Going Away

That moment when you feel like nothing is going right, when you want to give up without really wanting to give up.

How can someone you thought you were close to change overnight to the point where you feel like you've been complete strangers for all the time you've lived together, was it an illusion? In reality, maybe we never were after all.

How can we accept that we have to leave and start all over again, even though we were sure we were in the right place? Will we have enough strength to get back up? We don't know, but we always have this little hope somewhere inside us that whispers to us every time: "hold on, go on".

Love, this little word that everyone is looking for, this feeling that everyone wants to feel for someone and receive in return, this feeling that takes hold of us when we least expect it and that wears on us when we expect it most, ah what a paradox this life.

Nabilla Kate is now twenty-eight years old, she has a Cameroonian mother and an American father, she married a few years ago with this man who became for her her worst nightmare, this man she loved from the first glance, and cherished in her heart during all this time.

With Gian they spent beautiful moments that today are only distant memories for her, placed at the door of this big house that is hers and that she has been abandoned by her husband for weeks already, she reflects on her life before, on her first lover Carlos that she had to leave for Gian because she found Carlos too much in love and too clingy for her, so she wanted Gian, the handsome guy brought back to the United States years before by her mother.

She wanted him at all costs.

Ah women always complain, when they are less loved they complain of lack of love and inattention, and when they are more loved they always complain of being invaded, how to understand them?

Currently Nabilla is lost and does not know who to confide in, she has not seen her grandmother and her mother for months, she really misses them, she would like to confide in one of them, but could she tell everything without being proposed to ask for a divorce? She doesn't even want to think about it.

Gian was the one, the prototype of the boy she wanted in her life, young, handsome, intelligent and virile, the one who made her visit the whole world at his side, loving and cherishing her, this is the life she always dreamed of having with him, and today she has visited all the countries she always dreamed of visiting, eating all the dishes she always wanted to eat, but where is she today? Where is Gian? The one who promised her love and fidelity until the end of her days, today she finds herself alone, it's been three weeks since Gian left the house, she doesn't even know where he is and his phone line is unavailable, the only thing she knows is that he left for work and since then there's been no follow-up.

Nabilla is always there in front of the door to think, she asked her driver Noah to pack everything, she wants to go away from there, she is tired of waking up alone in his bed in the morning and going back to bed alone at night every time, she can't stand it anymore.

A few minutes later, her driver comes to warn her that everything is ready and that they can finally leave.

<< you know what Noah? I think I changed my mind I will not leave anymore, I prefer to stay here waiting for Gian's return we will discuss it, maybe he has surely a problem I will wait for him when he comes back we will discuss it, I can't leave him alone, he needs me for sure and moreover I love him so much, I can't bear to live without him, let's bring my stuff inside I will wait for him. >> Said Nabilla trying to look normal as best she could in front of her driver.

This is the fifth time that Noah has been treated like this by Nabilla, five times she decides to leave and then comes back, Noah spends his time these last days loading his things in the vehicle and unloading them and it becomes relieving and annoying for him, each time Gian leaves and makes one or two weeks without news and always comes back, this for a year already.

This time he made up to three and he did not call her only once to know how she is doing or to tell her if he is okay, Nabilla is bored at home and her best friends Andrea and Roxane are no longer in the same city as her for months already.

Roxane is her friend since almost two years, they met in France when she was there for a stay and by coincidence they saw each other again in the United States and became very close, so she introduced Roxane to Andrea and since they were both from the same profession they quickly became friends too, so they are friends all three.

Mr. Kate, Nabilla's father, is a businessman who is feared for his love for work well done, as well as his discipline, this business he forged with his mother, he raised his daughter with his mother, he took Nabilla in Cameroon from her mother when she was only eight years old, not by force but because Nabilla reminded her mother a lot of her past mistake and also she asked for her father a lot each time, but despite everything she (her mother) loved him a lot.

Nabilla's mother has a company based in Cameroon, the two (her parents) met twenty eight years ago at a conference in South Africa, Mr. Kate fell on the charm of this beautiful woman who was the mother of Nabilla, a young dynamic and intelligent woman with a face of angel and a body of dream, Mister Kate saw herself biting her lips and kissing her body, this woman was the one he wanted, and that he always dreamed of having, at that time she was an assistant in one of the big companies of his country, Cameroon, the one of his father who was a business partner of Kate.

