the egg retrieval, they put me in a private room. The nurse gave me a sedative, and the world started to feel fuzzy and distant.
As my eyes began to close, I heard Ethan step out into the hallway to take a call. His voice was low, but the sound carried.
"It's done. She's going under now."
A pause.
"Don't worry," he said, and I could hear the smug satisfaction in his tone. "Once Elyse is pregnant, Molly will have to accept that she can't raise a child alone. She'll see there's no other way. She'll have no choice but to move in and let me take care of her and our baby. This secures everything."
The last thing I felt before the darkness took over was not the prick of the IV needle, but the complete and utter death of that stupid, stubborn hope.