The Lord Is a Girl: Share All Pain With the Heir

The linen binder dug into Christal's ribs, a cage of fabric that made every breath a shallow, desperate gasp.

She feigned dizziness from the wine, a convenient excuse to slip away from the nobles gathered for the welcome banquet. Their loud laughter and glittering jewels felt a world away.

She walked quickly, escaping the brightly lit hall.

The cobblestone path was cool beneath her thin-soled boots, leading her toward the natural grotto spring marked on a map of the estate. It was a place reserved for the Montgomery family's core members, a place she hoped would be empty.

Steam billowed from the grotto's entrance. Moonlight filtered through a hole in the stone ceiling, shattering across the water's surface like scattered silver.

After a quick glance to confirm she was alone, she tore at the buttons of her riding vest and shirt. The tailored menswear fell away, revealing the tightly bound curves of a woman's body.

She unwound the binder, a long, strangled sigh escaping her lips. The freedom was dizzying. Red welts bloomed on her skin, a painful reminder of the path she had chosen.

Slipping into the warm spring, she submerged herself up to her shoulders, the water a gentle caress. She closed her eyes. Her brother's face appeared in her mind, his last wish a heavy weight in her heart.

A sudden thud from the entrance shattered the quiet.

It was followed by a man's ragged breathing.

Christal's heart hammered against her ribs. She sank lower into the water like a startled deer, only her eyes visible, fixed on the dark silhouette at the entrance.

A tall figure staggered in, pulling at his cravat. His handsome face was contorted, flushed and slick with sweat. It was Auguste de Montgomery, her cousin by title, the formidable heir to this entire estate.

Her mind went blank. Of all people, why him? She shrank back, trying to merge with the shadows of the grotto, praying he wouldn't see her.

Auguste let out a low growl, as if consumed by an invisible fire. He stumbled toward the pool, desperate to douse the heat raging through his body.

He stepped into the water without hesitation. A faint hiss rose as the cool spring met his feverish skin, but the burning inside him did not subside.

His gaze swept the dim grotto, and then it locked onto a shape beneath the water, a pale form distinct from the dark rock. A predator's glint flashed in his eyes as he moved directly toward her.

Christal's eyes widened in terror. She wanted to flee, but fear had turned her limbs to stone.

His hand closed around her arm. His palm was a branding iron. A choked gasp escaped her lips.

"Who?" Auguste's voice was hoarse, thick with a pressure that stole the air. His reason was gone, devoured by whatever drug he'd been given. He was moving on pure instinct.

She didn't dare make a sound. She struggled, but the difference in their strength was absolute. Her resistance was useless.

He dragged her from the water. In the moonlight, her drenched skin and terrified female face gave his clouded mind a moment's pause. He smelled her scent, not of perfume, but of clean skin and spring water.

"Help me..." he murmured. What was left of his sanity knew something was wrong, but the drug was a tidal wave, and it swept him under.

He leaned in, giving her no chance to resist. A brutal, possessive kiss crushed her lips.

The world exploded in Christal's mind. Humiliation and fear made her dizzy. She clawed at his shoulder, her nails digging deep, drawing blood.

The pain only seemed to spur him on. His movements grew rougher. Pinned against the slick rock wall, her strength gave out.

Despair washed over her. She stopped fighting. Tears mixed with the spring water on her cheeks.

The night was a long, chaotic blur of lapping water and stifled gasps. Christal's consciousness drifted in and out, lost in a haze of pain and violation.

Sometime during the feverish madness, driven by a primal, clouded instinct, Auguste had pulled the heavy signet ring from his finger and pressed it blindly into her trembling hand.

When the first hint of dawn pierced the grotto, it was Christal who awoke first. A sharp pain wracked her body, pulling her back to consciousness. She lay frozen, her terrified eyes fixing on the sleeping man beside her.

In the pale morning light, his sharp features were undeniable. The realization of who she had just spent the night with-Auguste de Montgomery, her cousin by title-gripped her with a fear far worse than the physical agony.

She had to leave before he opened his eyes. She scrambled up, ignoring the ache in her limbs. Fearing what would happen if she lingered even a second longer, she snatched her ruined clothes and stumbled out of that nightmarish grotto, a fugitive from her own life.

Sometime later, Auguste awoke. The drug had worn off. He sat up, his brow furrowing as he looked at the empty, damp rocks around him.