After the conference that day Kate searched every corner of the room to find this little pearl that was likely to slip through his fingers, at that time he was thirty-three years old and Leandra was twenty-six years old, he finally found her and Leandra had also been targeted by the arrow of love.

When he joined her that day in the lobby of the hotel, she did not hesitate for a moment to let herself go with him the same night of the conference, it was a manly and very handsome, the kind of man who always made her dream, but in reality that night what had happened should never happen.

After spending the night with Bill in that hotel room, she remembered that little voice that kept reminding her at every kiss with Bill that night that she was now engaged to another man and that she had come to that conference with him, and even worse, they were both on a date that same night and she was there having a good time with this man she had only known a few hours before.

When she woke up that morning she realized that the man next to her was not her fiancé and the flashback of the evening came back to her, she was with her colleagues having a drink in the lobby of the hotel where she had done the conference when this gentleman came to compliment her on her presentation, he was very loving and gentle with her and they raised a toast, he was very attractive and they started to talk until his colleagues left, leaving her there with bill.

Among her colleagues there was one who had always coveted her fiancé Ben and had been content to take a few pictures of Bill and Leandra, the last straw was when she followed Bill to ask Leandra to accompany him, he would like to show her other rooms of the hotel because it was his hotel and Leandra had been told: with pleasure, then when they walked both for the visit, they were filmed unconsciously by the girl, the last room which bill and leandra had to visit was that of bill but Léandra did not know it, then as soon as they entered there bill closed the door awkwardly, He got very close to Leandra and this closeness didn't bother Leandra very much, she didn't dare to make any embarrassing remarks, so Bill gently took hold of her lips but at one point Leandra pushed him away and told him that she shouldn't do that, and that she shouldn't even be there with him.

Meanwhile the other girl was standing right at the door trying to listen to what was being said in the room but unfortunately she couldn't listen to anything so she smiled and thought that the pictures would do.

This colleague's name was Carla, and with the pictures she was able to go to Ben's house and show him everything until Leandra entered the suite smiling with Bill.

Ben feels angry at the same time and very sad, he does not understand how she could do this to him, this relationship with Leandra lasted for years, it is his childhood love and today she abandons him for the first one who comes, just because he is a business partner of his father, rich and American, years of love gone, while he was sad Carla had taken care to bring him a glass of whiskey or she had put drugs, Ben had taken the glass and swallowed it in one gulp, after drinking several other glasses, Ben felt fierce and powerful, Carla was just sitting next to him and smiled at him so he thought that if Leandra had cheated on him with Bill what was stopping him from doing the same with Carla, already that Leandra does not like Carla very much, So he tore off Carla's clothes and made love to her like never before. Carla moaned like a pro and the noise was heard throughout the suite where he was staying and during this time, Leandra was also having a good time with Bill on his bed.

This morning, after realizing her crime, Leandra wanted to run away without Bill's knowledge. Bill's bodyguards, who had not been there the day before, were in front of the door and prevented her from leaving because he was afraid that she was a thief and she was forced to stay there until Bill woke up.

Leandra went to the suite she occupied with Ben, hoping that he would still be there waiting for her, but unfortunately for her he was no longer there and on the table was an envelope.

She opened it and saw her photos with Bill Kate, she understood that someone had double-crossed her and she knew immediately who it was, she always knew that Carla envied her and now she just gave her a good reason to take her man.

Bill had tried to hold on to Leandra when she woke up and had even promised to fly her back to her country on his private jet but she was too envious of him, she regretted everything that had happened with him, she blamed him for everything and when she landed at the airport in Yaoundé she went quickly to Ben's house and found her lying on the couch with Carla in her arms, Leandra understood that she had just lost the man of her life because of a game of sex.

When she saw Ben and Carla, she couldn't even say a word. She left the room and Ben didn't even follow her, even though he had seen her go in. She couldn't admit to her parents that she had lost Ben because her parents loved this boy.

A few days later, she went to see Ben and begged him not to talk about the cause of their breakup to his parents and they agreed to say together that they realized that they did not love each other anymore and that it was not worth continuing to hide from each other, both said it against their hearts but despite all the love that Ben had for her he did not want to hear about her anymore, She had betrayed him and broken his heart into a thousand pieces, in her he had put all his hopes and his love, now he does not know why he is in a relationship with Carla, she had made advances before he had refused under the pretext that he loved Leandra very much, but where was this love that was crazy between these two?

