Cordia POV :
Four hours.
I'd been sitting in this private wedding dress store at Vera Wang for four hours, waiting for Donavon.
The sales director, a woman with kind eyes and an even kinder supply of champagne, approached for the third time. "Miss Maynard, perhaps a little more champagne while you wait?"
Her pity was a physical thing, a heavy cloak settling over my shoulders.
"No, thank you. I'm fine." My voice was steady, practiced. The smile stayed put.
I pulled out my phone. The screen lit up with a photo of us from seven years ago, fresh-faced and beaming at a college game.
I opened our message thread. My last text, sent when I arrived, sat there, stark and unanswered.
"I'm here, baby."
I don't know why, but today I feel uneasy inside. However, I forced myself to suppress this feeling.
My thumb remains hovering over the keyboard as I type.
"When do you think you'll get here?"
I pressed send.
Relief washed over me, so potent it made me dizzy. He was probably in a team meeting. I was always making excuses for him.
My phone vibrated in my hand. Donavon.
I answered instantly, my voice softening into the one reserved just for him. "Don, you finally called back."
The other end was loud-music, clinking glasses, laughter. He paused, a beat of confusion before his voice came through, laced with an impatience I knew as well as my own heartbeat.
"Cordia? Oh, right. Sorry, I forgot. We had a last-minute welcome party."
There was no apology in his tone. Just annoyance.
"A welcome party?" My heart skipped a beat."For what?"
He hesitated, the sound of someone trying to find the right words, or maybe just the least offensive ones. "We hired a new VP of Operations. Jocelynn Burns."
Jocelynn Burns.
At that moment, my world seemed to collapse.
That was the girl he couldn't ever forget from his first love.The one with a prestigious master's degree from some fancy school in Switzerland.
My voice trembled, betraying the calm I fought so hard to maintain. "So you forgot our wedding dress appointment... for her welcome party?"
"Cordia, stop making a scene," he snapped, his voice dropping to that familiar, dismissive tone. "This is important. It's just a dress fitting. We can reschedule."
A woman's sweet, melodious voice came from his side. "Don, who're you talking to? I've been waiting for you for so long."
It seemed like he walked away, and the background noise became slightly softer. "Listen, I will call you later. Jocelynn just got back, I need to-"
He didn't finish his sentence when suddenly there was a commotion: the sound of a cup being knocked over, a chair scraping the floor, followed by a gradual silence.
Then Donavon's voice came through again: "Is everything okay, Jocelynn? You're drunk, let me take you back to rest." His tone was one I had never heard before-full of undeniable tenderness.
My hands trembled violently, and the phone almost slipped from my fingers. I didn't hang up the phone; I just moved the receiver a few inches away.
It seems like he forgot that he was still in a conversation. Then, I heard these words below: Seven years of love, seven years of dedication... My entire life was crushed to ashes.
Jocelynn spoke in a lazy tone, with a smile in her voice: "That's your fiancée, isn't she? She seems to have a rather strong personality, doesn't she?"
And then I heard Donavon's reply.
"It's not really considered a "fiancee" after all," he said, his voice dripping with casual cruelty. "I don't have any feelings for her at all. I simply regard her as a secretary who takes care of my daily needs. Besides, marrying her is... it's a responsibility. she has gotten used to me.But Jocelynn ,you know how I feel about you. I've waited for you for ten years... You are the one I want."
Jocelynn's voice carried a trace of pain: "Donavon, how can you say such things about her? She's done so much for you, even giving up her own career to take care of you wholeheartedly. I know that you still love me, and actually... I can't forget you either. But it's not fair to her like this. She loves you so much. If you really don't love her, then getting married will only cause her more pain. What do you plan to do?"
Donavon lowered his voice and made a decision: "Actually, I decided to break up with her from the moment you returned to here a few days ago, but it's a critical period of my career, and I still need her to concentrate on helping me, so I'll find a good time to talk to her about it."
