The icy water stole my breath, a final, burning cold consuming me as I sank into the dark lake.
The last thing I saw was my Harvard acceptance letter, a cruel joke on the grass.
Yesterday, that letter was everything, the key to saving my brother, Liam.
But that was before Noah Vance, the school bully, destroyed my life.
It began with his chilling "mind-reading" trick.
He cornered me before the exams, his smirk unwavering as he revealed things only I knew, like Liam' s urgent need for a bone marrow transplant and our family' s crushing medical debt.
He proposed a bet: if he got into an Ivy League, I' d be his personal assistant for three months.
If not, he' d pay for Liam' s surgery.
Desperate, I agreed.
I aced my exams, and the call from Harvard brought a wave of relief.
Then I saw the public scoreboard: my perfect score, and right below it, Noah Vance, with the exact same perfect score.
It was impossible.
He and his friends dragged me into the shadows.
"Looks like I won," he sneered, his face inches from mine.
There was no money for Liam; only the bet.
They held me down.
They broke me.
Not just my spirit, but my body.
The next days were a blur of pain and shame.
I couldn' t tell anyone.
Then the hospital called: Liam had a complication, an infection.
Without funds, they couldn' t operate.
He died two days later, and with him, a piece of me.
I walked to the lake, the Harvard letter in hand, feeling nothing but a profound emptiness.
How did Noah Vance, a slacker, get a perfect score?
The water closed over my head.
Then, I opened my eyes.
I was in my bed, the sunlight streaming in.
My best friend' s text buzzed on my phone: "You ready for the last day of hell before exams?"
I was back.
Back to the day before the bet, before everything.
A cold smile spread across my face.
This time, Noah Vance would not succeed.
The icy water shocked the air from my lungs.
It was a sharp, final cold that burned all the way down. As I sank into the dark lake, the last thing I saw was the acceptance letter from Harvard lying on the grass, its crisp white paper a cruel joke.
Just yesterday, this was all I had ever wanted.
But that was before Noah Vance destroyed my life.
It started the night before the college entrance exams. He had cornered me behind the gym, his usual smirk plastered on his face, his friends flanking him like vultures.
"Ava Miller," he' d said, his voice dripping with arrogance. "I have a little secret. I can read minds."
I just stared at him, my books clutched to my chest. He' d been bullying me for years, but this was new. This was insane.
"Don' t believe me?" He leaned closer, his shadow swallowing me. "You' re thinking about your brother, Liam. About that bone marrow transplant he needs. About the bills piling up so high you can' t sleep at night."
My blood ran cold. How could he know that? I never talked about it at school.
He saw the fear on my face and his smirk widened. "So let' s make a bet. I' ll get into an Ivy League school, just like you. I' ll even read your mind and get the exact same score."
I almost laughed. Noah Vance was a joke. He slept through class and never turned in homework. He was always at the bottom of the class rankings.
"And what if you don' t?" I challenged, my voice shaking slightly.
"If I don' t get in," he said, his eyes locking onto mine, "I' ll pay for the entire transplant. Every last cent."
My heart hammered against my ribs. The money. It was an impossible amount, a figure that haunted my family' s every waking moment. My parents worked double shifts, and it was never enough. Liam was getting weaker.
"But if I do get in," he continued, his tone dropping into something dark and possessive, "you' ll be my personal assistant for three months. No questions asked. You do whatever I say."
I thought of my grades, my perfect record, the years of sleepless nights I' d spent studying. There was no way. It was impossible. He was toying with me, but the offer was a lifeline I couldn' t ignore.
"Fine," I gritted out, the word tasting like poison. "You have a deal."
The day the results came out, I got the call from Harvard first. A wave of relief so powerful it almost brought me to my knees washed over me. I did it. I could get scholarships, a good job. I could save Liam.
Then I saw the public scoreboard.
My name, Ava Miller, was at the top. And right below it, with the exact same perfect score, was his.
Noah Vance.
It didn't make sense. It was a statistical impossibility.
Before I could even process it, he and his friends were there. They didn't drag me into an alley with cheering and laughter. They dragged me into the shadows with cold, hard hands.
"Looks like I won," Noah sneered, his face inches from mine. He didn' t look happy. He looked like a predator who had finally trapped its prey.
There was no money for Liam. There was only the bet.
They held me down. They broke me. Not just my spirit, but my body. When they were done, they left me crumpled on the dirty asphalt, laughing as they walked away.
The next few days were a blur of pain and shame. I couldn't tell my parents. I couldn't tell anyone.
Then the call came from the hospital. Liam had developed a complication. An infection. They needed to operate immediately, but without the funds, they couldn't proceed.
He died two days later.
And with him, the last piece of me died too.
So I walked to the lake, the Harvard letter in my hand. I looked at the calm, dark water and felt nothing. No fear. No sadness. Just a profound, hollow emptiness.
Until my last breath, I couldn't understand. How did he do it? How did a slacker like Noah Vance get a perfect score?
The water closed over my head, and everything went black.
Then, I opened my eyes.