Léandra swore by the name of Ben and Ben too, this love was envied by all in the company and now that in one night everything had flown away as if nothing had ever existed between them.

Several weeks had passed since this incident and Ben had married Carla, which had totally destroyed Leandra, she kept in her this small glimmer of hope that he will realize that Carla was not made for him and that she was the woman of his life despite his mistake, and with this marriage she had understood that she had lost everything.

To get rid of this evil that was eating away at her, Leandra had to drown herself in work, and every time she came across Carla at the company, she would brandish her ring in her eyes and this reminded Leandra that this ring was supposed to be hers, but every time she held back so as not to jump on her and tear her eyes out.

Since Léandra had slept with Bill, she had never seen her again, even if he had given her his personal number, she had never called him.

Bill on the other hand was just waiting for her call, he had had girlfriends and girlfriends before and he could have any one he wanted but the only one who really made his heart beat didn't want him and worse still she was too envious to dare to call him to talk to her, and yet he sincerely loved her and wanted her by his side.

Later, about two months later, Leandra realized that she had not had her period, she wondered, she knew that she had not had sex with Ben for a long time and the only person she had slept with last time was Bill, she was screwed, she had just become pregnant by a stranger, Her mother had to get it over with, she was pregnant without being married, she didn't want to think about it, she hoped that the lack of periods was due to the stress she had been under for the last two months, she didn't believe it until she took the pregnancy test and saw two lines on the strip, it was positive.

She was lost in her room and was holding the pregnancy test in her hands when the door opened on her parents, Her mother had seen the test in her hands and pulled it out and saw the two lines on it, so she kept it and her husband did not see it, probably very busy looking at other corners of his daughter's room.

Her father told her that Bill was downstairs in the living room waiting for her, and when she heard the name, Léandra jumped, and her mother saw her reaction, she knew that there was something wrong with her daughter.

When her parents became aware of Bill's presence in their home, they wondered what he was doing there. Between the two of them, they only saw each other at the office to talk about business, and they were surprised when he told them that he intended to see their daughter.

A few minutes later Leandra came down the stairs in a rage and once near Bill, she applied a nice pair of slaps telling him that he had ruined his life and destroy his projects, she told him a whole bunch of rude words, these words must have deeply hurt Bill, he would have given everything so that she could feel the same feelings for him but alas, when he left the United States he hoped she would be happy to see him, she had really missed.

Bill may have had too much money, but he couldn't buy Leandra's love. He made himself very small and arrived at their home without a motorcade or bodyguards, and Leandra's father had a hard time noticing this because he rarely dealt directly with his business partners, One of his most powerful business partners was there in front of him and was coming to get his daughter, he was already imagining the business he would do if his daughter ever met this guy, but it was a big surprise to see his daughter slap him in the face and he didn't dare to retaliate, thinking that love makes the strong weak.

Bill stood there as if hypnotized in the middle of the living room looking at Leandra without saying a word, then he turned around and headed for the exit. Leandra's mother was still holding the famous pregnancy test in her hands, and Leandra turned around and took the test in her hands, ran after Bill and threw it in his face.

Even though it almost hurt his face, Bill picked up the test and saw the two features on it, he understood the nervousness of Leandra and his rude words, Leandra who expected perhaps a reaction of anger saw himself hugged tightly by Bill's arms, he said in his ears: "I am the happiest man in the world, even if our feelings are not reciprocal and you want me for this beautiful mistake, know that you are the most beautiful thing that happened to me in my life since these days, and this child will be the apple of my eye if ever it is really me I promise you. With these words, he placed another card in his hands containing his personal number and left.

When Bill left, Leandra's parents came to live, and at the same time he could have been Bill Kate's son-in-law if his daughter had ever wanted him, he had no intention of forcing his daughter to marry this man if she didn't love him.

Bill had returned to America very happy and had even organized a feast to announce to his family that he would be a father very soon, his mother wanted so much to meet leandra but Bill was obliged to tell her everything that had happened and also the fact that leandra did not feel the same way as him, she finally understood.

Ben and Carla lived their lives quietly and Carla realized two months later that she was pregnant. She told Ben and he was very happy, and he was even happier when she told him later that she was expecting a boy.

