Her Selfless Love

Ezra, was the one who was not meant to be born.

Left on the streets to die after 7 days of life,her biological parents didn't wanted her.

The reason will always remain a mystery.

But considering she was a girl and the rags that covered her,cheap the reason was quite evident.

Mrs Reed has always been known to be a kind and soft hearted woman,her support to the orphanages and women of her country,quite famous and generous.

Such was the destiny's play,that one day her eyes fell on a crying child wrapped in torn rags,laying near a bin,while her car stopped at the red lights.

Her hands immediately,pulling the door open ,not caring about anything else.

The guard followed the madam in haste, covering her with an umbrella from the piercing rain.

But as soon as their eyes fell on the baby girl crying and shivering in the rain,they couldn't help feel their hearts to drop and sympathy to flood in.

How someone left this beautiful girl to die, how inhuman can their race be.

Mrs Reed held the little baby in her arms and surprisingly,the child's shrill voices calmed down.

Like she was in her mother's embrace.

Nodding at the driver,Mrs Reed decided then,that she will not let anything happen to this little girl who has just leaned to breathe.

She will leave no stone unturned to save her tonight,as she was herself nothing but a messenger of God,send to save this child.

Mrs Reed was able to save the child that night, but she couldn't find a good home for her.

Her attachment to the girl,one of the reasons .

Then when all options were closed and her house's oldest and most trustworthy maids lost her unborn child,they both decided.

The child will live in the Reed Mansion ,as the head Maid May's daughter.

Mrs Reed will make sure that she attends to the girls needs and provides her with nothing but the best.

Mr Reed agreed with his wife's choice,knowing that she always took the right decision

And appreciating her for her good deed.

The girl was named Ezra,after the meaning that meant giver.

As she was a Gift given by God to them.

Mrs Reed herself had 3 sons,the desire for a daughter very strong but now with Ezra in her arms,she was sure her wish got granted.

Ben Reed the youngest of Reeds son was a charmer of hearts,his looks a catalyst to it.

With a sweet personality,he was the most irresponsible and notorious one.

Neil Reed,the middle one was a one hell of a playboy with that boyish charm and smooth words. Flirting,his first language and family his first preference.

The eldest of all was Aaron Reed.

With the face of a Greek God,he was the most admired at. His introvert nature and cold perona an icing to it.. He did opened up to few people including his friends and family.

But to outsiders,he was a cold bast***,who was like an unattainable fruit.

Desired by all , achieved by none.

His family came first for him and he was the most responsible of all.

Ready to bear the weight of Reed industries on his shoulders in future.

While Neil and Ben ,cared for Ezra like her family, Aaron seemed to dislike her for some reason.

The beginning of which started with jealousy,when he saw his mom care more for the orphan girl more than her own children.

While others adored her smile,he hated it, considering to be mockery on his jealousy and emotions.

Ezra loved it when others cared for her,their smiles making her happy except for one person who always had a scowl on seeing her.

She never understood what his problem was,but who said he was telling her anytime soon.

From destroying her dolls,to let others bully her in school.

He made it clear that he hated/ loathed her.

But our Ezra was a fool, getting attracted to the person who stood out the most in the crowd.

Who told her how ugly she was when others complemented her on her beauty.

Who detested her very face.

She wanted him to like her like everyone did,to love her if possible.

But who was she kidding,a person like Aaron Reed never reciprocates.

She gave him love ,he returned it with hate.

Untill one day Mrs Reed came to know about her feelings.

And she became the happiest mother in law alive. Having her daughter like Ezra to finally become her daughter.

He did accepted her hand for marriage,but with a promise to not love her.

He gave her his surname but never gave her the respect she deserved and attention dhe craved.

While she continued to give her everything into this relationship,trying to build a castle on moving waters.

He showed her his extent of his hate and indifferent.

Still she continued to shower him with her selfless love and forgiveness.

But the question remained.

How long can a relationship survive with efforts from only one side.

For boats that don't get rowed with both paddles,struggle in harsh waters.

And the time,they enter the winds of storm,it upturns to leave them both at the mercy of God.

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16 years old Ezra

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Mrs Reed made sure Ezra got the best education.

So enrolling her in the top high schools of the city,she paid for all her expenses.

It was a common day here in Winston High, with kids filling the halls in the lunchtime ,Ezra stood in a corner,waiting for someone.

Her innocent brown orbs looking among the crowd,to search for those unique pair of hazel ones.

Her stomach was grumbling in protest as she stared at her watch.

"He must have forgotten,oh lord,please stop me before I kill him!"

She said in irritation and then when 5 minutes were left to the bell,she saw a tall figure running through the halls.Her search got completed finally.

Reaching her,he tries to catch his breath,but she starts hitting him with her small fists instead.

Smiling at her and trying to shield himself,he seeked apologies.

"I am sorry princess! I swear I have a genuine reason this time! So what happened was that you know my girlfriend Stace had an emerg-"

Not caring much of what he was saying,she pulled her lunchbox from his hands and started devouring it like a starved animal.

Her eyes moving between her watch and her tiffin,mouth full as she tried scolding him still.

"Ya I know what kind of emergency, either her fake nails broke or she lost her nailpaint. Oh or was it her hairpin this time,the one she specially got from Spain?"

He ran his hand through his hair in awkwardness.

He agreed her emergencies were stupid,but what could he say,she was good in bed but Ezra was too young to know that. Not that young technically but for him,she always will be young and innocent for this.

Staring at her face,he smiled seeing the food stuffed into her mouth.

Taking out his handkerchief from his pocket,he offered it to her while leaning on the locker.

