Feral Desires(MxM)

CLAUDE

I FLEXED MY shoulders as I approached my fathers office. He had called for me about twenty minutes ago. I placed my balled fist on the door to his office, ready to knock but before I did, he muttered a "Come in."

I pushed the door open and my father was seated behind his desk, a smile playing on his lips. "Son, take a seat." He said and I did.

"You called." I said curtly and his smile wilden.

"Ahh, yes. I will just get straight to the point." My father cleared his throat and placed his intertwined fingers on the desk. "There is a very important meeting that would be going on in Green Hill Pack-after the war and them helping us reclaim our pack, we have been offered a chance to -- and now that's you're no longer a kid, I want you to go to the meeting in place of me."

I swallowed harshly at the mention of the war, the same war that I had been rape by that-I pressed my eyes closed and puffed out a shaky breath. No, I couldn't think of it. It has been five years since it happened and I am healing.

"Claude?"

I snapped my eyes open, cleared my throat and shifted in my seat. Right. I forced a smile and nodded "Of course I would love to go.When is the meeting?"

"In two days time but it would be best you leave tomorrow."

I waited for him to continue talking then stifled a sigh when I realized he wouldn't be giving me a reason as to why I should be leaving tomorrow when the meeting is in two days period. "Alright. Would that be all?" I asked and he wave his hand and without any more words said, I left his office.

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I arrived at Green Hill Pack and I was given an en-suite along with the few others that arrived earlier from other packs. I quickly took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. My eyes darted to the clock on the wall and since the meeting would be taking place tomorrow, I decided to take a stroll around the pack.

I jogged over to a random stranger and cleared my throat. The man turned around and he looked to be around the same age as me. "Sorry for bothering you, but do you know any bar that's close by?" I asked and his stiffness reduced as he eyed the building behind me and took in my scent.

"You must be one of Alpha's guest. If you're driving you just need to go straight and then take a sharp turn to the left. It isn't hard to miss since today is Sunday it's going to be packed." He grinned at me and my lips tugged at the side.

"Thanks." I muttered and walked towards the car I had brought to Green Hill Pack.

Soon, my car was parked outside the bar and true to the strangers words, it was parked. As I entered, pretty much everyone moved away from me and I knew my scent was putting them off since I didn't smell like I belonged here.

I almost regretted making the decision to find a bar but since I was already here then fuck it. I ordered a quick drink and not up to five minutes, I had a female pressing her body into my side.

"You aren't from around here, are you?" She asked and I turned my head, my eyes raking over her figure before I shook my head. "No." I answered curtly and she brought her face closer to mine and ran her tongue over her bottom lip.

Her smile wilden and she leaned even closer and whispered in my ear. "Hmm, want to have some fun?"

It it was any other time-preferably three years ago, I would have taken the opportunity any women threw at me and stick my cock in every single female I could but now, I just couldn't.

I wasn't attracted to any of them. I wasn't attracted to women.

My drink was finally ready and I brought the cold glass to my lips and looked at her over the rim of the glass. "Sorry, love. I would have to decline your offer."

She huffed and threw her brown hair over her shoulder and I knew my rejection hurt her more than she was letting on.

About five drinks later, my nose began to pick on a very very delicious scent that had me whipping my head so fast that I thought I would get whiplash. I tried to find where the scent was coming from and as soon as my eyes met with her, my whole body tensed and my eyes wilden.

The females lips stretched in a wild grin and she began to walk towards me. My heart began to beat fast against my chest and I quickly scrambled out of my seat and dashed for the door. My hands were shaking as I reached for the handle of my car and spread down the road.

I found my mate. I found my mate. Ifoundmymate.

The thought was suppose to make me happy, finally my mate was suppose to be the most happiest moment in my life but I couldn't bring myself to be happy.

I knew what was wrong with me deep down. I knew why I wasn't happy and that was because I was broken.

He broke me.

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I was late.

I was fucking late to a very important meeting and if my father ever finds out, he would kill me. "Shit. Shit. Shit." I muttered as I fixed my tie and rushed down the stairs to the hall we were using for the meeting.

The door were already shut and I cleared my throat as I stood in front of it and the two guards eyed me then pulled the door open.

All eyes were fixed on me as I walked into the room and I pushed the nervousness that creeped up my spine and made my way to the empty seat that was reserved for The Rising Moon Pack.

