His Sanity

This is not the beginning of the story just a little glimpse

Author Pov

"Tell me what I want to hear doll." He whispered in her ear while pinning her on his bed.

His weight had pushed her body deeper in the soft mattress while her slightly trembling body was stiff laid on the bed. His one arm was wrapped around her waist while the other was pressed against the mattress beside her body.

His muscular yet heavy body had caged her not even letting her breathe properly.

"I-I am yours a-and --" Suddenly her words halted as he placed his finger on her plump lips hushing her.

"Shh you know what I hate the most right angel then why are you making me angry." Her trembling hands slowly went to his neck as she wrapped them around his neck.

He smirked satisfied at her submissive behaviour. How much he loves to see her so obedient or simply how madly he loves her.

"I am yours and I will never leave you." She finally let out without stuttering this time. She knew he hates when she stutter especially when she's claiming herself as his.

He groaned in satisfaction before heaving his head in her crook sniffing her scent. His fingers were rolling on the waist while he nuzzled his nose in her neck.

"I know your mine. It's not like you have any choice anyways." His deep dark voice was enough to send a shiver down her spine. How weird it is she's scared of his this side but at the same time, she couldn't help but feel tingles on her body.

"You know what I did today. I broke the head of that bastard." This stopped her breathing. Pulling his head up he stared in her stunning green eyes with his sinister hazel ones.

"First I cut his every fucking finger. The same finger that he used to touch what's mine." He said caressing her cheek tracing his finger till her jawline.

"Then I slapped him using a baseball bat for exact 4 times. Even his teeth were fallen off. Weak ass." He said chuckling like he was enjoying remembering the very scenario of his victim.

"Then I cut his tongue and slash his lips after all they shouldn't have done the things he made them to do. Now they paid for his idiotic moves." He exclaimed making a disappointed face.

Then closing the distance between their faces he leaned closer kissing the side of her lips.

"Then finally I broke his head in a way that he wouldn't be able to use it ever again." Tears started streaming down her eyes as she stared at him trembling furiously this time.

She was horrified to her core. This man is crazy and he has proved it so many times. Seeing her tears he instantly placed his palm on her cheek wiping her tears.

"Aww, my doll shh stop crying don't worry he's not dead. He's just in a vegetative state. Stop love he's paying for fucking with me. The king."

He mumbled trying to stop her tears but they rapidly streamed down. "My poor baby I shouldn't have told you." Saying that he dug his face in her crook before kissing her flesh again and again.

His kisses changed into furious ones when she didn't stop crying. "Fucking Stop Catelin." He growled near her ear earning few sobs from her.

Then again it happened.

"Cate. Oh my God." His voice suddenly changed into a panicked one as he instantly pulled away from her. Sitting on the bed he scooted away from her leaning on the bed's headboard with a scared face.

"Why are you c-crying. I-I did something a-again right. I-I am s-sorry Cate. I a-am so s-sorry." Catelin sits up on the bed staring at him who a few seconds ago was a completely different person.

He started crying thinking that he had hurt his Catelin while she only stared at him with sad yet tired eyes. Slowly wiping her eyes she knew this man is not the one who was creeping her out a while ago.

She slowly crawled towards his curled up sobbing figure as she slowly held his face in her trembling palms.

"No Lucifer. You did nothing, my lovely prince. I just had a bad dream and you were comforting me." She cooed making him look at her through his beautiful teary eyes.

His innocent gaze saddens her that how much of a big monster lives in him. Her heart melted away when he slowly hugged her letting his head rest on her shoulder.

"I love you Catey. I am sorry if I make you upset." He mumbled like a child making her chuckle. All of her fear and terror faded away turning it into adoration.

"It's fine Lucifer. I am fine. Don't worry. Let's sleep huh." He nodded gently pulling her beside him placing his head on her chest hugging her tightly. She hugged him back rocking his body in her arms.

"Good night Lucifer." She didn't get any response only to find him fast asleep. Chuckling she also closed her eyes only to prepare herself for another battle with that beast tomorrow.

After few proper minutes. Slowly peering his hazel eyes. Lucifer carefully pulled his head away from her chest before staring at her asleep face.

His innocent eyes were long gone. His sinister gaze with a small smirk stared at her with only obsession holding in them. Chuckling he mumbled

"My innocent doll."

