His Madness

Chapter 1

"Glen, wake up, you kid, you've beaten a rich man." I was awake a while ago but I couldn't get down right away because my side hurt. Yesterday, it still hurts because I hit the edge of the table hard.

Hey.

"Hoi Glen wide awake-"

"Yes mom is coming out!"

I sighed and stood up. I don't get dressed after all, I'm just here at home all day, I just go in and out of the mansion.

Yes, I am Glen Hera, 13 years old, the only child of Milissa Hera. Mom was a helper in our mansion back then when I was not born, I was here in the mansion where I was born and became conscious.

Mama is really grateful to Ma'am Pam, the owner of the mansion, because she is said to be the only one who sheltered Mama when she had no close relatives.

"Morning Glen!"

I smiled at sister Mari to all the helpers here, she's the only one I can talk to because mom doesn't want to talk to me when I'm at work, even when I'm in the room she still doesn't talk to me.

"Morning too sister Mari."

"Ante Lisa will be scolding you now, she was angry because she said it took you a while to come down."

I smile and nod like this is my morning routine.

"I'm used to you mom."

"At least don't get used to it. O sha I'm first, I still have a lot of laundry to do in the back."

I nodded then turned. I went straight to my kitchen where the first part of my work is actually I'm not the cook, only cleaning and I can only give a little help.

"It's good that you thought about coming down."

I didn't pay attention to mom, I washed the things that she uses for cooking.

Until I finished and just sat on the chair, I just watched how mom was cooking. I also didn't want to talk to her because she would only get angry if disturbed.

"Did you finish cleaning the pool?"

"Ahhh I haven't forgotten anything mom."

"Clean it right away because there is a guest coming today. Arrange the table and the chairs as well. Come back here right away when you're done."

I nodded, I looked at mom but she didn't even look at me like we don't have a mother and daughter set up here at the mansion.

While I was singing while picking leaves, he also swam the others that were not within the reach of my pick so they were very wet.

"Glen!"

I immediately turned to the voice coming from the door.

"Why Cid?"

I asked but didn't look at him. I know that the look he is giving me is angry and angry.

"You should call me that senorito. Tsk! It's also a troop!"

I didn't pay attention to her, because Ma'am Chris told me not to call her son senorito because we are the same age.

But this son of his is so stubborn that he really wants to make me a slave.

"What are you doing?"

He was silent while looking at me floating in the pool. The other leaf is not within my grasp so I have no choice but to tear it.

I made him suffer. It's obvious that I'm picking a leaf, it's nice to brush.

"Hey kiddo don't ever roll your eyes at me!"

I still ignored him but I went up to the pool. I'm done with my work here so I'm going back to the kitchen.

"Why! You don't want to pay attention to me!"

When I realized that he was behind me too late, he hugged me while jumping into the pool. He doesn't know how to swim so he immediately grabbed my back so he wouldn't drown.

"What are you doing?"

"Bathing?"

He grinned at me while shouting

"Mommy helf me!"

I didn't know what he was planning as long as I was holding his hair and I realized it was too late.

"Ohh my gosshhh! Glen what are what are you doing

"Oh, Glen, you are a child! Do you intend to kill Señorito Cidreck!"

Ma'am Chris quickly jumped up and carried her son. I even saw him grinning at me before closing his eyes.

"My god he's not breathing manang lisa."

Ma'am was confused as well as mama. But I was just chilling while going up, because he didn't drown.

"What have you done glen? What are you doing and you're at the pool?"

Ma'am Pam didn't look at me and continued to pump on cidreck's chest.

It's not my fault but I can't help but be nervous especially with mom's eyes on me. What will I reach for later?

"Gosshhh thank you lord. Are you okay cid? What happened?"

I swallowed hard when cidreck looked at me with a small smile on his red lips. Even mama and Ma'am looked at me.

"W-why?"

I'm a weak question. My voice was shaking because of the cold.

"He's trying to kill me mom. I just ordered him to get the meat from the barbeque t-then he got angry because he said he hadn't finished his work here. T-then he pushed me into the pool huhuhuhu I thought he was going to help I was when he jumped but he didn't push me under until huhu-"

"Ssshhhh it's okay. Come here and change your clothes."

I was bowing when cidreck passed me. I'm afraid of what mom will do to me if ma'am chris disappears from our side.

'it's not my fault.'

I whispered softly. I'm speechless, this is the first time cidreck has done that. I don't know what he plans and he will really tax his life.

"That habit you inherited from your demon father is back! If we are kicked out of the mansion, I will kill you first before leaving here!"

