KARIS ROMERO POV:
The cold started in my feet.
It was a bitter, invasive chill, seeping up from the marble floor, through the soles of my bare feet, and climbing my spine one vertebra at a time. I fought the urge to shiver. Shivering was a sign of weakness, and weakness was a luxury I couldn't afford.
The silk of the nightgown felt like ice against my skin. It was practically transparent, a whisper of fabric that did nothing to ward off the cold of the enormous, empty room. Beatrice Foster, the head housekeeper, had called it my "work uniform." Her lips had curled in a slight sneer when she'd handed it to me.
I stared at my reflection in the ornate, full-length mirror. A pale girl with wide, haunted green eyes stared back. Her brown hair, long and curled, was the only spot of warmth in the image. I forced the corners of my mouth to lift into a submissive curve. A pleasant, empty smile.
This was the face of Anitra Bennett. A nobody. An Omega servant.
It was not the face of Karis Romero, daughter of an Alpha, heir to a proud pack that was now nothing but ash and blood-soaked memories.The once vast and magnificent family was burned to ashes by a betrayal. Holland Berger, a scheming Alpha, my former fiancé, had orchestrated the massacre to ingratiate himself with the powerful Sinclair bloodline. My family had thrust me from the flames, their bodies buying my escape; I shed my name, became Anitra, and infiltrated this palace as a servant, waiting for the day I could make them all pay.
The fire of that night flickered behind my eyes, a constant, burning reminder. I squeezed my hands into fists, the nails digging into my palms. The small, sharp pain was an anchor. It was real.
I took a deep breath, the air thin and frigid, and bit down hard on my lower lip. I had to survive. I had to find any opportunity, no matter how small, to make them pay.
A sound echoed from the long hall outside.
Heavy, rhythmic footsteps.
Each one landed like a hammer blow against my heart, a steady, unhurried march of absolute power. He was coming.
My carefully constructed mask of submission snapped back into place. I scrambled onto the massive bed, the expensive silk sheets feeling as cold as everything else in this gilded cage. I pulled the heavy duvet up to my chin, tucking myself in, leaving only my hair spilled across the pillow. A silent, waiting offering.
The lock on the heavy oak door clicked softly.
The door swung open without a sound, and a presence flooded the room. It wasn't just a person; it was a force of nature. An invisible wave of power that made the Omega instincts I despised scream in terror.
The scent hit me first. Pine needles after a frost, the clean, sharp smell of a winter forest, and something else underneath. Something wild and dominant that was purely Alpha.
A tall, broad silhouette stood framed in the doorway-the Alpha King, Devan Sterling. He didn't move, just stood there, letting the darkness of the hallway bleed into the room. The only light came from the sliver of moon visible through the tall, arched window, and it wasn't enough. I couldn't see his face. I never could.
He closed the door, plunging the room into near-total blackness. He was a shadow within shadows, a predator in his natural habitat.
I held my breath, my ears straining. I heard the faint rustle of fabric as he unfastened his coat.
He didn't come to the bed.
Instead, his leather boots began a slow, deliberate patrol of the room. The sound echoed off the high ceilings, each step a calculated measure of his domain. He walked to the window, his massive frame blocking the already meager moonlight, casting the room into an even deeper abyss.
My hands, hidden beneath the duvet, clenched so tightly my knuckles ached. The silence stretched, thick and suffocating. I could feel his gaze on the back of my head, even though he was facing the window.
"The room is cold."
His voice was a low rumble, devoid of any emotion. It wasn't a question or a complaint. It was a statement of fact, delivered with the weight of absolute authority. It sent a jolt of pure fear through my veins.
"I apologize, Alpha King," I whispered, my voice trembling slightly. I hated the tremor, hated the fear he so easily commanded. "I... I can have the fire in the hearth built up immediately."
I made a move to get out of bed, to prove my use.
"I wasn't talking about the fire," he said, his voice cutting through the darkness. The sound was closer now. He was turning. "I meant you are an inefficient tool for warming my bed."
The insult was delivered with the same flat, detached tone as his first statement. It was a simple assessment, like a craftsman judging a faulty piece of equipment.
He walked toward the bed. Each step was a slow, deliberate beat, closing the distance between us. The shadow that was him grew until it completely enveloped me. The mattress dipped slightly as he stood beside the bed, looming over me.
He didn't get in. He just stood there, looking down. I could feel the intensity of his unseen gaze, a physical pressure that pinned me to the sheets.