Leandra lived with her family and didn't think about anything else except the birth of her future child. At home, she had everything she wanted without exaggerating too much, Bill and his mother had come to see her more than once and Leandra had even surprised herself by enjoying the company of Mrs. Kate, Bill's mother.

At eight months pregnant, Carla was feeling increasingly tired, and one day when she was lying on a couch in their living room, and Ben was in the bedroom putting things in a bag, the contractions started and Ben rushed her to the hospital.

Eight hours after her admission to the hospital, she gave birth to a beautiful, hairy, chubby baby boy.

Ben's joy was overflowing and together with Carla they decided to name him Gian.

Leandra was already living her pregnancy well but sometimes she bitterly regretted her evening with Bill in that hotel. Every time she thought about it, she shed tears, if she had never made that mistake, maybe this child she is carrying today will be that of the man she had loved so much before and that she continued to love.

She had not heard from Ben after she discovered her pregnancy until she gave birth in the U.S. a few weeks after the birth of Gian to a beautiful baby girl she called Nabilla, Nabilla Kate, after living in the U.S. for a year with her daughter and her father, she decided to return to the country with her daughter to build her own business and settle there.

Months earlier, in order for the engagement to be broken off between Ben and Leandra, Ben had made her promise that she owed him something in return but that he could not say it now and that he would decide what he wanted later.

So when Ben saw Nabilla for the first time taking her first steps and playing in the vast backyard of the Leandra's home, he decided that she would be the wife of his son Gian, he said to himself that this beautiful little princess could have been his daughter, but fate had decided otherwise, and seeing that the link that should unite him to Leandra had been broken, he said to himself why not renew this link by marrying their child years later.

Leandra was reluctant at first, but Ben let her know that she had to honor her promise.

Leandra had no choice, and she couldn't tell Bill that she had made a deal with her ex-fiancé years before so that he could keep the fact that she had cheated on him a secret, nor could she tell him that she had sealed her little girl's fate a few years after her birth.

And so the years passed and the two children grew up quickly, surrounded by the love of their parents.

When Nabilla was eight years old, Bill took his daughter with him to the United States in the hope that Leandra would agree to follow them so that they could form a real family, but she always refused, because she felt that she was not in love enough with Bill to marry him and spend the rest of her life with him.

For eight years, Bill hoped that she would realize how much he loved her and wanted her by his side, but no, in all those years, Leandra never made up her mind, despite two consecutive marriage proposals from Bill, she said no.

It was amazing, Bill despite the fact that he was very wealthy, handsome, stylish, romantic and especially very nice could not have the only woman who made his heart beat, and yet he had several others who were chasing him but the only one who made him capsize was the mother of his little princess Nabilla, she had eyes only for another man who had eyes only for another now.

Ten met Carlos, a Spaniard with whom she spent some beautiful moments in love, she was only eighteen years old at the time, they got along great at that time, everything was going well in her relationship and in her life until her mother arrived in the United States a few months after she turned eighteen and with her Gian, she never said why he was there or anything else, but just at the sight of him Nabilla had seen herself melt like ice cream under the sun, it was obvious to her: she wanted him.

Gian was the perfect example of the man she wanted in her life, this love she had for Carlos was invasive, she said so, from the beginning Gian knew why he was there but he was not at all attracted by Nabila, he saw in her a little girl rotten whose parents gave in to all the whims, on the other hand he was struck by the beauty and kindness of his best friend, but he saw himself obliged to repress his feelings in order to accomplish what he was there.

Months later, Nabilla was doing everything to attract his attention, but he didn't want her, and as the well-known paradox of life says, we love those who ignore us and we ignore those who love us, so some time later Nabilla had ended her relationship with Carlos hoping to have a chance with Gian, Carlos had suffered so much to the point of moving to another city and later to another country, not to see Nabilla and not to hear about her.

Two years later, Gian had left Los Angeles, the city where he lived, to continue his studies in England, during all this time Nabilla thought about him day and night, called him all the time, made him understand how much she missed him, but Gian loved his best friend madly and this love was reciprocal, he never showed any interest in her.

But she kept hoping that he would love her one day as she loved him. During his stay in England Ben's father had put a lot of pressure on him about why he had left the country and as soon as he returned to England he decided to marry Nabilla to honor his father's word and for the greatest happiness of her, She had been delighted to marry him, it was obvious that she was madly in love with him and that they were not at all in love with her, Nabilla was so blind that she could never see him and also with time Gian had known to hide the fact that he was not in love with her.