She hurriedly took it and rubbed it on her lips and the corner of her mouth.

"No but seriously Neil? Couldn't you find anyone with more brain cells atleast,the girl is plain dumb and everyone knows it!"

Neil just placed his hands in his pocket and raised and eyebrow at her.

"You know how I roll sweetheart, don't start with this mom talk now. Anyways,I won't be home for lunch today,tell mom"

Ezra merely nodded, knowing it was no use asking him.

He was going to his girlfriend Stace's place to do God knows what.

"Fine, by the way I won't let you go this easily ,I almost got starved to death because of you today, you have to earn my apology Mr Neil Reed"

The bell rang and she closed her tiffin, luckily done with her food on time.

Pulling out books from her locker for the next period,she looked back at him to see him already smiling at her.

"Chocolate or Strawberry?"

He asks in defeat and she did a happy dance before replying.

"You know it already "

"Okay princess"

Sighing he stood straight and left,while nodding and whispering to himself.

"I bet half my pocket money is wasted on her choclate truffle cakes!"

She chucked and shouted behind him.

"I heard that okay!"

He smirks back at her before replying.

"You were meant to ,princess"

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Her next periods were boring as usual,sitting in a corner all by herself she hated a free period and today they got two.

Others loved it as they get time,to chit chat and enjoy with their friends,but sadly she had only one who was absent today.

She decided to do her homework when she heard the girls behind her in an argument.

Her curiosity got the best of her and she tried listening to their topic of discussion.

"No girl seriously! You should have seen how he rejected her! The poor girl! The people were snickering and she had tears in her eyes."

"She was from his grade? "

Another asked.

"No! She is from 11 A,I bet she will never propose to any man again!"

They laughed at their inside joke,mocking the so called girl.

"Seriously guys,the man is smoking hot but completely out of anyone's leagues, I heard he got accepted into one of the top schools in the world,Is it true?"

"Ya,even I heard. His parents are filthy rich,maybe that's why"

"No girl,I don't think so. Have you seen his Iq ,I bet he can beat Einstein with it."

"He is going? But how am I gonna survive my next 3 years without seeing him? He was a treat to my eyes atleast,unlike these in my class"

One said,whining and I couldn't help agree with her.

Sometimes even I wonder how home would look like in his absence.

Not that we talked much but

Mrs Reed would be really sad,she is very much attached to him.

"Why don't you try approaching him Reb? You are smart and hot,and even your families know each other"

Rebecca Klein,the president's daughter,of course she knows the Reeds,Ezra thought.

"Oh come on girl, don't you like me happy? He is like a frozen piece of Antarctic,cold inside and out. I better be with a jerk than a person so uptight like him. Being in a relationship with him must be suffocating considering his dominant and cold nature"

"I dream of such a man,imagine he is cold to everyone but sweet to me! How romantic!"

Another said and Ezra moved her head in a no.Thinking of how crazy these girls can be.

"And he is not that cold. Mr perfect does smile,but only with his family. I have seen him smile and trust me he has those two beautiful dimples! The man is Adonis girls,and you better stop trying because he is forbidden as well."

Ezra agreed on this statement though,he was like a precious stone,gawked by all but bought by none.

Simply non attainable and unaffordable.

Especially for an Orphan like her.

The school got over,but Ezra had to stay and clean the corridors. Her being the teachers favourite,did had some limitations.

Putting all the waste in a bucket,she went to discard them behind the school building when her eyes caught a group of seniors smoking.

Trying to show it didn't bothered her ,she did her work silently.

She saw them state at her and chuckle at something and she couldn't help feel conscious.

Adjusting her skirts waist and pulling it lower,she fidgeted with her hands.

Eager to escape this place and reach somewhere where it is crowded.

But then before she could leave,she saw them blocking her exit.

The stink of smoke made her cringe and look down at her feet.

"Hey doll, you are in which grade ? Wanna join us ?"

One said and she couldn't even dare to look up.

Holding onto her bag tightly,she guessed who they were.

The members of Leo gang,the most illegal group of their school and city who are involved in drugs,bikes and all the dangerous stuff.

In short the bad boys gang.

"No, sorry...I...have to leave...."

She managed to say and their leader smirked,liking how much the girl was scared of them.

Her fear,exciting him more.

Stepping forward he tries approaching,when she moved back to only have her back to touch the wall.

"Pl...ease...let me go"

She whispers with eyes closed,as she felt him blow the smoke on her face and smile at her.

"Come on man,the girl is sh** scared"

One said and others chuckled.

But the leader didn't looked much bothered with her fear,his hands moved forward to touch her pale doll like face ,to only get stopped by someone's approaching steps.

The intruder didn't say anything, just stared at the scene in front of him.

His grey eyes staying a bit longer at the person pressed to the wall.

Trembling with fear,while holding onto her bag tightly.

"Oh come on man! The fun part was just starting!"

The leader exclaimed in disappointment and Aaron's jaw hardened.

Not liking the way the leader talked.

The gang members looked at one another, knowing escape was of no use.

Sighing they looked st Aaron,hoping to convince him.

"Aaron man! We were not smoking! Just let us loose this time man! It's not that anyone would know?"

They saw the coldness in his stare and they gulped,no one messes with Aaron Reed.

His physique and toned body,a hint to his strength and hidden power.

Putting forward his palm,he simply orders,not taking anyone's bullsh**

They all cry in helplessness,before emptying their pockets and placing the illegal stuff like cigarettes into Aaron's palms.

His eyes didn't left their leader Leo's and Leo raised an eyebrow at him.

"What ? These are all I have"

He said and Aaron stepped towards him,making him gulp.

