His Unwanted Trash, The Rival's Treasured Queen

Four years ago, I melted my skin into the asphalt to pull Julian Moretti from a burning wreckage. I spent years in the shadows, nursing him back to health, hiding my scars while he reclaimed his title as the Underboss of New York.

But on the way to our wedding, everything shattered.

Estelle Russo, the woman who caused the crash that ruined me, complained of a stomach ache in the limousine. Julian didn't hesitate.

He ordered the driver to stop on the shoulder of the highway.

"Get out," he barked at me, his eyes cold.

He forced me out of the car in my wedding gown, leaving me stranded in the dust and exhaust fumes just so Estelle could lie down on the seat.

"Take a cab to the church," he sneered before speeding away.

He didn't just leave me on the road; he abandoned me at the altar to hold the hand of the woman who had once tried to kill him. He called our relationship a "debt" he was tired of paying.

I stood there, the lace of my dress heavy with humiliation, realizing I was never his Queen-I was just his collateral damage.

I didn't call a taxi. Instead, I pulled a burner phone from my bodice and dialed the one number that would end his reign.

"The deal is live," I whispered. "He chose her."

I stripped off the wedding dress, climbed over the guardrail, and stepped into the black sedan waiting to take me to his greatest enemy.

Chapter 1

Ember Vane POV

The fire didn't kill me four years ago, but watching the man I saved clasp the hand of the woman who caused the crash was doing a damn good job of finishing what the flames had started.

I stood in the velvet shadows of the wings at the Pierre Hotel, the heavy curtain shielding me from the blinding flash of cameras.

My back itched.

It was a phantom sensation, a cruel, searing reminder of the night my skin had melted into the asphalt of the West Side Highway just so Julian Moretti could keep his pretty face intact.

Julian dominated the podium, gripping the wood with hands I had painstakingly massaged back to life during agonizing months of physical therapy.

He looked every inch the Prince of New York.

The dark Italian suit fit him like armor, and his jawline was sharp enough to cut glass.

He was the Underboss of the Moretti Crime Family, the heir to a throne built on blood and extortion, and tonight was his coronation.

"They said the Moretti line was broken," Julian's voice boomed, deep and smooth, vibrating through the floorboards and traveling up into my heels. "They said I would never walk again. Never lead again."

The crowd of reporters and high-ranking associates murmured in reverent approval.

I smoothed the high collar of my dress.

I wore high collars and long sleeves even in the stifling heat of July.

My body was a map of pain, a secret geography of scars that only doctors-and Julian-had ever navigated.

"But strength isn't just about the body," Julian continued, his gaze drifting to the front row. "It is about the anchor that holds you when the storm hits. The love that pulls you from the wreckage."

My heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird.

For four years, I had been that anchor.

I had been the one changing his bandages when the pus and blood made the nurses gag.

I had been the one whispering to him in the suffocating darkness of his coma, enforcing Omerta when rival families circled like sharks, waiting for him to die.

I shifted my weight forward, ready to step into the light as his fiancée-the woman who had sacrificed her beauty for his very breath.

"Estelle," Julian said, his voice softening. "Come up here."

The air vanished from my lungs.

Estelle Russo rose from her seat like a white cobra uncoiling.

She was pristine.

Her skin was flawless, her golden hair cascading over shoulders that had never known the searing kiss of a third-degree burn.

She was the daughter of a powerful Capo, a strategic alliance, a Mafia Princess.

She was also the one driving the Ferrari that clipped Julian's McLaren four years ago, sending him spinning into the concrete barrier.

She walked up the stairs, her hips swaying, and took Julian's hand.

He didn't pull away.

He interlaced his fingers with hers.

"This woman," Julian lied to the cameras, to the Commission, to the world. "She has been my rock. My reason to fight."

The flashbulbs erupted like a supernova.

I stood frozen, the taste of ash filling my mouth.

He was rewriting history.

He was erasing the blood I spilled and replacing it with her perfume.

Julian looked over Estelle's shoulder, his dark eyes scanning the wings until they found me in the shadows.

His expression didn't flicker.

There was no apology.

There was only a cold, silent warning: Know your place.

I wasn't the Queen.

I was the damaged collateral.

My phone buzzed in my clutch.

A notification from a news outlet: The King and his new Queen? Julian Moretti sparks rumors of a union with Russo heiress.

I turned around, my heels silent on the plush carpet, and walked away from the light.

I didn't go back to the penthouse we shared.

I went to the hotel bar and ordered a water, my hands trembling so hard I spilled half of it.

An hour later, my phone lit up again.

It was Julian.

Gas leak at Estelle's place. I'm setting her up at the Plaza for security. Don't wait up.

I stared at the screen until the letters blurred.

A gas leak.

The oldest lie in the book.

He wasn't securing her.

He was comforting her.

I opened my email and found the draft I had saved six months ago.

It was an application for a medical mission in a non-extradition zone in Central Africa.

I hit send.

