For seven years, I sacrificed my career to be the invisible woman behind my rising star boyfriend, August.
But on our anniversary, I watched him on a livestream, openly flirting with his co-star, Alana, while the internet hailed them as the perfect couple.
His fans sent me death threats, calling me "forgettable" and "unworthy." When I begged him for help, he called me "needy" and told me I was "overreacting."
Yet, when Alana faced the same online hate, he held a press conference, fiercely defending her as a "vulnerable artist."
The man who dismissed my suffering was now a champion against injustice for another woman. I realized he wasn't incapable of empathy; he just chose not to direct it at me.
I wasn't just forgettable. I was a fool. So I packed my bags, blocked his number, and booked a one-way ticket out of his life, ready to finally stop being invisible.
Chapter 1
Bailey Glass POV:
"After seven years of sacrificing everything for August, watching him flirt with Alana on a livestream that was supposed to be our anniversary celebration punched a hole straight through my chest."
My reflection stared back at me from the dark TV screen. Seven years. That' s how long I' d been the invisible woman behind the rising star. Tonight, the TV was supposed to be showing our favorite rom-com, maybe with a glass of cheap celebratory wine. Instead, it was a portal to a world where I didn't exist.
August was late. Again. It was our anniversary. Not that he' d remember. Or care.
My phone buzzed. Not him. It was a notification from a entertainment blog. "Alana Edwards and August Carter: The Chemistry You Can't Ignore!" The headline screamed, mocking me. I tried to ignore it. I really did. But my thumb, almost against my will, tapped the link.
It opened to a live stream. Alana, all sparkling eyes and a dazzling smile, was perched on a plush sofa. And there was August, sitting way too close, laughing at something she'd said. The comments section exploded with heart emojis and calls for them to get together. "Alaugust forever!" someone typed. 'Alaugust.' The portmanteau stung.
A knot tightened in my stomach. This wasn't just a work event. This was their night. Her face, framed by expertly styled hair, leaned in. His hand, the same hand that had held mine through countless red carpets, was casually resting on the cushion right behind her. Too close. Everything was too close.
My own face felt hot, then cold. I scrolled through the comments, a masochistic ritual I couldn't stop. "Who's August's girlfriend again? Some graphic designer? So forgettable." "She's Hollywood's most forgettable girlfriend. Alana is the real deal!" The words were like tiny, sharp needles pricking at my skin. Forgettable. That was me.
They were talking about their show, about their "undeniable connection." Alana batted her eyelashes. August chuckled, a deep, resonant sound that once belonged only to me. My anniversary. He was supposed to be here. With me.
Then Alana' s phone rang. It was probably her manager, or some other industry bigwig. But August, who usually ignored his own phone during "important" moments, leaned over and answered it for her, putting it on speaker.
"August, sweetie, you're the best!" she cooed into the phone. Not even "Alana, this is your phone." No, it was "August, sweetie." My blood ran cold.
Their conversation was sickeningly sweet, full of inside jokes and veiled compliments. He was so attentive. So present. Everything he wasn't with me anymore.
I remembered the early days. Seven years ago. We were starving artists in a tiny apartment. He was just another aspiring actor, and I was a graphic designer with big dreams. I' d given up my own career, poured every spare cent into his acting classes, his headshots, his rent. Every rejection he faced, I faced with him. Every small victory, we celebrated together. I was the silent partner, the steady hand, the one who believed in him when no one else did.
And now? I was "forgettable." He was famous. And he was flirting with Alana, while I sat alone, watching my life unravel on a screen. The realization hit me like a physical blow. He didn't just take me for granted. He didn't even see me anymore.
The screen glitched, then froze on Alana flashing a playful smile at August, who was beaming back. That was it. The last thread snapped. I wasn't just disposable. I was invisible.
A fierce resolve hardened inside me. Enough. I was done.
Two days later, August finally stumbled through the door. He smelled faintly of airport and something sweet – Alana' s perfume, maybe? He tossed his keys onto the counter with a sigh.
"Rough flight?" I asked, my voice flat, almost unrecognizable.
He barely glanced at me. "Yeah, long press junket. Why are you still up?" His tone was edged with irritation. "You know how exhausted I get after these things."
The anger, cold and sharp, ignited in my chest. "It's our anniversary, August."