His memory of the night was in pieces. He remembered someone tampering with his wine, then an uncontrollable fire, and a mysterious woman. But he had not seen her face clearly in the dark, and he had absolutely no idea who she was.

Auguste stood, straightening his own ruined clothes, his usual cold authority returning like a mask. He glanced at the deep scratches on his shoulder, his eyes turning to ice.

He looked down at his bare hand. He didn't know her name or her face, but he vividly remembered one thing: in the depths of his delirious state, he had given her his ring. It was a marker. A way to find her.

Christal slipped back into her room like a ghost.

She bolted the door and slid to the floor, her back pressed against the wood. Her body trembled with cold and the aftershocks of fear.

"Master Christian, are you alright?" Her maid, Rose, called softly from the other side of the door. "You looked so pale when you left."

The title, Master Christian, was a harsh reminder of her charade. It belonged to her brother, a name she wore like a borrowed suit of armor. Rose was a loyal maid who had served her family for years, yet even she was deceived.

"I'm fine, Rose," Christal forced out, her voice a raw whisper. "Just too much wine. Let me be for a while."

She pushed herself to her feet and staggered to the dressing table. The reflection in the mirror was a stranger: a pale face, swollen lips, and the faint, star-like bruises blooming on her neck. A wave of nausea churned in her stomach.

She lurched to the washbasin, scrubbing at her skin as if she could erase the humiliating marks. But the more she rubbed, the redder her skin became, making the bruises stand out even more.

Rose's worried voice came through the door again. "Master, your mother, Lady Brenda, has asked to see you. She says it's important."

Christal's stomach clenched. Her mother was the last person she wanted to see right now.

"I know," she called back, her voice louder, steadier. "I'll be there after I change."

She rummaged through her wardrobe and pulled out a shirt with the highest collar she owned, carefully fastening every button to hide the evidence on her neck.

Rose entered with a basin of hot water to help her wash, her gaze falling on Christal's bare arm. A patch of purplish bruises marred the skin.

"Master, your arm! What happened?" Rose exclaimed, rushing forward to inspect it.

Christal snatched her arm back, pulling the sleeve down. "I fell last night," she said, her tone cold. "Don't make a fuss."

Rose looked doubtful but knew better than to press the issue, her eyes filled with concern for the young master she served.

Christal found her mother, Lady Brenda, sitting by the window in her private drawing room. The older woman was twisting a lace handkerchief in her hands, her expression anxious. As a distant relative of the powerful Montgomerys, their position in this grand estate was precarious, dependent on the family's goodwill.

"Christian, you're here." Lady Brenda managed a weak smile. "Did you find the banquet agreeable?"

Christal kept her head down, unable to meet her mother's eyes. "It was fine, Mother. You wanted to see me?"

Lady Brenda sighed. "I heard that Lord Auguste has returned from his military post. He is a man of great learning and has experience with the Royal Trials. I want you to ask for his guidance. It would be a great help to you."

The request was a physical blow. Christal's body went rigid. Go to Auguste? It was a death sentence.

"No, Mother. I don't need it. I can manage on my own."

Her mother was taken aback by her sharp refusal. "Christian, this is not a request," she said, her brow furrowed. "The Montgomery family has been gracious enough to take us in. You must seize every opportunity to pass the trials. I have already sent a note requesting a meeting."

Despair washed over Christal. She knew her mother meant well, but that kindness felt like a hangman's noose.

"I... I don't feel well today, Mother," Christal said, pressing a hand to her stomach. It was true. The night's ordeal had left her feeling like she'd been torn apart.

Seeing her genuinely poor state, Lady Brenda's expression softened with worry. She moved to touch Christal's forehead.

Christal flinched back instinctively, avoiding her mother's touch.

Her mother's hand froze in mid-air, a flicker of hurt in her eyes. "Very well," she said, withdrawing her hand. "Then tomorrow. It has been arranged. You cannot refuse."

Christal returned to her room in a daze, the world spinning around her. She collapsed onto her bed, the memories of the grotto flooding back.

Meanwhile, in the main keep of the estate, Auguste de Montgomery listened to his aide, Silas.

"My lord," Silas reported, holding out a parchment scroll. "Here is the list of all female guests at the banquet last night. None were reported missing or acted unusually."

Silas was a sharp, capable man, the perfect instrument for a master like Auguste.

Auguste took the list, his face a mask of indifference. His eyes were cold. "Who put something in my wine?"

"It was Miss Juliet of House Sterling who handed you the glass, my lord. It's possible she..."

