I had come to the party at the insistence of Julian, who claimed I needed a break, a night away from spreadsheets and lecture halls, away from the constant weight of ambition and responsibility.
I had been reluctant. Parties had never been my thing, but Julian's persistence had won me over. "One night, Amara," he had said. "No harm, no expectation, just a night to breathe, ok?"
And breathe I had.
I arrived in a simple black dress, understated, elegant, and deliberately forgettable. I didn't want attention. I didn't want anyone to notice me.
But fate, as it often did, had other plans. The club loft was alive with activity, and I could feel the bass in my chest as I made my way through groups of strangers who were laughing.
I clutched my vodka soda like a shield, the ice clinking softly with each step. Julian had almost instantly disappeared into the crowd, leaving me to make my way through this chaotic crowd by myself.
I scanned the room, seeking a quiet corner, when his eyes caught mine.
He stood across the bar, tall and commanding at 6 feet, his fair skin lit by the shifting colors.
Broad shoulders strained against a crisp white shirt, hinting at the toned muscles beneath. Ethan Cole, though I didn't know his name then, watched me with an intensity that made my pulse quicken.
There was no hesitation in his gaze; it pinned me, stripping away the layers I had built to keep the world at bay.
He moved toward me like he owned the room, which, for all I knew, he might. "Dance? He asked"
His voice cut through the music, low and smooth, with a hint of command that sent a shiver down my spine. I set my glass down, my curvy hips swaying as I stepped closer.
"Why not?" I answered, the word escaped before I could second-guess it.
I followed him to the dance floor, heat radiating from him as his hand settled on my waist. My fingers brushed his arm, feeling the firmness of his bicep. The rhythm pulled us together, our chests nearly touching and breaths mingling.
Sweat beaded on my neck, and I caught the faint scent of his cologne, which was woody and masculine, mixing with the alcohol buzzing in my veins.
We didn't speak at first; the friction of our movements said enough, building a tension that built low in my belly.
Eventually, we drifted to a quieter edge of the room, fresh drinks in hand. "I'm Ethan," he said, clinking his glass against mine. "Amara." Our conversation flowed like the liquor stories of high-stakes deals for him, endless deadlines for me.
Sarcasm laced his words, drawing laughs from deep within me, loosening the knots of my daily grind; he was an absolute charmer.
His eyes roamed my body, lingering on the curve of my breasts, the swell of my hips, and I felt seen, desired, in a way that made my skin flush.
Ethan's hand grazed my thigh under the table, sending sparks up my leg.
"This place is suffocating," he murmured, lips close to my ear.
"Let's escape." My heart hammered recklessly, yes, but the pull was magnetic.
I nodded, letting him lead me out into the cool night air, neon reflections dancing on the pavement.
His driver waited, and the car ride was a prelude to chaos. Ethan pulled me onto his lap, mouth crashing against mine in a kiss that tasted of whiskey and want.
His tongue invaded, exploring every inch, while my hands tangled in his dark hair. I ground against the hard bulge pressing into me, a soft moan escaping as his fingers dug into my ass, kneading the flesh through my dress.
The elevator ride to his suite was torture. He pinned me to the mirrored wall, hands shoving up my skirt to grip my thighs, lifting me until my legs wrapped around his waist.
Our kisses turned frantic, teeth clashing, our breaths turning ragged. We staggered into the lavish room, which was a blur of silk sheets and city views, as the doors dinged open.
Clothes came off in a frenzy. I unzipped my black dress, letting it pool at my feet, standing in nothing but lace panties and a bra that strained against my full breasts.
Ethan's shirt flew away, revealing sculpted abs and a chest dusted with hair.
He kicked off his pants, his thick cock springing free, veins pulsing, head glistening with pre-cum.
The sight made my pussy clench, wetness soaking through my thong.
I pushed him back onto the bed, straddling his chest. I leaned forward, my dripping folds inches from his face as I grasped his shaft. My lips wrapped around the tip, sucking hard, tongue swirling over the slit to taste his saltiness.
I took him deeper, throat relaxing to swallow his length, gagging slightly as he hit the back. Saliva coated him, dripping down to his balls as I bobbed, hollowing my cheeks.
