I gave my childhood sweetheart, Kade, ten years of my life and the code that built his empire. I thought we were a team. Then, on the night of our success, I overheard him call me his "unpaid intern" and "beta test."
He publicly discarded me for a strategic marriage, shattering my world. I fled, rebuilt my life from scratch, and found real love with a kind man named Heath.
But Kade came back, obsessed and unhinged. When I refused to take him back, he had his thugs beat Heath bloody in an alley.
He cornered me, begging for another chance, his eyes wild with a twisted love.
"It was always you, Addy! I made a mistake!"
I walked straight into his corporate office, my heart cold as stone. I looked the monster I once loved in the eye and delivered my final promise.
"You will stay away from me and the man I love," I said, my voice lethal. "Or I will expose every last one of your family's secrets and burn your entire empire to the ground."
Chapter 1
Addison Fitzpatrick POV:
"She's just an unpaid intern, Dixon. A beta test, really." Kade's voice sliced through the thin wall of the adjoining room, sharp and dismissive. It wasn't loud, but the words hit me with the force of a physical blow. The champagne flute I was holding slipped from my numb fingers, shattering on the polished floor.
My breath hitched. Kade. My Kade.
The faint sound of Kade's business partner, Dixon Perry, chuckling reached me. "And the crush? You really played that up."
A cold dread spread through my veins, freezing every nerve ending. My heart started to hammer against my ribs, a frantic bird trapped in a cage.
"Of course," Kade said, his tone oozing with casual arrogance. "It was practically written in the stars. She' s always looked at me like I hung the moon. Easy, really. I needed the code, and she had it. For free. Like everything else." His words were like acid, burning a hole through my chest.
Dixon's voice was a low murmur. "What about Jodi Dawson? She's not going to like any lingering... attachments."
A fresh wave of nausea hit me. Jodi. The rival CEO's daughter. The strategic business merger Kade had mentioned so vaguely, so casually.
"Jodi understands. This was purely transactional. A means to an end." Kade scoffed. "Addison? She' s a placeholder. A warm body when I needed one, and a brilliant mind when the venture called for it. Nothing more. She'll be gone by the time the app launches. I'm unveiling the app and my relationship with Jodi at the gala next week. It's all planned."
My world tilted. The room spun. The floor seemed to rush up to meet me. Unpaid intern. Beta test. Placeholder.
Kade' s voice continued, oblivious. "Besides, she practically threw herself at me. What was I supposed to do? Say no to free genius and a night of... distraction?" He laughed, a short, sharp sound that tore through me.
Dixon's response was crude. "Well, she is pretty, in a quiet sort of way. Not exactly Jodi's league, but decent enough for a quick hookup."
"Exactly," Kade agreed, his voice laced with disdain. "And she was so eager to please. Pathetic, really."
My vision blurred. Pathetic. The word echoed in my head, mocking me. Every late night coding session, every passionate discussion about the app's potential, every tender glance I believed we shared – it was all a lie. A calculated transaction.
I remembered the feel of his lips on mine just hours ago, the whisper of his promises against my skin. He had held me tight, told me I was brilliant, that we were a team. I had believed him. Fool. Blind, idiotic fool.
My hand flew to my mouth, stifling a sob. I needed to get out. I needed to disappear.
Dixon spoke again, a hint of amusement in his voice. "And what about her family? They're quite fond of her, and of you. Won't they be upset when she's... discarded?"
Kade's response was chilling. "They'll get over it. My mother, especially. She adores Addison. Thinks she's practically family. But business is business. And frankly, Addison' s a smart girl. She'll understand. Eventually."
Family. My family. The Daltons and the Fitzpatricks had been intertwined for generations. His mother, my parents-they' d always hoped Kade and I would end up together. My face burned with shame.
"She looked smitten tonight," Dixon observed. "Almost like she thought it meant something."
"She always does," Kade said, his voice laced with a cruel amusement. "It's endearing, in a way. Her unwavering devotion. Makes her predictable. Easy to manage."
Endearing. Predictable. Easy to manage. Each word was a nail in my coffin.
I felt a cold, empty ache where my hope used to be. My chest tightened, making it hard to breathe. The air in the room suddenly felt heavy, suffocating.
I pressed my back against the wall, trying to control the tremor in my hands. My mind raced, replaying every moment of the past few months, searching for a sign, a hint I had missed. The truth, now laid bare, twisted everything. His compliments, his late-night calls, his encouragement-all a performance.