That's how they spent all those years of marriage but Nabilla never got pregnant because Gian is always between planes and when he goes on a business trip, he goes for at least weeks, about one to two.

This time he made three and Nabilla doesn't know what to do anymore, she is tired of this life, she can't stand this contempt from her husband, even when he is there he hardly touches her and all he can do to please her is to offer her a gift or to take her to different countries so that she can discover other places, There is never any complicity between them, he always has to talk to her like a manager talks to his employee or as if she was a complete stranger, for him little sweet names only exist when he is proud and if he is not, he will call her as always "Nabilla".

He is almost never there for her, in all these years she has not had a single miscarriage, for about seven to eight years of marriage.

Nabilla would like so much to be a mother of a little boy, it is her dearest wish, and why should she not be happy if this child is the one of the man she loves with all her heart.

Nabilla is still standing in front of the car for almost an hour with her driver Noah, she is wondering if she should leave or wait for Gian, and even if she decides to leave, what reason will she give to her father justifying the fact that she decides to leave his home, Her father likes Gian very much, for him he is the perfect man for his daughter, he is very good in business and is faithful to his daughter, Bill is so absorbed in the work that his son-in-law does that he doesn't even understand that his son-in-law is leading his daughter by the nose.

Still standing there in front of the car, Nabilla wonders what's happening to her, she thinks about her teenage years when she was younger, she thinks about all those moments she spent with Carlos, they were a good pair but her father, Bill said that Carlos would not be a great man because he was always running to his daughter, he said that Carlos was carried away by love and did not think about his future, how could he reprimand someone for being very much in love? He who knew so well what love was, what could he do to prevent Carlos from running to his daughter every time? In any case it was one of the reasons that helped Nabilla to leave Carlos, he was so devastated when she told him she didn't want him anymore, after almost four years of relationship, Nabilla remembers those moments when he sang her music in Spanish, music of love, or those moments when he caressed her cheek, gave her little kisses on the forehead and accompanied her to the hairdressing salon that was just around the corner, so that she could make herself beautiful, he always reminded her how beautiful she was and he always had this joy in his voice when he said to her: my love, we will call our first boy juanito, he will be as beautiful as us his parents.

Gian had never made her even a small pleasure in this sense, he never made jokes not to think of accompanying her to a hairdressing salon, the only time she offered to do it for her, he answered directly that he would not go to a hairdressing salon for women, because he is a real man and real men never go to these kinds of places to accompany women to be beautiful.

They live like brother and sister, she does so much to attract his attention but he is never there for her, he almost never smiles at her and she always says to herself: he will change, I know he loves me, he will eventually change and understand that we are both married and that I am the one who would stay by his side until the end of his life.

She thinks so much, leaning against the car, her phone has just fallen from her hands, she bends down to pick it up and at the same time, she hears icicles of vehicles, the doorman runs to go open the gate, it's Gian's vehicle that enters, Nabilla jumps up and goes to the vehicle, she has so many questions to ask him.

Gian goes to the parking lot where he parks his vehicle and when he gets out of the vehicle he goes to the trunk and takes out a suitcase and a small bag, he brought back a lot of clothes to his wife, as she likes them he says to himself before dragging the new suitcase to her, Nabila runs to him and throws herself in his arms.

<< I missed you a lot darling but where have you been? For three weeks my love I have been calling you incessantly, I was so afraid for you, where have you been? oh my god how I missed you>> says Nabilla hugging her husband tightly.

<< I missed you too, but as we say very often it's one question at a time, you might choke me and don't forget I'm tired, I just got here>> said Gian as he headed for the door.

<< oh yes you're right my darling how silly I am let's go I'll run you a nice hot bath.>>

<< no need to bother you for that, I can do it alone, here I brought you some presents>> he said giving her the suitcase he was dragging.

<< thank you my love, I am touched by this delicate attention that you give me>>

<< What I will not do for you? You are my wife, and you deserve everything that is beautiful in this world.

he leans towards her and puts a kiss on her lips, Nabila blushes, she has just realized that it's been a long time since she felt so little attention from her husband, but what makes him so happy? she wonders.

Gian goes inside the house and Nabilla follows him, she leaves instructions to Noah to bring back quickly his things inside when her husband will be under the shower, what he executes just by shaking the head because he knew that she will eventually change her mind.