"M-mom I don't have any-"

Her wide hand landed on my face, I immediately fell on the cold concrete because of mom's slap.

"Make sense! We can see how you drowned Señorito Cidreck! What are you thinking! That you can replace him when he disappears? No matter how greedy you are, I didn't know that I raised a child who would become a demon when he grows up."

I was just looking at mom's feet. I don't want to make him angry, I might get belted again, my back is full of bruises, full of belt wear.

"Come in, get changed and you might get sick and you'll be completely useless in this house!"

I slowly stood up. "Hurry up! You bastard is coming out again!"

My tears fell one after another as I walked in with almost nothing to see on the way. Mom is right I am gay, even if I don't look at myself I know I am gay. Even when mom only thinks of me as a plague.

"Glen! Open the door!"

I hurried to the door when I heard mom's voice. But when I opened it, I didn't expect what would greet me. His fist was right on my cheek.

I immediately fell on the floor. He tasted the blood on my lips. I'm only 13 and still very thin.

"Mom? Why did you punch me?"

His eyes were shining as he looked at me. I also noticed the little Stick that sure hurts when it hits you.

"You idiot! You just gave me a headache. Senorito cidreck said what you were going to say on board."

"Mama, I didn't tell him anything. Believe me-"

"Shut up you lazy slut. You're a jealous brat! Is the stuff that ma'am chris gave you not enough?"

Along with his loud voice, he hit me hard. It hit my shoulder causing me to lie down and writhe in pain.

That was followed by two blows one after the other, I can't count how many times he hit me with the village stick, all I know is that my body went numb and I lost consciousness.

It was Deep at night when I woke up. The whole mansion was silent, I was still lying on the floor and mom didn't even wake me up.

'Hey! What else can you expect from your mama glen?'

Ever since I was born, he has always hurt me when I have done even the slightest mistake. But he went too far earlier, he almost killed me with that whip.

I sighed and slowly stood up. My t'yan is still ringing because of hunger. I didn't have lunch and I didn't eat this morning either.

Even though my body hurt, I forced myself to stand up and go to the kitchen, but I wish I hadn't, I wish I could have endured the hunger I felt.

"I've been waiting for you to wake up!"

"Good evening Ma'am Chris."

He only answered me with a nod before beckoning me to come closer. I'm worried that he will scold me because of what happened earlier.

"Sept. We need to talk glen about earlier."

I swallowed hard. This is it, he will scold me.

"Ma'am, nothing really-"

"Shut up! I don't need your explanation glen I saw you! You are trying to drown my child."

My eyes watered as I looked at Ma'am Chris. After all, who am I for him to believe?

"But I didn't really do that ma'am. I-I couldn't l-drown Señorito Cidreck."

I sobbed while playing with my hand. I can't explain anything, they don't want to believe, there's nothing I can do. Even my own mother didn't believe me.

"Your mom let you live here in my house, Glen, so I hope you don't do things that could get you out of here. Your mom begged me earlier, she almost knelt down in front of me just so you wouldn't run away. Glen, what's up? is there a problem? Why did you do that? Are you jealous of cidreck?"

I quickly looked up and shook my head. I was never jealous of Señorito Cidreck.

"No ma'am. there's no reason for me to be jealous."

"Really, Glen? Are the things I gave you missing? If they are missing, tell me, don't hurt my son. I hope it's too late, Glen, if you do that again, I won't think twice about kicking you out. here."

I sighed. I want to explain but I know they won't believe me.

It's better to keep quiet.

"I know you can't do that, but I hope it doesn't happen again. Oh, I'm going upstairs, just eat there, your mom left something in the fridge."

I bowed to his side. Somehow he didn't believe 100% in his son. I will also be able to leave here when the time comes when I live myself.

Don't put up with the bad behavior of the village cidreck.

two days have passed since cidreck's drama happened. He hasn't been seen in the past two days, maybe ma'am chris has forbidden him to leave his room.

Thank you! It would be good if he was locked up, it would be better if he didn't have anyone to bother him.

"Are you okay glen? How are your wounds?"

I turned to sister Mari with a smile.

"My bruises are fine again, thank you for your medicine, sister."

"He said don't call me sister."

He pouted in front of me. Ate mari is fifteen and she and Señorito Cidreck are close in age.

"Yes, by the way. I saw what the old man did to you, it was so good that he fell into the pool and then I will drown him so that what he accuses you of is true.!"

My eyes widened looking at him. He saw what happened? Why didn't he come?

