My husband, Liam, locked me out of our bedroom for the third night, a faint murmur of voices audible from inside-his low and soothing, hers soft and appreciative. Chloe, eight months pregnant with his child, was in my bed.
But I had just finished massaging Chloe' s swollen feet, even making her warm milk. This was the same husband who had built our ten-year marriage on the unwavering foundation that we would be child-free. And when the baby cried from the nursery down the hall, it wasn' t Chloe who rose, but me, spending the entire night caring for their child.
The next morning, I learned Chloe had a "dying wish": to be Liam's wife. He presented me with divorce papers, asking me to sign. He believed I had finally understood what it meant to be a selfless wife. He thought he had broken me, that this was his ultimate victory.
He was wrong. I wasn' t broken; I was dying. Stage-four stomach cancer, inoperable, aggressive. Three days to live.
As I nursed his child, listening to him make love to Chloe in our bed, the pain in my stomach sharpened. The irony tasted metallic. The next morning, Liam handed me black coffee-the kind Chloe liked, the kind that upset my stomach-and again, the divorce papers.
When Chloe later appeared, wrapped in my silk robe and wearing the "Star of the Ocean" necklace I had coveted, she taunted me with Liam's dismissal of my desire for it. Overwhelmed, I collapsed, but when Liam appeared, he slapped me, then had his bodyguards drag me away. He called me a jealous, bitter monster.
Why would he, the man I loved, turn so cruel? How could he believe such lies? Why did the universe allow me no peace, even in my final moments?
I refused to be his broken toy. With the last of my strength, I offered him my entire company, signed over with a bloody thumbprint. Then, in an act of final defiance, I cut down the magnolia tree-the symbol of our love-and burned all my memories. My death was not just an ending, but a deliberate unmaking of his world, a final, painful act of rebellion.
My husband, Liam, locked me out of our bedroom. This was the third night I' d be sleeping in the guest room. I could hear the faint murmur of voices from the master suite, his low and soothing, hers soft and appreciative. Chloe was in my bed, with my husband. And I was the one who had made her a warm glass of milk before she went to sleep.
I sat on the edge of the guest bed, the springs groaning under my weight. The room was cold. I didn't bother turning on the heat. The chill felt appropriate.
I had just finished massaging Chloe's swollen feet. She was eight months pregnant with Liam's child. My husband' s child. The same husband who had built our ten-year marriage on the unwavering foundation that we would be child-free.
The door opened without a knock. It was Liam. He stood in the doorway, his tall frame silhouetted by the light from the hall. He looked at me, not with anger or pity, but with a cool, appraising expression, like a teacher judging a difficult student who had finally decided to behave.
"Chloe said the milk was perfect, and your massage helped with the swelling."
He said it as a compliment, a reward for my good behavior. I just nodded, my hands resting in my lap. I didn't have the energy to speak.
"You're finally starting to understand, Ava."
He walked into the room, leaving the door open. He set a folder down on the nightstand. It was thick.
"It' s good that you' ve come around. If you had been this compliant earlier, we could have avoided so much ugliness."
I knew what he was referring to. The day he told me Chloe was moving in. The day I had screamed, cried, and refused. The day he had his bodyguards drag me out of a charity gala because I wouldn' t stop making a scene. My dress had ripped. The shame of being half-naked and hysterical on the street in front of cameras was a memory burned into my mind.
He scoffed, a small, cruel sound. "Chloe has a terminal illness. Her dying wish is to give me a child. For you, this is a blessing. You get to be a mother without the pain of childbirth, and you get a son for free. You should be grateful."
I didn't answer. I just looked at the folder.
The baby started crying from the nursery down the hall. Chloe had given birth a week ago. The sound was thin and demanding.
"I'll go," I said, my voice raspy from disuse.
I stood up and walked past him, my movements slow and deliberate.
"See? You're learning," Liam said to my back. "Gratitude. It's a good look for you."
I spent the night in the nursery, rocking the baby, changing him, feeding him. Liam and Chloe slept undisturbed in my bed. I didn't mind. The baby's warmth was a small comfort. He was an innocent party in all this.
The next morning, I called my lawyer. I transferred all my shares in the company I built, the assets I had earned, everything, into a trust for the baby. I wanted Chloe to have peace of mind. I wanted her to know her son would be taken care of.
When I showed Liam the papers, he was genuinely impressed. "That's very generous of you, Ava. I knew you had it in you."
Then he produced a different set of papers. Divorce papers.
