I found my mate, the Alpha, on his knees.
But it wasn't for me, his Luna. He was tenderly massaging the swollen ankle of Isabella, his pregnant, widowed sister-in-law, with a look of concern I had never once received.
For months, he had allowed her to live in our private den, letting her disrespect me at every turn. He cooked her favorite breakfast-a meal he knew would make me violently ill-and lied that it was a gift for me.
The final betrayal came when I found her wearing my mother's sacred necklace, a sigil passed down through generations of my family's Lunas.
When I confronted her, she let it slip from her fingers with a theatrical gasp, shattering my heritage on the marble floor.
Something inside me snapped. I slapped her.
Seeing his precious, grieving widow struck, my mate didn't hesitate.
He slapped me back.
The full force of an Alpha sent me crashing to the ground, my hand landing in the broken shards of my past.
Lying there, bleeding, I looked up at the man I was bound to and spoke the forbidden words.
"I, Selene of the Silvermoon Pack, reject you, Lycan of the Blackstone Pack, as my Mate."
Then I sent a single, clear message through the mind-link to my oldest friend.
"He hit me. Bring your warriors. I want this place torn down to the ground."
Chapter 1
Selene POV:
The piercing ache in my soul started the moment I saw him.
He was on one knee.
Not for me, his mate, his Luna.
He was kneeling for Isabella, his widowed sister-in-law, in the grand hall of our den. His large, strong hands, the hands of an Alpha, were gently massaging her swollen ankle. The look on his face was one of tender concern, a softness I had never, not once, been the recipient of.
A tremor went through me, a deep, foundational crack in the bond the Moon Goddess had supposedly forged for us. I couldn't stand it. I couldn't breathe the same air as this profound betrayal.
I closed my eyes, reaching out across the hundreds of miles that separated our packs.
"Father."
The connection, the Mind-Link that all pack members share, felt thin and frayed. It was the private channel between myself and my father, Alpha Marcus of the Silvermoon Pack.
"Selene? What is it, my little wolf? You sound... broken." His voice echoed in my mind, full of the warmth and power that an Alpha should possess.
Tears I didn't know I was holding back burned my eyes. "Father, I want to break the bond. I want to reject him."
A wave of pure, unadulterated shock crashed against me through the link. "My daughter, what are you saying? It was you who felt the pull of the Moon Goddess three years ago. You who insisted he was your one true mate."
He was right. Three years ago, at the inter-pack summit, the sight of Alpha Lycan of the Blackstone Pack had felt like a lightning strike. His scent-a storm brewing over a pine forest-had screamed to a primal part of my soul. My inner wolf had howled a single, possessive word: "Mine." But that felt like a lifetime ago.
"He's letting her live here, Father. In the Alpha's den," I sobbed silently, my voice a ragged whisper in our shared mental space. "Isabella. She uses her pregnancy as an excuse for everything. She wanders into our private wing, she knocks on our bedroom door late at night, wearing nothing but a silk robe, claiming she had a nightmare about his brother."
A low growl, the sound of a true Alpha's fury, rumbled through the link, so powerful it made my teeth vibrate.
"He dares? He dares to so openly humiliate the bloodline of Silvermoon?"
"He just now... he was on his knees for her, Father. Touching her." I couldn't bring myself to say more.
The rage that came back was a tidal wave. "Enough! Selene, prepare yourself. The Silvermoon Pack is severing all treaties with Blackstone. Every dollar of our investment will be pulled!"
The connection snapped shut, leaving a ringing silence in my head. The grief that had been choking me for months suddenly cooled, hardening into something cold and sharp.
I would not cry. I would not beg for the affection of a mate who so clearly had none to give me.
Turning my back on the scene in the hall, I walked back to my bedroom. Our bedroom. I calmly lit a bundle of dried moonpetal, the calming herb, and let the soft, floral smoke fill the air.
The door swung open without a knock.
Isabella stood there, a hand flying to her nose in an exaggerated gesture of disgust. "Oh, Moon Goddess, Selene. That smell. It can't be good for the baby."
For the first time in three years, I didn't shrink back. I didn't try to placate her.
I met her gaze, my voice as cold as a winter night. "Who gave you permission to enter the Luna's bedroom?"
Her eyes immediately welled with tears, her lower lip trembling. "I-I'm so sorry, Selene. I just... I was just coming to see if you were alright."
Then, a voice from the attached bathroom cut through the air, a voice that belonged to my mate. "Isabella, just wait for me outside for a moment."
The words were a physical blow. He didn't defend me. He didn't question her presence. He just... accepted it.
Lycan emerged, a towel slung low on his hips, water dripping from his dark hair. His eyes, the color of molten gold, narrowed when he saw the smoke. "Put that out."
"No," I said, my voice quiet but firm. "I am the Luna of this pack. This is my home. I will not be made to feel like a guest."
Isabella, ever the actress, stepped forward, placing a hand on Lycan's bare arm. "Lycan, please don't fight. It's my fault. I shouldn't have bothered you. Don't be upset with your sister, she just... she doesn't understand."
"Sister." The word was a calculated insult. I was his mate, not his "sister."
And he let her say it. He didn't even flinch.
The last flicker of hope in my heart died out, leaving nothing but cold, hard ash.
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Selene POV:
Lycan's gaze flickered from my face to Isabella's tear-streaked one. "Why must you be so difficult, Selene?" he asked, his voice low and laced with frustration. "Isabella is carrying my brother's child. The future of this pack. She needs our support."
"Her own quarters in the Elders' wing would be supportive," I retorted, my voice shaking with a rage I could no longer contain. "This is the Alpha and Luna's den, not a public nursery!"
