I was the invisible daughter of the Hayes crime family, secretly painting portraits of Marcus, the Underboss. He was the man who had once protected me from the world, the man I loved from the shadows.
But he chose power over affection. To secure an alliance, he engaged Isabella.
Threatened by my existence, Isabella staged a fake miscarriage and framed me for destroying her heirloom wedding dress.
Marcus didn't ask for my side of the story. Blinded by rage over his "lost heir," he ordered his guards to drag me to the Ice Cellar-a freezing underground torture chamber used for traitors.
For days, I shivered in the absolute darkness, listening to the water drip, realizing the man I worshiped was actually my jailer. My father, protecting his own millions, let it happen.
In that cold, the girl who loved Marcus died.
When he finally released me, he expected me to be broken, obedient, and grateful for his mercy.
Instead, I burned every painting I had ever made of him. I packed a single bag and vanished into the night, escaping to a rugged ranch in Montana where no one knew my name.
Three years later, the truth about Isabella's lies finally surfaced.
Marcus tracked me down. The King of New York fell to his knees in the dirt and cow manure of my new home, weeping, begging, and offering me the entire world to come back.
I looked down at the man who once owned my heart.
"You can't un-shatter a glass, Marcus," I said coldly. "I'm not coming home."
Chapter 1
Olivia POV
I dipped my brush in alizarin crimson, outlining the jaw of the man who would likely put a bullet in my head if he knew what I was thinking. But tonight, I was done hiding in the shadows of his sins.
My heart hammered against my ribs, frantic and rhythmic, like a trapped bird as I added the final stroke to the canvas.
In the painting, Marcus wasn't the Underboss of the New York family. He wasn't the man whose hands were stained with the blood of our enemies. He was simply Marcus. The man who had once shielded me from a storm.
But that man didn't exist anymore.
I sat back on the stool in my hidden studio, the sharp scent of turpentine and linseed oil filling my lungs. This room, tucked away in the dusty attic of the Hayes estate, was the only place I could breathe.
I opened my diary. The leather was worn soft from years of secrets.
*This is the only way I can talk to him,* I wrote, the ink bleeding slightly into the heavy paper. *On canvas, he looks at me. In real life, I am part of the furniture.*
I closed the book with a soft thud. Tonight was the charity gala. Tonight, I would try to be more than just David Hayes's innocent, invisible daughter.
*
Dinner was a suffocating affair. My father, David, sat at the head of the table, his face lined with the stress of laundering the family's millions.
"I'm happy here, Dad," I lied, pushing a wilted pea around my porcelain plate. "Really."
"Good, Liv," he muttered, checking his Patek Philippe. "Safety is a luxury. Don't take it for granted."
*Safety.*
I didn't want safety. I wanted to fly.
The gala was a sea of black tuxedos and designer gowns. The air smelled of expensive perfume, stale champagne, and fear.
I saw him immediately.
Marcus stood near the mahogany bar, his presence sucking the oxygen out of the room. He was talking to the Don, his face hard, his eyes sweeping the crowd for threats.
He never scanned for me.
I took a breath, smoothing the silk of my dress. I snagged a glass of whiskey-his brand, neat-from a passing tray.
*Just walk up to him. Just say hello.*
I took a step. Then another. My pulse roared in my ears like the ocean.
I was three feet away when his phone rang.
The sharp, shrill sound cut through the ambient jazz. Marcus's hand shot to his pocket. He answered, his expression shifting from bored to lethal in a split second.
He turned his back to me without even seeing the glass in my hand. He walked away, barking orders into the phone, his voice low and dangerous.
I stood there, holding the whiskey like a fool.
Then I saw her.
Isabella. Izzy.
She was the widow of a rival Capo, brought in to solidify an alliance. She was beautiful in a way that screamed danger-blood-red lips, a dress that fit like a second skin, and eyes that held too many secrets.
Marcus returned, but he didn't come back to the bar. He went straight to her.
I watched from the shadows as he leaned in, whispering something in her ear. She laughed, placing a manicured hand on his forearm. His gaze followed her as she moved to greet a senator.
He looked at her with focus. He looked at her like she mattered.
Bitter bile rose in my throat.
I remembered being ten years old. A drunk soldier had yelled at me, making me cry. Marcus had appeared out of nowhere, dragging the man away by his collar. He had come back five minutes later, his knuckles bruised, and handed me a peppermint candy.
