I gave up my tech career for my professor boyfriend, Donovan. For ten years, I was his perfect, supportive partner, but he repaid me by cheating with his student, Brie. On our anniversary, he brought her favorite peanut butter into our home-forgetting my deadly allergy-and then left me to be with her.
I finally escaped to Europe, but he hunted me down.
Consumed by a possessive rage, he found me with my new partner, Kevin, and brutally attacked him. I had to smash a wine bottle over Donovan's head just to make him stop.
As he stood there bleeding, he actually tried to propose, swearing she meant nothing to him.
But then my phone rang. A frantic woman on the other end sobbed, "Brie is at his mother's house! She's pregnant with his baby!"
That's when I decided leaving wasn't enough. I would use the very skills I sacrificed for him to expose every single one of his lies and burn his entire world to the ground.
Chapter 1
Aria Chen POV:
I hauled the massive box of Donovan' s sentimental junk to the curb, the cardboard scraping against the concrete. It was heavy, just like everything else he' d left behind. My muscles screamed, but I didn't care. The only thing that mattered was getting it all out.
Three years ago, I wouldn't have dared. I would have carefully sorted, labeled, and stored every single piece of his past. Not anymore. Not after a decade of him.
Stepping back inside, the apartment felt... lighter. Even before I noticed the unfamiliar scent of peanut butter wafting from the kitchen. My stomach churned. I' m deathly allergic.
That' s when I saw it. A half-eaten jar of chunky peanut butter on the counter, next to a sparkly, childish mug that definitely wasn't mine. It was a slap to the face, a bright red flag I'd been too blind to see.
A chilling calm settled over me. I grabbed the jar and the mug without a second thought. Straight into the trash they went, the thick spread adhering to the plastic, clinging like a bad memory.
My phone buzzed. It was a notification for my flight. Europe. In two days. The timing was almost poetic. It was our tenth anniversary.
The front door clicked open. Donovan walked in, whistling a jaunty tune. He stopped dead, his eyes scanning the noticeably emptier living room.
"What happened to the vintage record player?" he asked, his voice sharp, cutting through the pleasant silence I' d just created.
I didn't flinch. "It was gathering dust. I donated it."
His jaw tightened. "Donated it? Aria, that was a gift from my grandmother. You know how much that meant to me."
He always did this. Everything was about him. His feelings, his things, his past. Never mine.
"It was broken," I stated plainly, my voice flat. "And it was taking up space."
He sighed, running a hand through his perfectly styled hair. "You' re so dramatic sometimes. We could have fixed it."
I just stared at him. He didn' t even remember the argument we' d had last year about fixing it, how he promised he would, and then just let it sit there. Just like he let so many other things in our life sit, broken and ignored.
His gaze drifted to the kitchen. His eyes narrowed, then widened slightly. "Where' s my special peanut butter? The organic kind Brie found for me?"
My breath hitched. Brie. Of course. The student he' d been "mentoring" for the past year. The student my best friend had recommended for a scholarship. The student who was now seemingly living in our apartment.
"I threw it out," I said, my voice dangerously calm.
Donovan laughed, a short, dismissive sound. "You' re joking, right? Go get it. I just bought it." He walked to the trash can, ready to retrieve it himself.
"Donovan," I said, a tremor in my voice, "I told you, I threw it out. I'm highly allergic to peanuts. You know this."
He froze, his hand hovering over the rim of the bin. For a split second, a flicker of guilt crossed his face. It was quickly replaced by annoyance.
"Oh, right. I forgot," he mumbled, sounding more put-out than apologetic. "But it was in a sealed jar. It wouldn' t have hurt you."
My blood ran cold. He forgot my life-threatening allergy. For her. For Brie.
"You used to be so careful," I whispered, the words tasting like ash. "You threw out everything with peanuts when we first moved in together. You even made sure the restaurant knew every time we went out."
He walked over to me, attempting to wrap an arm around my waist. His touch felt foreign, contaminated. "Hey, hey. I' m sorry. My mind' s been a million places. You know how stressful work is." He tried to pull me closer. "Let me make it up to you. I' ll order your favorite takeout. How about that?"