His jaw tightened. He took a step toward me, his immense presence filling the room. "She is carrying the blood of a Blackstone hero," he growled, and I felt the subtle power of his Alpha's Command wash over me. It was a force that compelled lesser wolves to obey without question. My body tensed, instinctively wanting to submit, but my soul screamed in defiance. "I will not allow her or the child to come to any harm!"
"And who is harming her?" I challenged, fighting the urge to lower my eyes. "I am asking a simple question, Lycan. Why is she living in your den, being cared for by you, her brother-in-law, and not by the pack's designated caregivers?"
"Because my brother died saving my life!" he finally roared, the sound echoing with guilt and pain. "I owe him this. I owe them this. It is a blood debt."
A bitter, humorless laugh escaped my lips. "Then let me make it easier for you. Release me. Reject me and break our bond! Then you can take care of her and her child as intimately as you clearly want to, with a clear conscience."
He stared at me, his anger momentarily replaced by confusion, as if the idea was so foreign he couldn't comprehend it. He thought I was throwing a tantrum.
He stepped forward, his expression softening as he tried to placate me. He brushed a kiss against my forehead. "Don't be ridiculous. I'll have the pack's treasurer transfer you a fortune. Buy whatever you like. A new car. Jewelry. Anything."
He thought he could buy my forgiveness. He thought my soul had a price tag.
I heard him leave the room, his voice dropping to a low, soothing murmur as he spoke to Isabella just outside the door. I heard her soft, fake sobs, and then, a sound that shattered what was left of my heart: their shared, quiet laughter.
I slammed the door shut.
"Selene, please don't be angry," Isabella's voice called through the wood, thick with false tears. "I'll go. I'll pack my things and leave in the morning. I don't want to come between you and Lycan."
A moment later, Lycan's voice joined hers, low and comforting. "Don't be silly. You're not going anywhere. Don't mind her, she's just been spoiled her whole life."
That was it. The final, unforgivable straw.
I ripped the door open. Isabella was half-leaning against Lycan's chest, her face buried in his shoulder as she "wept."
A cold smile touched my lips. "Your relationship is a violation of the sacred laws of the Moon Goddess," I said, my voice ringing with an authority I didn't know I possessed. "An Alpha consorting with his brother's widow under his own roof is an act that demands exile."
Isabella gasped, pulling back from him. "I'll leave! I'll leave right now!" she cried, making a show of her sacrifice.
But Lycan's gaze was locked on me. His eyes were glacial. "In this pack," he said, his voice a deadly whisper, "I'd like to see who dares to make you leave."
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Selene POV:
"She doesn't go, I will," I said, my voice flat and devoid of emotion.
Without another glance at them, I turned and walked to my closet. I ignored Lycan's stunned silence and Isabella's triumphant smirk. I pulled on a pair of black leather pants, a fitted top, and my riding boots. I wasn't running away. I was making a statement.
I grabbed my phone and sent a Mind-Link message, not to my father this time, but to an old friend.
"Jax. You busy?"
The reply was instantaneous, full of the boisterous energy that was so uniquely him. "For you, future Luna? Never. What's up? Need me to rough up your ice-block Alpha for you?"
Jax was the Gamma-the head of the warriors-for the Dawnguard Pack. We had grown up together, two hell-raisers who were more like siblings than friends.
"Meet me at the Moonshadow. I hear it's under new management."
The Moonshadow was a bar in the neutral territory that separated the three major packs. A place where pack business was left at the door.
"On my way. You sound serious."
"I am."
When I arrived, the bar was loud with music and laughter. Jax was already there, holding a table with a few other warriors from his pack.
"Well, well, look who it is," he grinned, standing to pull me into a rough hug. "Our future Luna graces us with her presence. Not afraid that big bad Alpha of yours will use his Mind-Link to roar you back home?"
I slid into the booth, the worn leather cool against my skin. I picked up the glass of amber liquid he'd ordered for me and downed it in one go. The fire of the whiskey burned a welcome path down my throat.
"Not for long," I said, setting the glass down with a thud. "I'm going to reject him."
The table went silent. Jax's grin vanished, replaced by a look of grim concern. "You're serious," he stated, not a question.
I nodded, the lump in my throat making it hard to speak.
"What did he do?" Jax asked, his voice low and dangerous.
And so, I told them. Everything. The constant presence of Isabella, the late-night visits, the inappropriate touching disguised as comfort, the way Lycan looked at her, the way he spoke to me.
The warriors around the table cursed, their loyalty to me overriding any formal respect for another pack's Alpha.
"That bitch," Jax spat, his knuckles white where he gripped his glass. "I bet the pup in her belly isn't even his brother's. Why else would he be so damn protective? Maybe it's Lycan's own."
The thought was so vile, so disgusting, that it made my stomach turn. I pushed it away, but the seed of doubt had been planted. I signaled the waitress for another drink. And another.
The world began to blur at the edges, the sharp pain in my chest dulling to a throb. The last thing I remembered was Jax's worried face leaning over me.
I woke up with a pounding headache and the disorienting feeling of being in the wrong place. I was in my bed. In the Alpha's den.
A frantic Mind-Link message buzzed in my head.
"Selene! Are you okay? Lycan came and got you. He looked like he was ready to kill someone. The raw possessiveness rolling off him was insane. It wasn't love, Selene, it was pure Alpha rage. Like someone had touched "his" property."
It was from one of the other friends who had been at the bar.
For a single, stupid moment, my heart softened. He had come for me. He had looked... possessive.
But my friend's words echoed. "His property." Not his love. Not his mate. Just a thing he owned.
The hope was a fragile, stupid thing, and it shattered instantly, leaving behind a tiny flicker of cold fury.
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