Ethan groaned, hands spreading my ass cheeks, yanking the thong aside. His tongue plunged into my pussy, lapping at the slick juices, circling my clit with firm strokes. His two fingers joined, thrusting inside me, curling to hit my sensitive spot.
The dual assault made my hips buck, muffled cries vibrating around his cock. Pleasure built fast, coiling tight until it snapped. I came hard, my walls spasming, flooding his mouth with my release.
My body shook, thighs clamping his head as waves of pleasure crashed over me.
He flipped us effortlessly, my back hitting the sheets. "I need to be inside you," he rasped, lining up his cock with my entrance.
I guided him, gasping as he thrust in deep, stretching me wide. The fullness was overwhelming, his girth filling every inch. He held still for a beat, letting me adjust, then pulled back and slammed forward, balls slapping my skin.
The rhythm built from slow drags turning to punishing drives, the bed creaking under us. He pinned my wrists above my head, his free hand pinching my nipple, twisting until I arched my back pushing my chest closer.
"Harder," I begged, legs locking around him, my heels digging into his back.
He obliged, his hips snapping with force, cock pounding my core, hitting deep enough to make me see stars. Sweat slicked down our bodies, and my breasts bounced with each impact.
We shifted; I rolled on top, sinking down onto him, riding with abandon. My hands braced on his chest, nails scraping as I ground my clit against his base.
He thrust up to meet me, grunting, one hand slapping my ass lightly before gripping hard. The friction ignited another fire, my pussy clenching around him.
On all fours next, he entered from behind, the angle letting him plunge even deeper.
His cock rubbed my G-spot relentlessly, one hand fisting my hair, the other rubbing my clit. I pushed back, meeting every thrust, screams tearing from my throat as orgasm neared.
"Cum inside me," I demanded, my words raw and desperate.
He roared, burying deep as his cock pulsed, hot spurts of cum filling me, coating my walls.
The warmth triggered my release again, my pussy spasming, milking him as I squirted, juices soaking the sheets. We collapsed, bodies tangled, his seed leaking from me as aftershocks rippled through.
Exhaustion pulled us under, and his arm wrapped heavily across my waist.
But as dawn's light crept in, regret stirred within me. Who was he, really? A stranger whose touch had unraveled me, but whose name I barely knew.
My heart racing from my wildness, I slipped free, dressing quietly in the dim room.
Took one last look at his peaceful face, then I fled, the door's soft click sealing off my one night of fleeting recklessness.
The city awaited, my burdens reclaiming me, but for those hours, I'd tasted something wild and unapologetic.
Now back to my reality...
After the night I had, the first thing I did was get the cab to stop at a pharmacy. I realized I was careless, maybe because it was my first time, but I didn't want that night to leave any lasting harm.
"Do you have the 72-hour pill?" I asked the attendant, snacking on a chocolate bar, a 40-plus-old woman giving me a judging look.
I know I probably have the walk of shame look, but I don't care. I have made choices over the years, and last night was also a choice that I had to accept.
"That will be 20 dollars, miss," she said with a mocking look. I used it immediately and went back to my school apartment, where Julian and I share.
I slumped onto my bed, my whole body aching, a testament to the intriguing night I had and there I slept off the ache and memories.
Two weeks after my graduation, I was set to start my work internship at a corporate organization, which was my launch into building the career of my dreams.
Amara, are you ready for what comes next? Julian asked, his voice brimming with excitement as we took pictures together. I made sure to capture moments with my certificate magna cum laude in finance, a testament to my efforts and hard work over the years.
"Yes! I am so ready," I shouted right back with excitement.
After taking more pictures in the school field with my course mates and professors, we headed out to a small diner to celebrate with some of our friends.
"Let's order a seafood platter and get drunk to celebrate. We totally deserve it," Julian stated in his usual fun-loving, sanguine manner.
"But of course, we can," I replied. My friend Bella and Taylor nodded in agreement. By the time the meal was delivered to our table, we had taken two shots to quench our thirst.
Suddenly, I felt an overwhelming urge to throw up. I had thought it was the drinks, so I held it in and dug into the seafood feast, but after two bites, the crabs could no longer control the urge, so I had to speedily run to the diner's restroom and throw up everything I had in my tummy. It was horrible.
"Hey girl, are you okay?" Julian called from the restroom door, and Bella came in, rubbing my back.