He rubbed my lower back, right where a bruised knot of muscle pulsed with pain. I winced, pulling away from his touch.
"I can' t believe you actually suggested that after yesterday," I said, my voice sharp. "My back is still killing me."
He frowned. "What are you talking about?"
"The hiking trip, Donovan. When you tried to show off, pushing me up that hill, and I slipped. You didn' t even notice I twisted my back until we were halfway home." My voice hardened. "You were too busy talking on the phone with Brie."
He bristled. "That was an accident, Aria. And it was your fault for not watching your step. Besides, I told you I was sorry. What do you want me to do, grovel?"
"No," I said, a strange, hollow feeling settling in my chest. "Just... have Brie make you dinner tonight. I hear she' s quite the cook."
His eyes widened, then a slow, pleased smile spread across his face. "Really? You wouldn' t mind?"
My stomach turned. He was actually happy about this.
He pulled a crumpled, colorful coupon from his pocket. "Here. It' s for that new artisanal ice cream place. Brie loves it. We can go together tomorrow."
I took the coupon. It was for a vegan, gluten-free ice cream shop. My eyes dropped to the small print. A special promotion for "first-time visitors" to their new location. I' d seen Brie post about it on her Instagram story just last week. A selfie of her and Donovan, laughing, holding two vibrant scoops. The caption read, "Best dessert date ever! Thanks, D!"
My phone vibrated. Donovan glanced at it, his face paling. He snatched it up, his back to me, his voice low and hushed. "Yeah, I' m on my way. Be there in five."
He turned, a hurried look on his face. "Something came up with Brie. Urgent. I have to go. I' ll be back later. Promise." He squeezed my arm once, a fleeting, disconnected gesture, and then he was gone.
I stood there, the ice cream coupon clenched in my hand. He hadn't even waited for my response. He rushed out of our home, on our anniversary, to go to her.
I looked down at the colorful paper. Then, slowly, deliberately, I tore it in half, then quarters, letting the pieces flutter to the floor.
The silence that followed was deafening.
Aria Chen POV:
The clatter of the busy bistro was a welcome distraction from the buzzing silence of my own thoughts. Hilary looked at me with wide, disbelieving eyes across the small table. I hadn't made it out for dinner with her in months. Donovan always had an excuse.
"You mean to tell me," Hilary began, her voice a low growl, "he left you on your tenth anniversary to go comfort that... student?"
I took a sip of my wine, the bitterness a familiar comfort. "That' s about the gist of it."
Hilary slammed her fork down. "Unbelievable! After everything you' ve done for him! Giving up your incredible tech job, taking that boring admin role just so he could focus on his 'brilliant academic career' !"
She was right. I' d sacrificed everything for his dream. My high-flying career, my ambition, my very identity. I did it because I loved him, because I believed in us. I believed in him. Now, I just felt... foolish.
"I' m going to go over there and give him a piece of my mind!" Hilary declared, pushing her chair back.
I reached across the table, grabbing her arm. "No, you won' t." My voice was calm, almost devoid of emotion.
She stared, puzzled. "Aria, he' s a narcissist! A gaslighting, hypocritical... philanderer! You can' t just let him get away with this!"
"He' s not worth it, Hil," I said, and the truth of it settled deep in my bones. "He' s not worth another tear, another argument, another ounce of my energy."
Hilary' s anger softened into concern. "I still feel responsible. I recommended Brie for that scholarship. I thought I was helping a bright, underprivileged student. I never imagined..."
"It' s not your fault," I interrupted gently. "Donovan would have found someone else. It was never about Brie. It was about him."
She studied my face, her expression unreadable. "You' re different, Aria. Your eyes... they' re clear."
I nodded slowly. "I think so. I think I finally see things for what they really are." The truth was, the love I once felt for Donovan had evaporated. There was nothing left but a cold, empty space.
It was late when I finally got home. The streetlights cast long, eerie shadows. A knot tightened in my stomach. I knew he' d be waiting.