"You're still wearing clothes. You still haven't gotten used to it." he stated.
The words were not a suggestion. They were a command, stripped of all pretense, laying bare the brutal reality of my position here. I was not a person. I was an object for his use, and I was malfunctioning.
My body went rigid. The carefully practiced submission, the mask of Anitra, it all threatened to crack and fall away. A hot, stinging sensation burned behind my eyes, but I refused to cry. Not for him. Not for this.
I could feel him watching me in the dark, his patience a tangible, terrifying thing. He was waiting.
With a hand that shook uncontrollably, a hand that once held a training sword, I reached for the delicate silk ribbon at my collar.
A soft, almost inaudible sound came from the shadow above me. A huff of air that might have been a laugh, or a sneer. It was a sound of pure, dismissive contempt.
KARIS ROMERO POV:
My fingers brushed against the cold silk of the ribbon. Humiliation was a physical thing, a toxic sludge filling my throat, making it hard to breathe. My hand trembled, poised to pull the knot and let the last of my dignity fall away.
Then, a thought.
A desperate, reckless idea sparked in the terrified darkness of my mind. It was a gamble, a stupid one, with my life as the wager. But anything was better than this passive submission.
I let my hand fall.
"Alpha King," I began, my voice a carefully crafted whisper of apology and fragility. "Please... forgive me for tonight."
The shadow above me went utterly still. The silence that followed was different. It wasn't patient anymore. It was sharp, heavy, and full of pressure. The Alpha pheromones in the air thickened, a clear signal of his displeasure. My Omega instincts screamed at me to apologize, to grovel, to do whatever he wanted. I forced them down.
"Give me a reason," his voice was colder than the marble floor, a blade of ice in the dark.
I took a shaky breath, preparing the lie. "I... I am on my cycle."
It was the only excuse I could think of, the only female condition that might, in some packs, grant a moment's reprieve. I lowered my head, my hair falling over my face like a curtain, and waited for the explosion. My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic drumbeat of terror.
A low, humorless chuckle echoed from the darkness. It was a sound of pure disbelief.
He leaned down. I felt a shift in the air, a subtle warmth as he drew near. His breath, smelling of the cold night air, ghosted across my forehead. There was no desire in his proximity, only clinical assessment. Only danger.
"You think I can't tell?" he murmured, his voice a low vibration that seemed to travel straight through my bones.
The words struck me like a physical blow. Of course. An Alpha of his power could scent the hormonal changes in an Omega from across a room. My lie was pathetic. Amateurish.
A wave of icy despair washed over me. I was caught. The punishment for lying to the Alpha King would be far worse than simply obeying his initial command. I braced myself for pain, for rage, for him to rip the gown from my body.
But it didn't come.
He straightened up, the warmth of his presence receding. He took a step back, the pressure in the air lessening just slightly.
"You have more courage than I thought," he stated, his voice returning to that flat, unreadable tone. The calmness was more unsettling than any anger could have been. It meant he was thinking, calculating.
I didn't dare move or speak. I remained a statue of feigned submission, my head bowed.
I heard him move away, the soft sound of his boots on the rug. He shed his outer layers, the rustle of expensive fabric a stark contrast to the silence. Then, the mattress on the far side of the bed dipped.
He was in the bed.
"Come here," he commanded.
My body moved before my mind could process it. I shuffled across the vast, cold expanse of the sheets, stopping at the very edge, keeping as much distance between us as the bed would allow. I lay stiff as a board, my back to him.
I could feel the heat radiating from his body. He was a furnace in the frozen room, yet his presence offered no comfort, only a different kind of cold. A cold that came from pure, predatory power.
The space between us felt like a mile-wide chasm, yet his existence filled every inch of the room, every breath I took.
The night passed in agonizing silence. I didn't sleep. I lay there, listening to the slow, steady rhythm of his breathing, every nerve alight with tension. I was acutely aware of every tiny shift he made, every rustle of the sheets.
Just before the first hint of dawn painted the sky in shades of gray, the mattress shifted. He was up.
In the pre-dawn gloom, I watched his dark form move with silent efficiency, dressing without a wasted motion. He was a phantom, preparing to melt back into the world outside this room. I thought he was going to leave without another word. I prayed for it.
But his voice cut through the silence, right beside my ear. He had moved without making a sound.
"Do not lie to me again," he warned, his tone low and sharp. "The next time you try such a pathetic trick, you will regret it."
My entire body went rigid. The blood drained from my face.
He knew.