Ezra stood still,with head against the wall,and hands fisted in fear.

But she stood ignored now,as the focus had shifted from her.

Leo stepped back from Ezra and started stepping back,his back hitting the wall as he saw Aaron's approaching figure.

"What ! I am not lying!"

Aaron simply stares into his eyes, with that cold expression on his face.

His voice low but dominating and dangerous.

"Back pockets and that sh** in your combats"

Leo gulped,how did he knew?

His scared eyes met his groups and they nodded.

Knowing Aaron was not a person to be messed with.

Emptying his pockets and the packet in his combats,he scurried away from Aaron.

Pulling along his men,they ran away from there.

Cursing their fate of getting caught like this and loosing their stuff to authorities.

They both were now left alone.

Ezra felt safe in his presence,even if he didn't said a word of assurance to her.

Not that he generally talked to her.

But still his presence alone enough for her.

They continued to stand there in awkward silence,which was weird for Ezra who was trying to form a sentence of thanks.

While Aaron was not much aware of her presence or struggles,lost in his own thoughts.

She doesn't talk to him much as speaking was always a struggle when it comes to him.

Not to forget her traitorous heart,that starts beating faster whenever he is near.

Finally deciding,she opened her mouth to speak and look at him,when she stopped.

He was leaning against the wall peacefully,his head placed on it and hands in his pocket.

His side pose made her knees go weak and his indifference attracting her even more.

She did used to stare at him from shadows,but today it was the first time she stared at him so close.

And she must say,she was not disappointed,instead the opposite.

Gulping the saliva caught in her throat,she lowered her gaze.

Staring was bad,and what would he think of her if he caught her.

She was not like others who ongled at him.

She was different.

She heard a lighter being clicked and with widened eyes she saw him pulling out a cigarette from the pack he just confiscated.

Lighting it,he took a whiff of it exhale a cloud of smoke into the air.

Eyes again closed and now a piece of poison in his fingers.

She was shocked would be an understatement.

She never knew he smoked,she always thought he was the good boy who topped in every department.

But she guessed wrong, everyone did had a bad side and she was no way near or aware of his.

He did looked hot right now with that badass attitude,but she couldn't help feel concerned for him.

Was he troubled,when did he started smoking,did Mr and Mrs Reed knew?

Why does he do it.

"If you are done staring,you can leave"

He says and she looks up surprisingly,his eyes were still closed but then how did he knew of her consistent judging stare.

Gathering enough strength she struggled to ask.

"When..when did you started smoking?"

He didn't answer,showing he didn't heard her question.

And she repeated it to again get only silence in return.

He was ignoring her like usual, she was used to this now.

But this matter was important,it can't be ignored.

" You can't get away with ignoring me everytime! This is important Aaron! What happened that you started taking this sh**! Answer me!"

She doesn't know if she was angry at him or disappointed.

And the reason why she said all this.

But one thing was sure,she cared for him or she wouldn't explode like this.

His beautiful grey eyes finally met hers,but now she wish they hadn't.

So much coldness and hate,that she was better without it.

Gulping she lowered her eyes immediately,if looks could kill she would be 6 feet deep.

"Leave Ezra"

Was the only thing he said next and she couldn't help oblige.

The threat in his voice enough to make her run to the safety of her house,which was again his house as well.

Aaron Reed was the only man that had the power to make her heart beat faster,and even after knowing how much he disliked her,she couldn't help being attracted to him like many others.

My hasty steps stop at the threshold of the kitchen,and I smiled seeing May cooking.

Throwing my bag on a chair,I proceeded slowly from her back, motioning others to remain silent.

She shrieked in surprise when I grabbed her waist

"Oh my heavens! You notorious girl! You would have given me a heart attack!"

I kissed her cheeks while other maids smiled at us.Hugging her more tightly from behind.

I enjoyed her scent and warmth

"Oh come on mamma, aren't you used to my sneaky entrances till now?"

Kissing me back she placed her hand on my head and I closed my eyes.

Her eyes gentle as she asked me

"You had your lunch on time? Neil gave you the tiffin on time or not?"

I nodded, giving her a wide smile. I am saving his ass one last time. Or he knows how mom can be when she is angry.

"Madam it's time!"

One of the maids said and mom looked around in anxiousness.

"Oh good heavens! I am late again! The Reeds are already seated on the table."

Momma screams orders and I shake my head at it, she is really diligent when it comes to work.

I hold her shoulders, making her widened eyes to stare at me.

"Calm down momma... breathe

...I got it...okay?"

She places her hand on her chest, taking deep breaths.

I smile at her and look back at the helpers.

"Okay,now tell me...what all is done and what is left"

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Mr and Mrs Reed were engaged in a heated discussion with Ben sitting next to them,least concerned by the debate.

His eyes fixed on the game in his hands, sounds of bullets being fired resonating from the device.

"He wishes to leave Rose. Let him,plus he has earned this. We can't be an obstracle in our child's dreams"

Mr Reed was explaining Mrs Reed who looked really worried.

"But Drake he is has no one there. Who will take care of his needs? He is still young!"

"He will be fine on his own Rose. Trust me on this. We are not discussing this any further. The boy is leaving.'

A long sigh leaves Mrs Reeds lips,as she looked at her husband.

I proceeded to place the dishes on the table,when they took notice.

Mrs Reeds sadly smiled at me,the usual excitement in her voice missing.

"Ezra my daughter! Come ! sit with us!"

I merely smile at her asking the maids to set the table.

"No Mrs Reed. You start, I am helping mama today."

I was standing next to Ben ,he paused the game and turned to look at me.