I was in my bed. Sunlight streamed through my window, hitting the worn-out textbook on my nightstand. My phone buzzed. A text from my best friend, Sarah.
'You ready for the last day of hell before exams? Don' t forget the review session at lunch!'
I sat bolt upright, my heart pounding. I looked at my hands. No bruises. I touched my body. No pain. I scrambled out of bed and looked in the mirror. My eyes were clear, not swollen from crying.
I was back.
I was back to the day before the exams. The day before the bet.
A slow, cold smile spread across my face. This time, I wouldn't be his victim. This time, I wouldn't be naive.
This time, Noah Vance would not succeed.
The school hallway felt like a time warp. The same posters, the same squeak of sneakers on linoleum, the same faces I' d seen a lifetime ago. I moved through the crowd like a ghost, every nerve ending tingling with a horrible sense of déjà vu.
Sarah met me at my locker, her face bright and oblivious.
"Hey! You look like you' ve seen a ghost. Bad dream?" she asked, pulling out her chemistry book.
"Something like that," I mumbled, my hands fumbling with my lock.
I had to be careful. I couldn' t change too much, too fast. I couldn' t let anyone think I was crazy. My plan had to be subtle, a quiet counter-attack he would never see coming. Last time, I studied in the library, in my usual corner carrel. Today, I' d go to the empty classroom on the third floor. A small change, but a start.
As I closed my locker, a shadow fell over me.
"Well, well. Look who it is. The future valedictorian."
It was Noah. He leaned against the lockers next to mine, his arms crossed, that same arrogant smirk on his face. His friends, a pack of mindless hyenas, snickered behind him. My stomach twisted into a tight knot of pure hatred.
"What do you want, Noah?" I asked, my voice flat and cold. I refused to show him the fear that was trying to claw its way up my throat.
He pushed off the lockers, stepping into my personal space. "Just wanted to wish you luck on the exams. Not that you need it. You' ve probably got every answer memorized already, don' t you?"
"Leave me alone," I said, turning to walk away.
He grabbed my arm. His grip was firm, a warning. "Not so fast. I have a proposition for you."
My blood ran cold. It was happening again. Exactly as before.
He led me to the same spot behind the gym. The air was thick with the smell of cut grass and dread. He laid out the same insane bet. His supposed mind-reading ability. The Ivy League schools. My brother' s medical bills against three months of my servitude.
Every word he spoke was a nail in the coffin of my past life. But this time, I wasn' t just a scared, desperate girl. I was a ghost with a memory of her own murder.
"You' re thinking it' s a trap," he said, his eyes glinting. "You' re thinking, 'There' s no way this idiot could get into a community college, let alone Harvard.' But you' re also thinking about Liam. About how this is his only chance."
I stared at him, my face a mask of stone. I let him think he was reading my mind. I let him believe he was in control.
"Fine," I said, my voice devoid of the hesitation it held last time. "I agree."
His smirk faltered for a second, surprised by my quick acceptance. But it returned just as fast, more confident than ever.
"Good girl," he said, patting my cheek condescendingly. "I' ll see you after the results."
He and his friends swaggered off, laughing. I stood there for a long moment, my fists clenched so tight my nails dug into my palms. The physical pain was a welcome distraction. It grounded me.
The first day of exams was math and science. I walked into the exam hall feeling a strange sense of calm. I knew these questions. I had answered them before. I filled out the bubbles on the answer sheet with swift, confident strokes. For a few hours, it felt normal. I was Ava Miller, the brilliant student, the girl who had her future mapped out. The feeling of the pencil in my hand, the familiar scent of paper-it was a temporary escape. I let myself believe, just for a moment, that everything would be okay.
But the moment I stepped out of the hall, the weight of my reality came crashing back down.
He was waiting for me.
"Tough one, that physics problem number 23, wasn't it?" Noah said, falling into step beside me. "The one about angular momentum. You almost went with answer C, but then you remembered the formula for rotational inertia and switched to D at the last second."
I stopped dead in my tracks.
The world tilted on its axis.
That was exactly what happened. It was a tiny, insignificant moment of doubt, a flicker of thought inside my own head that lasted no more than five seconds. No one could have seen it. No one could have known.
My carefully constructed composure shattered into a million pieces. The memory of his perfect score, identical to mine, flashed in my mind. It wasn't a coincidence. It wasn't cheating in any way I understood.
It was real. He could actually read my mind.
"How...?" I breathed, the word getting stuck in my throat.
He just laughed, a low, cruel sound. "I told you, Ava. I know what you' re thinking." He leaned in, his voice a whisper that sent shivers down my spine. "And there' s nothing you can do to stop me."
He walked away, leaving me standing alone in the crowded hallway. The noise of students faded into a dull roar. A cold, paralyzing despair washed over me. I had come back to fix things, to save my brother, to get my revenge. But how do you fight an enemy who lives inside your head? How do you win a game when your opponent knows your every move before you even make it?
I felt a wave of nausea. I stumbled to the nearest bathroom and collapsed against the cold tile wall, gasping for air. The hope I had felt just this morning curdled into bitter hopelessness. It was happening all over again, and I was just as powerless as before.