He paused, a beat too long. "Oh. Right." He rubbed his forehead. "Look, Bailey, not tonight. I'm wiped. Can we just... not make a big deal out of it?"
"A big deal?" My voice rose, despite my efforts to keep it level. "You were just on a live stream, practically proposing to Alana Edwards, while I was sitting here, waiting for you."
His eyes narrowed. "Don't be ridiculous. That was work. It's called chemistry, Bailey. It's part of the job. You' re being needy."
Needy. That word, again. It always came back to that. "Needy? I've given you seven years of my life! I put my career on hold for your dreams. I've endured your 'method acting' excuses for emotional neglect. I've watched you prioritize everyone and everything over me, and when I finally ask for some basic respect, I'm 'needy'?" My voice was shaking now. "And what about the online harassment? Your fans call me names, day in and day out, and you do nothing. You actually scolded me for bringing it up once!"
He scoffed. "You exaggerate everything. It's the internet, Bailey. People say things. You shouldn't take it so seriously." He ran a hand through his hair, agitated. "And you know what? You make everything so hard. Always complaining. Can't you just be supportive?"
Supportive. The word tasted like ash in my mouth. How many times had I heard that? I remembered flying out to one of his sets, a surprise visit, hoping to lift his spirits after a particularly grueling night shoot. I' d made him his favorite homemade cookies, carefully packed in a tin.
When I arrived, he was in a scene, yelling at a co-star. The director called "Cut!" and he stormed off, still in character. I shyly approached him, tin in hand. He looked at the cookies, then at me, a flicker of annoyance in his eyes.
"What are you doing here?" he snapped. "You know I have a big emotional scene coming up. This is incredibly distracting."
The director, sensing the tension, had asked me to leave. August, still seething, followed me out. "Now everyone's looking at me," he hissed, his voice low and dangerous. "Are you trying to sabotage me?" Then, with a sudden, furious gesture, he snatched the tin of cookies from my hand and flung it against a nearby wall. It shattered, crumbs and broken pieces scattering everywhere. "My method acting, Bailey! You don' t understand! You never understand!"
The memory was still raw. And now, he was calling me needy.
"I'm done, August," I said, my voice quiet but firm. "I'm done with this. With you. We're over."
He stopped, his face contorting in a mixture of disbelief and anger. "Over? Don't be dramatic, Bailey. You always do this." He stalked towards me, his hand reaching out. "You're just upset. Come here." He tried to pull me into a hug, a familiar move to smooth things over.
But not this time. I stiffened, pulling away. My mind raced. This wasn't love. It was habit. It was control. And it was definitely, irrevocably broken.
"I saw the livestream, August," I said, my voice steady, betraying none of the tremor in my hands. "I saw how you looked at Alana. How you indulged her. You call that 'work'? You think I'm blind?"
He let out a frustrated sigh. "It's acting, Bailey! That's what I do! You're being paranoid. You always overthink things."
"Paranoid?" I asked, a bitter laugh escaping my lips. "Or maybe I just don't want a partner who can't tell the difference between 'acting' and emotional infidelity. Do you love her, August?"
His eyes flashed. He looked away, then back at me, a flicker of something I couldn't quite decipher in his gaze. "Of course not. Don't be absurd."
"Then why did you look at her like that?" I pressed, my heart aching. "Why couldn't you bother to be here for our anniversary? Because you were too busy playing the devoted co-star to a woman who is actively trying to take my place."
He opened his mouth to argue, but I cut him off. "No, August. Just stop. I'm done. I'm really, truly done." The words felt heavy, but also liberating.
Bailey Glass POV:
"No, August. Just stop. I'm done. I'm really, truly done." Saying the words out loud, finally, felt like exhaling after holding my breath for seven years.
August stared at me, his jaw clenched, but he didn't argue further. That was his way. Avoidance. Conflict was for me to initiate, him to deflect. He' d learned that trick early in our relationship. A quick apology, a vague promise to do better, and then back to ignoring the problem until it festered again. But not this time. My resolve was a cold, hard stone in my chest.
I knew this dance. I' d danced it a hundred times before. Every hurt, every slight, every broken promise was cataloged in my mind, a silent ledger of pain. I didn' t want to add another entry.