"I didn't just come because I didn't want her to know, I also think because ma'am chris non was angry. But don't worry, Glen, he told ma'am what happened, so maybe he didn't let you out of his room. Tsk ! That's good for him!"

I just laughed. I'm thankful because Mari is here, somehow my sadness disappears when I talk to her.

"Let's talk later. I'll finish what I hung."

"Alright, go to my room right away, when that's over I'll treat your back wounds."

I just nodded and continued what I was doing. After I finished hanging everything I went to the kitchen to wash the remaining plates that I didn't wash earlier.

Even though my routine is like this, I'm happy all day. Actually, I want to go out, but it's not possible. I can only go out when my mom does groceries because she always takes me with her to bring the groceries.

He bought a lot in one month so it will be a while before I can go out again.

"Tsk! Why are you smiling idiot?"

I quickly turned to the door. Cidreck is sitting behind me, his face is full of sweat and his shirt is also wet.

"Give me water!"

I made it difficult for him to give orders, he just had to shout. Hello, I'm right next to you, you're so nice to be trampled on.

I gave him a glass but he just raised an eyebrow at me. He looked at my face and moved to the glass, he even moved his gaze all over my body.

"What's going on in your body?"

He asked calmly. I want to blame him because I ended up like this because of him, but he might just turn the situation around.

"I just did something that made mom angry."

"Did he do that?"

He asked violently at the same time as he hit the glass on the table hard causing it to break.

I bit my lip and looked outside the kitchen. Maybe I can blame you for what happened and I will be the one to blame.

I quickly took the broom and dustpan to clean the broken glass, but I wasn't even close to where he was standing when he suddenly hit the table hard causing me to jump in shock.

"W-why? I'll just clean the bruises or you might get injured."

I'm not afraid, but my voice is shaking because I'm so nervous.

Mom might come in suddenly. My wounds haven't healed yet. I can't take it yet. Mom will whip me again.

"Please cid-seniorito, just let me clean it so they can see it."

I looked up at him but he just stared at me coldly. Even though I was nervous, I tried to smile.

"A-ahh don't m-move yet, I'll just take these bruises in front of you."

He did not answer nor did he act. Thank you! What's wrong with that one, why did he break the glass after all it's not his fault.

"Is she always doing that if you have a mistake?"

He asked coldly. He stared at me while bowing in front of him.

"N-no, this is the first time he's done this k-because what happened. I mean yesterday happened because I broke two expensive dishes. Hehe..."

There was no emotion on his face. He's only fifteen but I can say he's one of those girls will chase when he grows up, it's obvious from his form and stance.

"Stop staring at me! Get over there, I'm wet with sweat so I want to take a bath."

I'm sneaky. Why did you break it!

I immediately went straight to Mari's room after I finished cleaning the kitchen, cidreck also went up to her room angrily. That one seems to be always angry.

"Why are you late?"

"I just cleared something."

I answered briefly before sitting on his bed. Mari's room is bigger than mine. Because she is a young woman, ma'am chris gave her a room where she can sleep comfortably.

His room is beautiful, the color is pink, the paint is also complete, there is a restroom and there is a study table. It's not like me that when you open a room it's straight to the bed with only a small space to pass.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 2

"Get down."

I looked at him with surprise.

"Come on. I'll take care of your back, don't think like that, you're still a child, that's how you think."

I just laughed. "What am I thinking?"

"Well, I'll leave it to you. Your reaction was different because it's obvious that your cuticles are dirty."

I fell on his bed and waited for the touch of the medicine. I don't know what kind of medicine is so painful.

"Take it easy."

I complained because it really hurt, my grip on his bed got tighter as he pressed the cotton with medicine even more causing me to cry out in pain.

"Ssshhh they might hear you."

"What's so painful."

He shook his head and signaled to be quiet.

"Don't be noisy, your mother might hear us and come visit us here, she doesn't want me to interfere with you."

I just cried when I heard it. "Why are you interfering?" I don't want Mari to sympathize with my mom's situation.

I don't want him to sympathize with mom's anger towards me. I know why he is like that so I always understand him. Until now, he is still being chased by his past because I let him vent his anger on my dad.

"Thank you."

I whispered softly that I knew he heard. Mari was the only one who understood me after mom beat me, she was the only one who treated my wound.

"You'll be miserable if I don't treat you."

I just laughed at what he said. I don't want to be pitied but what can I do, my situation is like this and it's really pitiful to see.

"Why is your mom like that?"

I was shocked by his question. But I couldn't answer because it was a private matter in the village, even I wasn't informed by mom but because she was always angry she didn't realize that she always mentioned my dad and the reason why she was so angry with me.