Jocelynn was silent for two seconds, and her voice was as soft as a sigh: "But ... will it hurt her too much?"? But if you really decide, I don't want you to wronged yourself for responsibility. I hope you can be happy, Donavon. "
Donavon mumbled, "You are my happiness, when I deal with this mess of Cordia. Then we'll be together fair and square. You can only be wronged first during this time. "
A mess. I'm the mess.
I opened my mouth, but my throat seemed to be blocked by something, preventing me from making any sound at all.
This is the man I loved for seven years.
The latest issue of Hockey Weekly sat on the glass coffee table. Donavon's face stared up from the cover, the headline bold and triumphant: "King of the Ice, Hermit Off of It."
It seems quite ironic at this moment. I was the reason he could be a hermit. I managed his life so he only had to manage the puck.
As a result, he now thinks that I'm a complete mess.
In fact, I have a hunch for a long time. Since Jocelynn returned to here a few days ago, he has always come home late. He don't answer my phone calls or return my messages.
In the face of his infidelity, I thought I would be very painful, but at the moment my heart is very calm.
This calm did not suddenly appear, but the disappointment accumulated over the past seven years finally broke out today.
I didn't cry. I just hung up the phone calmly.
I turned and walked back inside. The sales director rushed to my side, her face a mask of careful concern. "Miss Maynard, is Mr. Bray...?"
I reached up and carefully removed the gossamer veil from my hair. I handed it to her, my face a perfect, serene blank.
"He's not coming."
I looked at the magnificent dress, the one I had thought was the beginning of my forever.
"I don't want it."
Leaving her standing there with the veil in her hands, I walked to the dressing room, changed back into my clothes, and picked up my purse. I didn't look back.
In the car, my phone buzzed with a new text from him.
Stop acting like a child. I'll be home later.
I didn't reply. I just pulled over to the side of the road and opened my laptop.
I composed a new email to his assistant, Blake Hayes.
[Subject: Leave of Absence Request.
Blake,
My mother's heart surgery has been scheduled. I need to request a one-month leave of absence to be with her, effective immediately.
Cordia]
I knew Donavon wouldn't care. He'd probably be relieved. He would think I was finally being "sensible," not causing any more trouble.
I hit send and closed the laptop.
This wasn't a leave of absence. This is the prelude to my resignation letter.I wasn't just leaving him. I was leaving the entire empire I had quietly built for him from the shadows.
Cordia POV:
I didn't sleep. I left the hotel as the first gray light of dawn broke over the city, driving aimlessly until I found a 24-hour diner that smelled of stale coffee and regret.
I walked toward the door, but a magazine rack caught my eye.
There they were, on the cover of the latest entertainment weekly. Donavon and Jocelynn, captured in a candid moment from last night's gala. The headline screamed: "THE ICE PRINCE'S OLD FLAME: JOCELYNN BURNS RETURNS. IS A SEVEN-YEAR ENGAGEMENT ON THIN ICE?"
My hands trembled as I flipped through the pages. More photos. The two of them laughing. Donavon leaning in close. And one shot-one that made my stomach clench-of him looking at her with a tenderness I hadn't seen in years. A look he never gave me.
I threw the magazine back onto the rack and fled.
I returned to that apartment where we lived together. Each photo on the walls symbolizes my foolish actions. I removed them one by one.
At this time,my phone buzzed. It was my best friend, Charlie Powell.
She'd sent a link to the TMZ article.
"OMG, Cordia, did you see this? Jocelynn is back! Is Donavon insane?"
The sheer number of exclamation points felt less like concern and more like giddy excitement. It was the thrill of gossip, not the comfort of a friend. A sour taste filled my mouth.
Without having to open the link, I can already imagine what kind of painful scene lies inside. It makes my heart break.
I typed back a single word.
"Seen it."
Her reply was immediate.
" So what are you going to do? You and Donavon are getting married!"
The exclamation point felt like a jab in an open wound.