Auguste let out a cold laugh, tossing the list onto the table. "The Sterlings are desperate for a marriage alliance. As for the woman... keep looking. Find her, even if you have to tear this estate apart."

He rubbed the space between his brows. The woman's terrified eyes and the feel of her skin haunted him, filling him with a strange, unsettling irritation.

Christal stood before the library's enormous oak doors, her palms slick with cold sweat.

She adjusted her high-collared shirt one last time, took a deep breath, and had the footman announce her.

"'Master Christian Alston' is here, my lord." The servant opened the door.

Auguste was seated in an armchair by the fireplace, a heavy, leather-bound book in his hands. He looked up, and his deep blue eyes locked onto Christal like a hawk spotting its prey.

Her heart skipped a beat. She forced herself to meet his gaze, bowing slightly as etiquette required. "Lord Auguste."

He didn't immediately bid her to rise. Instead, his eyes raked over her from head to toe, a silent, scrutinizing gaze that felt like it was peeling back her skin.

The pressure made it hard to breathe. She held the bow, a dull ache starting in her back where she'd been bruised.

"Sit," Auguste finally said, gesturing to the chair opposite him.

Christal sat, her body as taut as a bowstring. She saw his gaze linger for a fraction of a second on her too-high collar.

"My mother tells me you've come for my instruction," Auguste said, his voice devoid of emotion. "Who was your tutor? What was your field of study?"

Christal quickly recited the name of her late tutor and his area of expertise-a little-known scholar of ancient imperial law.

Auguste reached for a book on the shelf, a Latin original on Roman law, and tossed it onto the table in front of her. "Page seventy-three. Give me your thoughts on the Maritime Trade Act."

A jolt went through Christal. This was her strongest subject. Pushing down her nerves, she opened the book and began to speak in fluent Latin, her arguments clear and well-supported.

A flicker of surprise, almost imperceptible, crossed Auguste's face. He had expected some useless relative who had gotten in through connections, not a genuine scholar.

He began to fire off sharp questions, probing for loopholes in the code and difficulties in its execution. Christal answered each one flawlessly, even offering a few novel solutions that made him pause.

The academic debate lasted nearly an hour, and the tense atmosphere slowly eased. Auguste's opinion of "Christian" shifted. This was not just a relative to be tolerated, but an interesting, talented young man.

Just then, Silas knocked and entered, whispering something in Auguste's ear.

Christal saw Auguste's expression darken. It had to be about the investigation.

After Silas left, Auguste's attention returned to her, but the subject had changed. "You look... slender. The physical tests of the Royal Trials will be a challenge for you."

As he spoke, he rose and walked over to her. His hand came to rest on her shoulder, a casual gesture of a senior guiding a junior.

Christal's body went rigid. The memory of his touch, of being overpowered in the grotto, flooded back. She could feel the heat of his palm through the thin fabric of her shirt.

"You'll need to build more strength," Auguste said, his fingers squeezing her thin shoulder blade. He frowned slightly, as if weighing her. The feel of it... it was too delicate, not like a man who trained regularly.

Christal fought the urge to recoil. "I will, my lord. Thank you for your concern," she said, her voice low.

Auguste withdrew his hand and returned to his seat, his expression thoughtful.

The meeting was finally over. Christal all but fled the library. She leaned against the cool stone wall of the corridor, gasping for air as if she had just escaped the gallows.

Inside the library, Silas re-entered. "My lord, we found no suspicious footprints or items near the grotto. The woman vanished as if she were never there."

Silas hesitated, then added, "We did find this." He presented a small velvet tray. On it lay Auguste's signet ring.

Auguste picked up the ring, his eyes turning cold. "She didn't take it? Did she not see it, or did she not care?"

"I have questioned every guest one by one, yet found no soul worthy of suspicion." Silas bowed and ventured his guess. "Might the intruder not have been among those who dined at the manor yesterday, but a villager from the surrounding hamlets?"

"The entire hill belongs to House Montgomery's lands. Common folk would never dare stray here unbidden." Auguste frowned, dismissing the supposition.

"If it was neither a noble maiden among the guests, nor a country villager... then who could it have been?" Silas murmured in bewilderment.

"My lord, if I may be so bold," Silas said quietly, "last night was... strange. An unknown woman in a restricted area only family can access... What if... what if she wasn't human?"

Auguste said nothing, merely rubbing the cool metal of the ring.