I didn't pay attention to Mari's question, besides I didn't have an answer I also didn't want to answer.

"Is it over?"

When I change the subject. But this girl is also really naughty, she doesn't want to answer the question.

"What? Why is your mom like that to you?"

"I don't know, just one day when I wake up he will be like that."

From the moment I thought about it, he was mine.

"Ehh? Maybe you're not adopted, even if you are adopted you shouldn't be treated like that."

He was about to ask something but I immediately got up and left his bed. I put on my clothes and walked out of his room.

I almost forgot that I still had a lot of work to do.

"Thank you for the treatment Mari, I will pay you when you are the one who is beaten."

I laughed at the last thing I said. As if someone would beat him.

"Che! You didn't answer, I'm annoyed. Don't pay me first, just answer the question!"

"I can't answer that, I'm sorry."

I immediately opened the door and hurried out but I didn't expect the person who had been staring at me for a while.

His eyes were Cold and staring at me. He was leaning near the door of Mari's room, meaning he was waiting for someone to come out of the room.

"S-senior."

I softly called to him when I was close to where he was standing, he ignored me and just stared at me and his gaze moved to Mari's room again.

What is his problem again? Why can he stare at me like that, does he have another plan to make mom scold me?

And since he didn't pay attention to me, I just left in front of him, maybe Mari was the one he was looking for.

"What are you doing inside?"

He asked coldly, I looked at him with my eyebrows raised. Is it bad to enter Mari's room?

"nothing, you just did something-"

"What did you do?"

He looked at me like a sharp knife. If earlier there was no emotion, now his gaze is full of anger, causing me to back away.

I rolled my eyes, trying to tell him that Mari treated me.

"ahh I just gave s-something to her-"

"Do you have to get naked before you give what you want to give!"

"It's not that-"

His action was so fast that I just felt his fist hit my face. I'm smaller than him until I'm only around his shoulders because I'm only thirteen and he's fifteen.

I lay down on their cold tiles, my lip hurt so much because mom's blow on me hadn't healed yet, I just covered it with make up that Mari gave me.

"Your just 13 right?"

He asked coldly, clenching his fist as he stared at me intently. He was right in front of me. I wanted to get up and leave but my back hurt so much because of the fall.

I nodded at his question earlier.

"O-yes s-senior."

"You're only 13 but so-f*ck. Get up!"

He pulled my clothes hard to make me stand up. But I didn't expect what he did next, two strong slaps hit my face.

My ears rang because of the force, as if I heard a big bell. The words that came out of his mouth could not be heard because of the loud sound in my ears.

Why?

Why are they hurting me? Why is he hurting me?

I want to punch him back but maybe the assistants will see us and report to ma'am chris.

"Answer me!"

"I don't know-"

He couldn't stop my tears as he followed up with two slaps. It was so painful that I couldn't even move because he was holding me by the collar.

When he first hurt me, I wanted to run away but I didn't want to leave mom. If I leave him, who will wake him up in the middle of the night because of his nightmare.

I'm afraid that mom might not wake up and her dream will eat her forever.

"You'll taste it when you grow up, I'll make sure you'll experience it the way you experienced it with your mother. You'll suffer! I'll make you taste the pain you experienced with mother Lisa."

I was startled by his cold voice that whispered to me.

No! I don't like what he has in mind, I want to help mom but I don't want to end up like him. Even if he doesn't say it, I know he's afraid of the dark.

"What's going on with that face of yours?"

"I just got punched."

This was the first time he asked me about the bruises on my face. He noticed that he must not have done it so he asked a question.

"Who hit you?"

He asked gently. He put the glass on the table and then faced me, everything that happens here is my first. Mom's concern.

"Reglen!"

He stared at me, especially the bruise on my lip. It was late and I knew mom was already asleep by our time so I went downstairs without foundation to cover the bruise, but I thought she was here as if she was just waiting for me to come downstairs.

"S-si señorito."

"Why? What did you do again?"

He washed his face, maybe he thinks that I have done something stupid again, mom is afraid that we might be thrown out of here because we will really be picked up from the canal when we get older.

"Mom. I didn't do anything, she just got mad at me. The truth is that I came from Mari's room earlier because she gave me something, then when I came out I saw the old man we were near Mari's room, then when I approached him because I was about to pass by when he suddenly punched me."

I sighed and looked at his reaction, in this situation, mom often won't believe me.

But now it's different. The reaction he shows is different, different when he himself hurt me.