Just last night, he had told me I was indispensable. He had called me his. The memory, once cherished, now tasted like ash.
My phone buzzed in my pocket, a jarring intrusion. I pulled it out, my fingers trembling as I unlocked the screen. It was a message from Kade, sent just minutes ago.
Hey. Last night was... intense. FYI, I'm with Jodi at the gala next week. Keep a low profile, okay? And remember to take care of things. Don't want any surprises.
"Take care of things." The casual presumption, the callous disregard for me, for us, for everything I thought we shared. It was a final, brutal confirmation. The bitter taste of his words filled my mouth.
The room was still spinning. My stomach churned. I had to leave. Now. Before I completely fell apart. I stumbled out of the room, leaving the shattered glass and my shattered heart behind.
Addison Fitzpatrick POV:
The phone rang, shrill and insistent, jolting me awake. My eyes felt glued shut, heavy with unshed tears and the crushing weight of Kade' s betrayal. It was Ava, my best friend, her face filling the screen. Her expression was a mix of anger and disbelief.
"Addy, turn on the news! Or just look at my screen. You won't believe this."
Before I could respond, Ava angled her phone. The live feed showed a dazzling red carpet event. Camera flashes popped like firecrackers. And there, in the center of it all, was Kade.
He was laughing, his arm possessively wrapped around Jodi Dawson. Her dress glittered. His suit was perfectly tailored. They looked like the quintessential power couple, polished and beaming. My stomach lurched.
Jodi leaned into Kade, whispering something in his ear. He threw his head back, a genuine, unrestrained laugh spilling from his lips. Then he bent down, his mouth finding hers in a long, lingering kiss. The cameras went wild.
My breath caught in my throat. My vision blurred, not from tears this time, but from a sudden, searing pain. It was a physical ache, deep in my chest.
I remembered last night. After our shared breakthrough, after the code was done, after the celebration that had spilled into his bed. I remembered reaching for him, my fingers brushing his chest, seeking closeness. He had subtly, gently, moved away. He' d kissed my forehead, a chaste, almost paternal gesture. He had murmured something about respecting my space, about not wanting to rush things, about how special "we" were. He said he wanted to be careful, to make sure it was right.
A fresh wave of nausea washed over me. He had lied. Every word, every touch, every cautious gesture – a calculated performance. He didn't want to rush me. He didn't want to rush us. He just didn't want me.
The realization hit me with the force of a tidal wave. He wasn't averse to intimacy; he was averse to intimacy with me. It was a cruel, humiliating truth that twisted my gut. My body felt like it was shutting down. My lungs seized, struggling to draw in air. Each breath was a ragged gasp.
He had been setting the stage for this. Testing the waters. Confirming my naivete. The "unpaid intern," the "beta test," the "placeholder." It all clicked into place with horrifying clarity. Kade Dalton, the ambitious heir, was a master manipulator. He' d always been ruthless in business, but I had foolishly believed his ruthlessness ended where our friendship began.
The muffled cheers from Ava's phone, the distant roar of the crowd, only amplified the terrifying silence in my own room. Kade and Jodi kissed again, a slow, sensual performance for the cameras. He ran his hand through her hair, his thumb caressing her jawline. It was a gesture he had never once offered me. Not once.
He was doing it to rub it in. He was doing it because he knew I' d see it. This wasn't just a strategic merger; it was a public execution of my feelings, a brutal display of my irrelevance.
"Addy! Oh my god, Addy, are you okay?" Ava' s voice was full of frantic concern. "I swear to God, I'm going to fly over there right now and kick his smug face in! How dare he?"
My throat was raw, constricted. A terrible, guttural sob ripped through me. "No, Ava. Don't."
"Don't what? Don't care that he's publicly humiliating you after you gave him everything? Don't care that he used you like some disposable... some thing?" Her voice cracked with anger.
The bile rose in my throat. My head pounded. My heart hammered, a frantic drumbeat against my ribs. Humiliation, hot and searing, washed over me. It wasn't just that he had used me; it was that he had so utterly devalued me. My intellect, my emotions, my body - they were all just tools in his grand scheme. He didn't just dismiss my contributions; he dismissed me.
Kade pulled away from Jodi, his eyes sparkling with an inner glee. He smiled, a genuine, blinding smile, reserved for moments of triumph. It was the same smile he used to give me when we' d crack a difficult line of code, or when our app prototypes finally worked. I had treasured that smile, foolishly believing it was a sign of shared joy, shared success.