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Author Pov

Standing in the corner of the vast balcony a young girl smiled at the rapid drops of rain hitting the luxury floor of the balcony. The wind was howling while thunder was growling and she was enjoying every bit of it.

She was always a big fan of rain. She loves getting wet in it. She loves how this rain can be a reason for your happiness as well as a protector of someone's secret sorrow.

She extended her hand to touch the rain but instead pulled back letting out a small gasp as her small frame was embraced by a giant one. Her back got pressed against a hard chest making her startled at first.

Then finally inhaling the same familiar scent she let out a sigh of relief. His head once again nestled in her crook making her forcefully remove his arms turning around.

"Lucifer. How many times I have to tell you to not hug me like this." She said in a scolding manner making the giant man pout in sadness.

"But Catey you know I love hugging you. Your just so huggable what can I do." He muttered grinning like a kid making her shook her head.

This guy. Who can say he's 27 with a 6.1ft height and a well-built body. Weirdly he likes to work out and maintain his body. Even though he behaves like a kid but still he loves going gym and making muscles.

And his excuse. He wants to be a man for her.

She never took his words seriously instead only shook her head at his weird statements with a shrugging chuckle.

"Lucifer." She said his name in a warning tone making him look down.

"You have to understand Lucifer. I will not be the only girl in your life. In future, you will have a lifetime partner so it's better if you stop this or it will become your habit."

She said trying to make him understand but he only shook his head angrily scrunching his nose.

"What's with I hugging you have anything to do with that future partner. She should mind her business." Catelin internally facepalmed herself dropping the idea to make him understand.

Who will tell him that women are possessive over their men? Especially their spouses and their jealousy is one name of hell. And a cherry on top his father has already started to find a girl for him.

Catelin and his mother have been worried for him as his father is trying to find a well educated perfect and beautiful woman for his son. He wants a perfect girl for his imperfect son.

Even if he tries to ignore the fact that his son is abnormal it doesn't mean that everyone will do as well. Lucifer has money, looks and well build a muscular body but is it enough. No, it isn't especially for those rich girls who want their men to be the epitome of perfection.

If Martin King wants everything perfect for his son then others wished for the same. Lucifer's mother has been really worried. She knew if any girl said yes for her son it will only be for his money and inheritance. Nothing else.

His less manly personality and behaviour of a kid makes every girl just run away from him. And that's fears them as well. Him being so naive can make any girl use him for her benefits.

Catelin was only 1 year old when Martin King adopted her. He saved her from a human trafficking agency. She was an orphan from the start and they kidnapped her from the orphanage along with few more kids.

He returned the other kids to the orphanage providing them with handsome money so they would arrange better security. But as soon as his eyes caught sight of a beautiful girl with big green doe spheres. He couldn't help but coo at her.

So he decided to adopt the little girl and to his surprise, his wife was the happiest person on earth when he brought her.

At that time Lucifer was 6 years old. He was a normal kid at that time. He always remained distant from his family and people till he met Catelin. He used to play with her till she became 5 years old.

That time everything turned upside down and one tragic incident left a huge impact on Lucifer's mentality. He lost his sanity. He became abnormal and everyone grieved at the start but after some time they started accepting the truth.

It's been 12 years but Lucifer had no change in his condition. Even doctors gave up on him. He's still the same introverted and self-conscious guy. The only one he was or still comfortable with is only Catelin.

Catelin is a psychological student. She started studying psychology mainly for Lucifer. She knew no psychiatrist will be able to help him when he's not even trying to open up with them. So she decided to take this step and help him out after all she also had a deep interest in psychological and mental disorders.

"Forget it. Come with me." Before Lucifer could protest she pulled him under the heavy rain letting their bodies soak in the water dripping from the beautiful sky.

"Cate shit I am all wet." He whined like a kid making her giggle. She splashed the water using her feet making it hit on his legs. He playfully glared at her before doing the same.

They both laughed and ran around. "Catch me if you can loser." She teased him but didn't notice when his demonear changed.

Suddenly her wrist got caught in a tight grip as a large hand landed on it roughly pulling her back. Her body in one swing landed on his chest making her yelp in fear. Her hands instantly fisted his loose soaked shirt in afraid of falling.