I closed the chat. I couldn't deal with her. I was starting to realize that the life I thought I had was a carefully constructed illusion, and the people in it were just actors.
I had to get out. Now.
I would break the engagement. I would quit my job at the Dynamo organization-the farcical "Community Relations Consultant" role that was really just a glorified personal assistant position for him.
I started clearing my inbox, deleting years of junk mail, when a subject line caught my eye.
"An Invitation from First Principle Analytics."
First Principle. The Dynamos' biggest rival. A tech-forward analytics firm that was making waves, disrupting the old-guard thinking of teams like ours.
I opened it, my curiosity piqued. The language was polite, formal, but held an undercurrent of undeniable confidence.
[Dear Miss Maynard,
I still remember your presentation at the MIT Sloan Sports Analytics Conference three years ago. Your insights into predictive athletic performance models were the most brilliant I have ever encountered.]
My breath caught in my throat. That paper. It was the pinnacle of my academic life, and my greatest heartbreak. Donavon had called it "impractical," a waste of time. He'd convinced me to drop my PhD ambitions to become his perfect, supportive partner. His "glorified assistant," as he'd once drunkenly joked to a teammate.
The email continued.
[I believe your talent is being wasted. First Principle is looking for a General Manager, and I can think of no one better suited for the role.]
General Manager? I was the Director of Sales. Everyone, including me, had almost forgotten I was anything else.
The email concluded with a proposed salary. The number made me suck in a sharp breath. It was three times my current salary at the Dynamos, not including the equity package.
Below the number was the sender's signature.
Hart James.
Founder & CEO, First Principle Analytics.
I stared at the screen, convinced I was hallucinating. A lifeline, thrown from the one place I never would have expected, in my darkest hour.
I didn't hesitate.I immediately replied to him.
[Mr. James,
Thank you for your kind words and your generous offer. When would be a good time for us to speak further?]
The reply came back in less than a minute.
[Whenever you are available. My office, tomorrow at 10 AM?]
I typed back a single word.
[Yes.]
I closed my laptop and walked to the window. The New York morning was bright, the sunlight sharp. For the first time in twenty-four hours, I could breathe.
Donavon Bray. Jocelynn Burns. You can have your world.
My new life starts tomorrow. At 10 AM.
I turned to my closet, a new sense of purpose surging through me. I needed to look like a professional. A powerhouse. Not a woman who had just had her heart ripped out.
As I pulled out a suit, my phone buzzed again. It was a notification from Instagram. Charlie had just posted a new photo: a selfie with Jocelynn.
The caption read: "Welcome back, Queen."
I let out a short, bitter laugh and turned my phone off.
I turned on my laptop and created a new document.
Title: Resignation.
I wrote without emotion, a cold, professional summary of my three years as Director of Sales, the revenue I'd generated, the accounts I'd secured. I stated that, for personal reasons, I was resigning from all positions, effective immediately.
Seven years of devotion, reduced to a single, sterile page.
I don't want to discuss this matter face-to-face with him at all. So I printed it, sealed it in an envelope addressed to Mr. Donavon Bray, and called a courier. I wanted it delivered directly to his office at the Dynamos' headquarters. I wanted it to be official.
Soon, the courier arrived and took away the letter.
Cordia POV:
At nine-fifty the next morning, I stood before the headquarters of First Principle Analytics. It was a skyscraper of glass and steel, a monument to the future. It was the antithesis of the Dynamos' old-money, brick-and-ivy headquarters. This building didn't whisper about its power; it gleamed with it.
I smoothed the lapels of my tailored gray suit, took a deep breath that did little to calm the frantic beating of my heart, and walked inside.
The lobby was cool and minimalist. The security was intense. A polite but firm guard directed me to a facial recognition scanner. After my identity was confirmed against the visitor log, a sleek, automated gate slid open.
The receptionist greeted me by name before I could introduce myself. "Miss Maynard. Mr. James is expecting you. This way, please."
