"Choose one," the Rogue leader laughed, holding a silver knife to my throat. Beside me, my husband Connor, the Alpha, looked between me and Gemma.
I begged him through our mind-link. I was his mate. I was his Luna. But Connor turned his back on me.
"Haven is strong," he said coldly. "Gemma is fragile. I choose Gemma."
He walked away with another woman in his arms, leaving me to die in a factory filled with poisonous silver dust. To survive, I forced my broken body to shift and jumped into the freezing industrial river.
I survived the water, but the life inside me didn't.
The "miracle pup" we had tried three years for... was gone.
When I dragged myself back to the Pack, bleeding and empty, Connor didn't smell my grief. He only cared that I had "scared" Gemma. He even used his Alpha Command to force me into submission when I tried to expose her lies.
"You are jealous and heartless," he spat at me.
He was right. My heart was dead.
So while he was out hunting for his "missing" mistress, I set the Pack House on fire.
I threw a single item into the safe zone for him to find in the ashes: the ultrasound photo of the son his betrayal had killed.
Then, I turned my back on the flames and walked away to find the man who would treat me like a Queen.
Chapter 1
Haven POV:
The abandoned factory smelled like wet rust and the sour, unwashed funk of Rogues-wolves without a pack, feral and desperate.
But underneath that, a sharper, metallic tang made the hair on my arms stand up. Silver.
"Well, Alpha Jones," a voice rasped from the shadows. "Looks like you're in a bind."
My knees hit the concrete hard. Chains bound my wrists, burning like dry ice. Silver-infused alloy. It didn't just hurt; it severed the line to my wolf, Seraphina. She was pacing in the back of my mind, scratching at the walls of my consciousness, whining in muffled agony.
Beside me, Connor was on his knees too. His breathing was ragged. Blood dripped from a gash on his forehead, matting his dark hair. Even bound, he radiated that Alpha intensity. He was the CEO of Apex Dynamics, the leader of the pack. Strength personified.
And he was my mate.
"Let them go," Connor growled. His voice vibrated in my chest, a low rumble of thunder. "Your beef is with me."
The Rogue leader stepped into the light. He was a mess of scars, missing an ear, holding a remote detonator in one hand and a jagged silver knife in the other.
"No, no," the Rogue clucked his tongue. "The game is simple. The exits are rigged. I have enough silver nitrate here to poison your territory's water supply for a decade. But I'm feeling generous. You leave with one female."
He gestured to the far corner.
Gemma was tied to a chair, sobbing. She looked fragile, her blonde hair messy, her big blue eyes filled with tears.
"Connor!" she shrieked. "Please! I can't shift! I'm human right now! The silver dust... it's killing me!"
"And here is your Luna," the Rogue pointed the knife at me. "Strong. Capable. Your fated mate."
My heart hammered against my ribs. This wasn't a choice. I was his wife. I was the Luna. The Moon Goddess had tied our souls together.
I looked at Connor. His jaw was clenched so tight a muscle ticked in his cheek.
Connor, I sent the thought through our Mind-Link. It was static-filled because of the silver. We can take him. On three.
Connor didn't look at me. His eyes were fixed on Gemma.
"Gemma is weak," Connor said, his voice sounding hollow. "She is the daughter of the Beta who saved my father's life. I swore a blood oath to protect her. If she dies, the magic of the oath cripples my wolf."
"Time is ticking, Alpha!" The Rogue laughed. "One lives. One stays with my boys."
"Connor," I whispered aloud. "I am your mate."
He finally turned to me. His eyes, usually a warm hazel, were clouded with conflict. But there was something else there too. Guilt.
"Haven," he said, his voice cracking. "You... you have Seraphina. You are strong. You can survive the silver longer than she can. Her wolf is dormant. She's practically human."
I felt cold. Colder than the freezing draft coming from the broken windows.
"You're leaving me?"
"I will come back," Connor said, though he wouldn't meet my eyes. "I promise, Haven. I just need to get her to safety first. It's my duty."
"Duty?" I laughed, a broken, jagged sound. "Your highest duty is to your mate! That is the law of the wolf!"
"I choose Gemma," Connor shouted at the Rogue.
The Rogue grinned, revealing yellow teeth. "Wise choice."
The chains on Connor and Gemma clicked open.
Connor scrambled up. He didn't even look back at me. He scooped Gemma up into his arms. She buried her face in his neck, sobbing, clinging to him like a vine.
