Forever Alone

Prologue

Jana felt so alone she was being treated badly by everyone in her life. She had no one she could even turn to. She had all these friends, but they thought she had it good. They didn't see the pain she hid so well. She felt utterly alone and broken.

See Jana was a teen mom that married at a young age he was so good to her at first being the perfect father and husband, but a year into their marriage everything changed he became distant and would yell a lot. He didn't spend any time with the twins other than to yell at them and put them down.

Jana would cook and clean for him, but it was never good enough. He never took her out anywhere like he was ashamed of how she looked. He had issues that's for sure one minute he was the man she fell in love with the next he would yell at her for no reason.

Couldn't he see they had it all a nice home nice car love a family wasn't that good enough for him anymore? She needed to get out before it was too late, she knew it was only a matter of time before he would hit her but how could she get away when she was so alone?

She knew he had other women. He would come home smelling of perfume. He was always gone. He never touched her and would scream at her if she tried to touch him. She didn't know why he even stayed. It was as if he hated her, and it was clear to see he wasn't happy.

She asked him if he wanted a divorce, and he told her she could never leave him. She had nowhere to go, no money, and no one to turn to. She was miserable. Something needed to change. Things couldn't stay like this. All she did was cry. She just wanted a safe place for her and her children to be happy.

How could she do that in a home where they were in constant fear. One wrong move would set him off. The kids couldn't be normal happy kids. Their own father wanted nothing to do with them. He wanted everything to be perfect. The kids have to be in bed before he is home, and food hot and on the table.

He would say he had meetings for work and take off for days. Those were the times Jana lived for. Having it just be her and the kids home was nice. They would laugh and be happy. Then he would come back and fight over any little thing.

There had to be more to life than this. There had to be a way out. Someone that could help her. She knew if she left him, he had the power and the money to destroy her. She needed to get far away and start over. She was tired of always being alone.

Chapter 1

(Love to hate)

Jana's pov

Jana was a cheerleader in high school extremely popular everyone loved her. She was nice to everyone she wasn't one of those bitchy popular girls. She loved helping other and was voted most likely to succeed if only they could see her now, she though. Where did all that get her now you ask?

Nowhere! In a marriage that she was trapped in raising two babies and being a slave to man that says he loves her but acts like he hates her. She used to have all these friends that she trusted and could talk to, but they all seemed to be on his side. They felt he was the perfect man he worked and brought home the money while I got to stay home yea, I had the easy life. Not!

I got up at 4 am to lay out his clothes and be his personal alarm. I had to get him his coffee and take him to work. I then started in cleaning each room from floor to ceiling. I would lay out what I was fixing for super because he would text me at 10am and ask.

Around 11 I would have to bring him his lunch because if I were even a minute late, he would yell at me for hours. I had to go and pay all the bills but was not allowed to spend a penny over what he thought they should be. He would check the mileage on the car to see how far I drove in a day.

I couldn't go see my friends or my family. I was truly all alone. They thought my life was perfect, but it was far from that. I was being controlled and abused I was just too dumb to see that until now. He used to be such a great guy. After the first year of marriage, he started to change. He was so good at first very loving.

See I'm a teen mom so after I got pregnant my parents agreed for us to get married even though I was only 17 years old. So here I am going on 19 married with twins and wishing my life were over. The only thing that keeps me going is my twins. My husband is a rich and successful web designer, so he feels like I have to be his trophy wife and he needs to train me.

He hasn't hit me yet, but it's just a matter of time. He yells at me all day and night and throws things at the wall and has even pushed me yet to everyone else he is perfect. He acts like a devoted father and loving husband in public but at home he is anything but.

Like today he informs me I need to cook for a party of 12. Normally it wouldn't be a problem except for the party is in like 4 hours' yea way of telling me ahead of time. I think he did it on purpose because he doesn't think I can pull it off and I'll end up looking like a bad wife. Any time something goes wrong it's my fault.

He tells everyone how after he works all day he has to come home and clean and look after the twins because I don't do it. It's amazing how everyone believes him. I've had women tell me that I don't deserve him that I'm not a real woman and they should steal him away from me. All I can think is please do so I can be free.

I have thought about leaving him, but if I do, he will take my babies and I will be left with nothing. Where would I go? I don't even know who I could talk to about all of this. I can't go to an abuse shelter because he hasn't hit me. Maybe I do deserve all of this maybe if I were a better wife this wouldn't happen.

I am going to cook the best meal for this party I have the house all cleaned and decorated for it. If I can cook his favorite and dress nice maybe, then he would love me like he used to. That's what I'll do I'm going to make him love me so then maybe I won't be so alone.

Chapter 2

(Obey me)

Micah's pov

I can't believe that bitch had the nerve to question me about this important party saying I didn't tell her till the last minute. She was always bitching and complaining about something. Hell, she had it easy she got everything she wanted. She lives in a nice house drives a nice car what more can a woman want. I swear if she didn't get knocked up to trap me maybe I'd treat her better. But you can't turn a hoe in to a housewife.

I at one time loved her very much she was so sexy in her little cheer leading uniform, so I knew I just had to have her. I didn't realize she was such a bimbo that she'd sleep with me 2 months after I got her. There was no chase at all with her, and I loved a chase. She fell to easy and now here I am 24 with a wife and 2 kids all because the chick lied about being on the pill.

I look at her with such hate she has ruined my life. Here I am wealthy and good looking, but I can't do shit because of her. I could have any woman I want but they see I have a wife and kids and they won't touch me. She isn't even hot anymore she got fat and ugly since she had the kids. She doesn't dress sexy or anything anymore. We never have sex then again; I probably couldn't even get my dick hard to screw her.

Don't get me wrong I do love her in some way. She's great at organizing stuff and taking care of the finances but that's no reason to stay married. I'd divorce her ass but then she would get more money than she's worth. I won't let that bitch get half my stuff and I'd never let her take my kids from me.

So, I'm stuck but she will bend, and I'll force her to be the woman I need and I'm going to find a mistress to feel my wants. Hell, Jana is so stupid she doesn't even realize one of the women that are coming tonight is a woman I cheated on her with. I plan on throwing it in her face to make her behave.

I swear I have to control my anger with her she pushes me to the breaking point I swear one of these days soon I'm going to knock her to the ground. Tonight, better be perfect or else I will have to teach that little bitch a lesson she will never forget.

She doesn't want to test me. I hold all the power. She will do as I say, or I will make her life a living hell. Maybe I should ship those brats off until she does everything, I want her to do. That should teach her. I liked that idea. I will look into that. Things are going to start going my way or else.