Nabila runs to the kitchen to concoct a quick meal for her husband, as he has lasted a long time this time she thinks that surely a good meal will do him good, she is happy that he has come back safe and sound and moreover very smiling, she prepares the meal and an hour later she has finished it, she goes to the room to call her husband so that they can eat together, this one is on the phone, he is talking about business, she makes him sign to join him in the living room as soon as he is finished and this one accepts with a nod.

Thirty minutes later Nabilla is still sitting near the meal to wait for Gian but he does not arrive, she waits still thirty minutes and goes in the room this time with the intention to make him hear her discontent.

When she enters the room, he is just lying down and sleeping, she swallows her rage and goes out to call Noah to come eat with her.

She can't finish everything she's done alone so she might as well share with Noah.

At Bill's house, he is at the table with his mother, eating and talking. His mother, Mrs. Lucy Kate, is a very disciplined woman, but has a great curiosity.

She wants to know everything about the why and the how, and right now she wants to know what is happening to her beloved granddaughter and son-in-law.

<< Bill? >> It's Lucie calling her son.

<< Yes, Mom.

<> Asks Lucie.

<< He's been back since last night.

<< Last night? And where did he go? Because I called Nabilla this morning and she told me he didn't come home.(She didn't call Nabila).>>

<< What do you mean? Well mom, you know what? I think we should let these two live their married life as they see fit, I already told you he came back that's the most important thing, and besides what have you always dug up in your little girl's house?.>>.

<< That's what I do, I let them live as they please, but I don't know what I would do if they ever hurt my little girl, to think you're a father blind to his daughter's suffering.>> said Lucie between two mouthfuls of meal.

<< Excuse me? The suffering? But my daughter is not suffering.

Lucie gets up and walks away, leaving Bill alone to talk to himself.

Nabilla's grandmother has always been her right hand and has always been very protective of her, it's true that she would have liked to have a grandson but she has accepted what heaven gave her and since her granddaughter married Gian she has only been waiting for the arrival of her great grandson, but still nothing for all these years, she sees from afar that her granddaughter doesn't receive all the love that she offers to her husband.

She does her best to be present in his life but she can't replace her husband. Previously when Nabilla was in a relationship with Carlos, she saw her little girl shine, for her it was the ideal husband for her, and until today bill never told her that he had forbidden his daughter to see Carlos again, today Nabilla is there waiting in a marriage where she is not respected.

Gian is this kind of cool guy, nice, helpful and always smiling that makes everyone fall in love, when he is there with his father-in-law and his wife, he is always smiling and does not stop kissing and having small attention to his wife, it is always in front of them that they propose to Nabila to go on a trip here or there, And with this kind of reaction, Bill finds that his daughter is fulfilled and lucky to have a husband who loves her but not her mother, Nabila's grandmother sees all the shenanigans of her son in law, even if her little girl does not talk about it much she knows that she suffers.

Nabilla and her husband have decided not to leave this city where her father is based.

She (Nabilla) has just woken up, after her meal of the day before with Noah she went back to bed hoping that the next day will be a better day, when she went to bed near her husband, she made so much effort to get closer to him so that he feels this desire for him that she has for all this time and that gnaws at her but this one made pretend not to feel it, he simply said to her: I am tired please, let me sleep.

It's with a heavy heart that she fell asleep with a strong desire to cry, it's been almost a month since they last saw each other, she missed him so much but now he's coming back, he doesn't even have two minutes for her, even before he left, it was the same, he went out every morning for work and came back late at night tired and fell asleep without giving her any attention, from the beginning of their marriage he was very attentive to her, He made love to her on all occasions and did not hesitate to introduce her here and there. At that time Nabila was the most beautiful and happy woman in the world, she only swore by the name of Gian, Everything was going well but in fact Gian was only masking his true feelings, he was never in love with Nabila, he married her to keep his father's word and make Leandra pay for the shame she had caused his father, according to what he had told him.

This morning Nabilla woke up at four o'clock in the morning and went to the bathroom, took a shower, redid her makeup and came back to bed next to her husband who was still asleep and she watches him sleep, he is very cute, she already imagines what their children will look like later, They will surely have this little rounded nose like her for girls, and a square face and beautiful hair like their father, she loves him so much, she observes him so much that he ends up waking up and seeing her lying there admiring her, he still closes his eyelids quietly as if she were not there.

