Find Me In Your Memory

my name is Susan, am 16 years old. I come from a very influential family. My Dad is a Governor, My Mom is a popular Actress popularly known as "Charllote Lee "she has won many awards since she was a teenager, she even won an Oscar award. I have four siblings. Lisa is my elder sister she is 25 years old she is a popular musician with a total of 60 million followers on Instagram. my second sibling are twins there names are Jerry and Jenny. they are both 23 years old.

Jerry is a popular rapper he's very handsome he's among a band a boys known as "Sparkling" he's the youngest among them and all fan girls have a crush on him. Jenny is a popular singer and dancer. she's very pretty. she's in a band of girls popularly known as "Me n U". she is the youngest amongst them. Am the last born.

The name of my Best friend is Rosè we've been friends since elementary school. we're of the same age and we do everything together. but me and My Mom moved from America to Korea so we didn't attend the same High school. I was very popular when I was in Middle school and I had a lot of friends because of my looks. I was very pretty just like my sister Jennie. I had a very long natural dark hair with a slim face. I was tall and slim too just like a model. Everyone knew my family. they often call it a celebrity family. but I wasn't interested in becoming a celebrity.

When I was in Middle school there was a boy I liked and had a crush on he's name is Ni-ki. he's very handsome. all the girls in the class has a crush on him but all the girls are afraid to tell him. I thought I should try to be friends with him. Ni-ki has a very cold character he doesn't have a friend in the class even amongst he's fellow boys. he's very intelligent and smart. he's a year older than me he was 14 years then while I was 13 years old. then I knew nothing about liking someone. I tried my best to be he's friend but he paid no attention to me.

one hot afternoon I saw him run its like he was doing an exercise. he was sweating profusely and he looked like someone who is thirsty. I rushed to a convenience store and bought a bottle water for him. I rushed back to the field and gave it to him. he rejected it. I told him "You look like someone who is thirsty please drink some water". he looked at me angrily but I kept smiling. he sighed and collected the water and poured it on the floor "Are you satisfied"? he asked me. I was afraid I kept looking at the floor I was afraid at the same time, I fell on the floor bent my head and started crying. Rosé came to me and told me to stop crying. I stopped crying. we went to my house together, I kept thinking about what happened earlier and slept off.

The next day in school I went to the teacher's office to collect my book. I saw Ni-ki's file on the floor. I picked it up. I was surprised the next day is he's birthday. The next day, I prepared a surprise birthday party for him. he's turning fifteen. I begged my classmates to help me but they refused because everyone was afraid of Ni-ki. I thought about what to tell them. "okay anyone who helps me to prepare he's birthday day party will get free tickets to attend my sister's concert" I told my classmates. all of them stood up an said "yes" in unison. we prepared he's birthday party in my house. I had to do it because my mom was out of the country. I made a Red-velvet cake for him. My classmates invited him over to my house but he refused. We looked at each other together. "Why don't we do it in the class" one of my class mates said. "I think she's right nothing will happen if we do it the next day" I said.

when Ni-ki entered the class i had the most shocking experience of my life. when he entered the class he smiled and everybody was surprised but the next thing that happened...... He carried the cake and poured it on my face and said "Whats your problem, why are you being so clingy, did I ask you to prepare a birthday party for me? did I tell you that I celebrate birthdays, I hate people who take advantage of other people, the probably agreed to this because of your sister, Am leaving this damn school". when he was about to leave the door I told him "You don't like me? I don't have anything to say for that, I just wanted to be friends with you nothing more, you always looked depressed that's why I wanted stop be friends with you why do you have this psychopath character in you"??. He ignored me, sighed and left the school at once. my friends lifted me up an told me not to think too much about it. I tried my best to forget that day but it was quiet hard for me I couldn't forget it. I didn't feel comfortable in that school it kept reminding me of that day. I told my mom that I want to change school but she said 'no' I couldn't say anything I had to wait for the right time.

Two years later my mom got a contract to act in a Korean movie. My Dad is a Korean thou so am a citizen of korea. I always wanted to go to south Korea badly. I begged her let me move with her because my siblings were always busy and my Dad is in Korea. my Mom agreed. An see left for south Korea together.

I decided to start a fresh new life in south Korea.

My Mom and I arrived seoul in the afternoon. Seoul is the capital of South Korea. it was a very beautiful place. My mom can speak Korean very well because her Mom is Korean and her Dad American. my mom was wearing a black nose mask and a face cap with black glasses so that people won't recognize her.

As I was packing our stuff from the car, My Mom's picture fell on the floor, As I picked it up and I was about raising my head up I saw a tall handsome guy with a black eyed hair he was very handsome I kept looking at him in surprise "Its this love at first sight" I asked myself. When I stood up I didn't know what to do. I greeted him "good day" I said in English. "Are you guys the new neighbors that are packing in" he asked me "Yes" I said nodding my head. "Okay nice to meet you" he said and passed me. My heart was beating very fast. I arranged my room and hanged the picture of my Idols on the fall am actually a fan girl of the popular musician band BTS. my bias is is JungKook. I know almost everything about him like he's best food and so many other things. After unpacking, it was already late in the evening me and my mom sat together and had our meal together she said she'll be going to the countryside for shooting in two weeks tim e "Why are you telling me now" I said in my mind.