He had known all along my excuse was a lie. He had let me think I'd succeeded, only to deliver this cold, final threat. It was a game to him.
The door clicked shut. His footsteps faded down the hall.
Only then did I dare to suck in a ragged breath. My back was drenched in a cold sweat, the silk nightgown clinging to my skin like a second, terrified layer.
KARIS ROMERO POV:
The moment the sound of his footsteps vanished, the tension that had held my body rigid for hours finally snapped. Exhaustion hit me like a physical blow, and I collapsed into a fitful, shallow sleep.
It was no escape.
I was immediately plunged into the nightmare.
The same one that had haunted me for months. The night my world ended. The air was thick with the coppery scent of blood and the choking smoke of burning homes. The screams of my pack, my family, echoed in my ears, a symphony of agony.
I saw my father, the strong and proud Alpha of the Romero pack, on his knees. His silver-streaked hair was matted with blood, his eyes wide with a disbelief that mirrored my own.
And standing over him was Holland Berger.
My Holland. My fiancé.
His golden hair, which I had loved to run my fingers through, looked like a demonic halo in the flickering firelight. His handsome face, which had always looked at me with such warmth, was a mask of cold, triumphant ambition.
In the dream, Holland raised a silver dagger, its blade dripping with the blood of my people. He looked directly at me, across the field of slaughter, and his lips curved into a smile. It was a slow, deliberate, and utterly monstrous smile.
"Karis," he mouthed, the name a silent curse.
I woke up with a strangled scream caught in my throat, gasping for air. My body was slick with cold sweat. The sheets were tangled around my legs.
Faint gray light filtered through the window. A new day. But for me, it was still the dead of night.
Tears streamed down my face, hot against my cold skin. I scrubbed them away with the back of my hand, my breath coming in harsh sobs. Crying was a weakness. Sentiment was a poison. I couldn't afford either.
I forced myself out of the opulent bed and mechanically made it, smoothing every wrinkle, erasing any sign that I had been there. A ghost in the king's chambers. Then, I slipped out of the room and padded silently down the long, empty corridors.
The contrast between the upper floors and the servants' quarters was jarring. Here, the halls were narrow, the air was stuffy, and the quiet opulence was replaced by the low hum of a castle waking up.
I began my chores. I scrubbed floors until my knees were raw. I helped prepare breakfast in the cavernous, steaming kitchens. I moved like an automaton, a perfect Omega servant, using the mindless physical labor to numb the raging inferno of grief and hatred in my soul.
Around mid-morning, Beatrice Foster found me polishing silverware in the pantry. Her face was set in its usual stern lines.
She thrust a small, rough-spun cloth bag into my hand. It was filled with dried, brittle leaves that gave off a pungent, earthy smell.
"Contraceptive herbs," she said, her voice as crisp and cold as a winter morning. "Boil them and drink it. The Alpha King does not want any accidents."
I took the bag, my fingers closing around the fragile herbs. "Yes, Matron," I murmured, keeping my eyes fixed on the floor.
Of course I didn't want the tyrant's child. But the order, the herbs themselves, were another brand of humiliation. A declaration that my body was not my own, that even my ability to bear life was something to be controlled and nullified by him.
Beatrice's sharp eyes scanned my face, a flicker of something analytical in their depths. "Did you displease the Alpha King last night?" she asked, her tone casual, but the question was a probe.
My heart gave a painful lurch. "No, Matron," I lied smoothly, my face a mask of placid obedience.
She didn't press, but her gaze lingered for a moment too long. "Do your duty, Anitra," she warned, her voice dropping lower. "Just do what you're told. It's the only way you'll survive here."
She turned and swept out of the pantry, leaving me alone with the scent of bitter herbs.
I clutched the small bag in my fist. The acrid smell mixed with the phantom scent of blood and smoke from my nightmare, and my stomach churned violently.
Holland's handsome, treacherous face swam before my eyes. He had promised me a life together, promised to make me the happiest Luna in the world. Instead, he had orchestrated the murder of my entire family, my entire world, all for power. All to climb higher by aligning with the Sinclairs.
The raw, burning hatred that surged through me was a powerful antidote to fear. It burned away the last vestiges of the scared girl in the King's bed. It cauterized the weeping wound of my grief.
I would survive. I would do more than survive.
I would become stronger. I would learn every secret of this castle. I would wait, and I would watch. And one day, I would be the one holding a silver dagger, and I would personally carve that smile off Holland Berger's face.