"Sorry I'm late." I said and a few of the Alphas and other ranking members sneered at me before Alpha Landon cleared his throat, taking the attention away from me.

"Let's continue," Alpha Landon said and even with that, I couldn't focus on what he was saying. The only thing that filled my senses was that scent again and even from where I was seated, I could feel her eyes on me.

My mate was in the room with me and this time there was no chance at running away.

CLAUDE

TO BE HONEST, I couldn't concentrate on what was being said throughout the conference meeting. A set of eyes lingered on my body, and I tried my hardest to ignore her.

As soon as the meeting ended, I jumped out of my seat, avoiding mingling with the other ranking members, and made my way to the double doors. At the top of the stairs, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I forced myself not to curse.

I turned around and sucked in a breath. The woman, gripping her knees and breathing heavily, looked up at me. She stood to her full height, glaring at me while dangling her nude heels between us.

"I had to embarrass myself in front of everyone downstairs to catch up to you. Why are you running away from me, my mate?"

I could only stare at her. When she reached out and touched my arm, I jumped back as if burned. The tingle where she touched me made it all too real.

"I'm not ready," I blurted out. She frowned, looking at me like I was mad-maybe I was.

"W-what?" she choked, stepping closer. Her scent made my inner wolf wild, but I pushed it down. This wasn't what Iwanted. "Are you going to reject me?"

I took a shaky breath and shook my head. "No-I don't know." I was definitely confused, but one thing was certain: I wasn't attracted to her.

She nodded slowly and stepped back, her eyes glittering with unshared tears under the orange light that filled the hall and i suddenly felt like the worst person to ever exist. "We should talk about... us later," she whispered.

I nodded, trying my best not to show how eager I was to move away from her. "We should," I replied. She forced a smile, and without another word, I made my way to my room. As I unlocked the door, I could still feel her eyes on me.

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I jointed up from sleep at the should have a loud bang accompanied with that of the rumbling of thunder outside my window. The sound from my door came again and cautiously, I jumped down from the bed and made my way to the door.

I pressed my ear to the door, my left hand on the doorknob and the other with my claws extended. I was in a different pack and I would be damned if I wasn't ready to attack any intruders. "Who's it?" I asked and a soft whimper sounded from the other side of the door.

Taking a deep breath, I finally pulled the door open, jumped back with my claw infront of me. The female-my mate stumbled into the room and I stood there momentarily shocked before shutting the door closed.

"What is wrong?" I asked and she only wrapped her arm around her stomach and hissed. "My stomach... It hurts, I think I'm in-" I took in a deep breath and the delicious smell of.

My eyes wilden and I took a step back as it finally heat me. "You're in heat." I said and she turned her head to me.

"Please help, it hurts."

Fuck. How could I have forgotten that when a female finds her mate, it forces them into heat? I shook my head and turned my back to her. No matter how much my wolf pushed me towards her, I just couldn't do it.

"'m sorry, I can't help," I said, and a sob escaped her lips.

"What kind of man are you! You should want me while 'm in heat. I am your mate...Ahh."

I turned around to see the woman now curled up on the ground. I muttered a silent curse and ran toward her. I took her in my arms, and she wrapped her hands around my neck. "It's... That feels better, but I want more," she whispered, and before I could even blink, her lips were kissing up my neck, and her body pressed closer to mine.

I hoped I would feel something, anything at all, even with the smell of her arousal filling the room and her plump breasts pressing against my chest. But just as I had thought, I still couldn't feel anything.

I wrenched my head back from her and took a shaky breath. I looked down at the female who was in pain. "Why can't you mate with me? Why won't you?" she whispered, but I couldn't tell her the truth. I got up with her in my arms, walked over to the bed, and placed her on it. I licked my bottom lip and finally came to a conclusion.

"I'm sorry, I have to reject you." The woman gasped and tried to roll out of the bed, but I caged her between my arms. "If I reject you now, it might force your heat to come to an end."

"Why! Why would you reject me? Is... is there someone else?" she asked, and I shook my head.

"No, there is no one else," I breathed out,

"but I just can't do this now." Before I could blink, she grabbed my cheeks, rolled us over before I could react, and slammed her lips on mine. It felt like I was frozen in place, and memories of what he did to me came flooding in.