*Don't cry, Liv,* he had said. *I got him.*
That was the moment I fell. That was the moment I invented a soul for him.
I retreated to my room, the bass of the gala still thumping through the floorboards.
I opened my diary again.
*He protected me once. I thought it meant he cared. I thought underneath the ice, there was a fire for me.*
*
Days later, I tried again.
I caught him in the hallway of the main house. He was adjusting his cufflinks, looking impatient.
"Marcus," I said, my voice trembling. "I just wanted to say... the way you handled the expansion deal... I admire it."
He stopped. He looked down at me, his eyes void of warmth.
"Do your job, Olivia," he said, his voice flat. "Stay out of the way."
He walked past me. The breeze from his movement chilled my skin.
The rumors started the next week.
Izzy was at the compound every day. They said she was smart. They said she was ruthless. They said she was the perfect match for the future Don.
I felt the walls of the estate closing in. My fantasy, the one where the beast learns to love the beauty, was crumbling into dust.
He didn't want beauty. He wanted power.
I felt like I was in a maze with no exit. The air was too thin.
I opened the diary to a fresh page.
*If I cannot be seen by him, then I must go to a place where he can never see me.*
I pulled out a map of the United States I had hidden under my mattress. My finger traced the line away from New York, across the plains, stopping on the rugged terrain of Montana.
*Freedom,* I whispered.
I tried to talk to my father the next morning.
"Dad," I said, watching him read the financial reports. "Do we have to... stay this way forever? The alliances? The marriages?"
"It's tradition, Liv," he said without looking up. "It's responsibility. Don't fill your head with nonsense."
He didn't hear me. No one heard me.
Later that afternoon, I saw them in the garden. Marcus and Izzy.
He was listening to her speak. He looked polite, attentive. But I knew his face. I had painted it a hundred times.
There was a flicker in his eyes. Boredom? Exhaustion?
It didn't matter. He was still standing with her.
My heart did that stupid, painful thing it always did when he was near. It raced. My palms sweated.
*Why do I love a man who looks through me like I'm glass?*
I went back to my studio. The painting of Marcus stared at me. The gentle curve of the lips I had imagined. The softness in the eyes that wasn't there.
"You have to let go," I told the canvas. "Or you will wither in this cage."
I picked up a palette knife.
My hand shook, but I forced it to move. I scraped the metal across the canvas.
Scrape.
I scraped away the kindness in his eyes.
Scrape.
I scraped away the warmth.
I left only the cold, hard outline of a monster.
My chest hurt, a physical ache, but my mind felt strangely clear.
The era of the canary was ending.
Olivia POV
The scent of turpentine usually calmed me, grounding me in the quiet work of creation. Today, however, it smelled like a funeral.
I stood in the center of my studio, surrounded by four years of obsession. Sketches of Marcus's hands. Oil paintings of his silhouette against the New York skyline. Charcoal drawings of his eyes.
With a trembling breath, I began to stack them.
It was heavy work, moving the canvases. My arms burned, but the pain in my chest was sharper, a physical ache that made it hard to breathe.
I picked up a small, unfinished piece. It was Marcus sitting on the terrace, a rare moment of vulnerability I had captured from memory. He looked tired in the painting. Human.
I ran my thumb over the dried paint of his cheekbone.
"You aren't real," I whispered, my voice cracking. "You're just a ghost I dressed up in a suit."
I tossed it onto the pile.
Under a stack of sketchbooks, I found a photograph. It was old, frayed at the edges. A candid shot from a Fourth of July party years ago. The crowd was pushing, and Marcus had stepped back, his arm acting as a barrier to keep me from being crushed.
He wasn't looking at me in the photo. His focus wasn't on me at all; it was locked on the threat. But his body was shielding mine.
Tears pricked my eyes, hot and sudden. I had clung to that moment for so long. I had named it love. Now, looking at his indifferent profile, it just looked like duty. Like guarding a piece of expensive luggage.
I gathered everything in a laundry basket and carried it down to the main hall's massive fireplace. It was late; the house was silent as a tomb.
I threw the photo in first. Then the sketches.
I struck a match.
The flame caught the edge of the paper. It curled, turning black, then bright orange.
I watched Marcus's face distort in the heat before vanishing into ash.
Just as the fire roared to life, headlights swept across the front windows, cutting through the gloom.
I froze.
I moved to the window, peering through the heavy velvet drapes.