I don't want to believe what I saw because I might just be blind. I don't want to rely on the mercy I see in his eyes, it will only hurt me.

"Didn't you do something that made him angry? Maybe you did something, maybe you didn't follow what he wanted or ordered."

Mom's voice was as peaceful as tonight, the first time she didn't yell at me in front of her. For the first time, his voice became as calm as sea water.

Does he feel sorry for me?

"Glen. Tell me why he hit you so I can talk to Madam Chris about it."

I immediately shook my head. As much as possible I didn't want to let Ma'am Chris know what was happening. I don't want her son to get hot.

"I'm fine, ma'am, it will go away. Maybe if you do that, we'll be evicted from their mansion."

"But Glen hu-"

"Mama, I'm fine. I can do what he's doing, I'll take care of it."

There was a trace of worry on his face, but I just smiled and let him know that I was going up to the room.

I looked at the small window in my room. I see other houses with the light on, the breeze is nice but it doesn't reach my room, the air doesn't come inside because the window is small.

Hey.

I smiled remembering what mom said earlier. Is it true that he is worried about me? Somehow I lost that thought of running away.

"No matter how long I will wait for you to forgive me and papa. I hope the time will come when you will be able to love me and I hope you will forgive papa even if that is unlikely to happen."

I sleep well so I wake up well. I was up at three even though it was still dark and I was cleaning the pool so that later I don't have much work so I can help mom in the kitchen.

I sat on the sofa and looked at the big clock. Mom is almost awake at 5 by our time, but I wonder why she hasn't come down yet.

Because my mother has been preparing the meat and ingredients for a long time, she cut everything ready to cook but of course only my mother will cook.

"What are you doing here?"

I immediately turned around when I heard mom's voice. It carries a broom and a basin.

"I-I just prepared what you're going to cook today."

"Thank you. Is that pool in front of the gate cleaned first?"

I quickly nodded.

"Yes, I'm done with all my work. By the way, why did you stay awake for so long?"

"I was awake a while ago. I was just cleaning Taffy's cage, by the way, bring him some food later, be careful because he might eat you whole."

I laughed at what he said. "No, taffy is still young and hasn't eaten people yet."

Taffy is a big dog even when he was young he was up to an empty crib. I don't know where they came from, ma'am, but as far as I know, Senorito Cidreck is actually the village dog.

It's a snow dog, its eyes are the color of the ocean, and its owner has an ugly attitude.

"Get some rest. Just don't forget taffy."

I nodded to mom and immediately went out.

"Take a bath too, that smelly glen."

"Yes, yes."

I also said loudly so that I could hear his soft laugh.

Is everything you're showing right now true? I hope I don't hope for nothing, I hope I won't be hurt by what he is putting me through now.

I still sing while taking a bath. I'm here downstairs taking a bath near taffy's cage, because it's still quite dark I just took off my clothes. Too bad that cup will be worn later.

"In this silence baby let me in..."

"Go easy, on me girl."

"Because I'm still a child."

I jumped with a loud scream. I was still groping as I looked where the voice was coming from. I know that voice came from taffy's grumpy boss.

"I'm here stupid!"

But I'm still wondering, where is he?

"W-why are you here?"

I put my hand on my head. I asked but I didn't know where he was.

But I didn't expect his answer.

"To look at you naked while taking a bath."

What do you mean?"

I can feel the heat on my cheeks, luckily it's not too bright yet, he can't see the redness on my cheeks.

"I've been here for a while, I was here before you so you can't tell when I'm going to suck."

I dreamed. Did I say something to him?

"I didn't say anything to push you, you're too defensive."

"I know you might mess up the mansion looking at you while taking a bath."

"Oh why? It's true."

"It's time for someone to believe you."

I didn't pay attention to him anymore, I finished the bath and immediately put the towel on my gap. Yes I'm gay but I don't dress like a woman.

"You take a bath so fast. Even taffy doesn't finish in ten minutes."

I tormented him and immediately abandoned him. What is he asking me to take a really quick shower?

I heard her laugh even when I was in the room. My room is just next to taffy's prison and my room is behind me and I'm really the only one who is different.

The other maid has her own quarter then mom has her own room upstairs next to ma'am chris's. It's just mine at the bottom and there's really no cr yet.

"Glenn."

"Why?"

I hurried to get dressed before I opened the door.

"Did you bathe Taffy first? Cidreck also ordered to clean it again, because it was still dark earlier so I didn't see the dirt on the side."

I shook my head. "I'm going to take a bath."