His one hand held her waist while the other was holding her tiny wrist. Her head snapped up as she looked straightly into his eyes. And the emotions swirling in his eyes left her stunned to her core.

His orbs were pitch black and the darkness in them wasn't helping it to call it a kid's stare. It wasn't innocent. It wasn't soft. It wasn't naive.

It was dark. Dominating and manly.

Her heart picked up a race as she kept staring into his eyes slightly blinking because of the continuous splashing of heavy rain on her face. But Lucifer's eyes were stuck staring in hers without blinking.

"Lucifer." She whispered trying to understand what she was seeing.

"Lucifer. Catelin Oh my God what are you two doing. You two will catch a cold." They both got startled hearing Lilian Lucifer's mother's voice.

"Right mom it's Cate's fault she dragged me." Catelin frowned at how his eyes changed. They again held the same innocence and naivete in them just like a kid.

He dragged her inside before grabbing the towels from his mother and handing one to Catelin who stared at him in confusion.

He was smiling at her ruffling his hair with the towel. She finally let out a sigh shaking her head. Maybe she was just hallucinating because no way it's possible for Lucifer to radiate this much masculine energy when his mental state isn't well.

It must be her hallucination. Right?

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For you guys so you wouldn't get confused that's why I decided to tell you the ages of main characters.

Catelin- 22 years old. In last semester of her psychological studies. And will start training after passing it.

Lucifer King- 27 years old. He isn't a high studied degree holder instead he hardly completed his high school with the help of Catelin.

The rest information is reserved for future.

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Author Pov

Laying on his bed Lucifer stared at the picture in his hand with a small smirk playing on his lips. His thumb was caressing the picture while his eyes were stuck on it.

His heart even because of her picture started accelerating. How much he wished to tell her the love he had stored in his heart for her for the past years.

Sighing he brought the picture down to his lips leaving a small peck on it. "When will I be able to kiss you instead of this picture. My Lil doll."

His sinister gaze was fixed on the picture while his mind was running thinking only about her. His doll. His love.

His Sanity.

A few years back when he lost his sanity because of that one incident. He had locked himself away from the world. He didn't want to let anyone in till a hand of comfort on its own extended towards him.

It was Catelin. His doll.

She proved in his every hard time that no matter how much of the worst situation he's going through she will always be with him being his supporter. A shoulder that he can lean on anytime.

He loves but hates her at the same time. He loves her for what she is. But hates her because he knows clearly that she never treated him more than a friend. Why. Why can't she see how much he's making effort to be a perfect man for her.

Suddenly he heard a beep on his phone indicating him that someone is coming to his room. Instantly hiding the picture he laid under the blanket before closing his eyes.

"My baby. Wake up Lucifer." He heard his mother cooing at him making him open his eyes and again those innocent hazel eyes full of naivety melted the old woman's heart.

"Mom. Why are you here this early? Where is Cate." Lilian smiled at her son before kissing his forehead.

"Son remember she has university to attend. And I am here to get you ready." Lucifer looked at her with innocent confused eyes.

"Because guest are coming to meet you and your father asked me to get you ready." Lucifer pouted like a child knowing that he can't disobey his father.

He frowned a little messaging his head. "Darling what happened." His mother questioned with concern dripping from her tone.

"I don't know my head ached badly when I woke up and I don't remember when did I even fell asleep." He said with a frown trying to remember but sighed in defeat.

"It's the fine son. You must be too tired that you didn't remember when you fell asleep. Now come on go fresh up and take a warm shower. I will arrange your clothes."

Lucifer pouted sadly as Catelin wasn't there to get him ready today. She was the only one he loves to get ready from and loves how she always choose beautiful outfits for him.

After getting ready he went out for lunch. "Mom Ca--" before he could continue his mother interrupted him.

"My God. Son you already had asked me 100 times. I told you Catelin have lunch with a psychiatrist as she wanted to start her training faster. So she wouldn't join us for lunch now hush." Lucifer looked away huffing out like a child.

Reaching the dining table he saw his father talking to someone. He slowly took a seat which was beside his father. He looked at the guest only to find an old man with a beautiful girl who was looking a year or two older than Catelin.

The girl stared at Lucifer with annoyance and disgust holding in her eyes. She looked like she was sitting there with a gun being held on her head.