The next morning, I signed the papers. Not divorce papers, but the transfer of my graphic design business. For seven years, it had been a side hustle, a way to keep my skills sharp while August chased his dream. Now, it was a painful reminder of what I'd put on hold. Selling it meant letting go of a piece of myself. The thought burned.
"I'm leaving, August," I told him later, packing a small suitcase. He was scrolling through his phone, barely looking up.
"Leaving? To where? Your mom's?" he mumbled, still absorbed in his screen.
My mom. The irony wasn' t lost on me. I remembered moving to LA with him, so excited, so full of hope. He' d promised me the world, promised we' d build our dreams together.
"You don' t have to work, Bailey," he' d said, pulling me into a tight hug after I quit my stable design job in Portland. "I' ll take care of everything. Just support me, be my muse."
We lived on ramen and dreams for two years. There was a time when he truly appreciated my sacrifices. The time he almost died.
He' d been filming a low-budget indie movie, a gritty drama in the desert. One night, a prop malfunctioned, and he suffered a severe head injury. I rushed to the hospital, terrified. He looked so pale, so fragile, hooked up to machines. When he finally woke up, he grabbed my hand, his eyes filled with tears.
"Bailey," he rasped, "I don't know what I'd do without you. You're my anchor. My everything." He swore then, if he ever made it big, I' d be right there beside him, sharing in his success. We nearly lost everything that night. He promised to cherish me.
But success changed him. The small gestures, the whispered reassurances, faded. Slowly, subtly, they were replaced by a growing chasm between us. My anxiety, a shadow that had always lurked in my periphery, began to consume me. It stemmed from an unstable childhood, where my father died young, and my mother abandoned me repeatedly for new relationships. I craved stability, crave security. August' s unpredictable world, and his even more unpredictable affections, chipped away at my fragile peace.
I hated myself for it, but I became clingy, suspicious. Especially when his roles became more intimate.
"It's just acting, Bailey," he'd say, after a particularly steamy scene with a beautiful co-star. "It's not real."
But what about the way he'd laugh, a little too easily, with her during rehearsals? What about the late-night calls, the "creative discussions" that seemed to extend well past what was professional? I tried to push it down, to believe him. But the fear gnawed at me.
One day, I went to visit him on set. He was doing a "chemistry read" with a new actress. They were simulating a passionate kiss. It was supposed to be a short, innocent peck. But it lingered. His hand cradled her face. Her fingers tangled in his hair. They melted into each other, the line between acting and reality blurring before my eyes.
My stomach churned. I felt a cold wave of nausea. I wanted to scream, to run. But I stood frozen, watching, a silent observer in my own nightmare. Later, I scolded myself. It's just work. Don't be crazy. Don't be that girlfriend. But the image was seared into my mind.
My insecurity grew, festering. I started checking his phone, something I swore I'd never do. One night, I was caught.
He exploded. "What the hell, Bailey? Don't you trust me? This is a complete violation of my privacy!"
I stood there, tears streaming down my face, unable to defend myself. All I could think was, If you had nothing to hide, why are you so angry?
"Do you have nothing better to do than snoop through my phone?" he yelled, his voice laced with contempt. "Get a life, Bailey! Get your own ambitions back!"
The words hit me like a barrage of stones. He was right. I had nothing. I had given it all to him. But it was his suggestion. He had encouraged me to quit, to focus on him. "I'll support you!" he'd declared, years ago, his words a hollow echo now.
Two years ago, I decided to take back some control. I opened a small floral design studio near our apartment. It was modest, but it was mine. It gave me a purpose beyond August, beyond the endless cycle of waiting and worrying. I buried myself in flowers, in orders, in the delicate artistry of petals and stems. It was a distraction, a way to keep my mind from spiraling into the dark corners of suspicion.
But even then, the thoughts lingered. Is he with someone else right now? Is he laughing with another woman? Is he telling her all the things he used to tell me? The anxiety was a persistent hum beneath the surface of my new, seemingly independent life.
Bailey Glass POV:
"Is he with someone else right now? Is he laughing with another woman? Is he telling her all the things he used to tell me?" The questions still echoed in my mind, even as I rode the bus, ostensibly leaving it all behind.
I stared out the window, watching the city blur by. The gentle rumble of the bus was strangely soothing. A couple of women, sitting a few rows ahead, were deep in conversation. Their voices, though low, carried through the quiet hum of the engine.