"He looked me over from head to toe.

"Did you take a shower? You can read it again."

I smiled raw. By the way, taffy is so big, why didn't I think that I would get wet when I bathed him.

"O sha, hurry up there because Cidreck will yell at you."

I still sing songs towards the back of the mansion, just now my day got better because mom treated me beautifully.

He didn't yell at me. His voice was soft, his eyebrows did not meet, and his face and voice did not show anger.

I hope my mom is always like this, I can't ask for anything else from papa god but I hope mom continues to be like this.

Arf! Arf! Arf!

I looked at Taffy with a big smile but it was also erased when I saw Cidreck sitting while petting the big dog inside the cage.

I looked inside Taffy's house, the edges were dirty but the tiles were clean, obviously from cleaning.

Why didn't he just clean up after all he was here again.

"Are you just going to stand there?"

He tortured me and looked at me from head to toe.

"What's up? You're an idiot for my beauty? You're drooling."

I quickly felt my cheek. I immediately hit him with a look that I could not salivate.

Thank you! Feeling handsome, well he's really handsome but I hope he doesn't show it off anymore.

I blinked then took the key from my pocket, checked the cup of taffy, he licked Cidreck's hand that was caressing his face.

'bite your grumpy boss taffy.'

"What are you whispering?!"

"Nothing, hehe. Besides, it will be opened."

He immediately turned to the side, he was also looking at the key I was holding.

"Relax taffy huh, don't bite me."

Because he is restless, he jumps and jumps causing the railing to shake, I am afraid that maybe when the crib is opened, he will immediately run over me.

"Don't be afraid, that's kind."

"Good thing you didn't inherit it."

It was just a whisper but he still heard it.

"What? Did you say something?"

"I didn't say you're handsome."

I didn't hear him say a word so I looked at him. He just stood behind me while staring directly at my face, he stared for a long time until he went down behind me and his gaze reached my ass.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 3

I was slightly bowed and I was standing in front of him.

"H-hey w-what are you looking at."

I straightened up and faced him at the same time. I'm holding my butt, what's the reason for his trip? Why is he staring at ass?

"Your not wearing a brief?"

He asked with a laugh, he even kicked my small shorts.

"Hey, I'm briefing."

"Why not climb?"

"I'm syncling so it's not scratched, so I don't care if I have a brief or not."

I made him suffer. I looked at Taffy again who was looking at the lock of his prison waiting for me to open it.

Hey, what is this dog of ours planning, why did he come out? I caressed his snow-colored hair first, it was so soft that it must have been nice to hug.

"Open it first, don't touch his ear, he might bite me when I give you another injection."

I just 'tsk' at what he said. Very good.

"Don't be naughty Taffy, I'll open the crib."

It barked immediately after coming out, it came to Cidreck and immediately scared him. Licking his face, Cidreck is tall but his dog is big so I can stand it almost taller than him.

"You want to take a bath lil bro?"

I was right here by his side, I didn't realize that I was smiling while looking at him hugging his big dog.

He's cute.

But his face is scary when he's angry.

Hey! What the hell, Glen, don't you plan to avoid him. Maybe he will do something bad or maybe he will do something that will harm him and then you will be blamed again.

"Hey boy. Can't you see? I'm having a hard time, what else and you became a maid?

"Y-yeah."

I shook my head as I approached him. I watch his every move, maybe later he will suddenly land on my face.

"Soap it up."

I quickly accepted taffy's soap. Socially, it is obvious that this soap and shampoo are from other countries.

I took the hose and aimed it at Taffy but I didn't expect Cidreck to block suddenly so he got wet.

He looked at me evilly and his small jaw tightened your stupid

I bit my lip when he raised his hand. I let go of the hose causing it to fall on taffy's head, because it was heavy because there was something like a shower attached to the end.

Taffy made a noise as if crying. I became even more pale as Cidreck's glaring eyes stared at me.

"S-sir I-I didn't mean to I'm sorry."

I sat down and cupped Taffy's big face and caressed it.

"S-sorry, I-I let go of the hose. Sssshhhh stop that p-"

My tears flowed when I felt Cidreck's hand on my shoulder and kicked me hard.

I bumped my elbow and it immediately bled because it wasn't green grass we were standing on. It's cement and it's still cracked.

"Stay away from him. I will kill you if anything happens to him."

He checked Taffy while I was praying that the dog wouldn't get sick.

He stood up so I thought it was okay that I would have stood up too but he immediately mounted me. It was too late for me to stop his hand that was already carrying a hose.