It was a lie. All of it. That smile, once my beacon, now looked like the wicked grin of a predator.
"I can't," I choked out, my voice barely a whisper. "I can't watch this anymore, Ava."
"Oh, Addy, I'm so sorry," Ava said, her voice softening. "I shouldn't have shown you. Do you want me to come over?"
"No," I managed, shaking my head violently. "I just... I need to be alone."
I ended the call, the silence in my room deafening. Kade's triumphant smile, Jodi's possessive gaze, the flashing cameras-all burned into my mind. I was alone. Utterly, completely alone. And the darkness was closing in.
Addison Fitzpatrick POV:
"No, Ava. I need to be alone." I whispered, hitting the 'end call' button.
The words still echoed in my ears, Kade's casual dismissal, his cruel laughter. My body felt hot, then cold, then hot again. The memory of his hands on my skin, his lips on my neck, was an intrusive film playing on a loop in my mind. He had been so convincing, so tender. He had traced the line of my jaw, telling me I was beautiful, that I was unlike anyone he' d ever known.
It was a performance. A lie. A calculated act to extract my work, to drain my emotions.
I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to force the images, the memories, out of my head. But they clung to me, insidious tendrils wrapping around my heart, squeezing until it ached. I curled into a fetal position on my bed, pulling the duvet tightly around me, as if its meager warmth could soothe the chill that had settled deep in my bones.
My thoughts were a chaotic swirl. Kade' s past warmth, his present coldness. His possessive whispers versus his public display of affection with Jodi. The contrast was a brutal whiplash. My mind, usually so sharp and analytical, felt dull, incapable of processing the magnitude of this betrayal.
Eventually, the exhaustion of battling these tormenting thoughts dragged me into a fitful, shallow sleep. It wasn't rest, just a temporary cessation of conscious pain.
I woke with a start, the dim light of dawn barely filtering through my curtains. My head throbbed. The first thing I noticed was the oppressive silence of my phone. No notifications. No messages. Nothing from Kade.
It was a small thing, but it amplified the gaping void within me. For ten years, Kade and I had a ritual. A goodnight text, a good morning message, a quick call if one of us went silent for too long. He had always been the first to notice, the first to reach out, even when we were kids. He'd shown extreme worry if I disappeared from his radar for more than a few hours.
Our daily rituals, nurtured over a decade, had vanished overnight. Habits, I realized, were fragile things. They could be broken, discarded, as easily as a champagne flute. Maybe this was a good thing. A clean break. No more lingering hope.
The sunlight, when it finally pierced through the gaps in my curtains, felt harsh, intrusive. My eyes burned. I reached for my phone, a reflex, a muscle memory ingrained over years of expecting to see his name on the screen.
Nothing. Just the usual spam emails and a few group chat messages I couldn't bring myself to read.
A profound emptiness settled over me. The silence was deafening. Kade Dalton had been a constant in my life for as long as I could remember. He was the anchor, the north star, the one person I had always believed would be there. Now, his absence was a physical presence, a heavy weight pressing down on me, expanding, consuming everything.
I dragged myself out of bed, each limb feeling impossibly heavy. My reflection in the bathroom mirror was a stranger. Pale, hollow-eyed, my hair a tangled mess. The girl who looked back at me was broken.
I splashed cold water on my face, again and again, trying to numb the ache, to wash away the shame. But the humiliation clung to my skin, an invisible shroud.
My parents would be awake soon. I couldn't let them see me like this. They loved Kade, saw him as a son. The thought of explaining this, of putting words to the gaping wound in my heart, was unbearable. It would make it real, make it undeniable. The pain would be too much.
I walked into the kitchen, the familiar scent of coffee and my mother's baking hanging in the air. My usual seat at the breakfast table was there, but the seat across from me, the one Kade always occupied when he stayed over, was empty. It felt like a monument to his absence. I remembered him here, laughing with my dad, teasing my mom, his hand brushing mine under the table. Those memories, once precious, now felt like cruel taunts.
My phone vibrated violently, startling me. My heart leaped, a flicker of foolish hope igniting in my chest. Kade? A mistake? A desperate apology?
I snatched it up, my fingers fumbling. No. Not Kade. It was a social media notification. My breath hitched. Another blow. Another reminder. And it was about Jodi. I knew it before I even saw the content. This wasn't over. Not yet.