"Do we have my favourite?"

I smiled at him, lifting the cover from the dish placed in front of him.

His eyes widen in happiness and he turned around to look at me with a child's excitement.

"Ezra! You are the best! What would I do without you!"

The game was long forgotten,as he pulled the dish all to himself.

Mrs Reed looked at him with disapproval.

"Let everyone come Ben. Don't start without them."

"Oh come on mom ! This is torture!"

"Where are Neil and Aaron?"

"Mrs Reed Neil told me ,he will not be joining us for lunch. He had an extra class today"

"Extra class or an extra session of-"

I smacked Ben on his head. Making him to turn around and look at me.

"Ow that hurts Ezra"

I lowered myself to whisper to him.

"It should. When will you learn to keep your mouth shut."

He sighs and looks back at Mrs Reed.

"You were saying something Ben?"

"Me? No...mom... nothing"

Mrs Reeds nods and turns to look back at me.

Smiling at me as usual.

"Ezra child can you please call Aaron downstairs. The boy has been giving me a real headache lately."

I gulp. Not me.. please. I hate going to his room or even come infront of him. We never talk.. never and anyone can tell how much he hates / detests my presence.

"Me...Mrs Reeds but I..."

"Hurry Ezra! My food is getting cold!"

Ben says with mischief evident in his eyes,he knows how Aaron's presence keeps me at edge. Yet he does this to tease me.

Stomping my foot on Ben's shoe he screams and coughs suddenly to cover it.

I give him a fake smile, batting my eyelashes and offering him a glass of water.

"What happened Ben?"

Mr Reed asks this time to which Ben replies awkwardly, giving me a deathly glare.

"Nothing... nothing dad"

I leave the dining area to run up the stairs,my footsteps stopping outside his door.

I can hear loud music blasting from the inside.

He loves rock and jazz,they are his favourite.

Other than music he loves horse riding , shooting and jogging.

Almost everyday at 6 am sharp he leaves for a jog and returns at 7:10 exact.

He asks for his protein shake at 7:20 and hates nuts with passion.

Except for hazelnut, vanilla and hazelnut coffee is his favourite and he likes it steaming hot.

Other than these he lik-

Ezra! Stop it! I try scolding myself, focussing on my mission at hand.

The task may seem very easy for some,but for me it was a different story.

Gathering enough courage,I knock on his door.

There was no reply,I debated on knocking again when I realised.

Stupid!

How can he hear your knock when the music is blasting so loud?

What do I do?

Everyone is waiting downstairs.

I stand for few minutes,not knowing what to do.

And then taking in a deep breath I turned his door handle and surprisingly it was open.

With small scared steps ,I entered. Looking around,I almost had a heart attack when my eyes fell on his naked back.

He was doing push ups, with his joggers on.

His muscles flexing as he dipped down everytime ,eyes focussed on the wall in front.

I almost forgot to tell you,he also goes for a jog when he is stressed.

If not jog ,he starts working out to let out some sweat to calm his nerves.

And I knew why he was stressed right now,Mrs Reed was not happy with him leaving for the university out of state.

I stood there frozen not knowing what to do or say. Rubbing my hands in awkwardness,I kept staring at his toned physique like a freak.

Feeling my cheeks burn in a blush and heart to thump in my chest.

Should I leave? How do I call him? He will not be happy to see me here.

I was still debating as how to make my presence known when he suddenly stopped and stood up.

Running his hand through his wear hair, his back muscles stretched to show the perfect V

Sh**! Why was he so damn hot! Now I can see why girls are crazy after him.

"Robert. My towel"

He orders opening his palm , without looking back.

Robert? Our helper? But he is downstairs.

I look around in worry, he thinks it's Robert that entered.

Biting my nails,I start taking small steps away from him.

It's better if I run now, go before he finds out it is you Ezra.

"My Towel !"

He speaks a bit loudly this time ,voice laced in anger and irritation.

I stop immediately ,afraid of him.

I see a towel neatly folded in a corner and pick it up with my trembling fingers.

Approaching him from behind,I place it in his hands and he roughly pulls it from me,still with his back on me.

Rubbing it on his face and neck , cleaning the sweat with it.

"You know how much I hate tardiness Robert. I asked you to get me my juice 10 minutes before."

I gulp. Placing my flick behind my ear and looking back at the door.

"What are you doing standing there? Get it. Now!"

I flinch at his tone,even though it was not meant for me.

I was going to leave when eyes fell on the glass of juice placed on his side table.

Should I?

Picking up the glass with my trembling fingers ,I approach him from behind.

He was staring at the mirror , rubbing his hair with the towel now.

Moving my hand forward,I offer him the glass.

For few seconds he didn't notice and I moved my arm further.

His hands stopped and fear entered my mind.

Looking in the mirror I saw his eyes focussed on my shaking hands and my heart stopped.

Sh**!

His fingers wrap around the glass and that's when our fingers came in contact.

I immediately pulled back in surprise and the glass would have shattered into pieces if he hadn't had it tightly in his grip.

Creases appear on his forehead and that's when his cold grey eyes met mine in the mirror.

Hell froze the very instant and my mouth opened in shock.

His grey orbs changed from calm to angry and I gulped stepping back in fear.

He turns around abruptly , making me look down.

"What are you doing here?"

He asks ,each word coated in irritation and dislike.

My body mind coordination short circuited as I managed to meet his stare.

Opening and closing my mouth like a fish,I gave a small fake laugh. People say my smile is beautiful,maybe it helps melting his cold aura right now.

Because other than that I couldn't find a solution.