Nabilla starts to caress his chest, to kiss his neck and her hands wander over his body, she wants him so much that she accentuates the caresses on his chest, she wants to kiss him but he stopped her directly.

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<< But honey, I just wanted to...

<< shut up, you always want to justify yourself every time I said don't touch me anymore I'm tired.>> Says Gian putting the blanket over his head.

<< Gian I'm your wife, and it's been months since you dared to put your hands on me, how do you think I live? How do I live? I'm not a piece of wood, I have desires too, yes you have endured a lot in these four weeks but talk to me about it, tell me what's going on, how am I going to know if you don't tell me, and besides I spent all my time trying to reach you but you were not reachable at all, and when you come back here you don't even want to know how I am and how much I missed you all this time>> replies nabilla all upset.

<< Well, I don't have an explanation for you, let me sleep.

He falls asleep and Nabilla looks at him, she has a rage that rises in her, it becomes hard, she can not stand it, she gets up and goes on the shower and pours cold water, how he can be so obnoxious with her, she has everything it takes where it takes, a beautiful body of dream, what to dream all men on his way, a perfect hip, all the assets necessary to be a good wife for her husband but this one has no more eyes for her, This cold water pierces her body and wet at the same time this sexy pink nightie that she had worn to seduce her husband, she is at the end and does not know what to do, after the shower she says to herself that she must not let go, Gian is her husband, Surely he had crunchy failures in these cases what makes it so, she must be more attentive and sensitive to his slightest complaint, she regrets to have put it this pressure, she leaves the shower, with a towel well tied around the waist and comes to lie down near her husband.

<< I'm sorry for talking to you like this, I got carried away by this desire and it went to my head, take the time you need I'll wait for you, I'm just glad you came back healthy.

on these words she goes to sleep. Three hours later it is seven hours and thirty minutes, the sun rays cross the curtains of this spacious room where Nabilla sleeps, she wakes up with the heavy body, she looks at the time and it is seven o'clock in the morning, she hurries to get up quickly and to go to get ready to go out with her friends, It's been a long time since she's been out with her friends and today they're going to go to the city and they're going to go to a massage parlor, do some shopping and finally go to get a new hairstyle, Nabilla has only one desire, to be beautiful for Gian.

An hour later she is ready, she goes down and Noah has already prepared the car with which they will go out, she enters in the back and starts towards the massage parlour.

Her two best friends live together in the same apartment in Manhattan, with Nabilla they have more and more difficulty to see each other because not being in the same life and two their job does not allow them to move at any time, so they have a minimal chance to see each other once in two months, this day they could see each other because they have a job to do in Los Angeles, They are both journalists and the first one is Andrea, she is the first friend that Nabilla had since she was eight years old, when she arrived in the United States, her father was one of her father's business partners and her mother had died, her father took her everywhere he went and when Nabilla arrived there they became like sisters, moreover Bill considers himself the father of two beautiful young girls.

The second is Roxane, the one that Nabilla met in France.

So the three friends: Nabilla, Roxane, and Andrea are these three girls who tell each other everything, each one knows everything about the life of the other but Nabilla used to say only good things about her husband every time and also her friends have noticed that but the real problem is that since he became very distant with her, she doesn't know how to talk to them anymore, she tells herself that she should not spread her couple problems outside and yet that's what she always did.

After a few minutes to drive, Noah has just parked the vehicle in front of the massage parlor, Nabilla comes out all radiant and enters the parlor, her two friends are sitting in a corner waiting for her, as soon as she spots them she goes towards her with a smile on her lips.

<< hello girls, are you okay? I missed you a lot >> Nabilla asks them.

<< Hi sweetie, I'm fine and you're fine I hope?>> Says Roxane.

<< I'm fine, and you Andréa? You look a little different now, are you ok? >> Says Nabilla to Andrea.

<< ah yes sorry I was a little taken by my phone, I'm fine thanks. >> Said Andrea.

Andrea hastens to lock her phone and put it there, for fear that one of her friends will take a look at it, she has a lot of secret to hide to her friends lately, paraport to her new lover whom she can't introduce to her friends, one thing is sure, She loves him very much and even if he is a married man, she doesn't want to let him go, that's why she doesn't want to tell her friends because they will tell her that it's not right what she is doing, and she doesn't need to hear that. She already knows that.