"Did you see August Carter's latest interview?" one whispered, her voice conspiratorial.
My stomach clenched. I knew. I knew I shouldn't listen, but I couldn't help it.
"Oh my god, yes!" the other replied, practically gushing. "He and Alana? They're totally dating, right? The way they look at each other..."
"Totally! I mean, who was his girlfriend before? Some graphic designer, right? Bailey something? She was so bland."
"Yeah, practically invisible. No wonder August moved on. Alana's a superstar! They're so much better suited."
My reflection in the bus window seemed duller, paler. Invisible. Bland. The words carved themselves into my skin. I instinctively reached up, touching my cheek. Was I really that forgettable?
A memory flashed, sharp and painful. The early days of August' s career, when he was just starting to get noticed. He refused to go public with our relationship.
"It's better for my career, Bailey," he'd pleaded, his eyes earnest. "Directors want to cast me as the hot, available bachelor. A girlfriend would ruin that image."
I' d reluctantly agreed, though it hurt. It meant attending events separately, hiding our affection, pretending we were just friends around his industry contacts. The unspoken rule was: my existence was a secret.
This led to awkward, painful encounters. At a wrap party for one of his first big projects, a rising starlet openly flirted with him, completely unaware he was taken. He let her. He even laughed at her jokes, his arm around her in a photo op. I stood across the room, watching, my heart a lead weight.
Later that night, I confronted him, tears streaming down my face. "How could you? She was practically hanging all over you! Everyone thinks you're single!"
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Don't be so dramatic, Bailey. It's Hollywood. It's how things are done. I told you, it's for my career." He called me "unreasonable."
I stood my ground. "No, August. This isn't just 'how things are done.' This is disrespectful. It makes me feel like I don't matter."
He eventually relented. A week later, he posted a single blurry photo of us on his Instagram, a caption that simply read, "My girl." It was a victory, I thought then. A small one, but a victory nonetheless.
But the relief was short-lived. His fans, or rather, their fans-the ones who shipped him with his female co-stars-exploded. My comment section became a war zone.
"Who is this random girl?" "August deserves better!" "She's trying to ride his coattails!"
Then came the fan accounts, fueled by Alana Edwards, who was already a social media darling. They created elaborate fanfictions, painting August and Alana as star-crossed lovers, destined to be together. In their narratives, I was the villain, the clingy, undeserving girlfriend holding August back.
One post, in particular, stuck with me. A fan wrote a sprawling, dramatic essay about how August was "too loyal for his own good," trapped in a relationship he didn't truly want, simply out of a sense of obligation to me. He's only with her because he feels sorry for her, the post implied. He' s too much of a gentleman to break her heart.
The worst part? Alana, seemingly innocently, would often engage with these fan posts. A cryptic "like" here, a "thank you for your support!" there. She played the part of the sweet, vulnerable artist to perfection.
One night, after August had finally posted that photo, Alana messaged me directly. It was late, past midnight.
"Hey Bailey! So glad August finally made things official. The fans were getting a little wild, haha. Just wanted to say, I'm always here if you need a friend!" It was accompanied by a string of heart emojis.
I stared at the message, a cold dread creeping through me. A friend? It felt less like an olive branch and more like a warning shot. I didn't know her, not really. We' d hardly ever spoken. This sudden overture felt... calculated.
When I showed August, he brushed it off. "See? She's so sweet. Just trying to be supportive."
"Supportive?" I asked, my voice rising. "Or is she trying to stake her claim? She's not as 'innocent' as you think, August."
He sighed, exasperated. "You always think the worst of people. She's just being kind. You're just... sensitive." He squeezed my shoulder dismissively. "You' re not like those other girls, all competitive and fake. That' s why I love you."
"Am I 'simple', August?" I asked, my voice tight. "Is that what you mean?"
He gave a soft, patronizing laugh. "No, no, baby. Just... less complicated. And that's a good thing! Anyway, I' m exhausted. Let' s not talk about this anymore."
I watched him walk away, feeling a chill. He loved me because I was "less complicated"? Less of a threat? And Alana, who was exactly my age, was so "sweet" and "innocent." It was another brick in the wall of my growing disillusionment.