For three years, I was the wife of Damian Costello, a feared mafia underboss who I believed was my savior. I lived in a gilded cage, mistaking his possessive passion for love.
Then, on the day my father was executed, I discovered my marriage was a lie. A photo proved my husband was in Paris, not for business, but to chase the one woman he had always loved: my aunt, Isabella.
I was just a substitute, a younger version of her he could own. He had staged the ambush where he "saved" me, and he only wanted a child with me for my family's eyes.
His obsession was absolute. When a tureen of scalding soup flew toward us in a restaurant, he didn't shield me, his pregnant wife. He threw himself in front of Isabella.
He even screamed at me in front of everyone, "In my heart, Seraphina will never be as important as you!"
I realized my child wasn't a product of love. It was the final piece of his collection-a living trophy.
So after he carelessly signed the annulment papers, I had an abortion. On the day he went into surgery to donate his second kidney to her, I left him a box containing the surgical report and our annulment decree. Then, I boarded a plane and vanished.
Chapter 1
Seraphina POV:
On the day my father was executed, I made ninety-nine calls to my husband, the Underboss of the Costello family. The one-hundredth was not a call, but a text that arrived with the chilling finality of a death knell. It was from my best friend, Chloe, and it contained a single photo that proved my entire life was a lie.
For three years, I had been Mrs. Damian Costello. At twenty-two, I had married a man ten years my senior, a man whose name was whispered in fear across the five boroughs. He was a killer, a monster to the outside world, but to me, he had been a savior. He had rescued me from what I believed was a rival gang ambush, a violent, terrifying night that ended with me safe in his arms. He was my protector.
He had wrapped me in a possessive, all-consuming passion I mistook for love. Our penthouse overlooked the city, a gilded cage I had willingly entered. I believed in the fairy tale.
Then my father was killed in a "territory dispute."
Ninety-nine calls went straight to voicemail. The silence was a physical weight, crushing the air from my lungs.
Then my phone buzzed. A text from Chloe. "Sera, I'm so sorry. You need to see this."
Beneath it was a picture. A grainy paparazzi shot. Damian, on a dark Parisian street, holding another woman in a desperate, rain-soaked embrace. Her face was turned just enough.
My breath hitched. I knew that face. It was the face I saw in the mirror every morning-only older, sharper, more sophisticated.
My aunt, Isabella Rossi.
The gilded cage didn't just crack. It shattered.
Three days later, he came home. The key turned in the lock, and my heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic bird trying to escape. He walked in, his tailored suit impeccable, his face a mask of carefully constructed guilt.
"Sera," he murmured, pulling me into his arms. The familiar scent of his cologne-sandalwood and something cold-assaulted my senses. A scent that once comforted me. Now, it turned my stomach.
"I'm so sorry. I was in a critical meeting in Paris. The time difference... I couldn't get to a phone."
He began making promises. Promises to make it up to me. To make up for my father's death. To make up for his absence.
I pulled away from his hold, my body as rigid as glass. I walked over to his massive mahogany desk, the centerpiece of his study, and placed two documents on the polished surface.
Annulment papers and a report from a women's health clinic.
"Sign them," I said, my voice a hollow echo in the cavernous room.
His gaze flickered down, his brow furrowing with annoyance, not concern. He was already somewhere else, his mind on Paris, on her. He picked up his pen, barely registering the masthead on the papers, assuming it was just another business document I needed him to approve.
"Whatever you want, cara," he muttered, scribbling his powerful signature without a second look. "Besides, all my assets belong to you and the baby anyway."
He looked up then, a flicker of something-maybe concern, maybe just possessiveness-in his dark eyes. "I'll come with you to the next check-up. I want to be there."
Before I could answer, his phone buzzed on the desk. He glanced at the screen. The name flashed for a fraction of a second, but I saw it. Isabella.
He silenced the call, his jaw tightening. "I have to go," he said, his tone suddenly clipped. "A Family emergency. You'll have to go to the appointment alone."
He was gone as quickly as he had appeared, leaving me alone in the agonizing silence, the echo of his lies the only thing left of him.
Fueled by a cold, sharp rage I had never felt before, I walked deeper into his study. This room was his sanctuary, a place of absolute trust. He'd told me that.