"How are you feeling, Amara?" Bella asked with concern apparent in her voice.
I couldn't answer as I was still puking bile from my guts.
By the time the nausea stopped, I felt weak all over, reminding me of the cold I had had a week ago. I was in bed all through the pre-graduation week, and I could not participate in any of the activities. Luckily, I recovered early enough to attend graduation.
"I will just go home, Bella, maybe my cold is back," I told her after I recovered a bit.
By the time I rinsed off, and we stepped out of the restroom, I saw the worry etched on Julian's face and the chagrin smile on Taylor's. I wondered why she was looking at me with weird eyes, but I ignored her. Julian ordered a cab, and we went home.
By the following morning, I was awake again, throwing up fiercely; it was like it wouldn't end. By this time, I knew I needed to see a doctor.
By the time I got to the hospital, I was weak all over and thought I was dying. This was obviously not the plan. I had just graduated at 24 after struggling to come out from the shadows of my past.
"So, doctor, what am I dying of?" I asked, staring at the middle-aged doctor.
"Ha-ha, young lady, you are so funny," he laughed, then continued, "You are not dying, but rather, congratulations are in order.
You are pregnant, and you will need to take good care of yourself from now on."
I could not stop myself. I screamed out, stunned, "Pregnant!"
It was as if a bell rang loudly in my head, pregnant? How, with whom? Where? When? And just like that, my mind flashed back to my one-night stand with the mysterious Ethan at the party weeks back.
I could not help myself, so I asked, "But doctor, how is this possible? The last time I used the 72-hour pill, did that not work to prevent pregnancy?"
"Oh, lady, yes, it does work, but sometimes your body might reject the pill, making it ineffective, especially if it was your first use, or you caught a cold using multiple antibiotics that counteract it."
"Besides, the primary function of the pill is to delay or prevent ovulation, so if ovulation has occurred already, it may be too late to prevent fertilization."
By the time I left the doctor's office, I didn't know where I was or how I would pursue my dreams.
A baby was the last thing right now. I never even thought I would ever have a child, judging from my horrible experience and financial challenges growing up.
Now, I am at this point, not knowing what else to do.
Just one night of recklessness has changed the trajectory of my plans, but I am Amara, and I go after my dreams regardless of setbacks and failures. I might be late, but I never lose.
I will never give up, and no man or mistake can derail me.
Ethan POV
I woke up feeling more rested than I had ever been in my life; I stayed still, my eyes closed, and my arm stretched across the other side of the bed, expecting warmth.
Expecting the soft weight of a woman whose name I barely knew but whose presence had burned itself into me, I turned to the side to reach her, but my hands met very cold sheets.
My eyes snapped open as my brain rushed out of the fog at the realization 'she left without saying goodbye'.
The sheets were rumpled, but cold; obviously, she had left really early. I sat up at once, my heart thudding harder than it should have.
The city below was already awake, too, moving on as if nothing unusual had happened the night before.
I called out just to be sure, "Amara," but only silence answered.
I sat up, the memory of the night hitting me all at once. Her laughter, her sharp, sexy eyes. The way she had looked at me, like she wasn't impressed by money or like she saw something underneath and didn't care enough to be afraid of it.
I checked the bathroom first to be sure, but it was empty, no steam on the mirror. No trace of her except a folded towel and the faint, soft, floral scent that proved that I had not imagined last night.
My chest tightened in a strange way. She hadn't even left a note.
I walked back into the bedroom, my eyes skimming through the whole room. Her shoes were gone, her dress missing, but a single hairpin lay abandoned on the dresser. I picked it up, turning it between my fingers.
Something about the pin felt important, like further proof that she had been real and not a dream I had built in my loneliness.
"Damn it," I muttered.
From what I have heard, women didn't leave like this, not from me, Ethan Cole. Not without a word, a number, a plan to meet again. That was the unspoken rule of my world.
And yet, she was gone.
I reached for my phone, hesitating only for a second before calling my head of security. "I need you to find someone," I said calmly, even as irritation bubbled in me. "A woman who left my penthouse early this morning. Check the cameras, get me her details."
"Yes, sir."
I hadn't expected her to stay forever; hell, it had been a one-night stand. That was the unspoken agreement. No promises or morning-after expectations.