Seeing my smile his eyes darken , placing down the glass on the side table he gives me his full attention.

Coming towards me, my eyes move between his angry eyes and his toned chest.

My smile vanishing like a burning flame is showered with water.

"I....I... nothing...I..just...."

I continue to step back, seeing him approaching me.

His cologne hitting me, clouding my senses and rationality.

"Stop stammering and speak"

He says calmly even though his eyes were nothing except calm.

"I..your mom...I mean Mrs Reed asked me to call you. Everyone is waiting for you at the table"

He doesn't say anything for a minute. Just stares and I look down at my hands in consciousness.

Turning around ,he runs his hand through his hair, ignoring my presence completely.

I stare at his back , wondering what was wrong.

He has worked so hard to get this scholarship,now that he got it, what was worrying him.

"Is mom worried?"

He asks surprising me and I don't know what to say.

He rarely talks to me,he hates seeing my face.

Was he really asking me this?

"Mrs Reed...yes...she doesn't want you to leave. But your father has convinced her."

He sighs sitting back on his bed, and falling back on it .

His eyes fixed at the ceiling,lost in some thoughts.

I adjust my weight from one leg to another. Not knowing what to do.

Should I leave? Will he come downstairs?

What do I say when I go downstairs,they all are waiting?

He looks beautiful, with arms placed below his head.

His pointed nose looking perfect from the side and his dark locks of hair ,wet and messy.

Few seconds passed and he looked up at me with a raised eyebrow.

I look down ,ashamed of caught staring.

"Anything else?"

He asks and I move my head in a no.

Still standing there like a statue.

"Then leave"

I nod like an obedient kid.

Why do I behave like this in front of him!

He must think you are so stupid Ezra,not that he doesn't know it already.

I turn around to leave when he calls for me. His words ice as cold.

"This is my room. Not your private property. Don't enter without my permission next time."

I knew this was coming. I fold my hands in front of me and nod, just like a teacher scolding a kid.

His eyes scrutize me from top to bottom ,look of detest covering his features.

"Get out"

He orders in his cold voice and I turn around to leave.

I was at the threshold when I hear him whisper,his words like sharp knives piercing past my heart.

"Atleast I don't have to see her face for next 3 years"

He was talking to himself,but the amount of hatred he had for me,made me self conscious to some extent.

And that's when I sprint out of his room like I have been burned.

Why was he like this towards me,why does my presence alone offends him.

I look down at myself, I was still wearing my school uniform.

It looks fine to me .

I couldn't see anything that would offend me.

Then why did he looked offended?

And then it struck.

He was a cleanliness freak and taking this in mind,when I look down I realise .

My t shirt had a gravy strain on it ,from helping mom in the kitchen earlier.

My shirt was tucked out from one corner.

My shoes, well they were covered in dirt even though I had polished them in the morning itself.

Sighing ,I just shake my head and continue down the stairs.

I don't have time to doll up for him like others, this is who I am and I love myself.

Mrs Reed looks at me expectedly and I just shrugged my shoulders,not knowing what to say.

She understood my silence well and asked everyone to begin.

Everyone was halfway done when the doors to the dining room opened and in he walks in all his glory.

Folding the sleeve of his shirt ,with eyes fixed on others. He walks with long confidence steps towards us.

Pulling the chair next to Ben ,he ruffles his hair and Ben hits him with his elbow in irritation.

Not even once did he looked at me and I was thankful.

I can't bear being the subject of those grey eyes anyways.

"It's great of you to join us Son, Ezra child can you please arrange a plate"

I nod at Mrs Reed , going into the kitchen and heating the food again for him.

Once sure that everything was perfect ,even the alignment of the dishes in his plate.

I place it in front of him.

He didn't cared what was there to eat. Taking the first bite ,he shared a look with his father.

"Is everything ready for tomorrow Son? Flights,papers? "

"Yes Dad. I have managed everything"

Mrs Reed's smile vanished immediately,her face turning gloomy.

And Aaron seemed to notice this.

Placing down his fork ,he stares at his mother.

"Mom. Please don't be like this"

"Like what Aaron. I am fine. You and your father never listen to me,then fine. Go! Fulfill your dreams "

"Mom ?"

He says ,his voice low and tired .

"There will be no one with you! We don't have any relative there! You are merely 19 years old. God knows how their food is like"

Mr Reed stops her from continuing. Holding her hands in his.

"Calm down. He is a big boy now,he can take care of himself"

"Exactly mom, don't you trust me. ? I am not a kid anymore. I am 19 for god sake.It's just for 3 years ,I will be back with you after that"

"But-"

"Mom please! For me?"

Mrs Reed places her hands in the table in defeat.

Tired of this father and Son duo trying to convince her.

"Fine! You can go! But I need a promise"

Aaron's lips curve up in a smile,one that I rarely see.

"Anything mom"

"Promise to call me everyday. If you forget calling me for even one day ,I promise to catch the first flight and get you back here"

He gets up from his seat ,and hugs Mrs Reed.

"I promise Mom. Thank you"

Mrs Reed has tears in her eyes, she holds Aaron's face in her palms and kisses his forehead.

"Anything for your happiness Aaron, anything"

Mr Reed joins the family hug and Ben and me look at each other, sharing a mutual smile.

"I hate hugs..ahhhh so cheesy"

He says and I chuckle, placing my arms around his neck,I hug him from behind and he screams at me.

"You hate hugs huh? Come on ,I will give you one"

He tries to prey out of my grip while I hold him tightly ,he calls to Mrs Reed for help and everyone chuckles.

My eyes met Aaron's grey ones and our smiles vanish. His eyes and his stare does something inside me and I can't help feel something weird happening inside me.