We rode a silent, high-speed elevator to the top floor. The doors opened not to a reception area, but directly into a vast, open-plan office. Sunlight streamed through floor-to-ceiling windows. Employees worked with a quiet, focused intensity that was a world away from the gossip and politics that fueled the Dynamos' office.
The receptionist led me to a heavy, frosted-glass door at the far end of the floor and knocked softly. "Sir, Miss Maynard is here."
A deep, clear voice answered from within. "Come in."
I pushed the door open and stepped inside.
The office was enormous, occupying a corner of the building with a 270-degree view of Manhattan.
A man stood with his back to me, looking out at the city. He wore a perfectly tailored dark blue suit, his posture ramrod straight. Even from behind, he radiated an aura of absolute control.
He turned.
My breath hitched. He was younger than I'd expected, maybe early thirties. He had short, dark brown hair, and a face of sharp angles and stark planes. But it was his eyes that captured me. They were the color of a frozen lake, a startling, intelligent gray that seemed to see everything.
"Miss Maynard. Welcome." His voice was as steady and calm as it had been on the phone. "I'm Hart James."
He didn't offer to shake my hand. Instead, he gestured toward a seating area with a low table and two leather armchairs. "Please."
The small, professional distance was a relief. He poured me a glass of water himself before sitting opposite me.
"I don't like to waste time," he began, his gray eyes pinning me in place. "I invited you here because I want you to be our General Manager."
I found my voice. "Mr. James, I'm honored. But as you may know, I'm still technically an employee of the Dynamos, and there's the matter of-"
"Your non-compete agreement?" he interrupted smoothly. "I'm aware of it. And I'm confident you'll find a way to resolve it." He paused, his gaze sharpening. "First Principle is prepared to wait, and to offer any legal support you may require."
I stared at him, stunned. How could he be so certain?
A faint, almost imperceptible smile touched the corner of his mouth. "We're a data company, Miss Maynard. Information is our lifeblood." He leaned forward slightly. "I'm also aware of the resignation letter you had couriered to Mr. Bray's office yesterday morning."
The air left my lungs. I felt utterly transparent.
He must have seen the alarm in my eyes, then he suddenly laughed. "I'm sorry, it seems that my joke, meant to liven up the atmosphere, actually scared you. Although I have this ability, I don't have the habit of revealing others' privacy. What happened just now was just my guess... It seems I was right."
His tone softened. "Please, don't misunderstand. My intent is not to intimidate you, but to demonstrate my sincerity. I've done my homework."
He picked up a tablet from the table and slid it across to me. "This is a draft of our offer. Salary, equity, and full authority to commercialize the research from your academic work."
My heart hammered against my ribs. He wasn't just offering me a job. He was offering me back the dream Donavon had forced me to abandon.
I took a deep breath, trying to gather my scattered thoughts. "Mr. James, I appreciate this more than you know. But I've just come from a... complicated situation. I need to be sure this is the right move for me, and that I'm the right person for you."
I met his gaze directly. "I propose a one-month trial period. I'll work as a consultant. At the end of the month, if we're both satisfied, we can sign a permanent contract. It's the best way for me to prove my value, and for you to assess it without long-term risk."
He listened, his expression unreadable. When I finished, a flicker of genuine admiration lit his eyes. "Excellent. I appreciate your prudence and your strategic thinking."
He stood, and this time, he did extend his hand. "In that case, Cordia. Welcome to First Principle. I look forward to seeing what you can do."
I took his hand. His grip was firm, warm, and brief. A purely professional touch.
But he had called me Cordia. Not Miss Maynard. The shift was subtle, but significant. We were no longer just a potential employer and employee. We were collaborators.
As I left the building and stepped back into the bright sunlight, I felt a sense of possibility I hadn't felt in years.
My phone buzzed. It was a reply to my leave-of-absence email from Donavon. Two cold words.
"Noted. Acknowledged."
Not a single question about my mother. Not a word of concern.
I stared at the message for a long moment, then deleted it. The last ember of warmth I might have held for him died with it.