He pushed it hard causing the strong water to pour out which immediately hit my entire face.

It's so strong that I can't breathe, I've already drank water and my nose hurts. I wanted to stop him but he was holding both of my hands.

Jusko.

My tears go with the strong water.

"T-that's right I can't I can breathe."

"I really can't help but hurt you! My hand is itching to beat you, I hate your face."

I'm sitting here Quilty outside the mansion, I don't want to go in, I don't want to see the person I'm afraid of.

His face.

His movements, gestures and voice.

That's all I'm afraid of.

I will avoid him as much as possible. I don't want to see his angry face. I don't want to taste punch or stomach first.

I am tired. I want to run away from their mansion, but I can't leave mom. I can't leave him since he treats me so well.

I have many dreams in life and my first dream has come true. The way mom treats me like a child, I'm not even sure if what she's showing me is really true.

Dad, I want to see him too. I want to ask why he did that to mom.

I want to study. I want to experience going to school again. I'm in my first year of high school and will be in my second year next school year.

I want to tell ma'am chris but she might think differently. Maybe his son would be even more angry with me, so I forced myself to save up. Mom doesn't interfere with my salary so I'm free to buy or save what I earn every month.

I looked up at the setting sun.

'Papa where are you now? I want to see you. Do you know that I will pay for the sin you committed?'

Next I felt a flow on my cheek.

'I am the result of what you did. I'm the fruit that mom never asked the lord for, I'm just a big sin.'

He couldn't see the orange sun. My vision was blurred because my eyes were filled with tears. The earlier sobs turned into sobs.

I'm having a lot of trouble, mom and I are doing pretty well, but Señorito, I don't understand why he's so angry with me.

I don't know where his great anger comes from.

He almost killed me not once but many times. It's been almost two weeks since I gave Taffy a bath.

I almost died at that time. He didn't stop me until I passed out, and when I woke up I was still lying there.

It's just so painful. That mom didn't even wake me up or even take me to the concrete that doesn't get wet.

I know mom went there because the things she hung were gone.

But why?

Why didn't he even give me something while lying there?

"Glen. Come on in here."

I quickly wiped my tears. I looked at Mari with concern but I just smiled at her.

"You alright?"

He asked weakly.

"I-I'm fine. I'm just a little tired."

"Did you and Señorito fight? I noticed you were avoiding him."

I stood up then shook my head only Cidreck and I knew that we were about to kill each other. That he almost killed me.

"nothing, we're fine."

I tried to smile, just a little push of my patience and I'm really going to run away from our mansion.

"Are you sure? Let's go inside and Senyorito was looking for him, he was very angry."

I stopped walking and looked at the door of the mansion. Is he angry? Why is it? When I step on the door, I'm sure I'll be beaten inside.

Mari also stopped and looked at me in surprise.

"Why glen? Don't you want to come in?"

"W-why is the old man so angry?"

He just shrugged his shoulders, hooked his hand on my arm and pulled me inside.

To be honest, I'm shaking with fear that I might have done something that he doesn't like.

I was scared every day that passed, I thought my fear of him would go away but it just got worse. The kind where I can't sleep at night because of the thought that he might come into my room and beat me again.

"What is happening to you!"

I looked at Mari, her beautiful face showed irritation.

"I-I'm going to go to k-room first to get something."

The truth is I want to hide, once I'm in the room I won't come out, I'm going to pack and leave our place.

I didn't wait for his answer, I immediately released his hand that was on my arm, then I hurried to my own room.

But I didn't even go to school when I saw the gentleman, his eyebrows met me with sharp eyes.

"Why are you in a hurry?"

His voice was calm and gentle but his eyes showed something else. I know him even though his voice is calm, I know he is angry because of the way he looks at me.

I've gotten used to it, so I'm able to read the real feelings of the people around me.

"A-ah, I'm just going to take something because m-mama ordered me."

"Follow me. I will also give you something near your birthday, right? I want to give you a gift."

A smile appeared on my lips while looking at him.

I immediately followed him to his room. Maybe I'm just thinking wrong, and maybe he'll calm down from his anger.

"G-glen s-where are you going."

"Señorito said he was going to give me something, so I followed him."

I frowned at him because of his expression. There was a hint of pity in his gaze, he also firmly held my arm as if preventing me from entering Cidreck's room.

"Merne!"

Ate merna and I jumped at the same time because of the loud voice of the old man, the door of his room was already open.

"be careful."

I just nodded even though I was surprised at what he was doing. What is he afraid of, he will just give me a gift.

"Hurry up there."