Looking back at his mom ,he again smiles and I still.

Wondering after how long will I see this smile again.

How will I live these next 3 years without seeing his face and feeling butterflies in my stomach.

I just hope the best for him ,and wish he gets all that he wishes.

Goodbye Aaron Reed ,I will be waiting for you when you return.

If only I knew the Aaron Reed I know right now will be very different from the Aaron 3 years later.

If his heart was like ice right now,it will resemble a stone later.

Where a piece of ice still has scope to thaw with warmth.

A stone is indestructible , to only draw cracks but never be soft ,no matter what.

5 years later

"Ezra! Come on babe!"

I apply the last stroke of the eyeliner,and turn around to look at Stel.

"Just one second Stel!"

I say giving her my puppy eyes as she just sighs and rolls her eyes at me.

"You can't go like this Ezra! Who the hell wears this to a party?"

I raise my eyebrow at her and look back at the mirror.

The maxi dress reaches below my knee,full sleeves, high neck.

I think it was kind of sophisticated.

Next I know she is pulling out clothes from my wardrobe to look at me in disbelief.

"What the fuc* Ezra! You call these clothes?"

I look back at Stel's attire. With those sexy curves and that short dress,she looked hot.

If I was a boy,I would have been head over heels for her.

Just like Neil is.

Stella Anderson. Neil's girlfriend for last 2 years,hard to believe? Trust me ,even I was shocked how she was bearing him.

More shocked as to how he found someone like her? I mean she was not like his usual bed warmers, she was something else.

"What's wrong in them?"

I ask sitting on the bed,tired of dressing for this useless party.

She picks up my favourite knitted sweater with her two fingers and looked at it in disgust.

"This is trash girl! You need to go shopping!"

I look down at my wringling hands.I was kind of short of money these past few weeks.

Mrs Reed always tells me to ask her if I need something but she has already done so much for me.

Mamma works so hard ,I can't ask more from her either.

Giving Stel a shrug of my shoulder. I get up and sigh in frustration.

"I am not going Stel. Plus it's past my sleeping time already.Please...just give an excuse to Neil"

"No. You are going!"

Holding my wrist she started pulling me along, and I just roll my eyes at her.

Who was I kidding, convincing Stella was impossible.

Making me sit in her expensive car,she roared it to life and I looked at the time in my phone.

We were already late and she will get more late because of me.

"Stel Please! Try and understand ! I am tired already-"

"Not another word Ezra. You are going and that's final. It's Neil's birthday today,how can you miss it!"

I already know Neil will be so mad at me if I don't attend.

But I feel really awkward in these parties, they are not my cup of tea.

I prefer my bed ,a cup of hot chocolate and a novel more.

30 minutes

The exact time it took and the results,well...for a change Stel looked like she won a barbie and dress up contest.

I can see those big stars of excitement and those red hearts of admiration in her eyes.

I turn around to look at the mirror and my breath got knocked out of me for a second.

That was not me...no way!

She has done a smokey eye makeup on me ,my poor stroke of eyeliner hidden somewhere.

My long brown hair, bouncing in curls around my shoulder and my lips tainted in red lipstick.

Ewww...I hate it. It's too bold..I always prefer nude.

Everything is fine except the lipstick...if only I can-

"Don't you dare! Your lips are looking so kissable girl! Why don't you wear this shade?"

I bite my lips, trying to eat if not remove this provoking colour when Stel gave me her infamous stare.

Leaving the assault on my lips,I surrendered.

"Good! Let's go!"

And that's how I left to our place where a lavish party was being organised.

I kept pulling down the length as we sit on her car and a smack on my hand was all I needed to leave it aswell.

Sighing, Reed estate comes into my view and I feel a tingling sensation in my stomach.

Anxiousness or excitement,I couldn't differentiate.

......................................................

"Stel love! I am so proud of you. Just look at my princess! She looks beautiful."

Neil says , hugging me tightly. And I hug him back, with a smile on my lips.

"Are you sure..I feel awkward.."

Neil kisses Stel ,to return his attention back to me. Placing his hand on my head and looking deep into my eyes.

"Trust me princess. You look perfect."

That's all I needed. Nodding at him,I believe his words. If he says then it must be fine.

Smacking my head in irritation,I pull out a small box from behind me and offer it to him.

"Happy birthday Neil!"

I say and he looks at the gift and then back at me. He always wanted this watch ,but being a vintage one. It had only few limited editions available. Now you can understand where my pocket money went,but the look on his face.

It was worth every penny of it.

"Oh come on Ezra. Why did you have to get a gift. You presence is all I asked for."

" Just open it Neil. Stop with this."

I say stomping my feet in irritation. And forcefully placing the gift in his hands.

He looked unsure, but accepts it anyways.

Unwrapping it, Stel gives me a smile and I keep my fingers crossed.

"Oh my God! Fuc*! From where did you get it princess?"

He says looking at the watch in disbelief, taking it out and placing it on his wrist immediately.

His happiness,it meant the world to me.

"I have my sources"

I say and suddenly his expression changes, his smile vanishes as he places it back in the box.

"It must be very expensive Ezra. From where did you get so much money?"

I look down, not able to answer it. He won't accept it if he comes to know I have spend a year of my pocket money on it.

"Forget it...just look how it even matches with your suit today. You finally look like a man Neil."

His expression doesn't change,he knew I was trying to change the topic.

And then taking me by a surprise,he just places the watch in Stel's hand and hugs me.

I stand frozen as I feel him lay his heart open.

Kissing my head ,he hugs me again.