The moment I opened the door, a heavy silence blanketed me. Donovan sat on the sofa, bathed in the glow of his phone screen, his face a mask of grim accusation. The air crackled with unspoken tension.
"Where have you been?" he demanded, his voice low and dangerous. "I called you a dozen times."
I pulled my phone from my purse. The screen showed a flurry of missed calls and texts from him. I hadn' t even noticed it vibrating in my bag. I hadn' t wanted to.
"My phone was on silent," I replied, my voice steady. "I was with Hilary."
He stood up, towering over me. "Hilary? Really? At this hour? What were you doing, drowning your sorrows?" His eyes narrowed. "Were you drinking?"
I met his gaze head-on. "What if I was?"
He scoffed. "You know how reckless you get when you drink. And who else was there? Was it that colleague who made a fool of himself just last week?"
I felt a surge of cold fury. He was projecting his own guilt onto me. The hypocrisy was suffocating.
"Did you report your whereabouts to me, Donovan?" I shot back, my voice rising slightly. "Did you tell me what you were doing with Brie all night? Or is that privilege reserved only for me?"
He flinched, his face paling. But before he could respond, I brushed past him and headed for the bedroom. I just wanted to escape his toxicity.
As I reached the bed, a sudden movement on the pillow made me jump. A small, furry creature scrambled across the sheets. I gasped, stumbling backward. It was a guinea pig. A very small, very startled guinea pig.
Before I could react, it darted towards me, its tiny claws scratching my leg. A sharp sting, and then a thin line of blood welled up.
Donovan rushed in, his voice laced with panic. "What happened?!" He saw the guinea pig, then my bleeding leg. His eyes widened. He quickly scooped up the creature, cradling it defensively. "Brie' s. She left him here earlier. He must have gotten out of his cage."
Brie. Again. The scratches burned, but the betrayal stung more.
"You let a guinea pig into our apartment?" I asked, my voice barely a whisper. "Donovan, I' m allergic to pet dander. You know that. I had to give away Mittens, my cat, when we moved in here because of your allergies."
He winced. "It' s different. This is a guinea pig, not a cat. And Brie needed someone to look after him. She was really upset."
Upset? What about me? What about my safety? My well-being?
"I guess I need a tetanus shot now," I said, turning away from him.
He put the guinea pig back in its cage, a flicker of guilt crossing his face. "I' ll take you. Right now."
Just then, his phone rang. He glanced at the screen, then at me, a troubled expression on his face. "It' s Brie again. She' s really distressed."
My chest tightened. He didn' t even have to say it. I already knew his choice.
"Go," I said, my voice flat, devoid of any warmth. "Go comfort her, Donovan. You' re clearly better at that than you are at being a partner."
He hesitated for a second, then grabbed his keys. "I' ll be back as soon as I can, I promise. Just wait here." He looked at me, a desperate plea in his eyes.
I watched him go, the image of his receding back a stark reminder of every other time he' d chosen someone or something else over me. I knew, with a chilling certainty, he wouldn' t be back tonight. He wouldn't care.
Aria Chen POV:
I remembered the day I quit my job at the tech firm. Donovan had painted a picture of a serene, supportive home life, where I' d manage our affairs and he' d conquer the literary world. He called it our "power couple synergy." I called it a gilded cage. He just wanted a steady, stable base. He said my high-stress job was distracting him. I believed him. I loved him.
So, I took the university admin job he' d found for me. It was close to his office, low-pressure, and, most importantly, it allowed me to be available for him.
The irony wasn' t lost on me. Now, my job often meant I crossed paths with him on campus, navigating the unspoken rule that we were to act like polite acquaintances. He insisted on it. Said it would avoid "unnecessary gossip" about a professor dating an admin staff member. I saw it for what it was: he was ashamed of me, or, at the very least, ashamed of us.
Today, I needed his signature on a grant application. His phone went straight to voicemail, and my messages remained unread. This was typical Donovan behavior. So, I walked to his office, a knot of dread tightening in my stomach.
Outside his door, a small queue of students waited. I recognized a few, eyes glued to their phones, others nervously clutching textbooks. I sighed, taking my place at the end of the line.
