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He Chose Them, I Lost Everything

He Chose Them, I Lost Everything

Author: : Tang Doudou
Genre: Modern
My husband Dorian and I clawed our way out of the foster system together, building a software empire from scratch. He was my hero, the man who swore he' d always protect me. But he became obsessed with "saving" a manipulative single mother, draining our accounts and our marriage. I thought the baby I was secretly carrying could be the bridge to bring him back to me. Then, at my first prenatal appointment, her son attacked me. He rammed his head into my stomach, and a universe of pain exploded inside me as I collapsed, bleeding on the cold hospital floor. I begged Dorian for help. He looked from my pale face to the wailing child, and made his choice. "You need to get a grip," he said coldly, scooping the boy into his arms and walking away, leaving me to lose our child alone. He let our first baby die, and now our second. His love was a lie. So I sent him a final gift to remember me by-the divorce papers, and a small jar containing the body of the son he abandoned.

Chapter 1

My husband Dorian and I clawed our way out of the foster system together, building a software empire from scratch. He was my hero, the man who swore he' d always protect me.

But he became obsessed with "saving" a manipulative single mother, draining our accounts and our marriage. I thought the baby I was secretly carrying could be the bridge to bring him back to me.

Then, at my first prenatal appointment, her son attacked me. He rammed his head into my stomach, and a universe of pain exploded inside me as I collapsed, bleeding on the cold hospital floor.

I begged Dorian for help. He looked from my pale face to the wailing child, and made his choice.

"You need to get a grip," he said coldly, scooping the boy into his arms and walking away, leaving me to lose our child alone.

He let our first baby die, and now our second. His love was a lie.

So I sent him a final gift to remember me by-the divorce papers, and a small jar containing the body of the son he abandoned.

Chapter 1

Adeline Campos POV:

The call that blew up my life came at 3:17 PM on a Tuesday.

I was in the middle of a board meeting, presenting quarterly growth projections for our software company, when my phone buzzed on the polished mahogany table. A restricted number. I ignored it. It buzzed again, insistent.

"Excuse me for one moment," I said, my voice smooth and professional as I silenced the phone.

But then it rang again, and this time a text followed. Chicago PD. Urgent matter concerning your husband, Dorian Warner. Please call immediately.

A cold wave washed over me, so intense I had to grip the edge of the table to stay upright. The faces of the board members blurred into a watercolor smear. My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic, trapped bird.

Dorian.

My mind raced through a thousand terrifying scenarios. A car crash on the interstate. A sudden collapse. Something terrible had happened. Something had to have happened.

I don' t remember ending the meeting. I don' t remember the drive. My next clear memory is of the sterile, antiseptic smell of the police station, a smell that scraped at the inside of my nose and brought back memories I' d spent a lifetime trying to bury.

"I' m here about Dorian Warner," I told the officer at the front desk, my voice tight. "My name is Adeline Campos. I' m his wife."

The officer' s eyes held a flicker of something-pity, maybe? It made my stomach clench. He directed me down a hallway, to a small, crowded room.

And that' s when I saw him.

Dorian wasn' t in a holding cell. He wasn' t injured. He was standing in the middle of the room, his broad shoulders hunched, his arm wrapped protectively around a woman who was sobbing into his chest.

Brittny Quinn.

The waitress from the diner down the street. The single mother with the sad story Dorian had become obsessed with "saving" for the past six months.

The sight of them didn't just hurt. It was beyond that. It was a profound, soul-deep exhaustion. It was the feeling of running a marathon only to be told at the finish line that you have to run it all over again.

I had fought this battle for months. The late-night calls. The "emergency" loans he gave her from our joint account. The way he' d speak of her struggles, his voice thick with a misguided chivalry that was a slap in the face to me, the woman who had clawed her way out of the foster care system right alongside him.

I walked toward them, my heels clicking a sharp, angry rhythm on the linoleum floor.

Dorian looked up, his eyes widening when he saw me. He instinctively pulled Brittny closer, shielding her as if I were the threat.

"Addie," he started, his voice a low plea. "It' s not what it looks like."

I didn' t say a word. I just kept walking until I was standing right in front of him. I looked at his hand, resting on the small of Brittny' s back, a gesture of comfort and possession.

Then I swung.

The sound of my palm connecting with his cheek was like a gunshot in the quiet room. It was sharp, clean, and utterly satisfying.

"You son of a bitch," I hissed, the words tasting like poison. "A motel sting operation? Is that the new charity case you' re working on?"

He stared at me, his hand flying to his reddening cheek, shock warring with guilt in his eyes. The officers in the room froze. Brittny' s sobs hitched.

I raised my hand to slap him again, to wipe that look of pathetic confusion off his face.

But this time, Brittny moved.

She launched herself forward, stepping between us and taking the brunt of my second slap. It wasn't as forceful as the first, but it was enough to make her head snap to the side.

Her crying instantly escalated, turning into loud, theatrical wails.

"Why are you hitting him?" she shrieked, clutching her face. "He was just trying to help me!"

She turned to me, tears streaming down her perfectly made-up face. "You don' t even know what happened! You just come in here and start attacking people!"