Ember Vane POV

The penthouse was cold, possessing the kind of sterile chill that settles deep into the marrow and refuses to leave.

It was a glass cage suspended in the sky, overlooking a city that felt more like a prison than a home.

I walked through the living room, my eyes landing on the sleek Italian leather sofa where Julian used to lay his head on my lap, complaining about the headaches lingering from his concussion.

I picked up a crystal vase from the mantle.

It was a gift from his mother for our engagement, three years ago.

I opened my hand.

I let it drop.

It shattered against the marble floor, the sound sharp and violent, piercing the silence.

I didn't flinch.

I went to the bedroom and pulled a suitcase from the closet.

I wasn't packing clothes. I was packing the ghosts.

The framed photo of us at the hospital when he first stood up.

The watch he gave me for keeping his secrets.

The engagement ring I had taken off to wash my hands and never put back on.

I threw them all into a garbage bag.

I was purging him from the apartment, creating a vacuum where his suffocating presence used to be.

The front door beeped.

Julian walked in, smelling of expensive scotch and the cloying sweetness of another woman's vanilla perfume.

He stopped dead when he saw the shattered glass.

"What the hell happened?" he asked, stepping over the shards without sparing me a glance.

"Gravity," I said.

He looked up then, his brow furrowing.

"Are you drunk?"

"No," I said. "Just cleaning."

He sighed, loosening his tie with a sharp tug.

"I don't have time for your moods, Ember. The Resurrection Gala is tonight. The entire Commission will be there. I need you ready in an hour."

"I'm not going," I said.

Julian walked over to me, his presence looming like a storm front.

He was a massive man, built for violence, with hands that could crush a throat as easily as they could sign a check.

"You are going," he said, his voice low and laced with danger. "You are my fiancée. If you don't show up, it looks like weakness. It looks like I can't control my own house."

"Is that what I am?" I asked, meeting his gaze. "A prop to show you have control?"

"You are a Moretti," he said, his fingers digging into my chin. "Act like it."

I pulled away from his touch.

"Fine."

I wore a dress with a high back, a midnight blue silk that covered every inch of my ruined skin.

The Gala was held in the ballroom of the Plaza.

It was a sea of black tuxedos and diamond chokers, the air thick with the metallic scent of money and blood.

Julian gripped my elbow, steering me through the crowd like a prize heifer at auction.

He smiled at the Dons, shook hands with the Capos, and erased my existence entirely.

Estelle was there, of course.

She was wearing red, a plunging neckline that showed off her perfect, unblemished skin.

She was holding court near the balcony, flanked by Julian's sister, Jeanette.

Jeanette hated me.

She thought I was a gold digger, a nobody who clawed her way into the dynasty by being in the right place at the wrong time.

Julian left me to get a drink.

I drifted toward the balcony, needing air.

Jeanette and Estelle blocked my path.

"The nursemaid is out of her uniform," Jeanette sneered, swirling her champagne.

"She looks tired," Estelle said, her voice dripping with saccharine poison. "Maybe she should go home."

"I'm fine," I said, trying to step around them.

"Are you?" Jeanette asked. "Julian seems bored. He spent all morning with Estelle. Did you know that?"

"I know," I said.

"He needs a real woman," Jeanette said, stepping into my space. "Not a charity case."

I turned to leave, but Jeanette reached out.

Her fingers hooked into the back of my dress.

"Oops," she said.

She yanked.

The sound of silk tearing shrieked louder than the music.

The back of my dress ripped open from neck to waist.

The cold air hit my skin first, followed by the collective gasp that sucked the oxygen from the room.

I felt the eyes.

Hundreds of them.

Staring at the thick, ropy keloids that coiled across my back like melted wax.

The red, angry ridges of scar tissue that I had hidden for four years.

"Oh my god," someone whispered. "Look at her back."

"It's hideous."

Shame, hot and viscous, flooded my veins.

I spun around, clutching the front of my dress to keep it from falling.

Jeanette was smirking.

"Now everyone can see what Julian has to wake up to," she whispered.

My hand moved before I could think.

I slapped her.

It was a solid, sickening crack that silenced the ballroom.

Jeanette stumbled back, her hand flying to her cheek.

Estelle screamed.

"She's crazy! She attacked her!"

Estelle threw herself on the floor, knocking over a table of drinks, acting like I had shoved her.

"Julian!" Estelle shrieked.

Julian appeared through the crowd, his face thunderous.

He saw Jeanette holding her cheek.

He saw Estelle on the floor.

He saw me, standing there with my dress ripped open, my scars exposed to the world.

He didn't take off his jacket to cover me.

He didn't ask if I was okay.

He shoved past me, his shoulder hitting mine hard enough to make me stumble.

He knelt beside Estelle.

"Are you hurt?" he asked, his voice frantic.

"She pushed me," Estelle sobbed into his chest. "She's jealous, Julian. She's dangerous."

Julian looked up at me.

His eyes were voids, stripped of anything human.

"Get out," he snarled.

"Julian," I whispered. "She ripped my dress."