Marcus's black SUV was in the driveway. He got out, but he wasn't alone.
Izzy slid out of the passenger seat. She was laughing, her head thrown back in a display of carefree intimacy. She looped her arm through his, leaning her weight against him.
They walked toward the front door like a king and queen returning to their castle.
I felt sick. Physically, violently ill.
I turned back to the fire, throwing the rest of the canvases in with a violence that scared me.
Burn, I thought, the heat scorching my face. Burn it all.
*
Three days later, Izzy found me.
I was in the garden, reading a book I wasn't absorbing, the words blurring together on the page.
"Olivia," she purred. Her voice was like silk wrapped around a razor blade. "I didn't know you were an artist."
I looked up. She was smiling, but her eyes were cold, calculating.
"I dabble," I said, closing my book.
"I saw some... remnants in the fireplace," she said, tilting her head mockingly. "Charcoal. Canvas. And a scrap that looked remarkably like Marcus's profile."
My blood ran cold.
"You have a talent," she continued, stepping closer until she invaded my personal space. "But obsession can be dangerous in our world, sweetie. It causes... misunderstandings."
She reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. It felt less like a gesture of affection and more like she was marking her territory.
"We have a family dinner tonight," she said. "I need help with the decorations. Since you have such an *artistic* eye."
She wasn't asking.
That night, the dining room was tense. The alliance negotiations were stalling, the air thick with unspoken threats.
I watched Marcus. He looked off. His movements were slightly delayed, like he was moving underwater. His eyes were glassy.
Someone had slipped him something. A mild sedative? Too much alcohol?
He stumbled slightly as he stood to make a toast.
Instinct overrode my brain. I stood up, reaching out to steady him.
"Marcus," I started.
Izzy was faster. She was there in a second, her hand on his chest, guiding him back down.
"Oh no," she said loudly, her voice dripping with fake concern. "Olivia, please. He's just tired. Don't crowd him."
She looked at the table, at the Don, at my father.
"She's been so... intense lately," Izzy whispered, loud enough for everyone to hear. "Always hovering. It's making him uncomfortable."
My father's face went red. The Don frowned.
Marcus looked at me. His eyes were hazy, confused. He didn't defend me. He let her speak for him.
"I was just-" I tried to defend myself.
"Enough," my father snapped, his voice cracking like a whip. "Olivia, go to your room."
"But Dad-"
"Now!"
Izzy smirked. It was brief, a flash of teeth, but I saw it.
She had baited me. She knew I would try to help. She turned my concern into harassment.
I was grounded. Confined to my quarters like a child.
"Behavior unbecoming of a Hayes," my father had lectured me later. "Trying to seduce the Underboss at a family dinner? Have you lost your mind?"
"I didn't!" I screamed, but he slammed the door in my face.
I sat on my bed, staring at the New York skyline. The city lights blurred through my tears.
I wasn't a princess. I was a pawn. And now, I was a prisoner.
But as the tears dried, something else took their place. A cold, hard resolve.
Izzy thought she had won. She thought by locking me away, she had neutralized me.
She was wrong.
She had just given me the time I needed.
I pulled out my laptop. I wasn't just an artist. I was David Hayes's daughter. I knew where the skeletons were buried-and more importantly, I knew where he kept his ledgers.
They think they locked me in, I wrote in my diary, the pen digging deep into the paper. But they just handed me the tools to forge a key.
Days turned into a week. My father visited once, telling me it was for my own good. I smiled a plastic smile and nodded.
Then came the letter.
It was slid under my door. No stamp. No return address.
Inside was a photo.
It was me. Taken from the window of the garden house. I was painting Marcus.
On the back, in jagged letters: Stay away from him, or the next picture will be of your grave.
I dropped the photo. My hands shook.
They were watching me. Inside my own home.
This wasn't just jealousy. This was a hunt.
I looked around my room. It didn't look like a sanctuary anymore. It looked like a cage.
I tore the photo into pieces.
I didn't feel fear anymore. I felt hate.
It was a new sensation, heavy and dark in my stomach.
I walked to the wall safe hidden behind my vanity. I began to spin the dial.
I wasn't going to wait to be killed.
Olivia POV
The summons came at midnight, sharp and unforgiving.
Two guards flanked me, marching me down the corridor toward the Great Hall. The silence of the house was oppressive, pressing against my eardrums like deep water.