The next day, I woke up and went downstairs for no reason with my night ware, I just wanted to see how Seoul look in the morning. when I came downstairs, I saw the boy I saw the other day, I actually looked like someone who just ran out of a psychiatric hospital, like a mad woman. my hair was tattered and I was bare-footed with my over sized nightwear and I haven't brushed my teeth. when I was yawning someone from my back said 'hey' I turned it was the boy. I shouted and ran upstairs. I was afraid. I ran to my room brushed my teeth, took my bathe, stretched my back hair and tied it at the back and stretched my bangs. I changed into a short jeans and a hoodie with BTS boldly written at the back. My mom has finished preparing our morning I ate with her and she baked some cookies. I don't joke with cookies because my bias from BTS, Jungkook he's nickname is Kookie an she loves cookies. I hugged my Mom from the back the back and told her. "Mom Saranghae" which means I love you. when I finished eating the cookies my mom was still baking more. "Mom why are you still baking more"? I asked her. "I want to give some to the neighbors next door" she said. "the neighbors"? I asked her "Yes of course you should try and make new friends so you won't be lonely" she replied. "okay" I said nodding my head. "So you giving it to them by yourself" I said. "Why will I do that"? she asked. I didn't say a word. "You will give it to them yourself" she said. I sneered and carried the cookies in the small basket.

When I knocked at the door, I was a little bit afraid, A girl of the same age with me opened the door for me. "hi am the new neighbor" I said. "Okay come inside" she said. she asked me to seat on the sofa. I rejected. "No.. thanks" I said. I actually didn't want to see the boy I saw in the morning. "Actually....My Mom said I should give you some cookies" I said. "Please seat down" the girl said. I sat down looking around, I saw the boy I was avoiding looking at me. I was frightened. "Hans come sit down". the girl said. "Hans"? I asked her "Yes that's my brothers name"the girl said. "oh I see" I said. "Hi I didn't get to know your name we saw the other day right"? Hans said. "Yes nice meeting you" I said bending down my head. he left his seat and sat beside me and looked at my face"huh.. we saw the other day and we saw this morning" Hand said. I became afraid. "Hey can't you see that you are making her uncomfortable" the girl said. he shifted his the teat. "Anyway... my name is Hans am 18 years old and a high school student, so introduce yourself," Hans said. As I was about to open my mouth the girl interrupted, "No wait let me introduce myself" the girl said, "My name is Jennie am 16 years old am a high school student a am a fan of Lisa and sparkling". " Okay« I replied. "My name is Susan am 16 years old am a high school student and am a fan of BTS," I said. "oh my God were age mates," Jennie said. "but she looks more mature than you" Hans cut in sharply. "So what kind of job do your parents do? do you have siblings? are you the only child"? Jennie asked me. "You're asking too many questions" Hans said. "Actually my Mom is an actress Charlotte Lee, my Dad is the Governor of Yongsan, my twin siblings one is a rapper in the group "sparkling" then the other one is a female she's in a k- a pop group known as "MenU" then .y elder sister is a musician Lisa," I said. "Wow your family Actress, singer, rapper, dancer," Jennie said "it's getting late I'll get going... bye," I said.

As I opened the door to leave I saw someone that looked like Ni-ki I kept looking at him but he gave me a very cold look, "are you not going out"? he asked me angrily "sorry," I said "sorry for yourself" he replied. he slammed the door against me but am quite sure that Hans and Jennie shouted at him for slamming the door against me. I entered my room at lay down on the bed "I hope it won't be Ni-ki" I said in my mind and slept off because the next day will be my first day in school.

It was my first time attending school in Korea, so I woke up early in the morning and dressed for school. when I entered the class, I was surprised me and Jennie and the guy that looked like Ni-ki were in the same class. The teacher entered the class and told me to introduce myself. it was kinda weird standing in front of people from different countries. I even saw a girl who looked a little like an African but she had long hairs.

"Hi my name is Susan Lee Am an American-Korean, I love making a lot of friends I hope we can be friends" I said and quietly sat beside Jennie and the girl who looked like an African. The guy that looked like Ni-ki didn't even look at me. The subject the teacher was teaching is mathematics. mathematics was my worst subject but the way the woman taught made me to understand it.

It was break time we went to the cafeteria before we went the girl who looked like an African asked me if we could be friends I said yes and she introduced herself. her name is Jisoo she's a Nigerian-Korean her Dad is a Nigerian, her mom a Korean.

When we reached the cafeteria, I saw Hans coming to our seat my heart skipped, he waved at me I wanted to wave back but I realized that he wasn't waving at me, he was waving at Jennie he's sister. he came to our seat and sat down. "Senior hi!" Jisoo said. "hi Jisoo how are you doing"! Hans asked Jisoo "am fine" Jisoo replied. I felt he didn't notice me. "Susan I waved at yo but you didn't wave back" Hans said. I felt butterflies in my stomach I didn't know he was waving at me I thought it was Jennie. "oh...senior I thought you were referring to your sister" I told him. "Dont call me senior you can call me Hans" Hans said. "okay" I replied.

"How was our fist day in class, hope you weren't thinking about BTS" Hans said and everybody laughed. "senior how do you know I like BTS"? I asked him. "When you came to our house yesterday you were wearing a BTS hoodie written Am a proud fan of BTS at the back" Hans said.

"Alright but am a fan of BTS I wish I could attend their concert one day" I said. "Then let's get tickets" Hans said. I was surprised. "I wish I could go to Lisa's concert, Sparkling's concert and Me n U concert" Jisoo and Jennie said at the same time. they all looked at me but I couldn't say anything. it was time for another class the next lesson was English. When I entered the class I couldn't stop thinking about what Hans said "Lets get tickets" he sounded so cool and looked handsome when he smiles". The teacher's phone rang he had to leave the class to answer he's phone call. The lesson for the was finished. Jennie and Jisoo turned at me and looked at me. Jennie said "I k ow you're thinking about what Hans said he has promised me that a million times so don't have high hopes" "high hopes what does she mean by that"? I said to myself.

When I reached home I kept thinking about the BTS concert and started imagining Hans beside me and we both smiling at each other.