I was standing in five thousand dollars of hand-stitched lace when I received the medical report.
My fiancé, Dante de Rossi, the future Don of Chicago, had gotten another woman pregnant.
He didn't apologize. He didn't beg. He looked me in the eye and called it a "strategic necessity."
"Isobel saved my life five years ago," he said coldly. "I owe her this child. You will raise it as your own. It is the price of the Peace Treaty."
He forced me to cancel our engagement photos so he could take them with her.
He took her on the vacation meant for our honeymoon.
At dinner, he ordered me the seafood risotto, completely forgetting my deadly shellfish allergy, while fussing over Isobel's water temperature.
When I tried to leave, he cornered me.
"You are a mob wife, Nina. Act like one. She is the hero who saved me."
I wanted to laugh.
Because five years ago, in that alley, Isobel wasn't even there.
I was the one in the mask. I was the one who stitched his femoral artery and saved his life, risking my own medical license.
He was destroying our twenty-year relationship to pay a debt to a liar.
I didn't scream. I didn't fight.
I simply picked up a red marker and walked to the calendar.
On the day of our wedding, while Dante stood at the altar waiting for his obedient Queen, I was already boarding a one-way flight to the other side of the world.
I left him nothing but four words scrawled across the date:
"Let's break up, Dante."
Chapter 1
I was standing in five thousand dollars of hand-stitched lace when I found out my fiancé had already promised his legacy to another woman's womb.
The dossier didn't come with a ribbon. It came in a plain manila envelope, slid under my apartment door like a death threat. But inside wasn't a threat; it was a medical report.
Isobel de Luca. Five weeks pregnant.
The father listed was Dante de Rossi.
I didn't scream. I didn't tear the dress off. I just stared at the date of conception. It was six weeks ago-the same week Dante told me he was handling a shipment dispute in Carrington.
He wasn't handling cargo. He was bedding the enemy's daughter.
Dante de Rossi wasn't just a man. He was the Capo dei Capi in waiting, the future King of the Chicago Outfit. He was a man who could silence a room simply by checking his watch. He was violence wrapped in a bespoke three-piece suit, a man I had loved since I was old enough to understand what the bulge of a gun holster under a jacket meant.
I was the Consigliere's daughter. The perfect, silent, dutiful match. I was the peacekeeper.
But looking at that ultrasound photo, I realized I wasn't his partner. I was just furniture-a decorative asset to be moved around the board.
I took the dress off. I folded it neatly. Then I walked to the calendar on the wall. Our wedding was in one month.
I picked up my phone and called the venue.
"Cancel it," I said.
The manager stammered on the other end, terrified of offending the Rossi family.
"Do it," I said, my voice flat. "Or I burn the place down myself."
I hung up.
My hands were shaking, not from fear, but from a cold, hard rage that settled deep in my marrow. I gathered every gift he had given me over the last five years. The diamond necklace. The limited-edition watch. The heirloom engagement ring that had belonged to his grandmother.
I put them in a metal wastebasket in the center of the living room. I doused them in lighter fluid.
I struck a match.
The fire alarm chirped overhead, a shrill warning I ignored. I watched the velvet boxes curl into ash.
The door opened three hours later.
Dante walked in. He smelled of expensive scotch and gunpowder. He saw the smoke. He saw the dossier on the table.
He didn't apologize. He didn't drop to his knees to beg. He just loosened his tie and looked at me with eyes like glaciers.
"It is a strategic necessity, Nina," he said. His voice was a low rumble that usually made my stomach flip. Now, it just made me nauseous.
"Strategic," I repeated, the word tasting like ash.
"Isobel is dying," he said. "Multiple Myeloma. She has a year, maybe less. She wanted a child before she goes. It is the price of the Peace Treaty. Her father demanded a blood heir to unite the clans."
"You slept with her," I said.
"It was clinical," he lied.
I knew he was lying. The conception date didn't match an IVF timeline. It matched a hotel stay.
He stepped closer, looming over me. He was six-foot-four of pure intimidation.
"She saved my life, Nina. Five years ago. In that alley behind the warehouse. She dragged me to the safe house. She stopped the bleeding. I owe her a Life Debt."
My heart stopped.
Five years ago. The ambush.
He thought it was Isobel.
I looked at him-really looked at him. I saw the arrogance. The blindness. He thought Isobel de Luca, a woman who fainted at the sight of a papercut, had stitched up a bullet wound in his femoral artery?
I had done that.
I had been the one in the mask. I had been the one who risked my medical license and my life to save him, then vanished before he woke up because my father would have killed me for being in the field.
He owed me the debt. And he was paying it to her.
"You are asking me to raise your mistress's child," I said.
"I am commanding you to accept the heir," he corrected, his tone icy. "This ends the war. It is business. You are a mob wife, Nina. Act like one."
He checked his phone. His face changed. The hard lines around his eyes softened. A small, genuine smile touched his lips.
It was a look he had never given me. Not once in twenty years.
"I have to take this," he said. "It's Isobel. She's having morning sickness."
He walked out to the balcony to comfort the woman carrying his child.
I looked at his back. I looked at the ring melting in the trash can.
I didn't cry. I went to my laptop and opened a new tab.
One-way ticket. Lalan. Departure date: My wedding day.
I watched him through the reinforced glass of the balcony door.
He was laughing.
The sight was jarring. Dante de Rossi didn't laugh. He smirked. He scoffed. He gave dry, mirthless chuckles of disbelief when someone begged for mercy. But he didn't laugh.
Yet there he was, outside in the sun. He was laughing with her.
I looked down at the dossier resting on the marble island. The medical records were thorough. Isobel was sick, yes. But she wasn't bedridden. She was well enough to travel. Well enough to post photos of her latte art on Instagram. And certainly well enough to steal my life.