Marcus sat in the high-backed leather chair at the head of the mahogany table. He looked less like a fiancé and more like a king passing a death judgment. Izzy was seated next to him, her face buried in a silk handkerchief, her shoulders shaking with theatrical sobs.
The air smelled of stale smoke and expensive scotch. My stomach twisted into a knot.
"Olivia," Marcus said. His voice was a low rumble that vibrated through the floorboards.
It wasn't a greeting. It was a sentence.
Izzy looked up. Her eyes were red, but suspiciously dry.
"Liv," she choked out. "Why? Why did you do it? I know you hate me, but... the baby?"
My blood froze in my veins. "Baby? What are you talking about?"
"The dress," she wailed, pointing to a heap of white satin on the table. It was shredded. Destroyed. "And the stress... the doctor said..."
She dissolved into tears again, her voice cracking perfectly on cue.
Marcus stood up. He walked toward me, his shadow stretching long and dark across the floor like a stain.
"That dress was for the wedding," he said, his voice terrifyingly calm. "But that is material. It can be replaced. My heir cannot."
"I didn't touch her dress," I said, my voice shaking. "I haven't left my room in a week. You have guards!"
"Guards can be bribed," Marcus snapped, cutting me off. "We found the scissors in your room, Olivia. Taped under your mattress."
"That's a lie!" I screamed. "She's lying!"
"Silence!"
The roar echoed off the vaulted ceiling, making the crystal chandelier tremble.
"You have always been obsessed," Marcus said, stepping into my personal space. I could smell the acrid burn of alcohol on his breath. "I tolerated your crush because you were a child. But this? Destroying my lineage because of your jealousy?"
"I didn't know she was pregnant," I whispered, my voice barely audible. "No one knew."
"Exactly," Izzy hissed from the table, venom coating her words. "I wanted to surprise you, Marcus. And she... she ruined it."
I looked at Marcus. I looked for the man who once gave me candy. The man who had shielded me from crowds and nightmares.
I saw only a stranger. A man blinded by rage and a woman's performance.
"You have no right to defend yourself," he said coldly.
"She's just a girl, Marcus," old Capo Rossi muttered from the corner, shifting uncomfortably. "Maybe-"
Marcus shot him a look that silenced the room instantly. "She is a Hayes. She knows the cost of betrayal."
Time seemed to slow down. I looked at the window. Rain was lashing against the glass.
*He used to hold an umbrella over me,* I thought numbly. *Now he is the storm.*
"The wedding is postponed," Marcus announced to the room, his voice devoid of emotion. "Due to the tragic loss of my child."
He looked at me.
"And Olivia will be punished. She has dishonored this family. She has insulted me."
I didn't cry. I felt a strange snap inside my chest. Like a rubber band breaking under too much tension.
The girl who loved Marcus died in that moment. She withered up and blew away like dust in the wind.
"Take her phone," Marcus ordered.
A guard ripped it from my hand.
"Delete her accounts. Cut her off. She doesn't exist to the outside world until she learns her place."
I stood straight, my spine locking into place. My chin lifted.
"You're making a mistake," I said. My voice was steady. It surprised even me.
"The only mistake," Marcus said, leaning down so his face was inches from mine, "was thinking you were innocent."
He straightened and gave the order. "Take her to the Ice Cellar."
A gasp went through the room. The Ice Cellar wasn't just a jail. It was a torture chamber. A damp, freezing underground vault used for traitors who were never meant to see the sun again.
My father wasn't there. He was conveniently away on business. Or maybe he was hiding.
I didn't fight the guards.
As they dragged me away, I locked eyes with Izzy. She lowered the handkerchief. A small, triumphant smile played on her lips.
*I will kill you,* I thought. The thought was calm, rational, absolute.
They marched me through the bowels of the estate. The air grew colder with every step, seeping into my bones.
They shoved me into the dark room. It was stone, cold, and smelled of mold and old blood.
"This is the price of disrespect," Marcus said from the doorway. He didn't deign to step inside.
"Marcus," I said.
He paused.
"I hate you," I said. "More than I ever loved you."
He didn't flinch. He just signaled the guard.
The heavy iron door slammed shut with a finality that shook the ground. The darkness swallowed me whole.
I wrapped my arms around myself, shivering violently as the cold bit into my skin.
*I have to die,* I told myself in the dark. *The princess has to die so the survivor can be born.*