"I said get out!" he roared. "Before I have security drag you out."

He turned back to Estelle, stroking her hair, whispering soothing words that were meant for me.

I turned around, the torn silk flapping against my burns, and walked out of the ballroom alone.

Ember Vane POV

The night air was oppressive and humid, clinging to my skin like a second layer of sweat.

I didn't bother waiting for the valet.

I sprinted down the side streets, clutching the ruin of my torn dress to my chest, my heels clicking an uneven, frantic rhythm against the pavement.

I needed to put distance between myself and the Plaza-away from the prying eyes, away from the suffocating humiliation.

Desperate for a taxi, I turned into a narrow alleyway that cut through to the next avenue.

Two shadows detached themselves from the dark brick wall, blocking my path.

They were imposing figures clad in generic streetwear, yet they moved with the disciplined, predatory silence of soldiers.

I stopped.

"Mrs. Vane," one of them acknowledged. His tone held zero warmth.

"I don't have any money," I stammered, instinctively stepping back.

"We don't want your money," the other one replied, cracking his knuckles. "We have a message from the Russo family."

Estelle.

"Stay away from the Underboss," the first man warned. "He's not for you. You're just clutter."

I turned to run, but in these heels, I was far too slow.

The first man seized a fistful of my hair, yanking my head back with brutal force.

A scream rose in my throat, but his hand clamped instantly over my mouth, stifling it.

"Quiet," he hissed.

The second man drove his fist into my stomach.

The pain was blinding, stealing my breath entirely.

I tried to double over, retching, but the iron grip in my hair held me upright.

They didn't touch my face.

They were professionals; they knew exactly how to inflict agony without leaving visible marks that would ruin a photo op.

They kicked my ribs with calculated precision.

Then, they twisted my arm back until the shoulder joint gave way with a sickening pop.

"Estelle sends her regards," the man whispered into my ear before shoving me violently into the stack of metal garbage cans.

I lay crumpled on the wet, filthy asphalt, gasping for air that wouldn't come.

My phone lay where it had fallen from my clutch.

It was recording.

I had managed to hit the voice memo button the split second I saw them step from the shadows.

"Tell the bitch she won," one of them laughed as their footsteps retreated. "The scar-face is done."

I waited until silence returned to the alley before I dragged myself toward my phone.

Trembling, I stopped the recording.

I forced myself up and limped to the main road to hail a cab.

The driver took one look at me-my torn dress, the grime on my face, the way I cradled my ribs-and drove straight to the private ER the Family used.

I sat on the paper-lined exam table, shivering uncontrollably.

My ribs were severely bruised, though not broken.

My shoulder, however, was dislocated.

When the doctor popped it back into the socket, I bit through my lip to keep from screaming.

The door swung open.

Julian walked in.

His expression was one of annoyance, not worry.

"What is this?" he demanded, gesturing vaguely at my condition. "I have a room full of donors asking where my fiancée went, and I get a call that you're in the ER?"

"I was attacked," I rasped.

"Attacked?" He frowned, his impatience visible. "Where?"

"Just outside the hotel. Two men."

"Did they take your jewelry?"

"No."

"Then what?"

"They had a message," I said, lifting my phone with a shaking hand. "From Estelle."

Julian's face went rigid.

"Don't start this, Ember."

"Just listen to it," I insisted, pressing play.

The tinny recording of the men's voices filled the sterile silence of the room.

Estelle sends her regards... Tell the bitch she won...

Julian listened.

His jaw tightened.

He reached out and took the phone from my hand.

"She did this," I said, the reality of it choking me. "She sent her father's soldiers to beat me in an alley."

Julian looked at the phone, then back at me.

"Estelle is traumatized from the crash," he said quietly, calculating. "She's erratic. If I bring this to her father, it starts a war. The Russo family is our biggest ally right now."

"She had me beaten," I whispered, tears finally spilling over. "Julian, they kicked me."

"It was a warning," Julian stated coldly. "Just stay out of her way."

His thumb hovered over the screen.

"What are you doing?" I asked, panic rising.

"Protecting the alliance," he said.

He hit delete.

He deleted the recording.

Then, deliberately, he deleted the backup from the cloud.

He handed the phone back to me.

"It was a mugging," he said firmly. "You resisted. That's the story."

He checked his watch.

"I have to go back. Estelle is still shaking. She needs me."

"I need you," I whispered.

"You're strong, Ember," he said, turning to the door. "You always have been. That's why I picked you. You can take a hit."

He walked out.

He left me in a hospital room with bruised ribs and a dislocated shoulder to go hold the hand of the woman who had ordered the hit.

The throbbing pain in my body faded, replaced by a cold, sharp clarity.

He didn't just choose her.

He sacrificed me to keep her.

I wasn't his partner.

I was his punching bag.

I slid off the table, my legs shaking beneath me.

I wasn't crying anymore.

I walked to the window and looked out at the sprawling city lights.

My flight to Africa was scheduled for three weeks from now.

I decided I wouldn't wait that long.