I walked into his room. My smile still hasn't disappeared because I'm excited about what he gave me. Every birthday, ma'am chris gives me a new dress and she says it's from a gentleman, she's just shy to give it to ma'am chris who gave it to me.

"Why are you smiling? Are you really excited?"

I turned to him at the same time that my smile disappeared. He was holding a remote and at the same time as he pressed the door was locked.

Why does he need e lock?

Little by little I was consumed by fear and trepidation as he looked at me with a grin. He was holding a box that was neither too big nor too small, just average.

Maybe this is what he will give me. I smiled at him again even though he looked at me coldly.

"Is that what you're going to give me?"

I asked with a smile but he just raised an eyebrow at me.

"Did you see a watch and a coin in this box?"

He held up the box. I immediately shook my head because I really didn't see anything.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I just saw that."

I swallowed, he came to me and violently grabbed my hair. I'm so small compared to him, he grew even taller in the past few days until he was just around my chest.

If I look at my child compared to his body, he is getting better little by little. The thin cup.

"I really didn't see anything s-senior, I didn't see anything like that."

I caught my breath when he let go of me violently and replaced it with two punches in the face. His hand hit my eye and cheek.

What again? What have I done?

I immediately fell on the floor, my head even hit his study table.

"Take it out while I have patience, you'll really regret it if you don't confess."

His voice was calm which scared me even more. What do I bring out? I don't know anything about that in the box.

Please lord help me.

I promise I will run away after this distribution is over.

SOMEONE'S POV

I just smiled while reading the letter on his bed. He can finally rest from his pain here at the mansion.

Dear Mom,

Hi ma, maybe I'll be far away when you read this letter. I'm sorry mom, I can't accompany you to work there. But I promise when I've found something I'll come back here, I'll just find my place where I belong and where I'm not hurt. I'm sorry again that I'm not strong, because I don't know where to get the courage to fight because I know that it's really my fault. I will also look for dad to tell him that he apologized to you, when he finds him then we will apologize and kneel before you mom. I know that I'm not the child you dreamed of, I'm not the one you asked for from papa god, but I'm still thankful because you didn't drop me when I was in the womb. I love you, I promise I'll come back to you when your handsome son has saved up. It's wrong, it should be beautiful.

Always be careful mom, your medicine is on my table so you can sleep well every night.

Loving

Reglen Hera

"I love you too son, I'm happy that you finally realized that."

I don't even want Glen to hear that he has left the mansion, I don't want to tell him because I don't want to add to the pain and when he sulks from me.

I want to hug him and make him stay every night. I purposely went down to see him inside his room which was just like a prison of taffy.

Night after night I hear every sob and his grievances, that's when I also found out that Chris's son always hurt him, I want to confront Cidreck but I can't blame him either because like me, the same thing happened to his mommy.

He saw what that animal man was doing to his mommy not just once but many times.

"Be careful Glen, I'll still be waiting for you here at the mansion."

"What do you want here on the bottom or don on top."

"Can you see the room upstairs?"

The landlady of this apartment that I chose to rent nodded, apart from being cheap, the room was nice.

We went up, it's not very high, it's just ten stairs.

There are five rooms upstairs just like the downstairs.

"What is the room that hasn't been rented yet?"

"Ah there at the very end."

I followed him, the door is beautiful, the space is also big, I can't hear much from outside what the owner is doing inside.

He opened the door, I could only see a very clean bed and a rather large table. The bed has its own mattress that is not too small for two people, and because I am small, even if I turn around, I will not fall.

"Is this okay with you?"

"Ahh yes, I'll take it."

I took out two thousand, 3k a month better than any other apartment I've been to. 5k then the room is old.

"Are you going to sleep here right now?"

I nodded, I couldn't sleep so I prioritized searching over eating.

"Yes."

I smiled then fixed my bag. It's not heavy because I didn't bring a lot of clothes, I left the clothes that ma'am chris gave me at the mansion, the only thing I brought was my own.

"Did you run away from you?"

He left a bruise as he looked me up and down. I immediately nodded because it was obvious that I really ran away.

He shook his head then turned me away and that's all? But it was good and he didn't have many questions.

SOMEONE'S POV

"Call me!"

He ordered coldly to an assistant who was shaking with fear, she had been screaming while looking for the watch that was a gift from her mommy.

He is not satisfied with what he did earlier, he has a strong feeling that that boy took his more than three million watches and bills.

The assistant trembled even more when he looked at her.

"What are you waiting for? Are you deaf i said call him call him Glen right now!"

To Be Continued...