So why did it feel like I'd lost something before I ever had the chance to name it?
I showered, dressed, and tried to shake it off. By the time I stepped into my office later that morning, I had buried the feeling under schedules, meetings, and decisions that affected billions of dollars.
That was my life, a structured routine, but every few minutes, my mind betrayed me.
I kept seeing her eyes, and by noon, I gave up pretending it meant nothing.
"Any update on my request?" I told my head of security, leaning back in my chair. "The woman from last night."
He raised a brow but didn't question me. "No feedback yet, we only have her side view, what's her name?"
"Amara," I admitted, irritation flaring. "She didn't give me her last name."
He paused. "That'll make it... difficult."
"I don't care," I said flatly. "Check the club. The cameras, their staff. Whatever it takes."
He nodded and left.
I told myself it was curiosity. I needed closure, but deep down, I knew that wasn't the truth. Something about her had unsettled me, like a loose thread I couldn't ignore.
The hours dragged on, but my phone stayed silent. By evening, my frustration was growing, and I was getting restless.
And then my phone rang.
I didn't recognize the number, but I answered. "Ethan Cole."
"Sir," my assistant said, her voice strained. "It's about your grandfather."
Everything else stopped.
"What about him?"
"He collapsed earlier today. It's serious. He's been transferred to a specialist hospital... overseas."
The words blurred together, my brain trying to catch up. "Overseas?"
"Yes. The doctors recommended immediate transport. Your parents are already enroute." My grip tightened on the phone. "Which hospital?"
She told me. I barely heard it. "I'll be on the next flight," I said and ended the call.
Just like that, the world shifted.
My grandfather has always been larger than life to me. The man who built an empire with grit and instinct. The man who taught me that wealth meant nothing if you didn't have something or someone worth protecting.
I arrived exhausted, hollowed out by worry.
The hospital smelled like antiseptic and quiet fear. Machines beeped softly as I stood by his bedside, looking at the man who had once seemed unbreakable.
Now he looked small. Fragile.
"Ethan," he murmured when he saw me, a faint smile tugging at his lips.
"I'm here," I said quickly, taking his hand. "You're going to be fine."
He chuckled weakly. "You always did lie beautifully." I swallowed then as fear of loss built up in me.
The weeks that followed blurred together. I spent every hour I could spare with him, rotating with my parents.
I put my life on hold without hesitation, I postponed some meetings and delegated tasks that I could not shift because nothing mattered more than being there.
Some days, he was lucid, sharp as ever. Other days, he drifted in and out, leaving me alone with memories and the steady drip of time running out.
One afternoon, as sunlight filtered through the curtains, he studied me for a long moment.
"You're restless," he said.
I frowned. "I'm fine."
He smiled knowingly. "You've never been good at hiding from me."
I exhaled slowly. "I met someone."
His eyes lit with interest. "Ah."
"It was... unexpected," I continued. "Brief but intense."
"And?" he prompted.
"I can't stop thinking about her," I admitted quietly.
He squeezed my hand with surprising strength. "Then don't run from it."
I looked at him. "It was just one night."
"So were some of the most important decisions of my life," he said gently. "Time doesn't define impact, Ethan, the heart does."
I stayed silent.
"Promise me something," he said after a moment.
"Anything."
"Don't live guarded," he said. "Love openly, live freely even if it scares you."
My throat tightened. "You always make it sound simple."
"It isn't always, but we make hard decisions so we can live simply," he said. A month later, he was gone.
The funeral was dignified, heavy with legacy and the pain of loss. People spoke of him in polished words and rehearsed reverence, but I heard his voice instead. His laughter, his sacrifice, and his love for family.
When it was over, when the crowds dispersed and the condolences faded, I found myself alone with grief and unfinished thoughts.
I returned to New York changed, sharper in some ways, softer in other respects.
Life resumed its relentless pace, but something in me had shifted.
My team had not been able to find Amara, and the time spent away from New York turned her trail cold. She had become the woman who disappeared before dawn.
I stepped onto the balcony of my penthouse, gazing at the stars as the night air cooled my skin.
"Where are you?" I murmured into the night, my voice rough with emotion that I had not earned the right to feel.
"My one-night wonder."