"You didn't had to Ezra."

He whispers in my ear and I reply back with a small smile.

"I wanted to Neil. You always wanted it."

.

.

.

.

The party progressed and I recognise some of the faces. The majority were strangers to me.

Mr and Mrs Reed were out of country and we were having a lavish party for Neil's birthday tonight.

He was busy attending to the guests and sadly Ben sat next to me.

Why sadly? Because he was being damn persistent.

He just loves troubling me.

"What about that one there?"

He says pointing to a blonde boy with deep green eyes. Our eyes meet and I turn my back on him.

Cursing at Ben.

"Lower your finger dammit! Why are you pointing at people like that?"

Ben chuckles ordering for another drink and raising his eyebrow at me.

"Why ,he saw you didn't he? Now come on, approach him."

I look at him in horror,lowering my head on the shelf, inbetween my arms.

"What? Are you crazy? I don't need a boyfriend Ben ,why are so damn persistent."

He smiles, taking a gulp from the drink.

"You want it Ezra. You just keep denying it. Or is it that you already have a crush on someone."

He says and I feel my cheeks turning red. I try hiding it behind my hair and he chuckles. This boy really gets on my nerves.

"Or rather you are still obsessed over Aaro-"

I nearly get up from my seat and place my hand on his mouth. Giving him a murderous look.

"Stop right there moron. Are you stupid or what?"

He raises his hands in surrender and I look around,to make sure no one heard him.

His eyes remain fixed on me and I finally step back.

Chuckling he moved his head in disbelief , thinking of it to be a joke when I was feeling hot and bothered all of a sudden.

His name is enough to do this to me, it's been 5 years and I haven't seen him.

I do hear his voice often while he talks to Mrs Reed and his brothers, and I must admit it has turned more heavier and attractive.

His accent making it sound like music.

I wonder what will happen when I see him again, even though the possibility is rare.

He hasn't been home in a long time.

My thoughts are interrupted by Ben's next words.

Making my throat to run dry.

"Your crush is going to be crushed cupcake. He already has a girlfriend."

He says and I lower my eyes, trying to show I am not affected by the news.

"So? Why are you telling this to me. That's his life, he is free to make as many girlfriend's as he wishes to."

He again chuckles, taking a cup of shot and offering it to me.

I just move my head in a no,while he urges me to accept it.

"Loosen up cupcake and stop waiting for him. See that boy, he is still staring at you. Go and talk to him."

I look up to see the blonde guy still staring at me, and I feel really uncomfortable.

I rarely talk to any boys other than Ben and Neil.

And this guy will be no exception.

"Stop it Ben. I am not comfortable. Please..."

He stares at me for a few seconds while I stare at the shot he offered me.

Should I really loosen up? Nothing bad would happen right?

"Fine. But you have to drink it and dance on the next song. Let loose from your boring life for once."

I nod and he smiles back. Keeping me company and stopping that blonde stranger from approaching me.

The liquid burned my throat as I gulped it,while Ben just stares at me in amusement.

Done, I get up and he offers me his hand.

"Let's do it cupcake"

........................................................

2 hours later

"Ben run! There is an earthquake! Why is everyone not running!"

I scream at him while he continues to laugh at me,I didn't crack a joke dammit!

Do they all want to die?

I try dragging him out when he stops me, making me sit on a chair and placing his hands on my shoulder.

He orders one of the waiters and they get me a glass of water.

"Here take this. There is no earthquake stupid,it's just that you are tipsy."

He places the brim of the glass on my lips and I gulp it.

"But..."

"Shhh just drink"

He says and I do as he says. The world still continues to rotate and I can feel a headache surfacing.

"Cupcake, you really dissapointed me. I haven't heard of a person going tipsy with just one shot. Your alcohol tolerance is non existing."

He considers this to be joke? Wait till tomorrow,I will not make him his favourite breakfast. He can starve for all I care.

"What the hell Ben! "

I see Neil approaching with concern in his eyes, pushing Ben aside he holds my face in his hands and I see his deep green eyes.

"Are you fine princess? Does your head hurt?"

He asks and I nod. Tears stinging my eyes. The headache is really bad,why did I had to drink that shot.

Aaron..to forget about him..what else.

Damn Ezra you are so stupid.

He is god knows where enjoying with his girlfriend unaware of your existence and you? Drinking over him?

"It hurts bad Neil. Every... everything is moving"

"It's fine. Don't worry. It will be fine."

He turns to Ben and Ben raises his hands in surrender.

"What? It was just one shot brother...I didn't knew she was this intolerant."

"She hasn't drunk before Ben. Can you be a bit responsible for once? Now what will aunt May say if we take her back in this condition? If aunt tells mom, you are dead!"

Ben looks down ashamed and I just hold onto Neil's shirt. Stopping him from scolding him.

"Neil... don't...I took.it...don't scold....hi..m"

Neil looks at Ben ,who stares at me in sadness.

"Do you see her? She is still protecting you! Be ashamed of yourself!"

"I...I am sorry brother"

With this Neil pulls me along , adjusting my weight on his.

"Stel ,can you please take care of the guests. I will be back."

Stel nods giving Neil a small smile while looking at me.

"I will prepare a plate for her. Food will make her feel better."

Neil nods and she leaves,while he takes me upstairs.

"Careful princess. There is a step here."

He says and I lift my foot with a lot of struggle, it felt like my whole body was numb starting from my brain.

"Neil...you should go....it's your birthday party..."

"Shh just come."

He says and the room he takes me in looks oddly familiar.

Realisation came upon me and I stop .His grip on my waist tightening.