My fingers traced the edge of a bookshelf. My memory supplied his words from years ago, a joke he'd made about a secret panel where he kept his real treasures. I pushed on the ornate carving he'd pointed to.
A section of the wall clicked open.
It wasn't a safe. It was a shrine.
The stale, papery scent of preserved obsession hit me. The hidden space was small, the walls covered with photos of Isabella. Dozens of them. Isabella laughing, Isabella on a boat, Isabella sleeping. Love letters, tied in silk ribbons. And at the bottom, a leather-bound journal.
My hands trembled as I opened it. Damian's clean, sharp handwriting filled the pages. A decade of devotion. A decade of a passionate, all-consuming love affair.
For Isabella.
My blood ran cold. The journal confirmed everything. He had only ever loved my aunt. I was chosen for one reason: I was a perfect, younger facsimile of the woman he couldn't have. A substitute.
Horror coiled in my stomach as I read his account of the "rival gang ambush." It had been his own men, ordered to terrify me just enough so he could swoop in and be my hero. A calculated, cold-blooded move to own a piece of the Rossi bloodline after Isabella had left him.
His words burned into my brain. He wrote about our nights together, his relentless pursuit of a child. He didn't want a child with me. He wanted a child with my eyes-Rossi eyes. A living, breathing proxy for the legacy he'd lost.
The love, the protection, the passion. It had all been a performance. A meticulously crafted lie.
My world didn't just collapse. It imploded, leaving nothing but a black, empty void. And in that void, a single, terrifying thought took root. This child inside me wasn't a product of love. It was the final piece of his collection. A living trophy with my eyes and his name. It wasn't mine at all. It was his. An extension of his obsession with her.
I would not be a substitute. I would not bear a proxy child.
I walked out of the penthouse without a backward glance, hailed a cab, and gave the driver the address of the clinic. My face in the reflection of the window was a mask of ice. The woman I had been was gone, and the woman staring back was a stranger, forged in deceit and honed by a single, chilling purpose.
Seraphina POV:
Three hours after the procedure, I retreated into the silent penthouse. I spent the next day in a numb haze, my body aching, my soul hollowed out. On the second day, I stood before my vanity and applied my makeup like armor, carefully concealing the bruised exhaustion that had settled deep beneath my skin.
I found the butler, a man who had served the Costello family for forty years, polishing silver in the dining room.
"Alfred," I said, keeping my voice perfectly level. "I need you to have every piece of jewelry, every designer bag, every gift my husband has ever given me, appraised and auctioned."
He looked up, his expression unreadable.
"The proceeds," I continued, "are to be donated to a charity for victims of gang violence."
Damian walked in just as I finished the order, his brow furrowing. "What's all this?"
I didn't look at him. I stared at a painting on the wall, a swirl of angry reds and blacks. "I don't like them anymore," I replied, my tone clipped and cold. "Consider it a donation. For the baby's good fortune."
The lie tasted like ash in my mouth, but it served its purpose.
He didn't question it. He just pulled me into a possessive embrace, his lips brushing my temple. "We'll go to the next auction. You can pick out anything you want."
My phone rang, and I pulled away from him, grateful for the interruption. It was my uncle. His voice was warm, oblivious, inviting me to a welcome-home dinner for Isabella.
"I can't," I said, the excuse ready on my tongue. "My condition is a little delicate right now."
Before I could say more, Damian plucked the phone from my hand. His voice was smooth as silk. "We'll be there."
A knot of ice formed in my gut.
He hung up and looked at me, sensing the stiffness in my body. He softened his tone, the way a handler soothes a spooked horse. "It will be good for you to get out. A visit to the old family estate will lift your spirits."
The drive was a silent, suffocating affair. By seven, when we arrived, the dread was a physical weight in my chest. The Rossi estate was a sprawling mansion, a relic of old money and older secrets. As we got out of the car, Damian pressed a velvet box into my hand. "A welcome-home gift for your aunt."
Isabella's eyes widened slightly when she saw us walk in, his hand possessive on the small of my back. She looked from me to him, a polite, unreadable mask falling into place.
"And you are?" she asked Damian.
My uncle quickly made the introductions. "This is Seraphina's husband, Damian Costello."