"You like that, don't you, boy? You like when I force my lips on you."

I gasped and pushed her away, my body shaking as all I kept seeing was him. Him. Him.

"Get out." I choked and stumbled out of the bed to the window, wanting some fresh air.

"How is that even possible! You aren't aroused, and I am your mate and in heat." She shouted, and I turned to face her, my jaw clenched with anger.

"Get the hell out of my room!" I yelled at her, and she jumped back like she had been hit by a ton of bricks, but I couldn't bring myself to feel remorse. All I wanted was space.

"You can't tell me to leave. If I leave, you're letting mateless wolves have their way with me."

With my eyes blurred with unshed tears, I made my way to the door and pulled it open. "Fine then, I'll leave." And with that, I shut the door behind me.

CLAUDE

THE COOL AIR against my warm skin was a blissful invitation. I tucked my hands into the pocket of my jeans as I walked down a silent path. I noticed a stone chair in front of me and quickly made my way towards it.

From a distance, a couple was approaching my way. He had his nose pressed into the woman's neck, scent-marking her. I frowned watching them and my heart clenched for what I knew I couldn't have. My phone dinged, and I had half expected a message from my father, but was surprised when it was from an unknown number.

"Dear Tate Frank, your application has been well received and we are glad to let you know that you have been selected to join the Luxemar Yatch as a pet. Click the button below to confirm and the time and location for your pickup will be shown. Link expires in fourty eight hours."

I blinked in confusion, reread the message, and looked at the button to see that the timer was counting down.

Clearly, the message wasn't meant for me since my name wasn't state. My thumb hovered over the green button, curious to see what it would reveal, but the sound of something crashing made me give up. I locked my phone and stood up to see that a man had tripped over a trash can. I shook my head and glanced back at the direction I came from and prayed to God that she was no longer in my room. To my luck, when I did get there, she was no longer in my room, save for the lingering smell of her heat.

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I laid on my bed and slowly began to drift to sleep, but with a lingering thought at the back of my mind about the weird message I received.

At the first light of the sun, I was already on the road back to the Rising Sun pack, and after five hours of driving, I was seated in front of my father briefing him about the meeting with the Green Tree pack.

The sun was already setting when I entered my room and I took off the black button down shirt I was wearing and undid the button of my grey slacks. My phone dinged and I turned to take it from where I placed it on the bed. It was a notification reminding me that I only had twenty thee more hours before the invitation expires.

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I stared at the button and I mean I really stared at it. It was like I could hear... As crazy as it may sound, it was like I could hear the whispering into my ears to check what was behind its green walls.

"Oh, fuck it," I muttered and quickly pressed it before I could back out.

"Congratulations! You have been accepted and marked as a human pet," I read and frowned at the word "Pet" again. [This is the information below.]

I scrolled down, reading the information about who this Tate Frank was. When I got to his picture, I had to take a double look because he looked like me. His blonde hair was almost the same shade as mine. His eyes were the only difference between us, and that I was two years older than from the information I was looking at I went back to read the notification. My eyes lingered on two words: Human Pet.

I ran my hand through my hair as the realization hit me. This message was supposed to be for this human Tate. Somehow, and unintended, it got to me and we looked so much alike.

I scoffed at the scam. This was probably a plot to get to my father, just like before-just like five years ago. I closed my eyes as memories of that day began to flood in.

I was on patrol with a few scouts and I had heard something. I could have told them... told the three other scouts with me, but for some reason, I decided to go alone, to prove that I could do things without the drug my father had been giving me for the past nine years... No, I hadn't taken them for the past two weeks and Instead, I trained my body in the gym that I would be a strong beta without it.

As soon as the others were out of sight, I went behind the bushes. I heard a twig and before I could turn, a fist collided with the side of my head...

The last thing I heard was, "Boss, we have him," and everything went black.

I dropped my phone and pressed my hands at the back of my neck trying to get the memory out of my head. He was dead. Alan was. I picked up the... and gritted my teeth. "It can't be him," I mumbled to myself. "And I swear to the gods, if it was..."

I typed in the location where I would be picked up. Address confirmed. It showed, and I moved my eyes from the phone to the wall opposite me where my full-length mirror hung. I stared at my reflection, my eyes bloodshot.

"I will kill him."