"It's....his..room"

"Just rest here for tonight princess. It's fine. No one will come here,relax"

"But-"

"It's fine Ezra. Come lay here."

I enter the room reluctantly. My hazy vision taking in the colours in the room.

Just like he left it years back.

Clean and perfect.

Even in his absence,I never entered his room.

He was not seeing me but I never felt comfortable.

His scent was no longer here and I relaxed.

He is gone for 5 years,he won't be returning anytime soon Ezra.

I sit on the bed and Neil helps me lift the comforter.

Placing it on me ,he sighs to run his hand through his hair.

"Just lay down and relax."

He says pulling out a seat and sitting beside me when I stop him.

"I am fine Neil. Just go."

He looks reluctant when I pass him a small smile.

Nodding at him.

"Please...pretty please...I promise I will call you if I need something."

He nods finally agreeing and I feel relived.

Thank god or I would have felt more bad for ruining his birthday party.

"I will send you some food. Take it and have some rest.Okay?"

I nod and he turns around to leave, looking at me one last time to make sure I was fine.

The door clicks closed and I open my arms to relax on the soft bed.

Oh his soft bed.

It felt like heaven,the mattress was too soft and I felt like I was at the top of the world.

Closing my eyes, I try to relax when suddenly I feel an uneasiness to seetle in my stomach .

Ben is going to be dead tomorrow! What shit did he gave me!

A gag reflex comes in and I bolt out of the bed.

Emptying my stomach at the sink,I hold the ceramic.

It continues for a few minutes and I feel really tired.

Beads of sweat covering my forehead and my hair sticking to it.

Washing my face and mouth,I look up at my reflection.

Surprisingly the make up was still intact,except for the bright red lipstick and I smiled at this.

Sliding down to sit on the floor,I take in deep breaths.

Some water droplets ruining Stel's dress and fear enters my mind.

It must be expensive,how can I ruin it?

I have to change it,but what do I wear?

My eyes stop at the luxurious walk in wardrobe in the corner and I gulp my saliva.

Should I?

Ni! Stupid! He will kill you...there are hiss clothes.

What are you even thinking?

But he is not here. He won't even know.

It is just a shirt,right?

Biting my lip,I hold the wall and get up. Removing the stellitoes in a corner, I feel the lush carpet under my feet and dare to open his wardrobe.

My breath got caught in my throat, as soon as I open it a yellow light goes on and illuminates a big walk in wardrobe.

I look around in admiration. My stare stopping at a line of expensive watches lining in a glass rack.

A hundreds of pairs of shoes in another.

Wow! I haven't seen something like this before.

Stop behaving like a freak Ezra! Just get a shirt and go to sleep.

But the question was,which shirt?

They all looked too damn expensive.

Lined up in perfection,ironed and hung.

I pick up a white shirt randomly, to only think if I can afford shorts to go with this aswell?

But when I wore his shirt,I almost chuckled at myself.

Looking in the mirror.

The shirt was reaching my mid thighs,it wouldn't matter if I wore shorts below them anyways.

They will not be visiting.

Coming out ,I lay on the bed smiling to myself.

The puking and the uneasiness of the alcohol long forgotten.

Switching off the lights,I felt in heaven.

The loud noise of the party were oblivious to me as I enjoyed the silence of his room.

Not knowing when sleep took over me and I welcomed the darkness.

...................................................

Heavy footsteps resonated in the halls, a long sigh leaving the man's lips.

A jacket hanging loosely on his shoulder as his grey eyes took in the scene around him.

He hated parties and noise.

Couples were making out in the corners and even in some of the rooms.

A dj blasting some useless mind numbing music.

Unknown faces crossing him as he proudly made his way ahead.

Girls wink at him but he doesn't bother replying.

One even leaves the guy she was kissing,to look at him and give him a flirtatious smile.

He was already tired from the long flight, determined to just reach his room and rest for the night.

It felt really good, returning back after so many years.

To return back home finally.

He tries locating the host of the party but sadly he couldn't find him.

Deciding to wish him later,he just makes his way though the sweaty dancing bodies to climb up the stairs and reach his private floor.

The silence was comforting and he opens the door to his room.

Placing his jacket on the sofa and loosening his tie.

He presses the switch but to his surprise.

It didn't work,confused he pressed others to realise maybe it was a powercut for few minutes.

The crowd below hooted in annoyance and he was sure now. It was the power cut indeed.

Not much bothered,he thought of freshening up first , entering the bathroom.

He strips his clothes and places his hands on the wall,letting the cold shiver to wash away his fatigue and tiredness.

It felt so good to take bath in his bathroom.

He missed it.

He moves his hand near the counter,to surprisingly find his favourite shampoo still there.

Once done,he steps out, puts on a random boxers and proceeds towards his side of the bed.

Laying on the matress,he smiles to himself.

Finally.

He was really tired of the days affairs and before he knows he was fast asleep.

Hours passed when he felt two soft arms hug him tightly.

He was really missing her, but now she was here like every night.

Beside him.

Andriana

Smiling to himself,he pulls her to him and makes her front hit his chest.

Enjoying the warmness of her body against him.

Her legs entangle with his and he locks her under him.

Enjoying her presence.

"I missed you baby"

He says and that's when realisation settled in.

The body in his arms froze as well and he could hear the loud thudding of a heart in a chest.

Not his chest but someone else's.

Adriana was in Seattle. He just bid her a farewell before coming.

Then who was the one in his arms?

"Fuc*!"

He shrieked in surprise nearly pushing the person aside. To only hear a loud scream follows by a thud.

Switching on his phone's torch,he was in for a shock with what or rather who he saw.