A flicker of shock, quickly concealed. She recovered, exchanging pleasantries. I stepped forward and handed her the box. "Welcome home, Aunt Isabella."
She opened it, revealing a stunning sapphire necklace, the stones the exact color of her eyes.
"It's beautiful," she breathed.
"My husband picked it out," I said, my voice flat. "He has excellent taste."
During dinner, Damian was the image of a devoted husband. He barely ate, but he piled food onto my plate-steak, lamb, rich sauces-muttering about how I needed to eat for two. The family murmured their approval.
I stared down at the food I couldn't stomach, the scent making me nauseous. Across the table, I watched him. Isabella had been served the steak, just like me. But Damian knew she preferred seafood. Discreetly, when he thought no one was looking, he caught the waiter's eye and gestured to his own plate of pan-seared scallops. A moment later, the waiter appeared at Isabella's side, smoothly switching the plates.
It was a small, silent gesture. An act born of intimate, long-held knowledge-the kind I had never shared with him.
And it was a confession.
Seraphina POV:
After dinner, Damian was drowning in expensive whiskey. The rest of our family saw a man submerged in grief over his father-in-law's death. I saw a man drinking to numb a pain that had nothing to do with me.
I enlisted a maid's help, and between the two of us, we managed to steer him to a guest room. As soon as the door clicked shut, he pulled me close, his breath a hot cloud of whiskey. His eyes were unfocused, looking at me but seeing someone else.
"Isabella," he breathed, his hand tangling in my hair. "Did you come back for me?"
Ice flooded my veins. I didn't pull away. I needed to hear it.
"Who were you drinking for tonight, Damian?" I whispered.
His answer was a death blow, delivered with a drunken, heartbreaking sincerity. "For you, Isabella. It will always be for you."
I wrenched myself from his grasp and stumbled into the adjoining bathroom, locking the door behind me. I slid down the cold tile wall, wrapping my arms around myself as a brutal, internal storm broke inside me. I stayed there for what felt like an eternity, riding out the aftershocks. I waited for the pain to do its work, to cool and harden and crystallize into something useful. Something sharp.
When I finally emerged, the bedroom was empty. The motion-sensor light on the balcony outside had just winked dark. I moved toward the glass doors, silent as a ghost.
And I saw them.
Damian, sobered by the night air and his obsession, had Isabella cornered against the railing.
"Why did you change your mind?" he demanded, his voice low and raw. "Why aren't you going back to Paris?"
Isabella's voice was strained, laced with accusation. "Why did you marry my niece and not tell me?"
His hand clamped around her wrist. "I married her because she looks like you!" he hissed. "It was the only way I could have a legitimate reason to see you again. I flew to Paris, I waited for days on end, just to catch a glimpse of you from across the street!"
"I'm going insane without you," he confessed, his voice cracking. "I need you here. Even if I have to see your face on her... I'll take it." His lips twisted into a cold, cruel sneer. "Seraphina is just a stand-in. If I feel anything for her, it's only because she has your face."
My hand pressed against my flat stomach, a protective gesture that came an eternity too late.
"I've even chosen the name for the baby," he said, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper that sliced right through me. "Damiano. A combination of my name and yours."
The pain was a physical blow, knocking the air from my lungs. The gilded cage wasn't just shattered. I was going to grind it to dust.
As I turned to leave, I heard Isabella's nervous hiss. "Damian, what if she finds out? What if she heard you?"
Damian's voice was arrogant, dismissive, laced with the casual cruelty of a king who believed his power was absolute. "She loves me. She would never leave me."
A bitter smile-a tragic, knowing thing-touched my lips.
Watch me.
I didn't wait for his reply. I turned, a ghost slipping back into the shadows of the house. He wouldn't come looking for me tonight; his obsession was on the balcony. I returned to our bedroom and packed a single bag, my movements silent and precise. On the nightstand, I left the wedding ring. In the pre-dawn gloom, it looked less like a jewel and more like a gilded handcuff.
I was gone before the sun crested the horizon. The next morning, I returned to the city alone and went straight to the immigration office to finalize my papers.
As I walked out, my new life tucked into an envelope, my phone rang. It was Isabella. She wanted me to join her at the cemetery to visit my parents' graves.