I almost laughed. It was so perfectly, ridiculously Brittny. The damsel in perpetual distress.

"Get out of my way," I said, my voice dangerously low.

Dorian grabbed my arm, his grip tight. "Adeline, stop it! Just calm down and let me explain!"

He pushed me back, hard. I stumbled, my ankle twisting, and a sharp pain shot up my leg. I gasped, steadying myself against a wall. For a split second, I saw a flash of regret in his eyes, a flicker of the man I knew.

But it was gone as quickly as it appeared.

Brittny seized the moment, rushing to his side, her voice a pathetic whimper. "Dorian, I' m so sorry. I told you I shouldn' t have called you. I' ve caused you so much trouble. Your wife... she must hate me."

Her words were like fuel on a fire. I watched as Dorian' s expression hardened, the brief flicker of guilt replaced by a cold, protective mask.

"She doesn' t understand, Brittny. It' s not your fault," he said, his voice soothing. He looked at me, his eyes now filled with disappointment. "Adeline, your jealousy is out of control. Brittny' s ex was stalking her. He set this whole thing up to get her in trouble. I was just trying to get her out of a dangerous situation."

I had imagined a hundred different reasons for this call. A business deal gone wrong. A fender bender. I had even, in my darkest moments, imagined another woman. But I never, not in a million years, thought it would be her again.

The arguments, the sleepless nights, the feeling of being a stranger in my own marriage-it all came rushing back. Every time he defended her. Every time he made me feel like I was the crazy one.

"I' m tired of this," I said, the fight draining out of me, replaced by a chilling emptiness. "I am so, so tired."

He had promised me. After the last time, when I' d found receipts for a hotel room and packed my bags, he had cried. He had begged. He swore he would cut off all contact with her, that I was the only one.

And like a fool, I had believed him. That was a month ago.

The air in the room felt thick, suffocating me. His constant, suffocating need to be a savior for her was a weight I could no longer carry.

I looked at him, at the man I had loved since we were scared kids huddled together in a group home, and for the first time, I felt nothing but a profound sense of release.

"I' m done, Dorian." The words were barely a whisper, but they felt like the loudest sound in the world. "I' m letting you go."

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Chapter 2

Adeline Campos POV:

Dorian blinked, his brow furrowed in confusion. "What... what did you just say?" he asked, his voice strained.

I looked past him, at Brittny, who was watching me with a barely concealed smirk of triumph. It didn't even faze me anymore.

"I said, I' m letting you go," I repeated, my voice clear and steady now. The tremor was gone. "Go on. Be her knight in shining armor. Save her. It' s what you' ve always wanted."

I turned, my decision a solid, unshakeable weight in my gut. "Dorian, we' re done."

Then I added the words that made it real, the words that I had been too scared to say for months.

"I want a divorce."

The drive back from the station was a blur of silence and simmering rage. Not just my rage, but his. He had refused to accept it, following me out to my car, his face a mask of disbelief.

"We are not getting a divorce, Adeline," he' d said, yanking open the passenger door and sliding in before I could lock it.

Before I could protest, Brittny had quietly slipped into the back seat, an unwelcome shadow. Now, the space in my Mercedes felt contaminated, claustrophobic.

Dorian broke the silence, his voice tight with frustration. "Nothing happened between me and Brittny. I swear."

I kept my eyes fixed on the road, my knuckles white on the steering wheel.

"I was at the diner for a meeting, and she was crying," he continued, his tone pleading. "Her ex-boyfriend has been threatening her, saying he' d plant drugs in her apartment and call social services to take Cael away. He lured her to that motel, saying he wanted to talk. She got scared and called me. That' s it. The police were already there."

He was trying to make it sound noble. A heroic rescue. But all I heard was the same old story. Brittny was in trouble, and Dorian, my Dorian, had to be the one to save her.

As if on cue, a soft sob came from the back seat.

"I' m so sorry, Mrs. Warner," Brittny whimpered. "I never meant to come between you two. I would never try to steal your husband."

She paused, her voice taking on a new, saccharine tone. "But Dorian... he' s just so... good. He' s kind and protective. He reminds me of what a real man should be."

She let out a shaky sigh. "Sometimes I let myself dream... what it would be like if I wasn't a single mom with so much baggage. If I was free... I would fight for a man like him. I really would."

The air in the car thickened with her cloying perfume and even more cloying words. I felt a surge of nausea. Dorian was silent, and I knew, without even looking at him, that he was moved by her pathetic, transparent confession.

That was it.

I slammed on the brakes.

The car screeched to a halt in the middle of the street, throwing us all forward. In the rearview mirror, I saw Brittny' s eyes, wide with a flicker of fear before she composed her features back into a mask of tear-stained innocence. Dorian shot me a furious look.

I just laughed, a bitter, hollow sound.

I pressed the button to unlock the doors and rolled down the passenger-side windows. The cool evening air rushed in, but it couldn't clear the stench of betrayal.

"There," I said, my voice dripping with scorn. "I' m making it easy for you. You don' t have to sneak around anymore. Get out."

Dorian stared at me, his mouth agape. "Adeline, what are you doing?"