"Chloe has another dying wish," he said, his smile not quite reaching his eyes. "She wants to be my wife, even for a day. She wants to die as Mrs. Davis."
I looked at the black ink on the pristine paper. My name, Ava Miller, and his, Liam Davis. A union to be dissolved. For Chloe Jenkins.
I picked up the pen.
"I'll sign," I said.
A wide, pleased smile spread across Liam's face. He looked genuinely happy. "Good. You' ve finally learned your lesson, Ava. You' ve finally understood what it means to be a truly selfless wife."
He thought he had broken me. He thought this was his ultimate victory.
He was wrong.
I wasn't broken. I was just dying.
The doctor's words from last week echoed in my head. Stage-four stomach cancer. Inoperable. Aggressive.
Three days to live.
All the pain, the betrayal, the humiliation... none of it mattered anymore. When you' re counting your life in hours, past grievances fade into nothingness.
I had already made my arrangements. A simple cremation. A tree burial in a quiet forest preserve. No headstone, no name. Just a sapling that would grow toward the sun.
Just three more days. Then I would be gone forever.
The baby started crying again, a sharp, piercing sound that cut through my thoughts. I put the cap back on the pen and pushed the unsigned divorce papers back toward Liam.
"I'll take care of the baby," I said, walking out of the guest room.
My body ached with a deep, gnawing pain in my abdomen. It was a constant companion now. I remembered what the doctor told me to do when it got bad. Press against something cold. Focus on the sensation.
I walked into the nursery and heard Liam's voice drift down the hall. He was on the phone with Chloe, who had apparently woken up.
"It's okay, sweetheart. Go back to sleep," he murmured, his voice dripping with a tenderness he hadn't used with me in years. "Ava's taking care of him. She's surprisingly good at it. Who knew?"
A bitter laugh almost escaped my lips.
He had no idea.
He had no idea that I was once pregnant with his child. Our child. It was early in our marriage, before his stance on being child-free had hardened into an unbreakable law. I had been so happy.
When I told him, his face had turned to stone. He accused me of trying to trap him. He dragged me to a clinic himself. He held my hand while the doctor performed the procedure, not as a comfort, but as a guard, ensuring I went through with it.
The memory was a raw, gaping wound that had never healed. And now, he was praising me for taking care of his child with another woman. The irony was so thick I could taste it.
I leaned against the cool metal of the crib, pressing my stomach into it, willing the pain to subside.
Through the baby monitor on the dresser, I heard more than just their voices. I heard a soft sigh, the rustle of sheets, the sound of a kiss. They were being intimate in our bed.
The pain in my stomach sharpened, a hot poker twisting in my gut. I bit my lip to keep from crying out, the coppery taste of blood filling my mouth.
I stayed there, clutching the crib, listening to the sounds of my husband making love to his dying ex-girlfriend, while I cared for their son.
I stayed there until the sun came up.
Liam appeared in the nursery doorway hours later, holding a cup of coffee. He looked fresh, rested.
"You've been up all night," he observed, not unkindly. "Here."
He handed me the mug. For a fleeting second, the warmth seeping into my cold hands felt like kindness. A brief, hollow echo of the man I had married.
Then he placed the folder with the divorce papers on the changing table next to me.
"You forgot to sign this."
Liam slid the folder onto the changing table. The plastic cover was cool against my skin. I reached for the warm mug he offered, but my hands were shaking. The ceramic slipped, and hot coffee splashed over my hand and the front of my pajamas.
The pain was sharp, but distant.
"Careful," Liam said, his voice tight with annoyance, not concern. He grabbed a baby wipe and started dabbing impatiently at the mess on the floor, ignoring my scalded hand.
I stared at the papers. "Divorce."
"It' s what's best for everyone," he said, standing up. He tried to sound reasonable, like he was explaining a simple business decision. "Chloe doesn't have much time. This is the last thing I can do for her. We' ll have a small ceremony, just for her. After... after she' s gone, we can figure things out. Maybe we can even get married again, Ava. If you continue to be this understanding."
The empty promise hung in the air between us, a blatant, insulting lie. He had no intention of remarrying me. He just needed my signature.
I remained silent, staring at the dark stain spreading on the carpet. My silence seemed to agitate him.
"What is there to think about?" he snapped, his patience gone. "I' m giving you a chance to be a part of this family, to raise this child. Chloe is dying. Can' t you have a shred of compassion?"
I felt a strange sense of detachment, as if I were watching a movie of my own life. My body was a numb shell. I slowly reached for the pen he' d left on the table. My movements were wooden. I didn't look at him.