Lucifer shot a mean glare at the mean girl like a kid which annoyed the girl even more. Finally, his mother brought the lunch and they started it.

"So Lucifer how's your health now. And what you have planned for the future." Lucifer stopped eating his sandwich before looking at the old man with his innocent gaze.

"I am good. What's wrong with my health. I am perfect after all Cate always takes care of me. And about the future, Cate said I shouldn't be worried about the future I should always care about the things I have in present so that's what I am doing."

Mrs King smiled hearing her son's words. How much she wanted to hug Catelin for teaching her son those innocent yet good things. While Mr King stared at Lucifer's wide smile when he was mentioning Catelin and that didn't go unnoticed by the girl.

"Whose Cate." She questioned the guy who was busy chewing his food. He completely ignored her which burnt her insides.

"Catelin is my daughter." Mr King said without any hesitation making the girl scoffed.

"Oh, that adoptive girl." She snickered making both Lucifer and Lilian mad at her rudeness.

"Thea watch your tone." Her father scolded her only to earn an eye roll from the spoilt brat.

"She is our family member don't you dare to disrespect my Cate again. At least she knows manners, unlike some people." Lucifer taunted in a childish tone making Thea burn in anger.

Before she could fire back her father held her back shaking his head and glaring at her. She went silent making her father sigh in relief.

"I think we both have no problem with their marriage right. Why don't you talk about engagement and our alliance." Mr King sighed at the tone of the greedy man before looking at his son who was eating his sandwich without any care.

How can he just let his son marry this woman who doesn't even acknowledge his presence respecting him is a far thing. But again for how long he will endure all his misery alone, he needs someone and maybe just maybe this woman could understand him. Hopefully, it happens.

"Sure I think Thea and Lucifer should get to know each other. Son get up and take Thea to your room." Lucifer looked at his father with a stubborn glare.

"No, I don't want to. She's mean." He said without bothering making the girl threw a nasty glare at him.

"Lucifer." Mr King broadened his eyes in a scary glare making Lucifer pout sadly. He motioned the girl to follow him and after earning a glare from her father she as well followed him.

Entering the room Thea instantly cringed at the black colour all over the room. She frowned in confusion. When this man behaves like a child then why is his room so manly types. Scoffing at the word manly for this guy she turned only to find him staring at her with a disgusting expression.

"Listen here you useless Sherlock don't expect care love or all this bullshit from me. Your Cate may be a dumbshit whose interested in wasting her time by taking care of a useless shit like you but I don't care. After this marriage, I will always be with my boyfriend and a year later we will get a divorce. Understood."

Lucifer's eyes started turning red in pain as he heard her words but she didn't stop there.

"Your a complete useless child in a man body. I don't even know why God did so injustice by giving this Greek God-like looks and perfect body to a useless twat like you. What a waste. Trust me one day your shitty Cate will leave you too because only an idiot would prefer to be with you forever. I am sure your Cate only doing this because of your money and internally she must be regretting the day she was adopted."

Lucifer's eyes started tearing up. He furiously shook his head holding.

"S-Stop lying. My. My Cate will never think like this. She loves me. Stop." His words earned a sarcastic chuckle from Thea.

"Love. Who would love you? I don't think any sane girl would even think of loving a useless shit like you. She doesn't love you come out of your fantasy world."

"No. No. No stop. I said she loves me stop." His hands started shaking as he was still looking down. Thea smirked taking a step closer to him.

"She doesn't love you. And will never love yo--- Ugh."

Before she could complete her words her neck was held in a tight grip by a raging beast. Lucifer's gaze turned intense and murdering one scaring the shit out of the girl who struggled to get him off her.

"I SAID SHE LOVES ME. DO YOU HEAR ME? MY DOLL LOVES ME YOU BITCH. SHE LOVES ME. ONLY ME."

His deep scary voice made her burst out in tears. His yelling made his parents rush towards his room. His mother gasped at the scene while Mr king ran towards his son.

"LEAVE HER LUCIFER WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU," Martin yelled at his son and successfully pulled the girl away from him.

Both father and daughter ran away from there not looking back. While Lucifer whispered the last words before his eyes rolled back dropping his body on the floor unconscious.

"She loves me."

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