The blizzard howled, tearing through my truck, through my bones. My leg, shattered by Ethan's enforcers, throbbed, a familiar pain mirroring the betrayal in my heart.
My phone screen flickered, a cruel final joke, announcing Ethan had just won "Family Values Politician of the Year."
The photo showed him beaming, his arm around Brittany, and a little boy, their adopted son, wearing my Daisy' s bracelet. The one I' d made for her before Ethan sold her to child traffickers.
My life, this wretched string of Ethan' s deceits, flashed before my eyes. I' d sold off my family' s historic ranch, acre by precious acre, to fund his political ambitions, only to be branded "uncivilized" for the calloused hands that built our legacy.
He' d given my only insulated coat to Brittany, called me hysterical for a post-birth hemorrhage while giving my life-saving medicine to Brittany for a "migraine."
Then, the county fair. To pay off a campaign scandal, he' d arranged for Daisy to get "lost," selling our daughter.
When his deal went sour, he' d used me as a shield, promising to tell me where she was if I protected him. I fought like a cornered animal, and they broke my leg. He never told me.
Dying in this snow, watching the man who destroyed everything receive an award, with my daughter' s bracelet on another child' s wrist?
The injustice was a suffocating shroud. Why did he hate me so much? How could he be so cruel? What kind of monster sells his own child?
Then, darkness. And a gasp. I jolted awake, not in a blizzard, but in Brittany' s lavish home, pregnant. Pregnant with Daisy. This time, things would be different.
The blizzard came without warning.
My truck had skidded off the remote Montana road hours ago, the engine dead, the cold seeping through the metal.
My leg, the one Ethan' s enforcers had shattered, throbbed with a deep, familiar ache.
I was dying. I knew it.
My phone screen glowed, a final, cruel joke. It was a news alert. Ethan had just won the "Family Values Politician of the Year" award.
The photo showed him beaming, his arm around Brittany. Beside them stood a little boy, their adopted son.
On the boy's wrist was a silver bracelet. A unique, handcrafted piece with a tiny horse charm.
My Daisy' s bracelet.
The one I made for her before Ethan sold her.
My life flashed before my eyes, a reel of betrayals.
I saw myself, a rodeo champion, selling off my family's historic ranch, acre by precious acre, to fund his political dreams. He promised a better life, a "respectable" life.
But he always hated my past. He called me "uncivilized." He was ashamed of my calloused hands, the hands that had won trophies and worked this land for generations.
I saw myself pregnant with Daisy, shivering in the winter. Ethan had taken my only insulated coat and given it to Brittany.
"She's too delicate for this cold, Sarah," he' d said.
I saw the blood, so much blood, after Daisy was born. A post-childbirth hemorrhage. My father had left a rare, life-saving medication in the ranch's emergency kit. Ethan gave it to Brittany. For a "migraine."
The worst memory clawed its way to the surface. The county fair. The crowd. Ethan needed money to cover a campaign scandal, to run away with Brittany. He arranged for Daisy to get "lost." He sold our daughter to a child trafficking ring.
When his deal went bad and the ring's enforcers came for him, he used me as a shield.
"Protect me," he' d begged, "and I'll tell you where she is."
I fought. I fought like a cornered animal, and they broke my leg for it. He never told me.
The cold was winning now. My last breath frosted in the air. I watched the news report of my husband, the award-winning family man, and the boy wearing my daughter's silver bracelet.
Then, darkness.
I jolted awake with a gasp.
The air was warm, thick with the scent of expensive perfume and champagne. Laughter and polite chatter filled the room.
I was standing in Brittany's lavish home, a glass of water in my hand. My hand instinctively went to my stomach. It was round and firm.
I was pregnant. Pregnant with Daisy.
Ethan was beside me, his voice a low, insistent hiss in my ear.
"Brittany wants to take some donors on a scenic horseback ride. There's a fallen tree blocking the trail up on the ridge. Go clear it."
My blood ran cold. This was the day. The day I' d overexerted myself trying to move that tree, the day I almost lost Daisy in my previous life.
I looked at him, truly looked at him, and saw the casual cruelty in his eyes.
"I'm pregnant, Ethan."
He waved a dismissive hand.
"You're a tough ranch girl, Sarah. A little work won't hurt you."
Brittany glided over, her face a mask of fake concern.
"Oh, Ethan, don't be so harsh. Maybe she isn't feeling well."
Her feigned sympathy only made Ethan more annoyed with me. He scowled.
"See? Now you're making a scene. Just go do it."
I looked from his angry face to her smug one. I remembered the blizzard, the pain, my lost child.
A fire I thought had died long ago ignited in my gut.
No. Not again.