I uncapped the pen and signed my name on the line he had indicated. Ava Miller. The letters were shaky.
When I was done, he snatched the paper up, his eyes scanning the signature. A wave of relief washed over his face, replaced by a triumphant smile. He had won.
"Thank you, Ava," he said, his voice softening again now that he had what he wanted. He reached out and brushed a stray strand of hair from my face. The gesture was so fake it made my skin crawl. "You did the right thing. You' re a good woman."
A memory surfaced, unbidden. A memory of him touching my hair just like that, years ago, when we were sitting on a park bench, dreaming about the company we would build together. He had looked at me with such love then, such admiration. He called me his brilliant, unstoppable Ava.
Now, I was just a "good woman" because I had complied. Because I had erased myself for his convenience.
"Chloe is feeling a little weak this morning," he said, already turning to leave, the signed papers clutched in his hand. "She' s craving that chicken soup you make. The one with the ginger. Make a big pot. And make sure it' s not too salty."
He walked out, leaving me alone in the nursery with the baby and the smell of stale coffee.
I looked down at the mug he' d brought me. It was black coffee. I hadn't drunk black coffee in five years. It upset my stomach. Liam knew that.
But Chloe loved black coffee. He had brought it for her, and when she didn't want it, he gave it to me as an afterthought.
A wave of dizziness washed over me. I hadn't eaten since yesterday afternoon. The hunger, combined with the constant pain and lack of sleep, was making the room spin. I needed to eat something, anything.
I made my way to the kitchen. The house was quiet. Liam and Chloe were probably back in bed. Our bed.
As I opened the refrigerator, a voice called my name. "Ava."
I turned. It was Chloe, standing in the doorway of the kitchen. She was wrapped in a silk robe, my silk robe, the one I' d bought in Paris on our anniversary trip. She looked pale and fragile, but her eyes were sharp, glittering with malice.
She held up her hand, showing me the diamond necklace sparkling at her throat.
"Liam gave it to me this morning," she said, her voice a sweet, poisonous whisper. "A thank you, for giving him a son."
I recognized the necklace. It was the "Star of the Ocean," a one-of-a-kind sapphire piece I had fallen in love with at a Sotheby's auction last year. I had wanted it desperately. It reminded me of the color of Liam' s eyes when we first met.
I had begged Liam to bid on it. He' d refused. He said it was an ostentatious waste of money. He' d said it in front of a dozen of our acquaintances, his voice loud and dismissive. He' d made me feel small and foolish for wanting something so beautiful.
Now, it was around Chloe' s neck. A gift.
"He said you wanted it once," Chloe continued, a cruel smile playing on her lips. "He said you threw a tantrum, like a child. It' s a shame, really. It' s so much more beautiful on a graceful neck. Don't you think?"
The memory of that night washed over me. Not just his refusal, but what happened after. When we got home, he had grabbed my arm, his fingers digging into my flesh. "Don't you ever embarrass me like that again," he had hissed. "You are my wife, not a spoiled brat demanding trinkets."
A hot surge of rage, something I hadn' t felt in weeks, shot through me. For a moment, the pain in my stomach was forgotten. For a moment, I wanted to lunge at her, to rip that necklace from her throat.
I took a step forward, my hands clenched into fists. I opened my mouth to scream, to curse, to finally unleash the torrent of fury I had been holding back.
But all that came out was a weak gasp. My body betrayed me. A wave of blackness washed over my vision, and my legs gave out. I stumbled, catching myself on the kitchen counter.
Chloe laughed, a high, tinkling sound that grated on my nerves. "Oh, look at you. You can't even stand. So pathetic."
She stepped closer and gave me a hard shove. It wasn' t much, but in my weakened state, it was enough. I lost my balance completely and crashed to the floor. My head hit the corner of a cabinet with a sickening thud.
The kitchen door swung open.
"What the hell is going on in here?" Liam' s voice boomed, filled with anger.
Chloe' s face crumpled instantly. Big, fat tears rolled down her cheeks as she rushed to him, burying her face in his chest. "Liam! I... I just came down for some water, and Ava... she attacked me! She tried to take my necklace!"
Liam looked from Chloe' s tear-streaked face to me, crumpled on the floor. His eyes, once the color of the ocean, were now cold, hard stones. He didn't ask. He didn't hesitate.
He strode over to me, grabbed my arm, and hauled me to my feet.
And then he slapped me. Hard. The force of it snapped my head to the side, and the world exploded in a shower of white-hot stars.