I'll be back with the Enforcers in ten minutes, Connor's voice echoed in my head. Just hold on.
Then, silence. He severed the Mind-Link. He blocked me so he wouldn't have to feel my terror.
He walked out the metal door. He left me.
The Rogue leader turned to me, licking his lips. "Now, little Luna. Let's see if you're as tough as he thinks."
He stepped closer, the silver knife glinting. Behind him, three other Rogues emerged from the shadows, their eyes hungry.
Seraphina roared.
It wasn't fear. It was pure, unadulterated rage. The betrayal snapped something inside me. The bond-that golden thread connecting me to Connor-didn't break, but it withered, turning black and rotten.
Shift! Seraphina commanded.
The silver... I argued.
SHIFT OR DIE!
I screamed as my bones rearranged. The silver chains burned into my flesh, searing my fur as it sprouted. The pain was blinding, a thousand hot irons pressing against my skin. But the rage was hotter.
With a massive crack, the chains snapped.
I didn't fight them. There were too many, and the silver dust in the air was suffocating me. I was a white wolf, large and powerful, but I was weakening by the second.
I saw the window. Beyond it lay the industrial canal.
I launched myself.
Glass shattered around me like diamonds. The icy wind hit my face, followed a second later by the brutal shock of freezing water.
The current seized me. I didn't swim to the surface immediately. I let the dark, freezing water carry me away, washing the scent of the Rogues from my fur.
And washing away the scent of the husband who had left me to die.
Haven POV:
Antiseptic. Bleach. Sickness. The Pack Hospital.
I opened my eyes to a sterile white ceiling. My body felt like roadkill. The silver burns on my wrists and ankles throbbed with a dull, persistent ache. Silver wounds were a bitch to heal, even for a wolf.
"You're awake."
I turned my head. Connor sat in the chair beside the bed. He looked wrecked, but showered. Fresh clothes.
He held out a bowl of soup. "Chicken broth. Dr. Evans said you need fluids."
I stared at the bowl. Then I inhaled.
My wolf, Seraphina, curled her lip in disgust.
Underneath the soap and the broth, Connor reeked. He smelled like vanilla and cloying artificial roses.
Gemma's perfume.
It was all over him. On his hands, on his neck, woven into the fabric of his shirt. To a wolf, scent is identity. My mate was covered in another female's brand.
"Get it away from me," I croaked.
"Haven, please," Connor sighed, putting the bowl down. "Don't start. I saved her. I came back for you, didn't I? The Enforcers found you washed up two miles downriver."
"You left me with Rogues," I said, my voice trembling with fury. "You chose her."
"I chose to save the weaker life!" Connor stood up, his Alpha Aura flaring slightly, trying to compel me. "It was tactical. You are my Luna. You are a warrior. Gemma is... fragile."
"She is a liar," I spat. "And you smell like her."
Before he could answer, the door burst open. A young nurse, an Omega, looked terrified.
"Alpha! It's Miss Gemma," she stammered. "She's... she's having an episode. She's screaming about the Rogues. She won't let anyone touch her but you."
Connor's expression shifted instantly from anger to concern. It was a look he used to save for me.
"I have to go," he said. He didn't even hesitate.
"If you walk out that door," I warned, gripping the sheets, "don't bother coming back."
"Stop being so selfish, Haven. She's traumatized."
He turned his back on me and walked out.
I grabbed the bowl of soup and hurled it at the closed door. It shattered, broth splashing everywhere.
Selfish? I had almost died. My skin was burned. My heart was breaking.
Get up, Seraphina urged. We do not stay where we are not wanted.
I ignored the pain in my limbs and swung my legs out of bed. I found my clothes-cleaned and folded-on the chair. I dressed quickly, fingers fumbling with buttons.
I walked out into the hallway. It was late, the hospital quiet.
"I feel so bad for the Alpha," I heard a whisper from the nurses' station.
"Why? He's the one who spent the whole night holding that guest in the VIP suite while his Luna was in the ER."
"Shh! But you have to admit, Gemma is so sweet. And the Luna... she's always so cold, so business-like."
I gritted my teeth and walked past them. They went silent, bowing their heads in submission, but the scent of their pity was thick enough to choke on.
I needed to sign my discharge papers. I needed to get back to the office. Apex Dynamics was my empire as much as Connor's. I built the supply chains. I negotiated the treaties.