My phone buzzed against the countertop, startling me.
It was Julia Carter.
Julia was the only person in my life who didn't know what a "made man" was. She was a doctor I'd met during a seminar I wasn't supposed to attend. She represented the world of light-a world where doctors saved lives instead of patching up torture victims in damp basements.
"Hey, Nina," she said. Her voice was bright, chirpy. It sounded like sunshine.
"Hi, Julia."
"Look, I know you turned down the fellowship in Lalan six months ago because of the... family obligations," she began, treading carefully. "But Professor Moore asked about you. The position is still open. It's a three-year contract. High security. Closed campus."
She hesitated, waiting for me to cut her off.
"I know you're getting married in a month," she added quickly. "I know the timing is awful. But this is groundbreaking work, Nina."
I looked at the calendar hanging on the fridge. The date of the wedding was circled in red ink. It was supposed to be the day I became the Queen of Chicago.
Now, it just looked like a target.
"I don't need time for the wedding," I said, my voice steady.
Julia paused. "Oh? Is everything okay?"
I gripped the phone tighter, my knuckles turning white. "The wedding isn't happening."
"Oh my god, Nina. I'm so sorry."
"Don't be," I said. "When does the orientation start?"
"Two days after your... well, two days after that date."
"I can make it," I said.
"Are you sure?" Julia asked, her professional concern bleeding through. "It's a long flight. You'll be completely cut off. The confidentiality agreements are strict. No contact with the outside world for the first six months."
"That sounds perfect," I whispered.
"I want the full schedule, Julia. Nights, weekends, holidays. Bury me in work."
"Consider it done," she said.
I hung up just as the balcony door slid open.
Dante walked back inside. He looked annoyed that he had to return to me, as if coming home to his fiancée was a chore.
"She's dramatic," he said, waving his hand as if dismissing a fly. "She wants me to come to the ultrasound next week."
"You should go," I said.
He stopped mid-stride. He looked at me, searching for the sarcasm, waiting for the jealousy. He didn't find any. I was too tired for sarcasm.
"You're being reasonable," he said, suspicion clouding his eyes for a fleeting second before arrogance took over. "That's good. I expected a fight."
"I'm not fighting, Dante."
He nodded, satisfied. He wore the look of a man who believed he had won. He thought he had broken me into submission.
He walked past me to the shower. He didn't kiss my cheek. He didn't ask how my day was.
Once the water started running, I walked over to the calendar.
I picked up the red marker.
I didn't cross the date out. I just stared at it.
It wasn't a wedding date anymore.
It was an extraction date.
I had become a ghost in my own home.
Dante was rarely there. He claimed he was handling "territory disputes" in the South Side, a vague enough excuse to satisfy the soldiers, but not me. I knew exactly where he was.
I broke the first rule of sanity: I looked.
I created a burner account on Instagram with trembling fingers. I searched for Isobel de Luca. Her profile was public. Of course it was. She wanted to be seen. She wanted to be known.
There was a photo from last night.
It was a dinner table set for a family. The De Luca matriarch was there, looking regal and approving. And next to her, cutting a piece of steak, was Dante.
He looked relaxed. His jacket was off, draped carelessly over the chair. He was smiling at something Isobel was saying. His hand was resting on the back of her chair.
It wasn't just a casual placement. It was a possessive gesture. A protective gesture.
He looked like he belonged there.
I scrolled down. Another photo. Dante's hand resting on her barely-there bump. The caption read: Protecting the future.
I felt bile rise in my throat, sour and hot.
He had never touched me like that. With me, his touch was heavy. It was a claim of ownership, a reminder of duty and contracts. With her, it looked... soft.
He was capable of warmth. Just not with me.
I put the phone down before I could throw it. I went to the bar in the living room and poured myself a glass of vodka. I didn't even like vodka. It tasted like antiseptic cleaning fluid. But I needed to burn the image out of my head.
I drank it in one swallow. Then another.
My phone pinged. It was the group chat with my civilian friends. The ones who thought Dante was a "logistics consultant" with a busy travel schedule.
Bridesmaid fitting next week! So excited!
I typed quickly, my vision blurring.
Wedding is off. Don't ask. Please respect my privacy.
I blocked the notifications before the explosion of questions could hit me. I couldn't handle their happiness. I couldn't handle their normalcy.
The front door opened.
It was 2:00 AM.
Dante walked in. He stopped dead when he saw me sitting on the sofa in the dark.
He sniffed the air. His nose wrinkled in immediate distaste.
"You've been drinking," he said. It wasn't an observation. It was an accusation.
"I had two glasses," I said, my voice sounding hollow to my own ears.
"You smell like a distillery," he snapped. He took a step back, as if my scent was contagious. As if I was dirty.
"Isobel can't be around strong smells," he said, his tone clinical. "It triggers her nausea."
I laughed. It was a dry, brittle sound that scraped against my throat.
"Isobel isn't here, Dante."
"I'm seeing her in the morning," he said, brushing past me. "I can't smell like cheap vodka. It's disrespectful to the mother of my heir."
Disrespectful.
He was worried about offending her nose while he shattered my life.
"Go shower," he ordered. "You're embarrassing yourself."
I stood up. The room spun slightly, but I steadied myself against the arm of the sofa.
"I'm not the one who should be embarrassed," I said.
He narrowed his eyes, his patience evaporating. "We need to have a Sit Down, Nina. We need to discuss the logistics of the christening."
The christening. The baby wasn't even born yet.
"There's nothing to discuss," I said.
I walked past him. I went into the guest bathroom and locked the door. I turned the shower on as hot as it would go.
I scrubbed my skin until it was red. I wanted to wash off the vodka. I wanted to wash off the last twenty years.
I wanted to wash off him.