He used to tell me his office hours were sacrosanct, dedicated solely to his students' intellectual growth. "No distractions, Aria," he' d said, "not even from you."
Just then, the office door swung open. Brie emerged, her hair perfectly tousled, a shy smile playing on her lips. She practically floated past the waiting students, who grumbled under their breath.
"Some people just get special treatment," I heard a student whisper, loud enough for me to hear. "Professor Holden always has time for Brie. She practically lives in his office."
The door clicked shut behind her, muting the muffled sounds from inside. My stomach clenched. It wasn't just gossip. It was true. I knew it in my gut, in every ignored call, every distant look, every new preference he'd suddenly developed.
I thought about all the hours I' d spent waiting for him, for his attention, for just a sliver of the man I thought I knew. I felt a profound sense of self-pity, then a wave of anger. How could I have been so blind? So foolish?
A few minutes later, the door reopened. Donovan stood there, looking perfectly composed, a stack of papers in his hand. He glanced at the waiting students, then his eyes landed on me. His expression was unreadable.
I stepped forward. "Donovan, I need your signature on the Calloway grant application. It' s due by five."
He nodded curtly. "Come in."
I followed him into his office. He sat behind his desk, gesturing for me to place the papers down. As I did, he leaned in, his voice low. "Try not to let anyone see us leave together. Appearances, you know."
My heart hardened. Appearances. Always appearances. For him, they mattered more than reality. More than us.
I walked out of his office, the grant application now signed, my hand a little steadier than it had been coming in. The entire exchange felt like a bad dream. I was his glorified secretary, a dirty little secret he kept hidden.
The faculty mixer that evening was just as painful. My job required me to be there, mingling, making sure everything ran smoothly. Donovan, on the other hand, was there to shine.
I watched him from across the crowded room, his charismatic smile captivating a circle of younger faculty. Brie was by his side, hanging on his every word, her adoration radiating like a beacon.
I moved through the room, collecting empty glasses, making small talk, doing my job. As I passed by a dimly lit private lounge, I heard raucous laughter spilling out. The sounds of a party, a celebration.
Curiosity, or perhaps masochism, pulled me closer. I peeked inside. Donovan, surrounded by a group of his most favored students and a few junior professors, was holding court. And right next to him, giggling, was Brie.
"Professor Holden, to your groundbreaking research!" one student cheered, raising a glass.
"And to Brie, for being such an inspiring muse!" another added, winking at her.
Brie blushed, batting her eyelashes at Donovan. "Oh, stop it, you guys."
Donovan chuckled, his arm casually draped around Brie' s shoulder. Then, someone yelled, "A toast! To our favorite professor and his favorite student! Drink up, you two!"
Brie picked up a glass. "Professor, will you do the honors?" she asked, her voice syrupy sweet.
"Of course, my dear," Donovan replied, his eyes sparkling.
"A toast to the future!" someone shouted. "And a toast to... a cross-cup!"
The room erupted in cheers. Donovan and Brie looked at each other, then, with an almost imperceptible hesitation from Donovan, they linked arms, their glasses clinking. As they drank, their eyes locked, and then, in a slow, agonizing motion, their lips brushed. A shared, intimate kiss.
My breath hitched. The world tilted. A sharp, burning sensation spread through my chest, searing my lungs.
Then, someone looked up, their eyes meeting mine. The laughter died down instantly. A hush fell over the room. Donovan, his eyes still on Brie, slowly turned his head. His gaze landed on me, wide with surprise, then a flicker of panic.
He started to move, a step towards me. But Brie, still clinging to his arm, pulled him back. She looked at me, a triumphant smirk playing on her lips, then squeezed Donovan' s arm possessively.
My phone buzzed in my hand. A message from Donovan. Aria, it' s not what it looks like. Just a silly game. Please, let me explain.
I stared at the words, then at him, standing there with her. The explanation was already painted on his face. I closed my eyes, a single tear tracing a path down my cheek. Then, I calmly pressed the power button on my phone, plunging the screen into darkness.