As I passed the VIP wing, I stopped. The door to room 304 was ajar.
I saw them.
Gemma lay in the bed, looking perfectly fine, not a scratch on her. Connor sat on the edge of the mattress.
She was leaning into him, her hand resting on his chest. And Connor...
Connor was rubbing the back of her neck.
It was a primal gesture. A soothing motion wolves used to calm their mates. It released pheromones meant to bond and comfort.
He was giving her the comfort that belonged to me.
I felt a sharp cramp in my lower abdomen. I gasped, clutching my stomach. It wasn't the silver. It was something deeper, a twisting pain in my womb.
I leaned against the wall, breathing through the wave of nausea.
"I'm here, Gemma," I heard Connor murmur. "I'm not going anywhere."
I pushed myself off the wall. I didn't barge in. I didn't scream. I just walked away.
The Pack House wasn't a home anymore. It was just a building. And Connor wasn't my mate. He was just a man who had broken the most sacred law of our kind.
Haven POV:
"You're pregnant."
The words hung in the air of the private clinic like thick fog. I stared at Dr. Aris, an old woman who operated outside the Pack's jurisdiction. I didn't trust the Pack doctors anymore. Not after they let Connor sleep in Gemma's room while I bled alone.
"Pregnant?" I whispered. "But... wolves have such low fertility rates. We've been trying for three years."
"It's a miracle pup, Luna," Dr. Aris said, her face grave. "But your body is under immense stress. The silver poisoning has weakened your system. Your wolf is strong, but your human form is exhausted. If you want to keep this baby, you need peace. You need the Alpha's pheromones to stabilize the pregnancy."
I walked out of the clinic into the rainy night, hand resting flat against my stomach.
A pup.
A tiny life, half me, half Connor.
Maybe this was the sign. Maybe this was the wake-up call Connor needed. A pup changed everything in a Pack. It was the future. It was hope.
I drove back to the villa-our private home, separate from the main Pack House. I sat on the couch in the dark, waiting.
It was 2:00 AM when the front door opened.
Connor walked in. He looked surprised to see me awake. And once again, the scent hit me. Vanilla and roses.
"You smell like her," I said quietly.
Connor sighed, dropping his keys on the table. "I was just checking on her, Haven. She's terrified of the dark since the kidnapping."
"She's a grown woman, Connor. Not a pup."
"She's fragile!"
"I have a condition," I said, standing up. I needed to protect the life inside me. I needed to fix this, for the baby. "I am willing to try, Connor. I am willing to forgive you for the factory. But Gemma has to go."
Connor froze. "What?"
"Send her away. Send her to the Omega sanctuary in the north. Pay for her therapy, I don't care. But she cannot be here. She cannot be in our territory, near you."
"I can't do that," Connor said immediately. "I promised her father."
"And you promised me your life and soul under the full moon!" I shouted. "Who is more important, Connor? Your wife, or the charity case?"
"You are being heartless," Connor shook his head, looking at me with disappointment. "A Luna is supposed to be a mother to the Pack. Supposed to be nurturing. You're acting like a jealous tyrant."
"Is that what I am?" My voice broke. "Jealous?"
"Yes. You're jealous because she needs me and you don't. You're too independent, Haven. You never need me."
He stepped closer, reaching out to touch my arm. He was trying to initiate the bond, to calm me down with his touch.
But as his hand neared me, I smelled the perfume on his sleeve again.
I slapped his hand away. "Don't touch me."
Connor's eyes flashed with anger. "Fine. If you want to be alone, be alone."
Suddenly, the sirens wailed across the territory. The border alarm.
Connor's head snapped up. "Rogue breach at the northern perimeter."
"Connor," I said, a desperate feeling rising in my chest. "Stay. Just for five minutes. We need to talk about..." About the baby.
"Later, Haven! The Pack is under attack!"
He turned and sprinted out the door, shifting into his massive grey wolf mid-leap as he cleared the porch railing.
I watched him go.
He didn't know. He didn't ask.
I sank back onto the couch, the silence of the empty house pressing against my ears. He called me heartless. He called me jealous.
I pulled out my phone. My hands were shaking. I dialed a number I had saved years ago, just in case.
"Cole Investigations," a gruff voice answered.
"This is Haven Jones," I said, my voice turning to steel. "I want you to look into someone. Gemma Chan. I want to know where she came from, who she talks to, and why she smells like a lie."