"I' m setting you free," I said, looking from his face to Brittny' s in the rearview mirror. "Go ahead. Fuck in a motel room. I promise I won' t have you reported this time."

The words were ugly, vile. I could feel them tearing at my own throat as I spoke them.

"Maybe you can even have a baby of your own," I added, the cruelty of the words a shield against the crushing pain in my chest. "A perfect little family."

The air was so thick with unspoken things I could barely breathe. Brittny' s face crumpled, her act finally cracking under the force of my raw, unfiltered contempt.

"You' re a horrible woman!" she shrieked, fumbling with the door handle. She scrambled out of the car, standing on the curb and glaring at me with pure hatred.

The moment her door slammed shut, Dorian turned on me.

"Are you happy now?" he snarled, his face contorted with anger. "You had to humiliate her like that? What is wrong with you, Adeline? She' s a victim in all of this!"

He made a move to get out of the car. "I have to make sure she' s okay. She has nowhere to go."

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Chapter 3

Adeline Campos POV:

"She' s been through enough without you being so goddamn cruel," Dorian spat, his hand on the door handle. "You owe her an apology."

My wrist throbbed where he had gripped it earlier. A dull, aching pain that radiated up my arm. But it was nothing compared to the cold ache that was spreading through my chest, freezing everything in its path.

In that moment, a switch flipped inside me. It wasn't loud or dramatic. It was a quiet, final click. The part of me that still hoped, that still made excuses for him, that still loved him with the desperate loyalty of a girl who had no one else in the world-it just went silent.

"Apologize?" I asked, my voice flat. I reached over, my movements precise and deliberate, and hit the button to release his seatbelt. "Get out of my car."

"Adeline, I' m not kidding," he said, his voice low and threatening.

"I said, get out." My voice didn' t rise. It didn' t need to. The cold finality in it was enough.

He stared at me, his eyes searching my face for the woman he knew, the woman who would have broken down by now, who would have cried and fought and eventually, always, forgiven him.

She wasn' t there anymore.

"Fine," he snarled, shoving the door open with such force it shuddered on its hinges. "You want to be this way? Fine. Don' t come crying to me when you' ve had time to think about what a bitch you' ve been."

He slammed the door shut.

I didn't flinch. I just watched in the side mirror as he ran to catch up with Brittny, who was standing on the corner, looking lost and pathetic. He put his arm around her, pulling her into a comforting embrace, his head bent toward hers as he murmured what I could only assume were words of solace.

My body felt like it was being torn in two. My hands were shaking so violently I could barely grip the steering wheel. I pressed the gas pedal, the engine roaring to life.

As I drove past them, Brittny looked up. Her tear-stained face was gone. In its place was a triumphant, mocking smile. She met my eyes in the rearview mirror, a silent, vicious declaration of victory.

The days that followed were a cold hell. We were in a state of undeclared war, living in the same house but not speaking, not looking at each other. The air was thick with resentment. Our friends, Dorian' s friends really, started showing up. A coordinated effort.

"Come on, Addie," Mark said, sitting on our sofa, a beer in his hand. "He' s just got a soft spot for a sob story. It' s not like he' s sleeping with her."

"You know how Dorian is," another one, Paul, added. "He sees a stray dog, he has to take it home. He sees a struggling single mom, he has to save her. It' s about his own past, you know? He couldn' t save himself or you back then, so he' s overcompensating."

His own past. Our past.

They didn' t know the half of it. They didn' t know what it was like to be eight years old, watching your parents' car get T-boned at an intersection, and then being thrown into the system. They didn' t know the gnawing hunger, the cold nights we spent huddled together on a park bench after running away from a foster home where the father' s hands wandered.

I remembered Dorian, just a boy of ten, wrapping his skinny arms around me, his voice fierce in the dark. "I' ll get us out of here, Addie. I swear. I' ll make you a home. A real one. I' ll make you my princess, and you' ll never have to be scared again."

And he did. We built our company from nothing, from a single brilliant idea coded in our cramped apartment. He built this house for me, filled it with light and warmth and everything we never had. He called me his "little princess," his voice full of a love so vast it felt like the only solid thing in the universe.

"He' s a man, Adeline," Mark' s wife, Sarah, said, her tone condescending. "All men get distracted sometimes. You can' t just throw away a marriage over something like this. Stop being so stubborn."

It was then that I realized. This wasn' t a friendly intervention. This was a message from Dorian. This was the olive branch he was offering, through them. He expected me to take it. To be the bigger person. To forgive and forget, just like all the other times.

Something inside me hardened. No. Not this time.

The final nail in the coffin of our marriage arrived via my best friend, Jaclyn. She sent me a screenshot of Brittny Quinn' s latest social media post.

It was a picture. A close-up of two small hands holding a crayon, drawing a stick-figure family on a piece of paper. A man, a woman, and a little boy. Underneath, Brittny had written: "My Cael drew our little family. My heart is so full. He finally has the father figure he deserves."

But it wasn' t the drawing that made my blood run cold. It was the man' s hand, resting on the edge of the paper, guiding the child' s.

I knew that hand better than my own.

And on the fourth finger was the simple, platinum wedding band I had placed there ten years ago.

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